CHAPTER XVI.--MISS LIVINGSTONE SPEAKS A BIT OF HER MIND.

It was a lovely morning in early summer, when the sun, shining into

Lewis’s bedroom at Broadhurst, aroused him from a heavy dreamless

sleep, the result of his previous night’s dissipation at Lady

Lombard’s. The sensation of waking for the first time in a strange place

is usually a disagreeable one; there is an unfamiliar newness in the

aspect of everything around us, an absence of old associations, which

to an impressible disposition is singularly disheartening. This was

peculiarly the case with Lewis; the costly furniture of the room,

arranged with a stiff propriety, the spotless carpet, the chair-covers

too clean and slippery to be sat upon, the bright cold mirrors, the

polished grate, in which a fire would have been high treason, each and

all suggestive of the chilling influence of that rigid disciplinarian

Miss Livingstone, served painfully to realise his new position.

Splendour without comfort was an anomaly he had never before

encountered, and in his then frame of mind it aroused all the bitter

feelings which even his strength of will was unable to subdue, and

he mentally compared himself to a slave working in gilded chains, and

longed for independence, no matter through what hardships, struggles,

and dangers it must be attained. But there was a healthy energy about

his mind which prevented his yielding to these morbid feelings; hastily

dressing himself, he found his way into the pleasure garden, and as it

was yet early, strolled onward through the park.

After wandering about for nearly an hour, the calm beauty of the scenery

and the exhilarating freshness of the morning air producing their

natural effect upon his spirits, it occurred to him that his absence

might be commented upon, and possibly give offence; accordingly, he

retraced his steps towards the house. Ignorant of the _locale_, however,

he was unable to discover the door by which he had gone out, and after

making one or two attempts in a wrong direction, was compelled to effect

his entrance through a French window opening into a conservatory. Lewis

possessed a great taste for, and some knowledge of botany, and his

attention was at once attracted by the rare and beautiful plants around

him. So completely was he engrossed by his admiration, that not until

he heard his own name pronounced did he become aware that he was not

the sole tenant of the conservatory. Turning at the sound, he perceived

Annie Grant, in a very becoming costume, busily employed in altering the

arrangement of certain flower-pots.

Before we proceed farther, it may be as well to afford the reader an

insight into Lewis’s feelings towards this young lady, as they were by

no means of such a nature as might be expected from a young man towards

a pretty and agreeable girl, with whom he was about to be domesticated.

In order to account for his peculiar state of mind on this subject we

must take a retrospective glance at an episode in Lewis’s student life,

which has been already alluded to in a conversation between Frere and

his friend. About a year before the period at which our story opened

Lewis had encountered, at a festive meeting of the worthy citizens of

Bonn, the very pretty daughter of a wealthy shopkeeper, and struck by

her bright eyes and a certain naïve simplicity of manner, had danced

with her the greater part of the evening. Flattered by the attentions

of the handsome young Englishman, the damsel, who (her simplicity being

confined entirely to manner) was as arrant a little flirt as ever caused

a heartache, took care that the acquaintance should continue; and while

she was merely bent on adding to her train of admirers, Lewis fell

in love with her as deeply as a man can do with a girl completely his

inferior in mind as well as in station. Imagination, however, which

at eighteen is alarmingly active, supplied all deficiencies, and Lewis

continued to dream his lady-love was an angel, till one fine morning

the fact of her elopement with a young German baron, who looked upon

matrimony as a superfluous ordinance, induced him to alter his opinion.

With the termination of the adventure the reader is already acquainted,

but the effect upon Lewis’s disposition was one which time might weaken

but could never efface. The fatal lesson that one who seemed true and

pure was not so, once learnt could never be forgotten; the seeds of

mistrust were sown, and strive as he might, the perfect faith, the

bright, eager confidence of youth, were lost to him for ever.

Ànnie, as the reader is aware, was unusually lovely, and Lewis

accordingly regarded her in the light of a dangerous man-trap;

besides this, oddly enough, she was by no means unlike an ethereal and

spiritualised representation of “Gretchen”; the features and colouring

were similar, and the arch simplicity of the _Fraulein’s_ manner was

part and parcel of Annie’s very nature. The painful recollections which

this resemblance excited added unconsciously to the prejudice (for

it amounted to that) which Lewis had conceived against the General’s

daughter; but the true source of the feeling lay deeper. However

circumstances may cause him to affect, or even to believe the contrary,

there is in every man’s heart a latent desire to render himself

agreeable to any young and pretty woman into whose society he may be

thrown, more especially where the individual is conscious of possessing

powers of pleasing if he chooses to exert them; and even Lewis’s slight

experience of society had sufficed to enlighten him in regard to this

point, on which the dullest are usually clear-sighted. But coupled with

this feeling came the humiliating consciousness that although by birth

and education Miss Grant’s equal, the position he held in the family

rendered him her inferior; and this idea was galling in the extreme to

Lewis’s haughty nature. Annie, on the other hand, profoundly ignorant

of all these wheels within wheels, entertained the most amiable and

benevolent intentions towards her new associate. She knew he was

unfortunate, she saw he was a gentleman, and she had heard that he was

undertaking a duty he disliked, for the sake of his mother and sister;

and for all these reasons her woman’s heart warmed towards him, and

she determined to do what she was able to render his position as little

painful as might be; moreover, she was sufficiently acquainted with

the idiosyncrasies of her father and great-aunt to be aware that any

particular kindness the young tutor would be likely to meet with in

the family must emanate from herself. Accordingly, when Lewis, having

replied to her cordial “Good morning, Mr. Arundel,” by slightly raising

his hat, and making a formal bow, was about to pass on, she renewed the

attack by adding--

“May I trouble you to move this flower-pot for me? it is so heavy.”

Thus appealed to, Lewis stopped short, and for a moment debated

with himself the possibility of refusing; but without being actually

ill-bred, such a possibility did not exist; so, resigning himself to

his fate with a very ill grace, he deposited his hat on a vacant

flower-stand, and tossing back his dark curls with the air of a sulky

lion shaking his mane, he took the garden-pot, which indeed seemed too

heavy for Annie’s little hands, asking, with a stately coldness by no

means in character with the mild nature of the inquiry--

“Where would you wish to have it placed, Miss Grant?”

“Here, if you will be so kind,” returned the young lady, indicating the

spot by pointing with the end of a pert little parasol.

Lewis, having installed the plant in its appointed place, was again

about to take his departure, but ere he did so, glancing involuntarily

at the effect of his labour, his quick eye at once discerned the object

of the changes Annie was striving to effect, and perceived that, in’

order to carry out her design, several heavy flowers yet required

moving. Nothing, however, was farther from his thoughts than the idea of

volunteering his assistance, when Annie, catching the direction of his

eye, continued--

“Yes, the White Camellia is too low.”

“While the Rhododendron is as much too high,” returned Lewis eagerly,

and forgetting his proud scruples in the impulse of the moment, he set

to work with the greatest energy to complete the arrangement which his

correct taste acknowledged to be an improvement.

The Camellia had been exalted and the Rhododendron abased, and many

other “pets of the parterre” had experienced sudden changes of position,

and still Lewis worked with unabated zeal, and still his fair companion

directed and approved, when just as, poised like a flying Mercury on one

foot half-way up a high flower-stand, he was stretching to his utmost

to install a gaudy Cactus, all red and green like a paroquet, on the

topmost pinnacle, a stately tread was heard approaching, and General

Grant entered the conservatory. Lewis coloured with mingled anger

and annoyance at being detected in such a situation, but Annie

good-naturedly came to his assistance. Tripping up to her father and

taking both his hands, she exclaimed--

“Good morning, papa. Welcome to dear old Broadhurst once again. How

pretty it all looks! But they have placed my flowers so stupidly, I must

have every one of them altered. I’ve been working away for half-an-hour

at least, and as Mr. Arundel happened to be passing, I pressed him into

the service, for some of the pots are so heavy.”

“Much too heavy for you to attempt to move, my dear,” returned the

General in a tone of marked disapproval; “but why did you not summon one

of the gardeners to make the alteration you wished, without troubling

Mr. Arundel, who must have had other duties to perform?”

“As it was your desire, sir, to be present at my introduction to my

future pupil,” replied Lewis, who had by this time reached _terra firma_

and recovered his self-possession, “I have refrained from making any

attempt to see him till I should have learned your further wishes on

the subject. My time was therefore quite at Miss Grant’s disposal, if I

could be in any way useful to her.”

“My daughter is obliged by your politeness, sir, but will not trespass

upon it further,” replied the General coldly. “My dear Annie,” he

continued, “it only wants ten minutes to nine; you will oblige me by

preparing for breakfast. Punctuality is a quality by the neglect of

which all order is subverted, propriety set at nought, much valuable

time wasted which can never be recalled, and the comfort of a family

totally destroyed. Your excellent aunt is aware of my opinion on this

subject, and during the twelve years she has done me the favour to

preside over my household she has never kept me waiting one minute.”

“‘Well, dear papa, I’ll do my best to please you,” returned Annie;

“but,” she added, laying her hand on-his shoulder caressingly,

and looking up in his face with a glance half mischievous and half

imploring, “you won’t expect me to be so terribly perfect as Aunt

Martha? Recollect, she is three times as old as I am, and ought

therefore to be three times as wise.”

The General tried to look displeased, but he could not resist Annie for

he was human after all; so, stroking her glossy curls, he told her

that Mrs. Botherfille (a serious schoolmistress, who, for the trifling

consideration of £300 per annum, condescended to allow the youthful

female aristocracy of the land to sit at her feet and learn from

her lips how to regenerate society through the medium of frivolous

accomplishments) had failed in curing her of talking nonsense, at which

Annie laughed merrily and then tripped off, turning as she passed Lewis

to take a last glance at the newly-arranged flowers, and saying, “Now,

don’t they look pretty, Mr. Arundel?”

As the directions in regard to Lewis and his pupil’s separate

establishment (for such the isolated suite of rooms they were to occupy

might be considered) had not as yet been communicated to the servants,

General Grant requested the favour of Lewis’s company at breakfast with

as much ceremony as he could have used if he had been inviting a royal

duke to a banquet; and as a request from such a quarter was equivalent

to a command, Lewis could only comply. Half a minute before the clock

struck nine, Miss Livingstone, that human hedge-hog, rustled into the

breakfast-room, more stiff and starched in mind and body than any other

living creature. As for her cap, a railway train might have passed over

it without injuring that rigid mystery, while her gown was at the least

sabre, not to say bullet-proof. If ever there were a wife fitted for

our Iron Duke, that adamantine spinster was the woman--only that to have

married her would have required more courage than twenty Waterloos!

As the clock struck nine the household servants made their appearance,

and all the family knelt down (with the exception of Miss Livingstone,

who, being evidently fashioned as the ancients believed elephants to be,

without knee-joints, merely reared up against the breakfast-table, as

the next best thing she could do), while the General read them a short,

sharp, but polite prayer, after which he blessed them very much as if he

were doing the reverse, and suffered them to depart. The breakfast was

excellent as far as the commissariat department was concerned, and the

tea was not so cold as might have been expected considering that Miss

Livingstone poured it out.

Even Lewis’s short acquaintance with that austere virgin’s usual

expression of countenance led him to believe that a darker shade

than ordinary lowered upon her brow; nor was he mistaken, for after

despatching a piece of dry toast with the air of an acidulated martyr,

the spirit (we fear it was not an amiable one) moved her, and she spoke.

“I must say, General, your benevolence has rather overpowered your

judgment, to my poor thinking, in this singular addition to the

establishment at Broadhurst. I really consider that I ought to have been

a little more clearly informed as to the facts of the case before these

new arrangements were actually decided on.”

“If you refer to Sir Walter Desborough, madam,” returned the General

sternly, “I must recall to your memory the fact of my having mentioned

to you, this day week, my intention that my ward should reside at

Broadhurst.”

“I am not in the habit of forgetting any communication you do me

the honour of making to me, General Grant, nor have I forgotten the

conversation to which you refer; but if you mentioned that your ward was

a dangerous idiot, and that you expected me to preside over a private

lunatic asylum, that circumstance certainly has escaped me.” The

wrinkles on the General’s forehead deepened as he replied with a

glance towards Lewis, “You forget, Miss Livingstone, that we are not in

private.”

“Really,” rejoined the lady, “if, as I believe, that _young_” (and she

laid an ill-natured emphasis on the word) “gentleman has undertaken the

duties of keeper----”

“Tutor,” interposed the General sharply.

“Well, tutor, then, if you like to call it so,” continued Miss

Livingstone, “the name does not much signify. But if Mr. Arundel is to

have the care of this dreadful boy, the sooner he knows what his duties

will be, and sets about them, the better; for I tell you plainly,

General Grant, that unless there’s a man about the creature who can

manage him, I won’t sleep another night in the house with him. There’s

no trusting those idiots; we may all be murdered in our beds.”

As the good lady, who had by this time got the steam up to a very high

degree of pressure, hazarded the above uncomfortable suggestion, Annie,

who had been listening with an expression of painful annoyance to

her aunt’s harangue, suddenly turned pale and glanced with a look of

appealing inquiry towards her father, who replied to her rather than to

Miss Livingstone in the following terms:--

“Really, my dear Annie, I am compelled to say that the fears with which

your excellent relative” (and he looked bayonets at Minerva, who shook

her head till her terrific cap rustled like an angry hailstorm) “would

seek to inspire you are utterly without foundation.” He paused, took a

pinch of snuff viciously, as though it were gunpowder and he was priming

himself for a fresh discharge; and thus prepared he turned to Lewis,

saying--but we will reserve the volley for another chapter.

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