IV

The weather was rough, and many people who had appeared for lunch were

not to be seen at dinner; but Miss Smith came down, quite fresh and

rosy. Her suit case could provide nothing better than a blue linen

blouse, which she had intended for breakfasts, not dinners. As she

dressed, she thought, with a sigh, that she looked very sedate and

unattractive; but Mr. Powers did not seem to think so. At least, he

looked pleased to see her.

“I hope you don’t mind,” he said, “but I’ve taken a place for you at

Herbert’s table. I’ve had Herbert for table steward before, and he’s

good.”

Miss Smith did not mind, and she, too, found Herbert a good table

steward.

“But I shan’t be able to give him any tip,” she thought. “And when I

come back, all alone--”

Resolutely she banished that thought. She remembered how her father and

mother used to talk about the folly of “borrowing trouble.” She had

often thought that a shiftless sort of maxim, but now she found it wise.

Perhaps they themselves had been wiser than she realized, for they had

lived joyously in the day that was actually present, not troubling about

days that had gone, or about future days which no one can really

foresee.

Perhaps, she thought, the people who so anxiously provide for the future

are the true romantics; for don’t they invent a future all full of

troubles, and then believe firmly in what they have invented? Perhaps

the so-called romantic people are the most practical, after all.

It was a good thing that notions like this came into her head, for they

helped her to endure the disturbing events of that evening with more

calmness than she could have felt if she had been entirely the old Miss

Smith. Even as it was, she was not a little upset. She sat in the wicker

armchair in her brightly lighted little stateroom. The ship pitched up

and down. Her coat, hanging on a hook, flapped like a great bird, and

her patent leather suit case slid over to the wall and out again. The

thoughts in her mind were quite as uneasy.

“Darcy!” she said to herself. “Darcy! Heavens!”

For Mr. Powers had casually mentioned that his first name was Darcy. He

was an Irishman--a mining engineer--and he had lived in South America

for several years.

“Oh, Heavens!” said poor Miss Smith again.

For here were all the qualifications for a true hero of romance. And the

way he had told her all this! It was on the almost deserted promenade

deck, where the storm curtains filled and flapped in the wind, and the

rain beat against them, and the scuppers rippled and gurgled like little

brooks. Sensible people stayed within, but there these two had sat, side

by side. The electric lights overhead had shone fiercely upon Mr.

Powers’s dark, eager face, and upon his hair, black as a raven’s wing.

He had told her all these things because he wanted her to know about

him, because he hoped she would understand and like him. He had almost

said so in words, and he had certainly said so with that half smiling,

half anxious glance of his.

“I don’t care!” said Miss Smith to herself, with a sob.

She might be silly, but she wasn’t so silly as that. This thing might be

an adventure. Indeed, she was willing to admit that it was one, and to

see it through gallantly; but an adventure with a “heart interest” in it

she would _not_ have!

In desperation she looked about for something to distract her mind.

There was nothing to read except the little booklet hanging on the wall

and an old copy of Lamb’s “Essays,” which she had brought along partly

because she loved it, and partly because it seemed a fitting book for a

governess. She took the booklet down. Once more she read the hours for

meals, and then:

DECK CHAIRS AND RUGS--Deck chairs and rugs can be hired for the

voyage at fixed charges. Payment should be made to the deck

steward, who will issue a ticket.

Then payment _had_ been made to the deck steward for her chair and rug,

and by Mr. Darcy Powers, and she could not reimburse him!

“I’ll have to be civil to him, at least, after that!” thought Miss

Smith.

V

Sunday was the fairest day that ever dawned. Mr. Powers was on deck

early. He saw the sun come up, and he was sorry Miss Smith was not there

to see it, too. He thought she would have enjoyed the spectacle, and he

himself would have enjoyed it more if she had been there.

At half past eight he went down into the dining saloon and looked about.

Ten minutes later he descended again. Three times during the half hour

he went into the dining saloon and looked about; and at last, at nine

o’clock, he sat down and ordered his breakfast.

“Perhaps she’s seasick,” he thought.

Powers, as a rule, like all those who are never seasick, was

unsympathetic toward those who were. He was inclined to consider

seasickness a rather humorous thing; but in this case he did not think

so. He thought of Miss Smith with unreasonable compassion. Sitting there

over his very hearty breakfast, he began to worry about her. He thought

it was a monstrous thing, an outrage, that she should be seasick. He

began to grow angry with the Pattersons for getting themselves lost.

They had no right to be so careless about themselves, and to leave Miss

Smith all alone.

“She shouldn’t have to be a governess, anyhow--a pretty little thing

like that,” he reflected.

Why Miss Smith’s small size or personal appearance should have debarred

her from that useful employment he could not have explained, or why he

found her so very touching. He had no idea how truly terrible her

situation was. He had fancied, indeed, that it might be a good thing for

her to have a little holiday from her Pattersons; but he was sorry for

her, just the same. He remembered how her curly dark hair blew about her

face in the wind, how the ruffled collar of her blouse stood up, how

busy her small hands had been in quelling this enchanting disorder.

Mr. Powers sent a steward to inquire after her, and ten minutes later

she appeared in person.

“I overslept myself!” she explained cheerfully.

He did not realize what that meant. For years and years Miss Smith had

got up at seven o’clock. She had needed no alarm clock, for her sense of

duty had never failed to arouse her; and now the sense of duty had

slumbered. She was a little shocked at herself, and just a little proud.

Coming down to breakfast at half past nine!

“You’ve finished, haven’t you?” she said.

But she knew very well that he would wait with her, and so he did.

“I think you’ll like Bermuda,” he said. “It’s a pretty place. I have an

aunt living there, you know. I hope you’ll let me bring her to call on

you.”

“Oh, I’m sorry, but, you see, I shan’t be there,” said Miss Smith. “I’m

going right back on this ship.”

“But the ship doesn’t sail again till Saturday, you know.”

“Saturday!” cried Miss Smith. “Doesn’t sail till Saturday!”

“No. At this time of the year there’s only one sailing a week.”

The breakfast had come. Herbert stood by, benevolently watching, but

Miss Smith could not eat. She swallowed a cup of coffee and rose.

“I--I think I’ll go up on deck now,” she faltered.

Mr. Powers naturally went with her. He settled her in her deck chair and

sat down beside her, and for a long time there was silence.

“Look here!” he said at last. “I’m sorry to see you so upset, Miss

Smith; but these people--these Pattersons--_can’t_ be so unreasonable

as--”

“Oh, it’s not that!” said she, in a sort of despair. “Only--”

He waited, looking at her face, which had suddenly grown so pale.

“I wish you’d tell me,” he said at length. “I know I’m a stranger to

you, but--” He paused. “My aunt’s down there, you know,” he went on.

“She might be able to--to advise you.”

Advice! What good would that do? Miss Smith was obliged to live on a

strange island from Monday until Saturday on two quarters. She shook her

head mutely. She couldn’t talk. She wished Mr. Powers would go away and

leave her alone, to think.

After a while, he did. He saw he wasn’t wanted, and he went; but then it

was worse than ever.

At half past twelve he came back.

“Won’t you come down to lunch?” he asked.

“I--I don’t feel like eating,” said Miss Smith.

Now, however, she was not so anxious for Mr. Powers to go away and let

her think, and he did not go.

“Look here!” he said firmly. “Miss Smith, are you a good judge of

character?”

“We-ell, yes,” replied Miss Smith. “Yes, I _think_ so.”

There is no one in the world who does not think the same thing. Just ask

anybody!

“Then please look at me,” said Mr. Powers.

She raised her eyes to his face, only for an instant, and then glanced

away.

“Do you think I have an honest face?” he asked. “Trustworthy?”

“Ye-es,” said Miss Smith.

“Then won’t you trust me? Tell me what’s wrong. I’m older than you, and

I’ve knocked about a lot. I’ve been up against all sorts of

difficulties, and I know pretty well how to get out of them. You’re

here, all alone. You’re very young and very--” Again he paused. “Very

much worried,” he continued; “and if you would tell me--”

Miss Smith stole another glance at his face, and it seemed to her not

only trustworthy but intelligent and friendly; so she told him. The

sedate and sensible Miss Smith confessed to a strange man that she only

had two quarters.

He was silent for a moment, staring before him.

“If I’m any good at all,” he thought, “I’ll handle this thing properly,

so that she won’t be hurt or offended or troubled in any way.”

So he said aloud, in just the right tone, calm and good humored:

“I see! Of course you were worried; but it’s all right now. I’ll take

you to my aunt, Mrs. Mount. She’ll understand.”

Fortunately Miss Smith was not a sufficiently good judge of character to

read Mr. Powers’s mind just then; for he was thinking:

“You poor, sweet little thing! You poor little darling! I’d like to buy

the whole island and give it to you! You ought to have everything. You

deserve everything, you dear little thing!”

Miss Smith didn’t believe that people ever really thought things like

that.

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