CHAPTER XIX

As soon as might be, Montjoy would go that pilgrimage to Canterbury.

Had it been true, that frightful story, were Mark and Westforest

treacherous, Silver Cross down in the mire, evened and more than evened

with Hugh across the river, he would have gone not to Canterbury only,

but to Rome, to Palestine! Only there, in Gethsemane garden--

He sat, a slight, dark man with a worn, handsome face, beneath a cedar

in his castle garden. This was lord’s corner. A castle, God wot, is a

public place! But just here was retirement, appropriated long since and

possessed for long. Wall and ivy and cedar row, and hardly a narrow

window to overlook! Montjoy once had been quick for company, but now

for long he sighed toward solitariness. Solitariness that still should

be splendour!

Silver Cross--Silver Cross--Silver Cross! The splendour must run

through it, bathing the tomb of Isabel, bathing the life-above-death

of Isabel! Bathing also Silver Cross, church and abbey, the old form,

antique, fair, one’s Lady, old yet young through the centuries!

The soul. How to keep the soul in joy? If not in joy, at least in

humble peace.

Montjoy saw himself a grey palmer, state and place laid down. His

daughter wedded come Martinmas to Effingham--another year and her son

born--then he might go and have word with his own suzerain. Palmer--the

road, the shrines, the houses of the religious; quiet, quiet,

unobstructed room for dreams of God.

The sky was lead, the light greenish, the air hot and still. He would

be glad when the storm burst and the land was drenched. Afterward it

would smile once more. He thought, “The Flood is needed again, so

wicked is the earth! Oh, my God, am I of the family of Noah? Do I build

with gopher wood the Ark that saves? Do I enter Christ? Doth He enter

me?”

The cedars clung dark, they darkened the day yet more. Montjoy looked

into a cell at Westforest and saw there Richard Englefield. Surely he

is mad, though he lies so still, with his face buried in his arms!

_Brother Richard._

Montjoy looked into the prison under the castle hill and saw Morgen Fay.

_Not for five years have I touched her, O Christ!_

The prison closed. The sky hung so still and hung so heavy! Lightning

and thunder would be welcome, rising wind and splash of rain. Friday

would be welcome. The bramble burned, the hindering, evil bramble,

harmful to the sheep, vexful to the shepherd--“O Christ, is there

hardness? But the field must be cleared of bramble. Aye, it is worse

than bramble. Mandrake and hemlock and helebore, and the children are

endangered!”

Montjoy saw Holy Well and the great picture, and that fine, fine

reliquary of pure gold that rejoicing--Satan afar and all the mind in

health--Brother Richard had wrought for the Rose, Montjoy bringing the

gold. Yesterday Montjoy had gone to Silver Cross and to Holy Well.

There had been pilgrims a hundred, and they kneeled, praying and

singing. The day was fair as this was foul, and had bubbled and laughed

that crystal well, sunlight into sunlight! They had cups of silver and

of horn and of tree and of clay, and one by one they drank while the

singing rose around. He, Montjoy, had seen a cripple fling away his

crutch and stand and run, and a palsied man grow firm. “Who healeth

them? Thou, thou, who truly didst appear to Brother Richard!”

Even now, in this oppressive day, under this dull sky, Montjoy felt

again that exaltation. He looked around him and up to the lowering

heaven. “Little, weak castle--murky roof of ignorance--yet is there

clear power!”

The rain began to fall.

In the night-time, waking, he found horror with him, something cold,

something forlorn and suspicious. It deepened. He left his great

bed and Montjoy’s wife sleeping, put thick gown around him and went

noiseless into the oratory opening from the great chamber, cold in the

beams of a moon growing old. No peace! At the turn of the night, when

afar he heard cock crow and his dogs bark, he determined that he would

go that morning to confession to Father Edmund at Saint Ethelred’s.

That was the sternest, the most dedicated, the most single of eye and

will! To him he would confess everything that he would if he could save

from her death the harlot and witch.

Morning came and all the castle took up busy and talkative life.

Montjoy rode to Saint Ethelred’s. Father Edmund? Oh, aye! he would hear

him, and Father Edmund thought. “Time that lords give over slothful and

unwise confessors! Father Ambrosius hath forever done him hurt.”

Montjoy was long upon his knees. He accepted heavy penance, took shrift

humbly, came forth from Saint Ethelred’s with a colourless face like a

gem.

Riding back to the castle, when he came to prison street he turned his

black horse and rode slowly by the dark prison. He had told Father

Edmund all his thoughts and in the bale was the thought, “I will visit

her there in that dungeon before Friday. Is not that Christian, O

God, if my deepest heart that is now thine seems to bid me to go?”

But Father Edmund had been greatly stern. “Satan wrestleth for thy

deepest heart! Hear me now! It is forbidden! Go not to, speak not to

that All-Evil! If thou dost she will draw thee with her into hell!

Thou thinkest, ‘Once I was familiarly with her’, and cowardice and

heartlessness now only to think and never to say, ‘God have mercy upon

thee, poor soul!’ Son, son, that is devil’s bait! He will come and

stand and ask thee, ‘Is it knightly?’ It is his wile, to clothe himself

in light! As for the witch, she lacks not soul counsel! Since she was

taken, each day have I preached to her. I will hold the cross before

her chained to stake. She shall see it, lifted high, till flame takes

eyes. But thou, my son, I lay it upon thee, leaving here, to ride by

the prison, and to say as thou ridest. ‘Sin, I will no longer sin with

thee, nor come into thy company!’ Say it!”

“Sin, I will no longer sin with thee, nor come into thy company.”

“So! And son, thou wilt come with thy squires and thy men on Friday to

town cross.”

So Montjoy rode by the prison.

It was dark in there, fetid and dark, and Morgen Fay the sinner had

little to think of but her sins. She could not blink them that they

were many.

Her sins and death, and after that the Judgment. Death and Judgment and

for her Hell, or at the best the direst corner of dire Purgatory and

the longest stay. Ages there, while souls of thieves and murderers left

her one by one and went upward, and never a word for the one who must

stay. At the best, the very best, and perhaps even that gleam had no

reality! Not Purgatory, but everlasting Hell.

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