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But what shall be said of those to whom, despite a thorough desire to do

so, one cannot apply those appellations even in the sense which is

attributed to them by the feeble human tongue?--What shall be said of

the ordinary, commonplace, second-rate, third-rate toilers--whoever they

may be--statesmen, learned men, artists--especially artists? How force

them to shake off their dumb indolence, their dejected perplexity, how

draw them once more to the field of battle, if once the thought as to

the vanity of everything human, of every activity which sets for itself

a higher aim than the winning of daily bread, has once crept into their

heads? By what wreaths are they lured on--they, for whom laurels and

thorns have become equally insignificant? Why should they again subject

themselves to the laughter of “the cold throng” or to “the condemnation

of the dunce,”--of the old dunce who cannot forgive them for having

turned away from the former idols; of the young dunce who demands that

they shall immediately go down on their knees in his company, that they

should lie prone before new, just-discovered idols? Why shall they

betake themselves again to that rag-fair of phantoms, to that

market-place where both the seller and the buyer cheat each other

equally, where everything is so noisy, so loud--and yet so poor and

worthless? Why “with exhaustion in their bones” shall they interweave

themselves again with that world where the nations, like peasant urchins

on a festival day, flounder about in the mud for the sake of a handful

of empty nuts, or admire with gaping mouths the wretched woodcuts,

decorated with tinsel gold,--with that world where they had no right to

life while they lived in it, and, deafening themselves with their own

shouts, each one hastens with convulsive speed to a goal which he

neither knows nor understands? No ... no.... It is enough ... enough ...

enough!

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