CHAPTER XX

Richard Englefield, in Westforest cell, might lie without movement,

head buried in arms, but that was when he must sleep in order to gain

and keep strength, or when Prior or Brother Anselm visited him, it

being posture good as another for a monk now in sooth going melancholy

mad.

Once Brother Anselm, who had been taken from strollers playing in barns

and inns, said to the Prior, “He playeth!” Whereupon the Prior strictly

watched, but at last said, “Not so. Truth!” And then, like such chess

masters, because he had bent what he thought all his mind to it and

was assured, he obstinated in his opinion of the board and every piece

upon it. “No, it is truth! I have seen it before. Melancholy that

forgets how to speak and then after a time mere childishness that will

not stint from speaking, though it be only of green fields and cowslip

balls! Then silence again like an old sick hound and at last he dies!”

Brother Anselm’s doubt had been but momentary. He agreed now with

Prior. Also he said, “One helpeth forth the sick hound.”

The Prior of Westforest took his lean chin from his lean hand. “I have

heard that the Greeks writ over their temples, ‘Nothing too much.’

Where the good of all is in question let the soul take necessary

burdens, but not unnecessary ones! This were unnecessary.”

Richard Englefield was not going melancholy mad, though he played that

he was. He worked. He worked while he lay still upon the cold floor,

face hidden by stretched arms, or when he sat moveless, staring into

naught with empty, woe-begone face. “Think me melancholy mad, do! So

the sooner will you leave me the cell!” They went. For hours he had the

dim place to himself, and at night he had it.

Monk of Silver Cross was gone, whirled away to the dark country behind

Chaos and there dead and buried peacefully. Here was Richard Englefield

the master goldsmith. And yet not that either. Here was one who had

risen behind goldsmith and monk, who had come up like a tree that was

not suspected.

He worked, Richard the smith. He gained, no man knew how, two bits of

iron. The cell was grated. He filed through a bar and then another,

and in the night-time broke the whole away. Fortune or wonder or the

miraculous or some natural air into which he had broken was with him.

It might have been the last, his will was so awakened, so in action.

His fury towered, but it was still fury, very deep and dangerous,

bitter passion of a man with mind and will. He saw Success and drew her

to him as giants draw. In the dead night he got away.

Westforest formed but a small House and it lay close to Wander.

Stripping off his robe he made it into a bundle and with rope girdle

tied it upon his shoulders. Then, naked, he plunged into the Wander and

swam a mile downstream. Coming to the bank he rested, then swam the

second mile, under the late risen moon. Cocks were crowing. He passed

grey meadow and dreaming corn and came to a forest where it overhung

the Wander. “Here is good place to leave!” He quit the water, shook his

body and dried it with fern, untied and unrolled monk’s gown and put it

on. “Brother Richard? Nay, monk is as will is! Richard Englefield, a

smith in gold and silver!”

He was away now from Wander, in the forest, the morn pink above the

trees, violet among and beneath the branches. In yonder direction lay

Silver Cross and not so far, neither. Middle Forest! Could he get,

unmarked, to Middle Forest. Had he one friend there--but he had none.

Could he get to the shipping upon the river, below the bridge. Could

he find a boat that would take him to the sea and then he cared not

where! He saw Success. “Aye, I will!” But this robe must somehow be

changed for world-dress, and he must have a purse and money in it. Hard

to manage! But Success was his Moorish slave and would bring them.

He strode on. He was going toward the town through what was left of the

ancient, all-covering forest. Hereabouts was yet a great wood with deer

and hare and bird and fox. Paths ran through but between them spread

bounteously the forest. First light gave way to gold light. He was

hungry. He took the crust of bread that he had saved from yesterday and

ate it as he walked. Also he found strawberries. When the sun was well

up he came to rest under an oak, to think it out.

He had some hope that Westforest would hold that he had drowned

himself. Yesterday had been a hot and livid day, ending in storm. They

would be able to trace him to the water edge. Would they drag the

Wander, seeing that the Prior must wish to make sure? But the Wander

running swiftly might carry him down. Using Prior Matthew’s eyes he

saw monk caught among stones on Wander bottom, or, a log, shoved down

Wander length to greater river and so at last to sea, white bones

for merman’s children. He thought with Prior’s brain, “So, it is very

well!” And if Wander had him not, but he strayed on dry land, Brother

Richard of Silver Cross, mad now though once greatly blessed, there

would ensue some trouble of taking him, some explaining, but no more

than that! Richard Englefield saw the net, how strong and wide it was,

the fishers here being so much mightier than the fish. So mighty were

they that they could spare the fish even if it leapt clear. For if it

went and told all other fish and fishermen, what odds? Mind in all was

made up what to believe! Richard Englefield laughed, but his laughter

was worse to hear than had been sobbing.

He tried to make a plan, but it was hard to plan out of this! Best

still trust Success. He took a pebble and tossed it, then followed

it. Narrow road little travelled. He walked upon this some way and

saw a horseman coming. Out of track into a hazel brake, wait and see

what like he might be! Sun glinted, boughs waved, birds sang, over all

things lay a pearly moisture after storm.

Young Thomas Bettany, riding from town because town oppressed him,

taking idle way and ancient road because to-day bustle liked him not,

errandless and leaving John Cobb at home, rode through the old forest

with hanging head. He would mend the world if he knew how, but he did

not know how.

Coming to brake his horse started aside. Thomas crossed himself. A monk

was standing there, seemed to have stepped forth from it. “Is it a

ghost? By Saint John, Brother! you look it and you do not look it!”

He knew him now, having seen him at Silver Cross thrice, maybe, since

the finding of Holy Well. Thomas Bettany felt himself tremble a little.

_Brother Richard_--_if he were mad_--but then he remembered himself

that he was hardly so! They said he was mad, an Abbot and a Prior whose

deeds might not be scanned. Brother Richard! Though some were guilty

the monk was not. Again he saw things “in a flash.” The monstrous

disappointment--Heaven’s boon companion, then fall--fall--fall! How

sharp the stones and black the land!

He spoke in a whisper. “Did you break last night from Westforest?” All

the countryside knew that Brother Richard, now alas! utterly mad, was

to be hidden there in a grated cell.

Richard Englefield knew not why Success was here. He said, “You know me

then? Who are you?”

“Thomas Bettany, merchant’s son.”

“I greatly need,” said the man by the hazels, “burgher’s dress, a purse

of money, and to reach some ship in river that presently makes sail.”

Having spoken, he waited again upon Success.

“I shall have to ride to Middle Forest and back,” said Thomas Bettany.

“Over yonder a mile lies a ruined farm. No one goes by wood that way.

Walk till you see the house through trees, then lie close till I come.”

Few words more and he turned horse and presently disappeared down the

leafy road.

Englefield moved off into deep forest toward the ruined farm. It was

Success. It was of a piece with breaking free from Priory. Maybe there

were gods who said, “Thou touchedst nadir, now we let thee rise!” Maybe

it was the Will, so fulfilled and potent that it became magician. Trust

far enough, and the bird comes flying! But not trust like that at

Silver Cross--no!

Deep wood, beech and ash and oak, very silent, very lonely. At last

it thinned and he saw through trees an old, small, ruinous farmhouse,

broken, neglected, haunted maybe. He made out a man slowly working in

a field. A grey horse grazed, a cock crew, but there seemed no dog to

bark.

He drew back under trees, found a bed of leaf and moss and threw

himself down. He was tired, tired! Body was tired but not spirit. That

should not flag. No, no! said the will. But sleep--it was necessary to

sleep.

He did so for a time, but then he waked clearly and suddenly. Where

he had been in dreams he did not know, nor where in the deep realm

behind dreams. But there had been large and happy stillness, full

ocean and serene sky. Whence--whence? From heaven, and had he mounted

there, the True Ones pitying? From heaven’s opposite? Then again

had come upon him that rapture that befell at Silver Cross--three

nights’ rapture--rapture at the feet of a harlot of harlots! Evil had

been the rapture through and through, that had seemed so heavenly

glorious, heavenly sweet! Never to have guessed--never to have

known--to have been incapable of knowledge! True and false alike to

him, hideousness and beauty alike, he who had thought he knew beauty!

Incapable--incapable. That had seemed Success--oh, high Success!

The sun rode high and streamed in warmly. He found shadow and lay upon

his face, arms outstretched along the earth, hands breaking twigs with

which the ground was strewn.

This part of earth looked full to sun, then glided from strongest

vision, then took it obliquely, beginning to think of cool, dark rest

from it, filled with memories. At three by country dials he heard

a horse brushing through the forest and presently saw Bettany with

merchant’s pack strapped before him, not a pack large and noticeable,

but sufficing to show that the House of Bettany attended to business

and was not too proud to attend in person.

At four by dial Richard Englefield stood under the oak in good hosen,

shoon, shirt and doublet, with cap, with cloak, with leather belt and

knife, with leather purse and silver in it and hidden in bosom pocket

woollen purse with gold. Gaunt he was as any wolf, and overcast with

pallour, needing days of sun and air to bring him back to what he was

a year ago in Silver Cross, or further back to the gold-brown master

smith not unknown in cities and in princes’ courts. Just that smith

would never come back. This smith had himself been laid upon a Vulcan’s

anvil. The fire showed, the hammer showed.

Thomas Bettany said, “Monk not again because of them hereabouts?”

“Not so. Because of myself.”

The other continued, “God wot there is not the old saintliness! I have

heard wise men cry that unless there came reform God will loose lions.”

“Perhaps. But come as it may I am absolved from monastery.”

“Abbot Mark and Prior Matthew be not everywhere. There are good abbots,

good, religious houses--”

“Aye, I doubt not. Even at Silver Cross and Westforest are some true

pilgrims and finders. But I am absolved. Brother Richard lies drowned

in Wander. This is Richard Englefield, a smith in gold and silver. But

since it may not be wisdom to say that till I reach London port or

maybe France, then Richard Dawn, a traveller. What of ship?”

“It is the _Vineyard_, lying in the pool and sailing day after

to-morrow at dawn. The master, a young man, Diccon Wright, is beholden

to me. I found him at the Golden Ship, and he will do it.”

“Day after to-morrow at dawn.”

“There is nothing for it,” said Bettany, “but that you should bide

where you are through to-night and to-morrow. Then at eve I will come

with a horse for you. Canst ride?”

“Oh, aye!”

“There is no moon. We make through country to pool side and find there

a boat that Diccon sends. So the _Vineyard_ and away.”

“You are good to me, brother!”

The other answered, “I somehow owe it. And not to you only. But here

only does it seem that I can pay.”

He took from pack loaf of bread, pound of cheese and a bottle of ale.

“Here we be! Nay, I have had dinner. Well, I will eat a little to keep

you in countenance, Master Dawn!”

They ate under the greenwood tree, close screened around with thorn

and fern. “It will be cold to-night sleeping here. There is a loft at

the farm. The old man and woman dodder and are blind and deaf. There

is a straw bed. But strange and elfin were it, I think,” said Bettany

slowly, “if you slept there.”

“In old years I have slept out colder nights than this is like to be.

And a cell is cold.”

“Well, the cloak is thick. Nay, drink! I may have my fill when I get

back to father’s house.”

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