Chapter LXX

AT last the hour was accomplished for both Apostles. But, as if to

complete his service, it was given to the fisherman of the Lord to win

two souls even in confinement. The soldiers, Processus and Martinianus,

who guarded him in the Mamertine prison, received baptism. Then came the

hour of torture. Nero was not in Rome at that time. Sentence was passed

by Helius and Polythetes, two freedmen to whom Cæsar had confided the

government of Rome during his absence.

On the aged Apostle had been inflicted the stripes prescribed by law;

and next day he was led forth beyond the walls of the city, toward

the Vatican Hill, where he was to suffer the punishment of the cross

assigned to him. Soldiers were astonished by the crowd which had

gathered before the prison, for in their minds the death of a common

man, and besides a foreigner, should not rouse such interest; they did

not understand that that retinue was composed not of sightseers,

but confessors, anxious to escort the great Apostle to the place of

execution. In the afternoon the gates of the prison were thrown open at

last, and Peter appeared in the midst of a detachment of pretorians. The

sun had inclined somewhat toward Ostia already; the day was clear and

calm. Because of his advanced age, Peter was not required to carry the

cross; it was supposed that he could not carry it; they had not put

the fork on his neck, either, so as not to retard his pace. He walked

without hindrance, and the faithful could see him perfectly.

At moments when his white head showed itself among the iron helmets

of the soldiers, weeping was heard in the crowd; but it was restrained

immediately, for the face of the old man had in it so much calmness, and

was so bright with joy, that all understood him to be not a victim going

to destruction, but a victor celebrating his triumph.

And thus it was really. The fisherman, usually humble and stooping,

walked now erect, taller than the soldiers, full of dignity. Never had

men seen such majesty in his bearing. It might have seemed that he was

a monarch attended by people and military. From every side voices were

raised,--

“There is Peter going to the Lord!”

All forgot, as it were, that torture and death were waiting for him. He

walked with solemn attention, but with calmness, feeling that since the

death on Golgotha nothing equally important had happened, and that as

the first death had redeemed the whole world, this was to redeem the

city.

Along the road people halted from wonder at sight of that old man; but

believers, laying hands on their shoulders, said with calm voices,--

“See how a just man goes to death,--one who knew Christ and proclaimed

love to the world.”

These became thoughtful, and walked away, saying to themselves, “He

cannot, indeed, be unjust!”

Along the road noise was hushed, and the cries of the street. The

retinue moved on before houses newly reared, before white columns of

temples, over whose summits hung the deep sky, calm and blue. They went

in quiet; only at times the weapons of the soldiers clattered, or the

murmur of prayer rose. Peter heard the last, and his face grew bright

with increasing joy, for his glance could hardly take in those thousands

of confessors. He felt that he had done his work, and he knew now that

that truth which he had been declaring all his life would overwhelm

everything, like a sea, and that nothing would have power to restrain

it. And thus thinking, he raised his eyes, and said: “O Lord, Thou didst

command me to conquer this world-ruling city; hence I have conquered it.

Thou hast commanded me to found here Thy capital; hence I have founded

it. This is Thy city now, O Lord, and I go to Thee, for I have toiled

greatly.”

As he passed before temples, he said to them, “Ye will be temples of

Christ.” Looking at throngs of people moving before his eyes, he said to

them, “Your children will be servants of Christ”; and he advanced with

the feeling that he had conquered, conscious of his service, conscious

of his strength, solaced,--great. The soldiers conducted him over the

Pons Triumphalis, as if giving involuntary testimony to his triumph, and

they led him farther toward the Naumachia and the Circus. The faithful

from beyond the Tiber joined the procession; and such a throng of people

was formed that the centurion commanding the pretonians understood at

last that he was leading a high-priest surrounded by believers, and

grew alarmed because of the small number of soldiers. But no cry of

indignation or rage was given out in the throng. Men’s faces were

penetrated with the greatness of the moment, solemn and full of

expectation. Some believers, remembering that when the Lord died the

earth opened from fright and the dead rose from their graves, thought

that now some evident signs would appear, after which the death of the

Apostle would not be forgotten for ages. Others said to themselves,

“Perhaps the Lord will select the hour of Peter’s death to come from

heaven as He promised, and judge the world.” With this idea they

recommended themselves to the mercy of the Redeemer.

But round about there was calm. The hills seemed to be warming

themselves, and resting in the sun. The procession stopped at last

between the Circus and the Vatican Hill. Soldiers began now to dig a

hole; others placed on the ground the cross, hammers, and nails, waiting

till all preparations were finished. The crowd, continuing quiet and

attentive, knelt round about.

The Apostle, with his head in the sun-rays and golden light, turned for

the last time toward the city. At a distance lower down was seen the

gleaming Tiber; beyond was the Campus Martius; higher up, the Mausoleum

of Augustus; below that, the gigantic baths just begun by Nero; still

lower, Pompey’s theatre; and beyond them were visible in places, and

in places hidden by other buildings, the Septa Julia, a multitude of

porticos, temples, columns, great edifices; and, finally, far in the

distance, hills covered with houses, a gigantic resort of people, the

borders of which vanished in the blue haze,--an abode of crime, but

of power; of madness, but of order,--which had become the head of the

world, its oppressor, but its law and its peace, almighty, invincible,

eternal.

But Peter, surrounded by soldiers, looked at the city as a ruler and

king looks at his inheritance. And he said to it, “Thou art redeemed

and mine!” And no one, not merely among the soldiers digging the hole

in which to plant the cross, but even among believers, could divine that

standing there among them was the true ruler of that moving life; that

Cæsars would pass away, waves of barbarians go by, and ages vanish, but

that old man would be lord there unbrokenly.

The sun had sunk still more toward Ostia, and had become large and

red. The whole western side of the sky had begun to glow with immense

brightness. The soldiers approached Peter to strip him.

But he, while praying, straightened himself all at once, and stretched

his right hand high. The executioners stopped, as if made timid by his

posture; the faithful held the breath in their breasts, thinking that he

wished to say something, and silence unbroken followed.

But he, standing on the height, with his extended right hand made the

sign of the cross, blessing in the hour of death,--

Urbi et orbi! (the city and the world).

In that same wonderful evening another detachment of soldiers conducted

along the Ostian Way Paul of Tarsus toward a place called Aquæ Salviæ.

And behind him also advanced a crowd of the faithful whom he had

converted; but when he recognized near acquaintances, he halted and

conversed with them, for, being a Roman citizen, the guard showed more

respect to him. Beyond the gate called Tergemina he met Plautilla, the

daughter of the prefect Flavius Sabinus, and, seeing her youthful face

covered with tears, he said: “Plautilla, daughter of Eternal Salvation,

depart in peace. Only give me a veil with which to bind my eyes when I

am going to the Lord.” And taking it, he advanced with a face as full

of delight as that of a laborer who when he has toiled the whole day

successfully is returning home. His thoughts, like those of Peter,

were as calm and quiet as that evening sky. His eyes gazed with

thoughtfulness upon the plain which stretched out before him, and to the

Alban Hills, immersed in light. He remembered his journeys, his toils,

his labor, the struggles in which he had conquered, the churches which

he had founded in all lands and beyond all seas; and he thought that he

had earned his rest honestly, that he had finished his work. He felt now

that the seed which he had planted would not be blown away by the wind

of malice. He was leaving this life with the certainty that in the

battle which his truth had declared against the world it would conquer;

and a mighty peace settled down on his soul.

The road to the place of execution was long, and evening was coming. The

mountains became purple, and the bases of them went gradually into the

shade. Flocks were returning home. Here and there groups of slaves were

walking with the tools of labor on their shoulders. Children, playing on

the road before houses, looked with curiosity at the passing soldiers.

But in that evening, in that transparent golden air, there were not only

peace and lovingness, but a certain harmony, which seemed to lift from

earth to heaven. Paul felt this; and his heart was filled with delight

at the thought that to that harmony of the world he had added one note

which had not been in it hitherto, but without which the whole earth was

like sounding brass or a tinkling cymbal.

He remembered how he had taught people love,--how he had told them that

though they were to give their property to the poor, though they knew

all languages, all secrets, and all sciences, they would be nothing

without love, which is kind, enduring, which does not return evil, which

does not desire honor, suffers all things, believes all things, hopes

all things, is patient of all things.

And so his life had passed in teaching people this truth. And now he

said in spirit: What power can equal it, what can conquer it? Could

Cæsar stop it, though he had twice as many legions and twice as many

cities, seas, lands, and nations?

And he went to his reward like a conqueror.

The detachment left the main road at last, and turned toward the east on

a narrow path leading to the Aquæ Salviæ. The red sun was lying now on

the heather. The centurion stopped the soldiers at the fountain, for the

moment had come.

Paul placed Plautilla’s veil on his arm, intending to bind his eyes with

it; for the last time he raised those eyes, full of unspeakable peace,

toward the eternal light of the evening, and prayed. Yes, the moment

had come; but he saw before him a great road in the light, leading to

heaven; and in his soul he repeated the same words which formerly he had

written in the feeling of his own finished service and his near end,--

“I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the

faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness.”

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