III

The fog had closed round them. The engines stopped, and the ship

wallowed helplessly in a heavy sea. The great whistle blew warningly,

threateningly, but nothing answered. The engines started up again, and

the ship moved forward slowly. The captain was maneuvering very

cautiously against this worst of all sea enemies.

The passengers, thought Mr. Powers, were as unconcerned as so many

babies in a huge perambulator. There they sat, wrapped up in their

steamer chairs, reading, or talking, or flirting, or disapproving of

flirting, trusting absolutely to that unseen captain. Mr. Powers had

traveled so much that he knew that things could happen. He was not

apprehensive or nervous, for that was not his nature; but he was alert

and interested. He lay back in his own deck chair, his soft hat pulled

well down, and under it his dark eyes stared thoughtfully before him at

the impenetrable fog. People tramped past him, but he took only a mild

interest in them until--

“Again!” he said to himself. “What on earth is that girl doing?”

By “that girl” he meant Miss Smith, who had just hurried by like a leaf

in the wind, her face pale and anxious. It was the third time she had

hurried by like that, and he felt quite sure that she was not walking

for amusement or health. Evidently she was troubled--very much troubled;

and Mr. Powers, instead of telling himself that it was none of his

business, wanted to help her.

That little figure hastening through the rainy dusk, so pale and

troubled, made a strong appeal to his imagination. He did not make light

of other people’s difficulties, and was not afraid to meddle in other

people’s affairs, either, if he thought he could be of any use. He was

not a very cautious or prudent young man, anyhow. He felt thoroughly at

home in this world, and on excellent terms with his fellow creatures,

and was not at all shy or awkward with them. He was waiting for a chance

to speak to this young woman, and it came.

Miss Smith did not appear for some time. Before she passed Mr. Powers

again, she had climbed to the upper deck, and had got thoroughly wet and

chilled. She was thoroughly disheartened, too, so that there were tears

in her eyes, and she couldn’t see very well. In consequence, she

stumbled against an empty deck chair.

“Oh! Excuse me!” she said, to nobody at all, and crossed hastily to the

rail, ostensibly to look out over it, but really to dry her eyes.

Mr. Powers stood beside her.

“You’re very wet,” he said.

“Oh! No, thank you!” replied Miss Smith politely.

“Don’t mention it,” said he, equally polite; “but you really are. If I

were you--”

“But I--I can’t find the people I’m with!” cried Miss Smith, with

something like a sob.

She was too miserable to realize that she was actually talking to a

strange man. She didn’t even glance at him. She didn’t care what he

looked like. He had an agreeable and steady sort of voice, however.

Anyhow, the moment had come when she had to tell some one.

“I’ve looked and looked--and I can’t find them!” she went on.

Now some people pretend, out of pompousness and self-importance, never

to be surprised by anything, and Mr. Patterson was one of these. If you

told him of anything amazing, he would say:

“Ah! Is that so? Well, I’m not at all surprised.”

Some people really are not surprised by anything, because they know what

an astounding world this is; and Mr. Powers was one of these. So he

said, in a quiet and friendly way:

“Perhaps I can help you. I’ll try.”

Poor little Miss Smith had no objection to his trying. She went below to

her cabin, changed into dry clothes from her suit case, and rested. She

did everything that Mr. Powers had suggested, and one thing that he had

not suggested--which was to shed a few tears, for it was a very

distressing situation.

A little after four o’clock she descended to the dining saloon for a cup

of tea, and to see Mr. Powers, who was to meet her there and give her

his news of the lost Pattersons. She had felt sure that Mr. Powers would

be there waiting for her, and he was; yet Miss Smith gave a start at the

sight of him.

This benevolent stranger who had so kindly offered to help her was not

the bespectacled, middle-aged stranger he ought to have been, but a

remarkably good-looking young man. Though he was neatly and quietly

dressed, and in no way conspicuous, either in appearance or manner, yet

there was something in the nonchalant grace of his tall body, in the

expression of his dark, keen face, that was unmistakably--romantic. She

felt it, she knew it. As she came toward him, her own expression

changed, and she became every inch a governess.

It seemed to be part of Mr. Powers’s mental equipment, however, to judge

pretty shrewdly what other people were feeling. He spoke to Miss Smith

in quite an impersonal tone.

“I’m afraid,” he said, “that the people you’re with aren’t with _you_.

It appears that neither they nor their luggage ever came aboard.”

“Oh!” cried Miss Smith. “But they must have come! They had their

tickets, and I left them on the pier, with all their trunks and bags.

Oh, can I possibly have got on the wrong ship?”

“No,” said he. “Your name’s on the passenger list, and so are their

names; but they’re not aboard.”

“But where are they? They couldn’t have--have fallen overboard?”

“Well,” said Mr. Powers thoughtfully, “three of them together would make

quite a splash. I imagine some one would have noticed it.”

“I’ve read about people falling down into holds,” said Miss Smith. “Do

you think--”

“I shouldn’t count on that,” said Mr. Powers. “No--it seems pretty clear

to me that they changed their minds at the last moment, for some reason,

and remained ashore.”

Mr. Patterson change his mind at the last moment? That was the most

impossible solution of all.

“It can’t be that,” said Miss Smith, shaking her head. “No! Something

has happened!”

Mr. Powers looked down at her in silence for a moment.

“Is it--serious?” he asked. “I mean, does it make very much difference

to you, your friends not being here?”

“Difference!” cried Miss Smith. “Why, it--” She stopped short. “You

see,” she went on, in an altered tone, “I’m their governess.”

She looked steadily at the stranger as she said this, because she knew

that to some persons a governess would be quite a different creature

from an independent traveler. If it made a difference to this young man,

she thought she would like to know it. As far as she could judge, it did

not. He returned her glance in the same friendly, quiet fashion.

“I see!” he said.

Miss Smith was quite sure, however, that he did not see, or even

imagine. If he had, he wouldn’t have suggested her sending a radio

message to the Pattersons’ house.

“I--no, thanks,” said Miss Smith. “It really wouldn’t do any good. I’m

here, and I’ve got to go on. I’ll come back on the same ship.”

For she had her return ticket and nothing else--absolutely nothing else

except two quarters, which she found in her coat pocket. When she made

her mad dash for the forgotten ticket, she had had a bill clutched in

her hand, and the two coins were the change that the driver had given

her. She knew that she had had her purse with her on the pier, just

before that, but what had become of it she could not tell. Had she

dropped it on the pier? Had she intrusted it to the Pattersons? Had she

left it in the taxi, or in the house? Anyhow, it was gone. The

Pattersons were gone. Her trunk was gone. Here she was, sailing over the

Atlantic, with two quarters and a suit case.

She wasn’t going to allow this strange young man to pay for a radio

message for her. Besides, what could she say? “Where are you?” “What

shall I do?” Impossible! Something had happened--something mysterious,

inexplicable. All that she could do now was to go on to Bermuda, come

back as fast as possible, and present herself before the Pattersons.

Then she would be informed; and she felt pretty sure that she had lost

not only her purse but her nice, safe position as well.

The Pattersons had been disgusted with her for forgetting her ticket,

and, in their anger, they had set her adrift. Perhaps she would never

find them again. She would never get another position, if she couldn’t

get a reference from the Pattersons. Her trunk was lost, with almost all

her clothes. Things were as bad as they could be.

As she considered this appalling situation, a strange thing happened to

Miss Smith. Instead of feeling utterly crushed, a curious sort of

elation came over her. She suddenly felt very happy, very light, as if

her worldly possessions and prospects had been so many heavy burdens,

which had now fallen from her shoulders and left her free.

“We might as well have our tea,” she remarked cheerfully.

There were little fancy cakes on the table, and she liked little fancy

cakes. The tea was good, too. It was the most refreshing, invigorating

tea she had ever tasted. She had two cups of it. Then she went up on the

promenade deck with Mr. Powers, and they walked. It was dark now, and

chilly and windy, but she liked that strong, salt wind.

“Where’s your deck chair?” asked Mr. Powers.

“Oh, I don’t know!” said she. “I never asked.”

“I’ll find it for you,” said he, and settled her comfortably in his,

with his rug wrapped about her, while he went off.

She watched him going. Then she watched every one else who passed by;

and it could not be denied that of all the men whom Miss Smith saw not

one was so handsome, so distinguished, so interesting as Mr. Powers.

She leaned back and closed her eyes. The wind had blown away the fog,

the ship was forging steadily ahead through the rainy night, and she was

on it! Penniless and alone, she was sailing the sea to a coral isle!

She, the brisk, sensible Miss Smith who, twenty-four hours ago, had been

a governess on the West Side of New York!

“I don’t care!” she said to herself, with a sort of triumph. “I’m young

and healthy. I can--”

She didn’t complete the thought, but at that moment she actually felt

that she could do pretty nearly anything, and could face the wide world

undaunted. It was a very nice sort of feeling.

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