THE CHILD'S RETURN

I

Raicharan was twelve years old when he came as a servant to his master's

house. He belonged to the same caste as his master and was given his

master's little son to nurse. As time went on the boy left Raicharan's

arms to go to school. From school he went on to college, and after

college he entered the judicial service. Always, until he married,

Raicharan was his sole attendant.

But when a mistress came into the house, Raicharan found two masters

instead of one. All his former influence passed to the new mistress.

This was compensated by a fresh arrival. Anukul had a son born to him

and Raicharan by his unsparing attentions soon got a complete hold over

the child. He used to toss him up in his arms, call to him in absurd

baby language, put his face close to the baby's and draw it away again

with a laugh.

Presently the child was able to crawl and cross the doorway. When

Raicharan went to catch him, he would scream with mischievous laughter

and make for safety. Raicharan was amazed at the profound skill and

exact judgment the baby showed when pursued. He would say to his

mistress with a look of awe and mystery: "Your son will be a judge some

day."

New wonders came in their turn. When the baby began to toddle, that was

to Raicharan an epoch in human history. When he called his father Ba-ba

and his mother Ma-ma and Raicharan Chan-na, then Raicharan's ecstasy

knew no bounds. He went out to tell the news to all the world.

After a while Raicharan was asked to show his ingenuity in other ways.

He had, for instance, to play the part of a horse, holding the reins

between his teeth and prancing with his feet. He had also to wrestle

with his little charge; and if he could not, by a wrestler's trick, fall

on his back defeated at the end a great outcry was certain.

About this time Anukul was transferred to a district on the banks of the

Padma. On his way through Calcutta he bought his son a little go-cart.

He bought him also a yellow satin waistcoat, a gold-laced cap, and some

gold bracelets and anklets. Raicharan was wont to take these out and put

them on his little charge, with ceremonial pride, whenever they went for

a walk.

Then came the rainy season and day after day the rain poured down in

torrents. The hungry river, like an enormous serpent, swallowed down

terraces, villages, cornfields, and covered with its flood the tall

grasses and wild casuarinas on the sandbanks. From time to time there

was a deep thud as the river-banks crumbled. The unceasing roar of the

main current could be heard from far away. Masses of foam, carried

swiftly past, proved to the eye the swiftness of the stream.

One afternoon the rain cleared. It was cloudy, but cool and bright.

Raicharan's little despot did not want to stay in on such a fine

afternoon. His lordship climbed into the go-cart. Raicharan, between the

shafts, dragged him slowly along till he reached the rice-fields on the

banks of the river. There was no one in the fields and no boat on the

stream. Across the water, on the farther side, the clouds were rifted in

the west. The silent ceremonial of the setting sun was revealed in all

its glowing splendour. In the midst of that stillness the child, all of

a sudden, pointed with his finger in front of him and cried: "Chan-na!

Pitty fow."

Close by on a mud-flat stood a large _Kadamba_ tree in full flower. My

lord, the baby, looked at it with greedy eyes and Raicharan knew his

meaning. Only a short time before he had made, out of these very flower

balls, a small go-cart; and the child had been so entirely happy

dragging it about with a string, that for the whole day Raicharan was

not asked to put on the reins at all. He was promoted from a horse into

a groom.

But Raicharan had no wish that evening to go splashing knee-deep through

the mud to reach the flowers. So he quickly pointed his finger in the

opposite direction, calling out: "Look, baby, look! Look at the bird."

And with all sorts of curious noises he pushed the go-cart rapidly away

from the tree.

But a child, destined to be a judge, cannot be put off so easily. And

besides, there was at the time nothing to attract his eyes. And you

cannot keep up for ever the pretence of an imaginary bird.

The little Master's mind was made up, and Raicharan was at his wits'

end. "Very well, baby," he said at last, "you sit still in the cart, and

I'll go and get you the pretty flower. Only mind you don't go near the

water."

As he said this, he made his legs bare to the knee, and waded through

the oozing mud towards the tree.

The moment Raicharan had gone, his little Master's thoughts went off at

racing speed to the forbidden water. The baby saw the river rushing by,

splashing and gurgling as it went. It seemed as though the disobedient

wavelets themselves were running away from some greater Raicharan with

the laughter of a thousand children. At the sight of their mischief, the

heart of the human child grew excited and restless. He got down

stealthily from the go-cart and toddled off towards the river. On his

way he picked up a small stick and leant over the bank of the stream

pretending to fish. The mischievous fairies of the river with their

mysterious voices seemed inviting him into their play-house.

Raicharan had plucked a handful of flowers from the tree and was

carrying them back in the end of his cloth, with his face wreathed in

smiles. But when he reached the go-cart there was no one there. He

looked on all sides and there was no one there. He looked back at the

cart and there was no one there.

In that first terrible moment his blood froze within him. Before his

eyes the whole universe swam round like a dark mist. From the depth of

his broken heart he gave one piercing cry: "Master, Master, little

Master."

But no voice answered "Chan-na." No child laughed mischievously back: no

scream of baby delight welcomed his return. Only the river ran on with

its splashing, gurgling noise as before,--as though it knew nothing at

all and had no time to attend to such a tiny human event as the death

of a child.

As the evening passed by Raicharan's mistress became very anxious. She

sent men out on all sides to search. They went with lanterns in their

hands and reached at last the banks of the Padma. There they found

Raicharan rushing up and down the fields, like a stormy wind, shouting

the cry of despair: "Master, Master, little Master!"

When they got Raicharan home at last, he fell prostrate at the feet of

his mistress. They shook him, and questioned him, and asked him

repeatedly where he had left the child; but all he could say was that he

knew nothing.

Though every one held the opinion that the Padma had swallowed the

child, there was a lurking doubt left in the mind. For a band of gipsies

had been noticed outside the village that afternoon, and some suspicion

rested on them. The mother went so far in her wild grief as to think it

possible that Raicharan himself had stolen the child. She called him

aside with piteous entreaty and said: "Raicharan, give me back my baby.

Give me back my child. Take from me any money you ask, but give me back

my child!"

Raicharan only beat his forehead in reply. His mistress ordered him out

of the house.

Anukul tried to reason his wife out of this wholly unjust suspicion:

"Why on earth," he said, "should he commit such a crime as that?"

The mother only replied: "The baby had gold ornaments on his body. Who

knows?"

It was impossible to reason with her after that.

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