CHAPTER VI

THE STRUGGLE WITH ILL-HEALTH--_MARCELLA_ AND _SIR GEORGE TRESSADY_--THE

BUILDING OF THE PASSMORE EDWARDS SETTLEMENT

1892-1897

The acquisition of Stocks in the summer of 1892 was a landmark in Mrs.

Ward's life for more reasons than one, for it coincided with the advent

of a mysterious ailment, or disability, from which she was never to be

wholly free for the rest of her life. She had hardly been in the new

house a fortnight before she succumbed to a violent attack of internal

pain, showing symptoms of gastric catarrh, but also affecting the nerves

of the right leg. It crippled her for many weeks and exercised the minds

of both the local and the London doctors. Some believed that the cause

of it must be a "floating kidney," others that the pain was merely

neuralgic, while Mrs. Ward herself, with that keen interest in the human

organism and that instinct for self-doctoring which made her so

embarrassing a patient, watched the effect of each remedy and suggested

others with pathetic ingenuity. She had her better days, when she was

able to go down to the old walled kitchen-garden--about 300 yards from

the house--in a bath-chair, but whenever she tried to walk, even a

little, the pain returned in aggravated form. Only those who watched her

through those two summer months knew what heroic efforts she made to

master it and to throw herself into the writing of her new book,

_Marcella_, or how her "spirit grew" as the days of comparative relief

were followed ever and again by days of collapse. While she was still in

the thick of the struggle she received a visit from her American friend,

Miss Sarah Orne Jewett, whose impressions of the day were written

immediately to Mrs. Whitman, in Boston, and give a vivid picture of

Mrs. Ward as she appeared at that time to so shrewd and sympathetic an

observer.[17] (Aug. 20, 1892).

"Yesterday we spent the day with Mrs. Humphry Ward, who has been

ill for a while and is just getting better. Somehow, she seemed so

much younger and more girlish than I expected. I long to have you

know Mrs. Ward. She is very clear and shining in her young mind,

brilliant and full of charm, and with a lovely simplicity and

sincerity of manner. I think of her with warmest affection, and a

sacred expectation of what she is sure to do if she keeps strong,

and sorrow does not break her eager young heart too soon. Her life

burns with a very fierce flame, and she has not in the least done

all that she can do, but just now it seems to me that her vigour is

a good deal spent."

The "spent vigour" was only another word for bodily illness, but some

weeks after Miss Jewett's visit the first signs of relief appeared. Her

London doctor introduced her to a new drug, phenacetin, which worked

wonders with the sore side and leg. Phenacetin and all its kindred

"tabloids" came into common use at Stocks from that time onwards, in

spite of the mockery of her friends. Mrs. Ward developed an

extraordinary skill in the use of these "little drugs," and would often

baffle her doctors by her theories of their effects. At any rate, they

bore a remarkable part in the complicated struggle between her work and

her health, which was to occupy the next few years, and Mrs. Ward always

staunchly believed in them.

The improvement continued steadily, so that she was able, that autumn,

to undertake a speaking-tour in Lancashire and Yorkshire on behalf of

University Hall, finding wherever she went the most astonishing welcome.

At Manchester she went, after her own meetings were over, to a great

Unitarian gathering in the Free Trade Hall, stipulating that she was not

to speak; but at the end she was entrapped, nevertheless. Her husband

received the following account of it.

"Then at the very end, to my sorrow, the chairman announced that

Mrs. Humphry Ward was present, and had been asked to speak, but

was not well enough to do so! Whereupon there were such groans from

the audience, and I felt it so absurd to be sitting there pleading

illness that I could only move up to the desk, wondering whether I

could possibly make myself heard in such a place. Then they all

rose, and such applause as you never heard! It was a good thing

that a certain number of people had left to catch early trains, or

it would have been still more overwhelming to me. I just managed to

say half a dozen words, and I think I said them with sufficient

ease, but whether they carried to the back of the hall I don't

know. It certainly must be very exciting to be able to speak easily

to such a responsive multitude."

At Leeds the same kind of experience awaited her, though on a smaller

scale. "I should not have been mortal if I had not been deeply touched

by their feeling towards me and towards the books," she wrote. "And what

a strong independent world of its own all this north-country

Nonconformity is! I feel as though these experiences were invaluable to

me as a novelist. One never dreamt of all this at Oxford."

The improvement in health, which had enabled her to face the strain of

this tour, was not of long duration. Many letters in the winter complain

of the "dragging pain" in the right leg, which prevents her from walking

more than fifty yards without being "brought up sharp till the pain and

stiffness have gone off again--which they do with resting." By the

following June (1893) she was as ill as ever she had been in the

preceding summer. The London doctor adopted the theory of the "shifting

kidney," but encouraged her to allow herself to be carried up and

downstairs at Stocks, so as to lie in the summer garden. "I am afraid

this tendency may mean times of pain for me in the future," she writes,

"but it is not dangerous, and need not prevent my working just as usual.

I _am_ so enjoying the sight of the flowers again, and this afternoon I

shall somehow get to the lime on the lawn. It had given me quite a pang

at my heart to think the lime-blossom would go and I not see it! One has

fewer years to waste now."

She was hard at work on the writing of _Marcella_ throughout this year,

but the fact that she could not sit up at a table without bringing on a

"wild fit of pain," as she described it once, meant that she had to

cultivate the art of writing in bed or in her garden chair, a proceeding

which was very apt to produce attacks of writer's cramp. Elaborate

erections of writing-boards had to be built up around her, so as to

enable as many as possible of Dr. Wolff's precepts to be carried out,

but it was a weary business, and often the hand would drop lame for a

while, in spite of the author's longing to be "at" her characters. This

joy of creation was, however, her principal stay during these months of

pain and weakness.

_To Mr. George Murray Smith_.

_September 8, 1893._

"I, alas! cannot get well, though I am no doubt somewhat better

than when you were here. The horrid ailment, whatever it is, will

not go away, and work is rather a struggle. Still it is also my

great stand-by and consolation,--by the help of it I manage to

avoid the depression which otherwise this long _malaise_ and

weakness must have brought with it. A walk to the kitchen-garden

and back yesterday gave me a bad night and fresh pain to-day, and I

cannot travel with any comfort. But I can get along, and soon we

shall be in London and I must try some fresh doctoring. Meanwhile I

have written nearly a volume since we came down, which is not so

bad."

All through the autumn of this year she grew more and more absorbed in

her story, while her health improved slightly, though walking was still

an unattainable joy. The life of the little village of Aldbury, half a

mile from the house, which she wove into so many scenes of _Marcella_,

had an immense fascination for her. She would drive down in her

pony-carriage, whenever she could find time, to spend an hour with old

Mrs. Swabey or Mrs. Bradsell, or with Johnny Dolt, the postmaster,

gleaning from their old-world gossip the elemental life-story of the

country-side, or hearing the echoes of the bloody tragedy which had

convulsed the village just before we came to it, in December, 1891. For

while the old lady of Stocks (Mrs. Bright) lay dying, a murderous affray

had occurred in the wood, not a mile from the house, between the

gamekeeper and his lad on the one side, and a band of poachers on the

other. The keeper was shot dead, and the lad, who fled for his life into

the open, down towards a spreading beech in the hollow below, was

followed and beaten to death with the butt-end of a gun. No wonder that

Mrs. Ward took the tale and made it the dominating theme of her story,

weaving into it new threads that the sordid tragedy itself did not

possess--of the poacher Hurd, the dying child, the piteous little wife.

The village itself was somewhat agape, we used to think, over the

proceedings of the new mistress of Stocks, who would have "grand folks"

down from London to spend their Sundays with her, but who had also taken

a cottage on purpose for the reception of tired people from the back

streets, and who was constantly having parties down from "some place in

London" to enjoy the garden and the shady trees. The place in question

was Marchmont Hall, for whose cricket team we children preserved a

private but invincible contempt; but the elderly Associates became real

friends, and soon learnt to know Stocks and its environs with more than

a passing knowledge. Sometimes they would come down just for a day's

outing, but more often they, or the club-girls, or some ailing mother

and baby would stay for a fortnight at the Convalescent Cottage under

the care of the loquacious Mrs. Dell, whose memory must still be green

in many London hearts. A natural philosopher, reared on the Bible and

her own shrewd observation of life, Mrs. Dell was the ideal matron for

the London folk who were sent down to her; she took them all in under

her large embrace, though her opinion of their "draggled" faces when

they arrived was anything but complimentary. She was wont to express

herself, in fact, with considerable freedom about London life. Once one

of her guests--a working-man--had gone back to town for the week-end,

feeling bored in the country. "And pray what can 'e do in London?" she

asked with magnificent scorn. "Nothin' but titter-totter on the paves!"

And besides the Convalescent Cottage, there stood on the same steep

slope of hill, just under the hanging wood, with its mixture of beech,

ash and wild cherry, another little house, known simply as Stocks

Cottage, which Mr. Ward acquired to round off the miniature estate early

in 1895. It became a source of unmixed joy to Mrs. Ward, for she could

lend or let it to many different friends, from Graham Wallas and Bernard

Shaw, who came to it during one of her absences abroad, and thence

roamed the downs with the daughter she had left behind, preaching

collectivism and Jaeger clothes--to the Neville Lytteltons, who spent

seven consecutive summers in the little place, from 1895 to 1901. The

Cottage, indeed, became a very intimate part of Mrs. Ward's life at

Stocks, and its mistress, Mrs. Lyttelton, one of her closest friends.

* * * * *

_Marcella_ was finished, after a long struggle against sleeplessness,

headache and a bad bout of writer's cramp, on January 31, 1894. A

characteristic passage occurred between the author and her publisher

immediately afterwards. Mr. Smith had sent her, according to promise, a

considerable sum in advance of royalty, setting forth at the same time,

with his habitual candour, the exact sum which his firm expected to make

from the same number of copies. Mrs. Ward thought it not enough, and

wrote at once to propose a decrease of royalty on the first 2,000

copies. "I hardly know what to say," replied Mr. Smith. "It is not often

that a publisher receives such a letter from an author." But after

mutual bargainings--all of an inverted character--they arrived at a

satisfactory agreement.

Mrs. Ward fled to Italy with husband and daughter to escape the

appearance of the book, and saw herself flaunted on the posters of the

English papers in the Piazza di Spagna early in April. It was indeed an

exhilarating time for her, for there were few harsh voices among the

reviewers on this occasion, while the many letters from her friends were

as kind as ever. A typical opinion was that of Sir Francis Jeune: "I was

charmed with sentence after sentence of perfect finish and point, such

as no other writer of fiction in the present day ever attempts and

certainly could not sustain. They are a delight in themselves, and the

care bestowed on them is the highest compliment to a reader. May I add

that I think the dramatic force of some scenes--I single out the morning

of Hurd's execution, and the death of Hallin, but there are several

more--is greatly in advance of anything even you have done, and touches

a very high point in comparison with any scenes in English fiction. I

think George Eliot never surpassed them." In her _Recollections_ Mrs.

Ward describes the coming out of _Marcella_ as "perhaps the happiest

date in my literary life," for it not only gave her unalloyed joy in

itself, but it coincided also with a comparative return to

health--though always with ups and downs. Yet the immense publicity

which the success of the book brought her was also a grievous burden,

and she gives vent to this feeling in a letter to Mr. Gladstone, written

in reply to his own words of thanks for the gift of the book:

25, GROSVENOR PLACE.

_May 6, 1894._

MY DEAR MR. GLADSTONE,--

It was charming of you to write to me,--one of those kindnesses

which, apart from all your greatness, win to you the hearts of so

many. I am so glad that the eyes are better for a time, and that

you have shaken off your influenza.

We have just come back from a delightful seven weeks in Italy, at

Rome, Siena and Florence, and I am much rested, though still, I am

vexed to say, very lame and something of an invalid. The success of

_Marcella_, however, has been a most pleasant tonic, though I

always find the first few weeks after the appearance of a book an

agitating and trying time, however smoothly things go! The great

publicity which our modern conditions involve seems to wear one's

nerves; and I suppose it is inevitable that women should feel such

things more than men, who so often, through the training of school

and college and public life, get used to them from their childhood.

Your phrase about "prospective work" gave me real delight. I have

been enjoying and pondering over the translations of Horace in the

_Nineteenth Century_. Horace is the one Latin poet whom I know

fairly well, and often read, though this year, in Italy, I think I

realized the spell of Virgil more than ever before. Will you go on,

I wonder, from the love-poems to a gathering from the others? I

wanted to claim of you three or four in particular, but as I turn

over the pages I see in two or three minutes at least twenty that

jostle each other to be named, so it is no good!

Believe me,

Yours most sincerely,

MARY A. WARD.

_Marcella_, like her two predecessors, first appeared in three-volume

form, but Mrs. Ward's quarrel with the big libraries for starving their

subscribers, which had been simmering ever since _David Grieve_, became

far more acute over the new book. She reported to George Smith on May 24

that "Sir Henry Cunningham told us last night that he had made a

tremendous protest to Mudie's against their behaviour in the matter of

_Marcella_--which he seems to have told them he regarded as a fraud on

the public, or rather on their subscribers, whom they were _bound_ to

supply with new books!" This feud, together with the desire of the

American _Century Magazine_ to publish her next novel in serial form,

provided it were only half the length of _Marcella_, induced her to

consider seriously the question of writing shorter books. "It would be

difficult for me, with my tendency to interminableness," she admitted to

George Smith, "to promise to keep within such limits. However, it might

be good for me!" Soon afterwards the decision was made, and with it the

knell of the three-volume novel sounded, for other novelists soon

followed Mrs. Ward's example. The resulting brevity of modern novels

(always excepting Mr. William de Morgan and Mr. Conrad) is thus largely

due to the flaming up of an old quarrel between librarians on the one

side and publishers and authors on the other, as it occurred in the case

of Mrs. Ward's _Marcella_.

The summer of 1894 was a period of comparative physical ease, during

which Mrs. Ward found that although she was still unable to walk more

than a very little, she could ride an old pony we possessed with much

profit and pleasure, of course at a foot pace. Thus she was enabled to

explore some of the woods and hill-sides around Stocks which she had

never yet visited, a pastime which gave her exquisite delight. But by

the following winter both her persistent plagues had reappeared in

aggravated form. "My hand is extremely troublesome, alas!" she wrote to

her father, "and the internal worry has been worse again lately. It is

so trying week after week never to feel well, or like other people! One

lives one's life, but it makes it all more of a struggle. And as there

is this organic cause for it, one can only look forward to being

sometimes better and less conscious of it than at others, but never to

being quite well. However, one needn't grumble, for I manage to enjoy my

life greatly in spite of it, and to fill the days pretty full." And to

her husband, who was away on a lecturing-tour in America, she wrote in

February, 1895: "Alas! for my hand. It is more seriously disabled than

it has been for months and months, and I really ought to give it a

month's complete rest. If it were not for the _Century_ I would!"

This unusual disablement was due no doubt to the extraordinary

concentration of effort which she had just put forth in the writing of

her village tale of _Bessie Costrell_--a tale based on an actual

occurrence in the village of Aldbury, the tragic details of which

absorbed her so much as to amount almost to possession. She finished it

in fifteen days, and gave it to George Smith, who always cherished a

special affection for this "grimy little tale," as Mrs. Ward called it.

When he had brought it out, the world devoured it with enthusiasm--so

much so that her true friend and mentor, Henry James, whose opinion she

valued more highly than any other, thought fit to address a friendly

admonition to her:

"May 8, 1895. I think the tale very straight-forward and

powerful--very direct and vivid, full of the real and the _juste_.

I like your unalembicated rustics--they are a tremendous rest after

Hardy's--and the infallibility of your feeling for village life.

Likewise I heartily hope you will labour in this field and farm

again. _But_ I won't pretend to agree with one or two declarations

that have been wafted to me to the effect that this little tale is

"the best thing you've done." It has even been murmured to me that

_you_ think so. This I don't believe, and at any rate I find, for

myself, your best in your dealings with _data_ less simple, on a

plan less simple. This means, however, mainly, that I hope you

won't abandon _anything_ that you have shewn you can do, but only

go on with this _and_ that--and the other--especially the other!

Yours, dear Mrs. Ward,

most truly,

HENRY JAMES."

Meanwhile, in spite of the drawback of her continued ill-health, she

derived throughout these years an ever-increasing pleasure from the

friendships with which she was surrounded. Both in the London house,

which they had acquired early in 1891 (25 Grosvenor Place), and at

Stocks, she loved to gather many friends about her, though the effort of

entertaining them was often a sore tax upon her slender strength. Her

Sunday parties at Stocks brought together men and women from many

different worlds--political, literary and philanthropic--with whom the

talk ranged over all the questions and persons of the day from breakfast

till lunch, from lunch till tea, and from tea till dinner; but after

dinner, in sheer exhaustion, the party would usually take refuge in what

were known, derisively, as "intellectual games." Mrs. Ward herself was

not particularly good at these diversions, but she loved to watch the

efforts of others, and they did give a rest, after all, from the endless

talk! On one such occasion the game selected was the variety known as

"riddle game," in which a name and a thing are written down at random by

different players, and the next tries to give a reason why the person

should be like the thing. Lord Acton, who had that day devoured ten

books of Biblical criticism that Mrs. Ward had placed in his room, and

would infinitely have preferred to go on talking about them, found

himself confronted by the question: "Why is Lord Rothschild like a

poker?" For a long time he sat contemplating the paper, then scribbled

down in desperation: "Because he is upright," and retired impenetrably

behind an eleventh book. But Mr. Asquith made up for all deficiencies by

his ingenuity in this form of nonsense. "Why is Irving like a

wheelbarrow?" demanded one of the little papers that came round to him,

and while the rest of us floundered in heavy jokes Mr. Asquith found the

exact answer: "Because he serves to fill up the pit and carry away the

boxes."

Politics were of absorbing interest to Mrs. Ward, and though her own

views remained decidedly Unionist on the Irish question, in home affairs

they were sufficiently mixed to make free discussion not only possible,

but delightful to her. She still retained her old friendship for Mr.

Morley, and probably the majority of her Parliamentary friends at this

time were of the Liberal persuasion. 1895 was the year of the "cordite

division" and the fall of Lord Rosebery's Government, involving many of

these friends in the catastrophe. Mr. Morley was defeated at Newcastle

and went to recover his serenity in the Highlands, whither Mrs. Ward

sent him a copy of _Bessie Costrell_, provoking the following letter

from her old friend and master:

_August 6, 1895._

MY DEAR MRS. WARD,--

It was most pleasant to me to receive the little volume, in its

pretty dress, and with the friendly dedication. It will take its

place among my personal treasures, and I am truly grateful to you

for thinking of me.

The story is full of interest to me, and in the vein of a true

realism, humanising instead of brutalising. The "severity" of the

poor dead woman's look, and the whole of that page, redeems with a

note of just pity all the sordid elements.... We are quartered in

one of the most glorious of highland glens, five and twenty miles

from a railway, and nearly as many hours from London. Now and then

my thoughts wander to Westminster, passing round by way of

Newcastle, but I quickly cast Satan behind me--and try to cultivate

a steady-eyed equanimity, which shall not be a stupid insensibility

to either one's personal catastrophe or to the detriment which the

commonwealth has just suffered. If life were not so short--I

sometimes think it is far too long--I should see some compensations

in the deluge that has come upon the Liberal party. It will do them

good to be sent to adjust their compasses. The steering had been

very blind in these latter days. Perhaps some will tell you that my

own bit of steering was the very blindest of all. I know that you

are disposed to agree with such folk, and I know that Irish

character (for which English government, by the way, is wholly

responsible), is difficult stuff to work with. But the policy was

right, and I beg you not to think--as I once told the H. of

C.--that the Irish sphinx is going to gather up her rags, and

depart from your gates in meekness.

During these months another Liberal friend, Mr. Sydney Buxton, was

taking infinite pains to pilot Mrs. Ward through the intricacies of the

Parliamentary situation required for the book she was now writing, _Sir

George Tressady_--drawing her a coloured plan of the House and the

division-lobbies for the scene of Tressady's "ratting," and generally

supervising the details of Marcella Maxwell's Factory Bill. "I am sure

it is owing to you," wrote Mrs. Ward to him afterwards, "that the

political framework has not at any rate stood in the way of the book's

success, as I feared at one time it might." She herself had regularly

put herself to school to learn every detail of the system of sweated

homework prevalent in the East End of London at that time; wading

through piles of Blue-books, visiting the actual scenes under the care

of a Factory Inspector, or of Lord Rothschild's Jewish secretary;

learning much from her Fabian friends, Mrs. Sidney Webb and Mr. Graham

Wallas.

"As to Maxwell's Bill itself," she wrote to Mr. Buxton, "after my

talk with you and Mr. Gerald Balfour, I took the final idea of it

from some evidence of Sidney Webb's before the Royal Commission.

There he says that he can perfectly well imagine, and would like to

see tried, a special Factory Act for East London, and I find the

same thing foreshadowed in various other things on Factory Law I

have been reading. And some weeks ago I talked over the idea with

Mr. Haldane, who thought it quite conceivable, and added that

'London would bear quietly what would make Nottingham or Leeds

revolt.' If such a Bill is possible or plausible, that I think is

all a novelist wants. For of course one cannot describe _the real_,

and yet one wants something which is not merely fanciful, but might

be, under certain circumstances. The whole situation lies as it

were some ten years ahead, and I have made use of a remark of

Gerald Balfour's to me on the Terrace, when we had been talking

over the new Factory Bill. 'There is not much difference between

Parties,' he said, agreeing with you--'but I should not wonder if,

within the next few years, we saw some reaction in these matters,'

by which I suppose he meant if the Home Office power were

over-driven, or the Acts administered too vexatiously.

"Do you see that they have lately been repealing some Factory

legislation concerning women's labour in France? We are not France,

but we might conceivably, don't you think, have a period of

discontent?"

When the book at length appeared, in September, 1896, Mrs. Ward was

afraid that it would hardly float under the weight of its politics, but

this was not so, for it sold 15,000 copies within a week, and never,

perhaps, were the reviews more cordial. The relation between the two

women, Letty and Marcella, was universally felt to be one of the best

things she had ever attempted, while the greater compression of the book

was accepted with a sigh of relief.

* * * * *

"Mrs. Ward is wisely content," said the _Leeds Mercury_, "to take more

for granted, and with true artistic instinct to leave room for the play

of her readers' imagination; we are saved, consequently, tedious

details, and that over-elaboration of incident, if not of plot, which

was one of the most conspicuous blemishes in her previous works. She is

beginning also to believe that brevity is the soul of art, as well as of

wit, and therefore, without any sacrifice of the essential points in her

narrative, she has found it possible--by discarding padding--to state

all that she has to tell about 'Sir George Tressady' in considerably

less than six hundred pages, instead of making her old, unconscionable

demand for at least a thousand. It would not be true to say that Mrs.

Ward has lost all her literary mannerisms, or even affectations, but

they are falling rapidly into the background--one proof amongst many,

that she is mastering at length the secret of that blended strength and

simplicity of style which all writers envy, but to which few attain."

* * * * *

Two opinions, expressed by such opposite critics as Mrs. Sidney Webb and

Mr. Rudyard Kipling, may be of interest to this day:

"The story is very touching," wrote Mrs. Webb, "and you have an

indescribable power of making your readers sympathize with all your

characters, even with Letty and her unlovely mother-in-law. Of

course, as a strict utilitarian, I am inclined to estimate the

book more in its character of treatise than as a novel. From this

point of view it is the most useful bit of work that has been done

for many a long day. You have managed to give the arguments for and

against factory legislation and a fixed standard of life with

admirable lucidity and picturesqueness--in a way that will make

them comprehensible to the ordinary person without any technical

knowledge. I especially admire your real intellectual impartiality

and capacity to give the best arguments on both sides, though

naturally I am glad to see that your sympathy is on the whole with

us on those questions.

"Pray accept my thanks from a public as well as a personal point of

view for the gift of the book to the world and to myself."

And Mr. Kipling wrote:

"DEAR MRS. WARD,--

I am delighted to have _Sir George Tressady_ from your hand. I have

followed him from month to month with the liveliest wonder as to

how the inevitable smash in his affairs was to fall, and now that I

have read the tale as a whole I see that of course there was but

one way. Like all human books it has the unpleasant power of making

you think and bother as one only bothers over real folk: but how

splendidly you have done the lighter relief-work! 'Fifteen out of a

possible twelve' has already been adopted as a household word by

us, who have two babies.

"It will always be one of the darkest mysteries to me that any

human being can make a beginning, end _and_ middle to a really

truly long story. I can think them by scores, but I have not the

hand to work out the full frieze. It is just the difference between

the deep-sea steamer with twelve hundred people aboard, besides the

poor beggars sweating and scorching in the stoke-hold, and the

coastwise boat with a mixed cargo of 'notions.' And so, when the

liner sees fit to salute the coaster in passing, that small boat is

mightily encouraged."

But the writing of _Sir George Tressady_ had been carried out against

greater handicaps of physical suffering and nervous strain than perhaps

any of Mrs. Ward's previous books. She had agreed to let the _Century

Magazine_ publish it serially from November 1, 1895, and had fully

intended to have it finished, at any rate in provisional form, by that

date. But ill-health and her absorption in the affairs of University

Hall retarded its progress, so that when November came there were still

eight or nine chapters to write, and those the most difficult and

critical of the book. The _Century_ cabled for more copy, but at the

same time Mrs. Ward fell a victim to "a new ailment," as she wrote to

her father, "and what with that and the perpetual struggle with the

hand, which will not let me write lying down, I hardly know how to get

through sometimes." She was advised to have what the surgeons assured

her would be a "slight" operation, but put it off until after a

Christmas month at Stocks, during which she devoted herself, crippled as

she was, to the writing of _Tressady_. Hardly would she have "got

through" these weeks at all--for by now the demands on her time, the

letters and requests to speak were endless--had she not discovered

during this winter a secretary, Miss Bessie Churcher, whose wonderful

qualities made her not only Mrs. Ward's closest helper and friend during

the whole remainder of her life, but have impressed themselves for good,

through many years' devotion, on the public work of London.

When Mrs. Ward at last found time to put herself in the surgeons' hands,

the operation which ensued was clumsily performed, and left her with yet

another burden to carry through all her later life. After it she lay for

days in such pain as the doctors had neither foreseen nor prophesied,

while the nervous shock of the operation itself was aggravated, one

night, by the antics of a drunken nurse, who came into her room with a

lighted lamp in her hand and deposited it, swaying and lurching, upon

the floor. Fortunately help was at hand and the nurse removed, but the

terror of the moment did not forward Mrs. Ward's recovery. It was many

weeks before sleep came back to her, many weeks before she could sit up

with any comfort or move with ease. But the book must be finished, in

spite of aches and pains, and finished it was within ten weeks of the

operation (March 22, 1896). George Tressady's death in the dark

galleries of the mine "possessed" her as she had only been possessed by

the tale of Bessie Costrell, and helped her no doubt to master the host

of her physical ills. But when the strain was over she was fit for

nothing but to be taken out to Italy, there to recover, if she could,

under the stimulus of that magic light and air which appealed--so at

least we used to imagine--to something in her own far-off southern

blood. At Cadenabbia, on Lake Como, health began to return to her; at

Padua she was "doing more walking than she had dreamed of for four

years," and with the revival of her strength she wrote home in sheer joy

of spirit, "All Italy to me is enchanted ground!" But alas, it was too

early to rejoice. She came again to the Lake of Como to have a

fortnight's complete rest before returning home--staying at the Villa

Serbelloni, above Bellagio--and there unduly overtaxed her new-found

powers. She must make her way to the ruined tower of San Giovanni that

looks at you from its hill-top beyond the little town, and since the

path was _non-carrozzabile_ she would make the ascent on foot. The

adventure was pure joy to her, the views of the lake all the more

intoxicating for having been won by her own strength of limb. But the

next day a violent attack of her old and still unexplained trouble

declared itself. The journey homewards, via Lucerne, was performed under

conditions of crisis which still leave a haunting memory, and though a

clever Swiss doctor at Lucerne appeared to diagnose the disease more

surely than any previous medicine-man, he could suggest no practicable

remedy. Mrs. Ward continued to suffer from her obscure ailment to a

greater or less degree for the rest of her life, as well as from the

results of the operation; but on the whole the attacks became less

frequent, or less severe, as the years went on. She developed an

extraordinary skill in fighting them, by the aid of the thousand and one

little drugs before-mentioned, and often derived a keen pleasure from

the sense of having met and routed an old enemy. But the enemy was

always there, lying in wait for her if she walked more, say, than half a

mile at a time. It is well to remember that her life from 1892 onwards

was conducted under that constant handicap.

* * * * *

Yet it was during the years in which her illness was most acute that she

carried to a successful conclusion her labours for the foundation of the

Passmore Edwards Settlement.

When Mr. Edwards, in May, 1894, offered to provide £4,000 towards the

Building Fund of University Hall,[18] it was only the beginning of a

long struggle towards the accomplishment of this design. The next step

was to interest the Duke of Bedford--as the ground-landlord of that part

of London--in the scheme. This Mrs. Ward succeeded in doing during the

summer of 1894, thus laying the foundation of a co-operation that was to

ripen into a strong mutual regard. The Duke took a keen personal

interest in the finding of a suitable site for the new building, and

when such a site became available in Tavistock Place, offered it to the

Committee at less than its market value, and contributed £800 towards

the building fund. Oddly enough, however, this site--for which the

contract was actually signed in February, 1895--was not that on which

the Settlement stands to-day, but lay on the opposite side of the

street; the disadvantage to it being that there would have been a delay

of two years in obtaining possession, owing to existing tenants' rights.

When, therefore, an equally good site actually fell vacant in the same

street a few months later, the Duke willingly released the Committee

from their contract and made over to them the ground on which the

Settlement now stands on a 999 years' lease. In the meantime Mr.

Passmore Edwards had raised his original offer from £4,000 to £7,000,

and then to £10,000; the total fund stood at over £12,000, and Mr.

Norman Shaw agreed to preside over an architects' competition and to

judge between the various designs submitted. All connected with

University Hall rejoiced greatly when the award fell to two young

residents of the Hall, Messrs. Dunbar Smith and Cecil Brewer, whose

simple yet beautiful design far surpassed those of the other

competitors. But according to the instructions of the Committee itself

the building was to cost up to £12,000, while the price of the site was

£5,000, and a further sum would be required for furnishing. Mrs. Ward

set herself to the task of raising further funds with her accustomed

energy, but her illness during the winter of 1895-6 greatly hampered

her, and the fund rose all too slowly for her eager spirit. Meanwhile

the builders' tenders soared in the opposite direction. When she

returned from Italy and Lucerne in May, 1896, she found the situation

critical; either fresh plans of a far less ambitious nature must be

asked for, or a further sum of £3,500 must be raised at once. Mr. R. G.

Tatton, already one of the most active members of the Council, and soon

to be appointed Warden, believed that the only hope lay in Mr. Passmore

Edwards, but told Mrs. Ward plainly that the benefactor had said he

could do no more unless others showed a corresponding interest. Mr.

Tatton boldly asked Mrs. Ward herself to lay down £1,000. This she did;

a fortunate legacy of £500 came in at the same moment, and Mr. Edwards

gave an additional £2,000 with the best grace in the world. Yet once

more, on the night of the formal opening, nearly two years later, did he

come forward with a similar donation, making £14,000 in all. He showed

throughout a steadfast faith in the working ideals of the Settlement

that triumphed over all minor difficulties; Mrs. Ward described him once

as possessed by "the very passion of giving." No wonder that the

Committee decided, long before the new building was completed, to call

it by his name.

Thus Mrs. Ward could have the happiness, during the years 1896 and 1897,

of seeing the beautiful building for which she had toiled so hard rise

and take bodily shape before her eyes. She became fast friends with the

two young architects, who had so decisively won the competition, and who

now devoted themselves indefatigably to the supervision of the work. She

formed, early in 1897, a General Committee for the new Settlement, the

wide and representative character of which showed how warm was the

sympathy entertained for the new venture not only in London, but also in

Oxford, Cambridge and Manchester. And she devoted herself to the

formation of a Lectureship Committee, named after Benjamin Jowett, which

was to carry on, within the new organization, the religious ideals of

University Hall. The Settlement itself rested on a purely secular basis,

but the Council fully agreed to the inclusion of the following clause as

one of the "Objects" in the Memorandum of Association: "To promote the

study of the Bible and of the history of religion in the light of the

best available results of criticism and research." The Jowett

Lectureship Committee was established in order to carry out this clause,

and a sum of £100 per annum was placed at its disposal from the general

revenue of the Settlement--a small result, it may be argued, of all the

missionary effort put forth in the founding of University Hall seven

years before. But the Settlement itself stood there as the result of

that effort, and as Mrs. Ward looked down, on October 10, 1897, on the

packed audience that assembled in the new hall to hear her opening

address, she might well feel that her dreams had come to a more solid

fruition than she could ever have dared to hope. But even then she did

not know the whole. There sat the mothers and the fathers, with faces

eager and expectant, ready to throw themselves into this big experiment

that was opening out before them. Mrs. Ward welcomed them with her whole

heart; yet this was not all: the children were at the gates.

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