THE FATAL DAY!
It had come at last!
We had already begun to count the days that remained.
One week before the final day, I received a letter from Lorand, in which
he begged me not to go to meet him at Lankadomb, but rather to give a
rendezvous in Szolnok: he did not wish the scene of rapture to be
spoiled by the sarcasms of Topandy.
I was just as well pleased.
For days all had been ready for the journey. I hunted up everything in
the way of a souvenir which I had still from those days ten years before
when I had parted from Lorand, even down to that last scrap of
paper,[70] which now occupied my every thought.
[Footnote 70: The paper of Madame Balnokhazy's letter which was used for
the fatal lot-drawing.]
It would have been labor lost on my part to tell the ladies how bad the
roads in the lowlands are at that time of year, that in any case Lorand
would come to them a day later. Nor indeed did I try to dissuade them
from making the journey. Which of them would have remained home at such
a time? Which of them would have given up a single moment of that day,
when she might once more embrace Lorand? They both came to me.
We arrived at Szolnok one day before Lorand: I only begged them to
remain in their room until I had spoken with Lorand.
They promised and remained the whole day in one room of the inn, while
I strolled the whole day about the courtyard on the watch for every
arriving carriage.
An unusual number of guests came on that day to the inn: gay companions
of Topandy from the neighborhood, to whom Lorand had given a rendezvous
there. Some I knew personally, the others by reputation; the latter's
acquaintance too was soon made.
It struck me as peculiar that Lorand had written to me that he did not
wish the elegiac tone of our first gathering to be disturbed by the
voice of the stoics of Lankadomb, yet he had invited the whole Epicurean
alliance here--a fact which was likely to give a dithyrambic tone to our
meeting.
Well, amusement there must be. I like fellows who amuse themselves.
It was late evening when a five-horsed coach drove into the
courtyard--in the first to get out I recognized Gyali.
What did he want among us?
After him stepped out a brisk old man whose moustache and eyebrows I
remembered of old. It was my uncle, Topandy.
Remarkable!
Topandy came straight towards me.
So serious was his face, when, as he reached me, he grasped my hand,
that he made me feel quite confused.
"You are Desiderius Aronffy?" he said: and with his two hands seized my
shoulders, that he might look into my eyes. "Though you do not say so, I
recognize you. It is just as if I saw your departed father before me.
The very image!"
Many had already told me that I was very like what my father had been in
his young days.
Topandy embraced me feelingly.
"Where is Lorand?" I inquired. "Has he not come?"
"He is coming behind us in a wagon," he answered, and his voice betrayed
the greatest emotion. "He will soon be here. He does not like a coach.
Remain here and wait for him."
Then he turned to his comrades who were buzzing around him.
"Let us go and wait inside, comrades. Let us leave these young fellows
to themselves when they meet. You know that such a scene requires no
audience. Well, right about face, quick march!"
Therewith he drove all the fellows from the corridor: indeed did not
give Gyali time to say how glad he was to meet me again.
The gathering became all the more unintelligible to me.
Why, if Topandy himself knew best what there was to be felt in that
hour, what necessity had we to avoid him?
Now the wagon could be heard! The two steeds galloped into the courtyard
at a smart pace with the light road-cart. He was driving himself.
I scarcely recognized him. His great whiskers, his closely-cropped hair,
his dust-covered face made quite a different figure before me from that
which I had been wont to draw in my album,--as I had thought to see, as
mother or grandmother directed me, saying "that is missing, that feature
is other, that is more, that is less, that is different," times without
number we had amused ourselves with that.
Lorand was unlike any portrait of him I had drawn. He was a muscular,
powerful, rough country cavalier.
As he leaped out of the wagon, we hastened to each other.
The centre of the courtyard was not the place to play an impassioned
scene in. Besides neither of us like comedy playing.
"Good evening, old fellow."
"Good evening, brother."
That was all we said to each other: we shook hands, kissed each other,
and hurried in from the courtyard, straight to the room filled with
roysterers.
They received Lorand with wall-shaking "hurrahs," and Lorand greeted
them all in turn.
Some embittered county orator wished to deliver a speech in his honor,
but Lorand told him to keep that until wine was on the table: dry toasts
were not to his taste.
Then he again returned to my side and took my face in his hands.
"By Jove! old fellow, you have quite grown up! I thought you were still
a child going to school. You are half a head taller than I am. Why I
shall live to see you married without my knowing or hearing anything
about it."
I took Lorand's arm and drew him into a corner.
"Lorand, mother and grandmother are here too."
He wrenched his arm out of my hand.
"Who told you to do that?" he growled irritatedly.
"Quietly, my dear Lorand. I have committed no blunder even in
formalities. It will be ten years to-morrow since you told me I might in
ten years tell mother where you are. Then you wrote to me to be at
Szolnok to-day. I have kept my promise to mother as regards telling her
to-morrow and to you by my appearance here. Szolnok is two days distant
from our home:--so I had to bring them here in order to do justice to
both my promises."
Lorand became unrestrainedly angry.
"A curse upon every pettifogger in the world! You have swindled me out
of my most evident right."
"But, dear Lorand, are you annoyed that the poor dear ones can see you
one day earlier?"
"That's right, begin like that.--Fool, we wanted to have a jolly evening
all to ourselves, and you have spoilt it."
"But you can enjoy yourselves as long as you like."
"Indeed? 'As long as we like,' and I must go in a tipsy drunken state to
introduce myself to mother?"
"It is not your habit to be drunk."
"What do you know? I'm fairly uproarious once I begin at it. It was a
foolish idea of yours, old fellow."
"Well, do you know what? Put the meeting first, after that the
carousal."
"I have told you once for all that we shall make no bargains, sir
advocate. No transactions here, sir advocate!"
"Don't 'sir advocate' me!"
"Wait a moment. If you could be so cursedly exact in your calculation of
days, I shall complete your astronomical and chronological studies. Take
out your watch and compare it with mine. It was just 11:45 by the
convent clock in Pressburg, when you gave me your word. To-morrow
evening at 11:45 you are free from your obligation to me: then you can
do with me what you like."
I found his tone very displeasing and turned aside.
"Well don't be dispirited," said Lorand, drawing me towards him and
embracing me. "Let us not be angry with each other: we have not been so
hitherto. But you see the position I am in. I have gathered together a
pack of dissolute scamps and atheists, not knowing you would bring
mother with you, and they have been my faithful comrades ten years. I
have passed many bad, many good days with them: I cannot say to them
'Go, my mother is here.' Nor can I sit here among them till morning with
religious face. In the morning we shall all be 'soaked.' Even if I
conquer the wine, my head will be heavy after it. I have need of the few
hours I asked you for to collect myself, before I can step into my dear
ones' presence with a clear head. Explain to them how matters stand."
"They know already, and will not ask after you until to-morrow."
"Very well. There is peace between us, old fellow."
When the company saw we had explained matters to each other, they all
crowded round us, and such a noise arose that I don't know even now what
it was all about. I merely know that once or twice Pepi Gyali wished to
catch my eye to begin some conversation, and that at such times I asked
the nearest man, "How long do you intend to amuse yourselves in this
manner?" "How are you?" and similar surprising imbecilities.
Meanwhile the long table in the middle of the room had been laid: the
wines had been piled up, the savory victuals were brought in; outside
in the corridors a gypsy band was striking up a lively air, and
everybody tried to get a seat.
I had to sit at the head of the table, near Lorand. On Lorand's left sat
Topandy, on his right, beside me, Pepi Gyali.
"Well, old fellow, you too will drink with us to-day?" said Lorand to me
playfully, putting his arms familiarly round my neck.
"No, you know I never drink wine."
"Never? Not to-day either? Not even to my health?"
I looked at him. Why did he wish to make me drink to-day especially?
"No, Lorand. You know I am bound by a promise not to drink wine, and a
man of honor always keeps his promises, however absurd."
I shall never forget the look which Lorand gave me at these words.
"You are right, old fellow:" and he grasped my hand. "A man of honor
keeps his promises, however absurd...."
And as he said so, he was so serious, he gazed with such alarming
coldness into the eyes of Gyali, who sat next to him. But Pepi merely
smiled. He could smile so tenderly with those handsome girlish round
lips of his.
Lorand patted him on the shoulder.
"Do you hear, Pepi? My brother refused to drink wine, because a man of
honor keeps his promises. You are right, Desi. Let him who says
something keep his word."
Then the banquet began.
It is a peculiar study for an abstainer to look on at a midnight
carousal, with a perfectly sober head, and to be the only audience and
critic at this "divina comedia" where everyone acts unwittingly.
The first act commenced with the toasts. He to whom God had given
rhetorical talent raises his glass, begs for silence,--which at first he
receives and later not receiving tries to assure for himself by his
stentorian voice;--and with a very serious face, utters very serious
phrases:--one is a master of grace, another of pathos: a third quotes
from the classics, a fourth humorizes, and himself laughs at his
success, while everybody finishes the scene with clinking of glasses,
and embraces, to the accompaniment of clarion "hurrahs."
Later come more fiery declamations, general outbursts of patriotic
bitterness. Brains become more heated, everyone sits upon his favorite
hobby-horse, and makes it leap beneath him; the socialist, the artist,
the landlord, the champion of order, everyone begins to speak of his own
particular theme--without keeping to the strict rules of conversation
that one waits until the other has finished: rather they all talk at
once, one interrupting the other, until finally he who has commenced
some thrilling refrain hands over the leadership to all: the song
becomes general, and each one is convinced from hearing his own vocal
powers, that nowhere on earth can more lovely singing be heard.
And meantime the table becomes covered with empty bottles.
Then the paroxysm grows by degrees to a climax. He who previously
delivered an oration now babbles, comes to a standstill, and, cuts short
his discomfiture by swearing; there sits one who had already three times
begun upon some speech, but his bitterness, mourning for the past, so
effectually chokes his over-ardent feelings that he bursts into tears,
amidst general laughter. Another who has already embraced all his
comrades in turn, breaks in among the gypsies and kisses them one after
the other, swearing brotherhood to the bass fiddler and the clarinetist.
At the farther end of the table sits a choleric fellow, whose habit it
is always to end in riotous fights, and he begins his freaks by striking
the table with his fist, and swearing he will kill the man who has
worried him. Luckily he does not know with whom he is angry. The gay
singer is not content with giving full play to his throat, helping it
out with his hands and feet: he begins to dash bottles and plates
against the wall, and is delighted that so many smashed bottles give
evidence of his triumph. With a half crushed hat he dances in the middle
of the room quite alone, in the happy conviction that everybody is
looking at him, while a blessed comrade had come to the pass of dropping
his head back upon the back of his chair, only waking up when they
summon him to drink with him--though he does not know whether he is
drinking wine or tanner's ooze.
But the fever does not increase indefinitely.
Like other attacks of fever, it has a crisis, beyond which a turn sets
in!
After midnight the uproarious clamor subsided. The first heating
influence of the wine had already worked itself out. One or two who
could not fight with it, gave in and lay down to sleep, while the others
remained in their places, continuing the drinking-bout, not for the sake
of inebriety, merely out of principle, that they might show they would
not allow themselves to be overcome by wine.
This is where the real heroes' part begins, of those whom the first
glass did not loosen, nor the tenth tie their tongues.
Now they begin to drink quietly and to tell anecdotes between the
rounds.
One man does not interrupt another, but when one has finished his story,
another says, "I know one still better than that," and begins: "the
matter happened here or there, I myself being present."
The anecdotes at times reached the utmost pitch of obscenity and at such
times I was displeased to hear Lorand laugh over such jokes as expressed
contempt for womankind.
I was only calmed by the thought that "our own" were long in bed--it was
after midnight--and so it were impossible for mother or someone else out
of curiosity to be listening at the keyhole, waiting for Lorand's voice.
All at once Lorand took over the lead in the conversation.
He introduced the question "Which is the most celebrated drinking nation
in the world?"
He himself for his part immediately said he considered the Germans were
the most renowned drinkers.
This assertion naturally met with great national opposition.
They would not surrender the Magyar priority in this respect either.
Two peacefully-inclined spirits interfered, trying to produce a united
feeling by accepting the Englishman, then the Servian as the first in
drinking matters--a proviso which naturally did not satisfy either of
the disputing parties. Lorand, alone against the united opinion of the
whole company, had the audacity to assert that the Germans were the
greatest drinkers in the world. He produced celebrated examples to prove
his theory.
"Listen to me! Once Prince Batthyany sent two barrels of old Goencz wine
to the Brothers of Hybern. But the duty to be paid on good Magyar wine
beyond the Lajta[71] was terrible. The recipients would have had to pay
for the wine twenty gold pieces[72]--a nice sum. So the Brothers, to
avoid paying and to prevent the wine being lost, drank the contents of
the two barrels outside the frontier."
[Footnote 71: A river near Pressburg, the boundary between Austria and
Hungary.]
[Footnote 72: Probably 200 florins.]
Ah, they could produce drinkers three times or four times as great, this
side of the Lajta!
But Lorand would not give in.
"Well, your namesake, Pepo Henneberg," related Lorand, turning to Gyali,
"introduced the custom of drawing a string through the ears of his
guests, who sat down at a long table with him, and compelled them all to
drain their beakers to the dregs, whenever he drank, under penalty of
losing the ends of their ears."
"With us that is impossible, for we have no holes bored in our ears!"
cried one.
"We drink without compulsion!" replied another.
"The Magyar does all a German can do!"
That assertion, loudly shouted, was general.
"Even draining glasses as they did at Wartburg?" cried Lorand.
"What the devil was the custom at Wartburg?"
"The revellers at Wartburg, when they were in high spirits used to load
a pistol, and then to fill the barrel to the brim with wine: then they
cocked the trigger, and drained this curious glass one after another for
friendship's sake."
(I see you, Lorand!)
"Well, which of you is inclined to follow the German cavaliers'
example?"
Topandy interrupted.
"I for one am not, and Heaven forbid you should be."
"I am."
--Which remark came from Gyali, not Lorand.
I looked at him. The fellow had remained sober. He had only tasted the
wine, while others had drunk it.
"If you are inclined, let us try," said Lorand.
"With pleasure, only you must do it first."
"I shall do so, but you will not follow me."
"If you do it, I shall too. But I think you will not do it before me."
One idea flashed clearly before me and chilled my whole body. I saw all:
I understood all now: the mystery of ten years was no longer a secret to
me: I saw the refugee, I saw the pursuer, and I had both in my hand, in
such an iron grip, as if God had lent me for the moment the hand of an
archangel.
You just talk away.
Lorand's face was a feverish red.
"Well, well, you scamp! Let us bet, if you like."
"What?"
"Twenty bottles of champagne, which we shall drink too."
"I accept the wager."
"Whoever withdraws from the jest loses the bet."
"Here's the money!"
Both took their purses and placed each a hundred florins on the table.
I too produced my purse and took a crumpled paper out of it:--but it was
no banknote.
Lorand cried to the waiter.
"Take my pistols out of my trunk."
The waiter placed both before him.
"Are they really loaded?" inquired Gyali.
"Look into the barrels, where the steel head of the bullets are smiling
at you."
Gyali found it wiser to believe than to look into the pistol barrels.
"Well, the bet stands; whichever of us cannot drink out his portion pays
for the champagne."
Lorand seized his glass to pour the red wine that was in it into the
pistol-barrel.
The whole company was silent: some agonized restraint ruled their
intoxicated nerves: every eye was rested on Lorand as if they wished to
check the mad jest before its completion. On Topandy's forehead heavy
beads of sweat glistened.
I quietly placed my hand on Lorand's, in which he held the weapon and
amid profound silence asked:
"Would it not be good to draw lots to see who shall do it first?"
Both looked at me in confusion when I mentioned drawing lots.
Could their secret have been discovered?
"Only if you draw lots about it," I continued quietly, "don't omit to be
quite sure about the writing of each other's name, lest there be a
repetition of that farce which took place ten years ago, when you drew
lots as to who was to dance with the white elephant."
I saw Gyali turn as white as paper.
"What farce?" he panted, beginning to rise from his chair.
"You always were a jesting boy, Pepi: at that time you made me draw lots
for you, and told me to put both the one I had drawn and the other in
the grate: but instead of doing so I threw the dance programme in the
fire, and put those papers aside and kept them. You, instead of your
own, wrote my brother's name on the paper, and so whichever was drawn,
Lorand Aronffy must have come out of the hat. Look, the two lottery
tickets are still in my possession, those same two pieces of paper, a
sheet of note paper torn in two, both with the same name on them, and on
the other side the writing of Madame Balnokhazy."
Gyali rose from his seat like one who had seen a ghost, and gazed at me
with a look of stone.
Yet I had not threatened him. I had merely playfully jested with him. I
smilingly spread out the two pieces of lilac-colored papers, which so
exactly fitted together.
But Lorand with flashing eyes glared at him, and as the dignified
upright figure stood opposite him, threw the contents of the glass he
held in his hand into the fellow's face, so that the red wine splashed
all over his laced white waistcoat.
Gyali with his serviette wiped from his face the traces of insult and
with dignified coldness said:
"With men in such a condition no dispute is possible. We cannot answer
the taunts of drunken men."
Therewith he began to back towards the door.
Everybody, in amazement at this scene, allowed him to go: for all the
world as if everyone had suddenly begun to be sober, and at the first
surprise no one knew how to think what should now happen.
But I ... I was not drunk. I had no need to become sober.
I leaped up from my place, with one bound came up to the departing man,
and seized him before he could reach the door, just as a furious tiger
fastens up a miserable dormouse.
"I am not drunk! I have never drunk wine, you know," I cried losing all
self-restraint, and pressing him against the wall so that he shivered
like a bat.--"I shall be the one to throw that cursed forgery in your
face, miserable wretch!"
And I know well that that single blow would have been the last chapter
in his life--which would have been a great pity, not as far as he was
concerned, but for my own sake--had not Heaven sent a guardian angel to
check me in my wickedness.
Suddenly someone behind seized the hand raised to strike. I looked back,
and my arm dropped useless at my side.
It was Fanny who had seized my arm.
"Desi," cried my darling in a frightened voice: "This hand is mine: you
must not defile it."
I felt she was right. I allowed my uncontrollable anger to be overcome;
with my left hand I threw the trembling wretch out of the door--I do not
know where he fell--and then I turned round to clasp Fanny to my breast.
Already mother and grandmother were in the room.
The poor women had spent the whole evening of agony in the neighboring
room, keeping perfectly still, so as not to betray their presence there,
with the intention of listening for Lorand's voice: and they had
trembled through that last awful scene, of which they could hear every
word. When they heard my cry of rage, they could restrain themselves no
longer, but rushed in, and threw themselves among the revellers with a
cry of "My son, my son."
Everyone rose at their honored presence: this solemn picture, two
kneeling women embracing a son snatched from the jaws of death.
The surprising horror had reduced everyone to soberness: all tipsiness,
all winy drowsiness, had passed away.
"Lorand, Lorand," sobbed mother, pressing him frantically to her breast,
while grandmother, unable to speak or to weep, clutched his hand.
"Oh Lorand, dear...."
But Lorand grasped the two ladies' hands and led them towards me.
"It is him you must embrace, not me: his is the triumph."
Then he caught sight of that sweet angel bowed upon my shoulder, who was
still holding my hand in hers: he recollected those words with which
Fanny a moment before had betrayed our secret. "This hand is mine"--and
he smiled at me.
"Is that the way matters stand? Then you have your reward in your hands,
... and you can leave these two weeping women to me."
Therewith he threw himself on his face upon the floor before them, and
embracing their feet kissed the dust beneath them.
"Oh, my darlings! My loved ones."