II

Raicharan went back to his own village. Up to this time he had had no

son, and there was no hope that any child would now be born to him. But

it came about before the end of a year that his wife gave birth to a son

and died.

An overwhelming resentment at first grew up in Raicharan's heart at the

sight of this new baby. At the back of his mind was resentful suspicion

that it had come as a usurper in place of the little Master. He also

thought it would be a grave offence to be happy with a son of his own

after what had happened to his master's little child. Indeed, if it had

not been for a widowed sister, who mothered the new baby, it would not

have lived long.

But a change gradually came over Raicharan's mind. A wonderful thing

happened. This new baby in turn began to crawl about, and cross the

doorway with mischief in its face. It also showed an amusing cleverness

in making its escape to safety. Its voice, its sounds of laughter and

tears, its gestures, were those of the little Master. On some days, when

Raicharan listened to its crying, his heart suddenly began thumping

wildly against his ribs, and it seemed to him that his former little

Master was crying somewhere in the unknown land of death because he had

lost his Chan-na.

Phailna (for that was the name Raicharan's sister gave to the new baby)

soon began to talk. It learnt to say Ba-ba and Ma-ma with a baby accent.

When Raicharan heard those familiar sounds the mystery suddenly became

clear. The little Master could not cast off the spell of his Chan-na and

therefore he had been reborn in his own house.

The three arguments in favour of this were, to Raicharan, altogether

beyond dispute:

The new baby was born soon after his little master's death.

His wife could never have accumulated such merit as to give birth to a

son in middle age.

The new baby walked with a toddle and called out Ba-ba and Ma-ma.--There

was no sign lacking which marked out the future judge.

Then suddenly Raicharan remembered that terrible accusation of the

mother. "Ah," he said to himself with amazement, "the mother's heart was

right. She knew I had stolen her child."

When once he had come to this conclusion, he was filled with remorse for

his past neglect. He now gave himself over, body and soul, to the new

baby and became its devoted attendant. He began to bring it up as if it

were the son of a rich man. He bought a go-cart, a yellow satin

waistcoat, and a gold-embroidered cap. He melted down the ornaments of

his dead wife and made gold bangles and anklets. He refused to let the

little child play with any one of the neighbourhood and became himself

its sole companion day and night. As the baby grew up to boyhood, he was

so petted and spoilt and clad in such finery that the village children

would call him "Your Lordship," and jeer at him; and older people

regarded Raicharan as unaccountably crazy about the child.

At last the time came for the boy to go to school. Raicharan sold his

small piece of land and went to Calcutta. There he got employment with

great difficulty as a servant and sent Phailna to school. He spared no

pains to give him the best education, the best clothes, the best food.

Meanwhile, he himself lived on a mere handful of rice and would say in

secret: "Ah, my little Master, my dear little Master, you loved me so

much that you came back to my house! You shall never suffer from any

neglect of mine."

Twelve years passed away in this manner. The boy was able to read and

write well. He was bright and healthy and good-looking. He paid a great

deal of attention to his personal appearance and was specially careful

in parting his hair. He was inclined to extravagance and finery and

spent money freely. He could never quite look on Raicharan as a father,

because, though fatherly in affection, he had the manner of a servant. A

further fault was this, that Raicharan kept secret from every one that

he himself was the father of the child.

The students of the hostel, where Phailna was a boarder, were greatly

amused by Raicharan's country manners, and I have to confess that behind

his father's back Phailna joined in their fun. But, in the bottom of

their hearts, all the students loved the innocent and tender-hearted old

man, and Phailna was very fond of him also. But, as I have said before,

he loved him with a kind of condescension.

Raicharan grew older and older, and his employer was continually finding

fault with him for his incompetent work. He had been starving himself

for the boy's sake, so he had grown physically weak and no longer up to

his daily task. He would forget things and his mind became dull and

stupid. But his employer expected a full servant's work out of him and

would not brook excuses. The money that Raicharan had brought with him

from the sale of his land was exhausted. The boy was continually

grumbling about his clothes and asking for more money.

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