A PAIR OF SHOES.

This is a world of change; but the time was when you could turn by Saint

Clement's Church, from the roar of the waves of life in the Strand, and

make your way between a baked-potato can--perspiring violently in its

efforts to supply the demands made upon it--and a tin of hot eels,

steaming in a pasty mud; then under a gateway, past old-clothes shops

and marine-store dealers; thread your way along between crooked

tumbledown houses in dismal fever-breeding lanes, which led you into the

far-famed region of Lincoln's-inn, where law stared you in the face at

every turn. It will doubtless behave in as barefaced a manner to you at

the present day; but you will have to approach it by a different route,

for the auctioneer's hammer has given those preliminary taps that herald

the knocking-down of a vast collection of the houses of old London; and

perhaps ere these sheets are in the press, first stones will be laid of

the buildings to occupy the site as law-courts. But take we the region

as it was, with its frowsy abodes and their tenants. They are clipped

away now; but in every direction, crowding in upon the great inns of

court, were dilapidated houses pressing upon it like miserable suitors

asking for their rights, or like rags of the great legal gown. But it

is a rare place is Lincoln's-inn--a place where the law is rampant, and

the names of its disciples are piled in monuments upon the door-posts--a

place where you may pick your legal adviser according to the length of

your purse. The doors stand open, and the halls are cold, cheerless,

and echoing, while the large carven keystone looks down at the entering

client with its stony eyes, which seem to wink and ogle as the sly,

sneering, tongue-thrusting image apparently chuckles at the folly of

man. The cold shivers are always out in Lincoln's-inn, and they attack

you the moment you enter the precincts; probably they are spirits of

past-and-gone suitors, in past-and-gone suits, wandering to avenge

themselves upon the legal fraternity by freezing the courage of

litigants and turning them back when about to perform that wholesale

shovelling of an estate into the legal dust-cart known as "throwing it

into Chancery." Cold stone posts stand at intervals along the sides of

the square, looking, in their grey, bleak misery, like to stripped and

bare clients waiting for redress at their legal advisers' doors. A

dreary place for an assignation, if your friend possesses not the virtue

of punctuality; for the eye wanders in vain for some pleasant oasis

where it may rest. You have not here in autumn those melancholy,

washed-out flowers--the chrysanthemums of the Temple, but you may gaze

through prison-like bars at soot-dusted grass--verdure apparently

splashed with ink from the surrounding offices; at the trees, adapted by

nature to the circumstances of their fate; for, as in the arctic zone

the thinly-clad animals grow furry as a protection from the cold, so

here, in this region of law costs and voluminous writing, the trees put

forth twigs and sprays of a sharp spiky nature, a compromise between

porcupine penholders and a _chevaux de frise_, to enable them to set

attack at defiance.

Enter one house here, and you would have found upon the ground-floor

your QC or Serjeant--Brother So-and-so as he is so affectionately called

by the judge; upon the first-floor, your substantial firms of family

solicitors, deep in title, lease, covenant, and tenancy in every form or

shape--men who set such store by their knowledge that they dole it out

to you at so much per dozen words--words adulterated with obsolete

expressions repeated _ad nauseam_; while upon the second-floor you would

probably find firms of sharp practitioners, ready for business in any

shape; and, as elsewhere through the house, the names of the occupants

were painted upon the doors--black letters upon a parchment ground.

But the house in question was not entirely legal in its occupants, for

if you had been ascending the stairs, before you had gone far, a loud

sniff would have made you raise your head sharply towards the skylight,

beneath which, sitting, or rather perched, upon the top balustrade,

would have been visible the doughy, big, baby-like face of Mrs Sims,

strongly resembling, with the white-muslin wings on either side, a

fat-cheeked cherub, freshly settled after some ethereal flight.

Mrs Sims was the lady who did for those gentlemen of the house who

wanted doing for, took in parcels, answered bells, and was also

well-known in the neighbourhood as a convenient party in times of

sickness, being willing to nurse a bachelor gentleman of the legal

profession, or one of the poor fraternity of the rags around. She had

stood at many a bedside had Mrs Sims, and seen the long sleep come to

many a weary, broken-hearted suitor, and she had sniffed and sobbed at

the recital of their miseries, offering the while such consolation as

she could from the depths of a very simple but very honest heart.

After another loud sniff, and a curtsey performed invisibly, except that

the cherubic head was seen to bob out of sight, and then apparently

re-perch itself upon the balustrade, Mrs Sims would say "At home," or

"Not at home," as the case might be. Then, as you left the staircase,

the head would disappear, and, summer or winter, Mrs Sims might be

heard refreshing herself with a blow at the fire by means of a very

creaky, asthmatic pair of bellows.

Mrs Sims was busy, and had made visible the whole of her person, as

standing at the door she pointed out into the square, calling the

attention of one of _her_ lodgers, as she termed them, to a passer-by.

"Here, you sir; fetch a cab--a four-wheeler," shouted the lodger. "No;

confound your bird--I don't want birds, I want a cab."

The person addressed was the inhabitant of Bennett's-rents--the big,

slouchy, large-jawed gentleman, in a fur cap and a sleeved-waistcoat,

already known to the reader. He carried a small birdcage, tied in a

cotton handkerchief, beneath his arm, while another spotted handkerchief

wrapped his bull-neck, where it was pinned with a silver-mounted

Stanhope lens, which was apparently regarded as a rare jewel. Upon

being first called, he commenced expatiating upon the qualities of the

bird, whose cage-envelope he began to unfasten, until so unceremoniously

checked by the gentleman who summoned him.

"You're a fine sort, you are," growled the man as he went off in search

of the cab; "and if I warn't as dry as sorduss, I'd see you furder afore

I'd fetch your gallus cab, so now, then. My name's Jarker, chrissen

William, that's about what my name is, stand or fall by it--come, now."

As nobody seemed disposed to "come, now," Mr Jarker hastened his steps,

and soon returned with the cab, placed his cage behind the hall-door,

and then, under the direction of Mrs Sims, fetched down portmanteau and

bags groaning and sighing beneath their weight, and raising up a smile

of contempt upon his employer's face as he watched the fellow's actions,

and scanned his powerful development and the idleness written so plainly

upon his countenance. But soon the task was ended, the cab-door banged,

Mrs Sims had turned on a little more of her laughing-gas to brighten

her features by way of valediction to the departing lodger, and then, as

she sniffed loudly, the cab drove off, leaving Mr Jarker spitting upon

that curiosity, an honestly-earned sixpence in his hand.

"How's the missus? why, she's okkard, and I don't s'pose you a-coming

would do her any good, and she's a-going to spend a shillin' in

ankerchers for someone as has a cold in her head, that's what she's

a-goin' to do," said Mr Jarker, with a grin at Mrs Sims, and then he

watched the affronted dame as she sniffed her way upstairs; but before

she had reached the second flight, Mr Jarker had grinned again, drawing

his lips back from his white teeth with a smile that more resembled a

snarl.

Mr William Jarker, birdcatcher, fancier of pigeons, and of anything

else which came to his net, stood listening to the sniffs and receding

footsteps of Mrs Sims, placed the sixpence he had earned in the pocket

of his tight corduroys, pulled off his large, flat, fur cap, and gave

his head a scratch, thereby displaying a crop of hair which it would

have been useless to attempt to brush or part, for it was decidedly

short, and the barber who had last operated had not been careful, but

left the said hair nicky and notchy in places. However, the style gave

due prominence to the peculiar phrenological development of Mr Jarker's

bumps, while his ears stood out largely, and with an air that suggested

cropping as an improvement to them as well, more especially since there

was a great deal of the bull-dog in his appearance.

Mr Jarker replaced his cap, took his little birdcage from behind the

door, and was just moving off, when a barrister came out of one of the

lower rooms in full legal costume, muttering loudly, and evidently

reciting a part of the performance he was about to go through.

Upon hearing the door open, Mr Jarker turned his head, and then gave an

involuntary shudder as he moved off, while the counsel followed closely

behind, wrapped in his brief, and at times talking loudly:

"Instead, m'lud, of the case being tried in this honourable court,

m'lud, devoted as it is to civil causes, the defendant should be

occupying the felon's dock at the Old Bailey, m'lud; for a more shameful

case of robbery--"

"I'm gallussed!" muttered Mr Jarker, quickening his steps, and

perspiring profusely, as he gave a furtive glance over his shoulder at

the barrister, still rehearsing; "I'm gallussed! It didn't oughter be

allowed out in the public streets."

Mr Jarker felt his nerves so disarranged in consequence of low diet,

that after making his way out of the Inn, across Carey-street, and into

the rags of the legal cloak, that is to say into Bennett's-rents, he

resolved to take advantage of there being a "public" at either end of

the rents, and regardless of the whooping children who dashed by him, he

went in and had "three-ha'porth" of the celebrated cream gin advertised

outside upon a blue board with golden legend. After which enricher of

his milk of human kindness, Mr Jarker wiped his mouth with the back of

his hand as he passed through the swinging doors, hugged his cage

against his ribs, muttered, "Didn't oughter be allowed in the public

streets," and then forcing a way through a noisy tribe of children, he

paused at Number 27 in the Rents--a dismal-looking old house, worse

perhaps by broad daylight than in the early dawn, when some of its

foulness had remained concealed. It had been a mansion once, in the

days of the Jameses probably, when fresh air was a more abundant

commodity in the City, and was not all used up long before it could

penetrate so narrow a thoroughfare.

Mr Jarker slowly tramped up flight after flight of stairs till he came

to the attic-floor, when, without removing his hands from his pockets,

he kicked open the badly-hung door, and entered the bare room.

"O, you're here agen, are yer?" he said sulkily to a dark, well-dressed

woman, in black silk and fashionable bonnet, strangely out of place in

the wretched room, whose other occupant was pale-faced, weary-looking

Mrs Jarker, whose crimply white hands betokened a very late

acquaintanceship with the washtub by the steamy window. "O, you're here

agen, are yer?" said Mr Jarker.

"Yes, Bill," said Mrs Jarker timidly, every word she spoke seeming to

flinch and dart out of reach of hearing almost before it was uttered.

"Yes, Bill, she's come again, and we've been talking it over--and--and--

and--if you wouldn't mind, Bill, I'd--"

"How much?" growled Mr Jarker.

"Five shillings," said his wife timidly; "five shillings a-week."

"'Tain't enough," said Mr Jarker; "it's worth six. Look at the

trouble."

Mrs Jarker looked from her husband to the stranger and back again, and

was about to speak, when her lord exclaimed roughly, "Shut Up!"

The visitor's eyes flashed for a moment, and then she glanced hastily

round the room, her gaze resting for a moment upon the ruffianly,

bull-dog face of Jarker, and she hesitated; but another glance at the

timid, gentle countenance of his wife seemed to reassure her, and she

said hoarsely, with her look fixed upon the flinching woman, "I'll give

you six."

"And if 'tain't paid up reg'lar, I'm blest if I sha'n't chuck it outer

winder, or somethin'; so look out," said Mr Jarker.

The visitor's lips quivered, but, still gazing fixedly upon the woman,

she said in the same hoarse voice: "I shall bring the money once

a-week."

"In advance, yer know," growled Mr Jarker.

"Yes, yes; only be kind to it," exclaimed the visitor with something

like a sob, but without removing her eyes.

"O, ah! in course we will. We're the right sort here, ain't we, Poll?"

growled Mr Jarker.

"Yes, Bill," said his wife in a husky whisper.

"And now," said Mr Bill Jarker, with what was meant for a pleasant

smile, but which consisted of the closing of his eyes, and the display

of his teeth,--"and now as we've made it all snug, you'll stand

somethin'; that's what you'll do, ain't it now?"

Still without removing her eyes from the pale-faced woman before her,

the visitor drew a shilling from a little bead-purse, and laid it upon

the table, her lips now moving as if trying to form words for Mrs

Jarker to understand.

"Go away now, Bill," whispered she to her husband.

"What for?" growled Bill, untying the knots of his handkerchief with his

teeth, to set his cage at liberty, and nearly frightening the soul out

of the tiny, fluttering, panting body contained therein. Then, by way

of reply to a whisper, he sullenly took the shilling from the table, bit

it, spat upon it, and spun it up, before depositing it in his pocket;

made his way to the back part of the attic, where birdcages and the

paraphernalia of his profession lay thick; ascended a ladder to a trap

in the ceiling, and then, only his legs visible as he stood upon one of

the top rounds, Mr Jarker, with half his body above the tiles, busied

himself amongst his pigeons, and started them for a flight over the

houses.

The next moment, after a hurried glance at the ceiling, where the light

streamed down past the ruffian's legs, the visitor's face was seen to

work, and, rising from her seat, she went down upon her knees before

poor Mrs Jarker, kissing her work-worn hands, and bathing them with the

tears that streamed from her eyes.

"God--God bless you!" she whispered passionately. "O, be kind to it!"

But Mrs Jarker could not answer for something swelling in her throat;

and the next minute she too was weeping, with her hand resting upon her

visitor's shoulder.

This paroxysm of tears seemed to have its effect upon the visitor, for,

forcing back her own emotion, she appeared more at ease within herself,

as, gazing once more into the pale, worn, common face of the

birdcatcher's wife, she kissed her in so loving and sisterly a way, that

the tears flowed faster from Mrs Jarker's eyes. And yet, knowing full

well who was her visitor, Mrs Jarker did not shudder, but rose from her

choir, glanced timorously at the open trap, and then drew the stranger

towards a box--a common deal-box, with the blue-stained paper that had

once covered it hanging here and there in rags. She went upon her knees

now, and raised the creaking lid, when an impatient movement of the feet

upon the ladder made her start up hastily, and close the lid again. But

a long, loud whistling from above showed her that Mr Jarker was still

busy with his birds; so once more raising the lid, the poor creature

thrust her hand down to a well-known spot beneath the few rags of

clothes the box contained, and brought out a pair of little, stained red

boots, which she pressed passionately to her lips, the tears gushing

from her eyes the while, and a broken hysterical wail burst from her

overladen breast. But it was checked instantly, for Jarker's feet

scraped on the ladder, and the boots were hidden beneath the woman's

apron; then the whistling was heard again, and the little boots were

brought forth once more.

A pair of tiny red boots, the only relic she had of something that was

not--something that she had once warmed within her breast--the breast

before now bruised and blackened by a ruffian hand, but beneath which

was the same warm, God-implanted love for her offspring that glows in

the bosom of the noblest of her sex.

For a moment or two the younger woman gazed in the other's eyes with a

soft, tender, pitying look--a look in this case of true sympathy; and

the hand of the lost rested lovingly upon Mrs Jarker's breast as she

whispered softly: "How old was it?"

"Only a twelvemonth," was the reply, followed by a moan. "But perhaps

it was best--perhaps it was best."

The visitor's hand still rested upon the other's breast, and she was

about to speak, when an impatient shuffle startled both, for it seemed

that Mr Jarker was about to descend; but he came not. And now a look

of ineffable sweetness and content came over the well-moulded features

of the visitor. She was satisfied now respecting the step she was about

to take; for Mrs Jarker's heart had been laid open to her. A true

chord of sympathy existed between them, and she could feel that her

little one would be taken to a motherly breast, and protected--

protected; but who, she asked herself, would injure one so tender and

frail?

But there was no time for further communion between these motherly

hearts, for a loud rasp on the ladder told that Mr Jarker was

descending, and the visitor prepared to leave.

"You've been a-pipin' again," growled Mr Jarker to his wife, who had

hastily concealed the boots--"pipin' about that 'ere kid as has gone;

and a good thing too. Wot's the good when here's another a-coming?" and

he looked menacingly at the shivering woman. "I say," he continued to

the visitor, who now stood at the door, "you'll pay up reg'lar, and in

advance!"

"Yes, yes!" she said hoarsely, almost fiercely, as she turned to him

with a steady contemptuous look, which made the great brute shuffle

about uneasily--"yes, yes, so long as I live;" and the next moment the

door closed upon her retreating form.

"Long as you live? Yes; I should just think you will, or else there'll

precious soon be a kid found at somebody's door, with the perlice, cuss

'em, taking the brat to the workus.--And don't you pipe no more," he

snarled to the trembling woman, who slowly retreated to the washtub. "A

taking of it to the workus, cuss 'em," muttered Mr Jarker again,

removing his fur cap and passing his hand over his cropped head, as if

the name of the police, and their probable future duty, had reminded him

of former injuries. "Now then, you!" he shouted, as if calling his dog,

and he threw the shilling upon the table--"d'yer hear?"

"Yes, Bill," said the woman meekly, and hastily passing her hands over

her dull red eyes before she turned to him the face from which all that

was attractive had long since fled.

"Tripe!" said Mr Jarker.

"Yes, Bill," said his wife.

"Pipe and screw," growled Mr Jarker.

"Yes, Bill," said the woman, hurriedly tying on a miserable bonnet.

"And here, you!"

"I wasn't going, Bill," said the woman meekly.

"Who said you was?" growled the ruffian; "don't you be so sharp, now,

then. Now, where's that money?"

"What money, Bill?"

The next moment the ruffian had seized her by the front of her dress and

dragged her to him, so that she went down upon her knees. "Don't you

try to put none of your games on me. What did she give you when I was

out of sight?" And he put his black face down close to hers, as, half

from fear, half from bitterness, her lower lip worked as she tried to

keep back the tears, and to answer; but no words would come.

"D'yer hear? What did she give yer?"

"Nothing, Bill," whispered the woman.

He looked at her fiercely; but though faded and lack-lustre, her eyes

blenched not, but gave him back the same true steady look that had

always shone for him since--young, ignorant, ill-taught, weak--she had

believed he cared for her, and she could be happy with him: not the

first of Eve's daughters that has made the same mistake.

"Get up!" snarled Jarker, loosing his hold; and his wife rose hastily

without a word.

"Pint of porter, with half-a-quartern of gin in it."

"Yes, Bill," she whispered, and drew on a washed-out shawl.

"And no fiddling, you know; put all the gin in."

"Yes, Bill," said the woman, hastily taking the shilling, and descending

the creaking stairs to procure her lord's refreshments; tripe stewed,

and gin and beer, being special weaknesses of his when in funds.

"Don't let her forget to bring some inguns, that's all," he muttered as

he listened to the retreating steps. He then crushed down the fire with

the heel of his heavy boot, and, putting his hand in his

waistcoat-pocket, his fingers came in contact with two or three scraps

of burnt match, which he took out, looked at thoughtfully, and then

burned. "She must have been arter the dawg," he muttered, and walking

to one of the lattice-windows, he opened it and framed himself as he

leaned out with his arms resting upon the rotten sill, a splinter of

which he picked off to chew. Then he gazed steadfastly across the court

at the opposite window, which was hung round with birdcages, whose

occupants twittered sweetly, while one, a lark, seemed to fill the court

with his joyous song.

This reminded Mr Jarker of his own birds, and, stepping back growling,

he looked to see if the little cages hung over his nets all contained

water, which they did.

"And a blessed good job for her as they do!" he muttered on finding that

his wife had performed this duty. Then walking again towards the front

he watched the opposite window, where he could see a pale, sallow face

eagerly looking at the birds, while from behind came the sharp sound as

of the lash of a whip striking the floor, followed by the shrill yelp of

a dog.

Mr Jarker stood thoughtfully watching and listening, as if in doubt

upon some particular subject; and as he watched he pulled out that ugly

clasp-knife of his that he had opened a short time before in the cellar,

and now opening and closing it again, his brow lowered--that is, a

trifle more than usual. But he seemed to grow easier in his mind, for

he shut the knife with a snap, and thrust it into his pocket; and now he

appeared to be moved by that spirit which prompts so many people who can

hardly keep themselves to have dumb animals about their homes, probably

for the reason that the dumb brutes are faithful, and friends are few--

who knows?

"I think I shall have a dawg," said Mr Jarker to himself, as a louder

yelp than usual rang across the court; when he shut the window, and went

and stood gazing into the fire once more, till he heard the returning

step of his wife, when he roused himself:

"Yes," said Mr Jarker half-aloud; "I'll have a bull-pup."

Volume One, Chapter VI.

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