places. I came round to the opinion of Debenham and Gran, that it
would be wiser to portage all our gear up the 1000 feet cliffs of the
Flat Iron, and so gain the quiet area behind the latter. We returned
to Cape Geology, and packed a fortnight’s provisions and gear for our
journey up the Mackay Glacier.
I caught many of the insects I had discovered on arriving at Cape
Geology. Indeed, later Debenham found them under most of the stones,
clustering among the whitish roots or hyphæ of the moss. They would be
frozen stiff in a thin film of ice until one turned the stone into the
sun. Then the ice would melt, and they would move sluggishly about
until the sun left them, when their damp habitation froze again! I
cannot imagine a finer example of hibernation, for it looked as if
they pursued an active life only when a beneficent explorer let in a
little sunlight on them! Debenham detected a little red species which
was much more nimble than the millimetre-long blue ones, and I had
much trouble in catching six of them; but the others were more easily
managed. I smeared a piece of paper with seccotine, and then, taking a
small brush from the medical outfit, I brushed them by hundreds on to
the paper. “Seccotine sticks everything,” and the _aptera_ were no
exception. In a few moments they were securely embalmed like the flies
in amber, and so we safely carried a thousand of these unknown insects
back to civilization.
At noon on the 27th we arrived at the foot of the Flat Iron again, and
started our big task. Like most premeditated ills, it was not so
difficult as anticipated. First we had some tea on a little gravelly
ledge about a hundred feet up, and then packed the gear for transport
up the mile of angular granite blocks which lay between us and the top
of the Flat Iron. Forde and Gran carried the sledge on their
shoulders, and, as may be imagined, had a most uncomfortable journey
with this “old man of the ice” to handicap their scramble. Debenham
and I carried food and gear, and in about a dozen journeys everything
was perched high up on the Flat Iron’s summit. Open water was visible
from five hundred feet, so that it was still about twenty-five miles
away. Pennell had not much chance of reaching the rendezvous unless
the ice went out at a mile a day.
We left our snug gravel island next day, and knotted ourselves well to
the sledge. We were now to journey for some days over the Mackay
Glacier, and though we naturally chose the smoothest and least
disturbed ice for our route, yet we had to pass near areas full of
huge crevasses. I had less anxiety than ever to fall into one, for I
could not use my right hand at all yet. However, the other three were
almost too prompt to pull me out, as I realized a week or two later.
We zigzagged down on the snow plateau. This is about ten miles wide,
and seven miles from east to west. It is bounded by the New Glacier
crevasses on the south, and by rock islands which we called Redcliff
and Mount Suess on the west, by the chaos of the Mackay Skauk on the
north, and by the Flat Iron and Cuff Cape Glaciers to the east, where
there is a 1000 feet drop into Granite Harbour.
“The surface was covered with deep snow; we don’t know what is
beneath. There are many indications of east-west depressions in the
snow into which we fell occasionally, but I am not sure if they were
crevasses. The surface often fell in with a widespread sigh, which was
eerie but harmless.
“To the south is a wonderful series of peaks about five thousand feet
high, forming a wall of giant cwms. Probably they form the divide from
the next great valley (of the Debenham Glacier). Quite a number of
these peaks show a recurved spine on the summit, which is probably due
to the weathering of dolerite crags. To the north-west is a mountain
approaching seven thousand feet, which is capped by dolerite lava.”
(We called it Black-cap at first, but it is now officially known as
Mount Tryggve Gran, after our ever-cheerful comrade.) “In the face of
this mountain are faulted white bands which are probably Beacon
Sandstone.”
That evening we camped on Redcliff _Nunakol_. This latter term I
invented with Gran’s assistance to describe a rock island resembling a
_nunatak_, but rounded by previous glacial erosion. The nunatak has
properly never been below the ice; hence its name, from the Icelandic
_nuna_, lonely, and _tak_, a jagged peak. Nunakol is from _nuna_,
lonely, and _kol_, a rounded ridge.
[Illustration:
Mount Suess Nunatak, looking west from Redcliff, December 29, 1912.
]
We placed the tent on a patch of gravel near to a little waterfall. I
followed up this stream, and found that it rose in some swampy ground
where a little moss was growing. Next morning we all explored the
Nunakol, which was 1080 feet above the glacier. The top was more or
less flat, and as usual consisted of granite covered with much debris.
I managed to do some sketching, and was especially interested in the
numerous pot-holes cut out in granite by the wind. They were about a
foot in diameter and eight inches deep, and each contained some
pebbles by which they had been scoured out.
To assist our survey we named many of the peaks and glaciers around
us. The sharp peak to the north (which I usually made the datum for
the theodolite angles) we called the “Referring Facet.” A large
tributary glacier to the east of this was named the Cleveland Glacier
by Debenham. He explained that it was after a large family, and so
required a correspondingly large natural feature! Red Ridge was to the
south, and formed of red granite. Killer Ridge had the shape of an
_orca_, Sperm Bluff was a black headland like the blunt head of the
sperm whale. Pegtop and Dome nunataks are self-explanatory. We were
quite close to Mount Suess, and obtained a fine view of this nunatak.
Its three dolerite peaks, the armchair hollow, and the bulwark on the
north-east, supported by huge granite cliffs, made it a very striking
object.
On the 30th the day was overcast, and it snowed most of the time. We
could not leave the tent, and lay snug in our bags and mended gear. I
did some useful darning, using seaming twine to repair my socks. They
were lasting splendidly. “I mended them with my left hand; so far I am
still wearing the same socks for eight weeks. If I could darn easily,
I’d keep to them for our whole fourteen weeks....” Such was the
practical value of my patent canvas heel-tips!
Debenham and I made a set of chess pieces from cardboard, and we
played on his survey plane-table. It took a week or two to get used to
the men, but we had many games later while we were marooned on Cape
Roberts.
On the last day of the year we pulled westward to Gondola Ridge. “All
was snow-covered, and we sank four inches into it, but the sledge
pulled pretty well. There was no sun, but I got in a cold sweat with
the work. Now and again our feet would sink a foot or two. There must
be plenty of crevasses round this corner of the nunakol, but we
trusted the fates and plugged on. The snow was so deep that we did not
break through the bridges anywhere. The sun came out to cheer us, and
soon we heard the old creaking due to ‘bottle-glass’ ice and
‘glass-house’ ice....” I knew this meant an ancient undisturbed
glacier from our experience up the Koettlitz Glacier, and felt that we
were safely past the crevasses.
About noon we had approached close to Gondola Ridge, which extends
northward from Mount Suess. Here we came to a sudden ice cliff, but
the slope was not too steep for us to toboggan down it on to a lake
surface fringing the moraines. I expect thaw waters had cut out the
cliff. Here were fine debris cones just like those of Cape Evans, but
larger, and formed not only of dolerite, but of granite and Beacon
Sandstone.
[Illustration: Sketch Map of Mt. Suess Nunatak and Gondola Nunakol
5·1·12]
“We pushed on for a whitish silt-bank, and then left the sledge near
it among the black and white rocks composing the moraine. The
silt-bank was a huge heap like a railway embankment. It was twenty
feet high, and composed of Beacon Sandstone debris. A little lake lay
at the foot, and its flat top made a splendid camp site. ‘Here, on
soil formed of real sand, like that near Sydney, we pitched our
tent:’—probably the first time such a thing had been done in Victoria
Land. We found a bounteous water supply by cutting through the ice of
the little lake, for alongside a big black boulder the radiation of
the sun’s heat had melted the ice. This was a great saving, for none
of our precious oil was now wasted in melting the ice.”
There was an extraordinary mixture of dolerite and sandstone all over
the Gondola Ridge. The sandstone was characterized by blebs, which in
Germany would be called “Knoten.” We called it briefly “smallpoxy,”
and it did not look hopeful for fossils. However, there was some shale
near the tent, which looked more hopeful. We did not find much beyond
worm-casts and ripple-marks at first.
The discovery of fossils was of especial importance to Australia,
because the central Antarctic area had served as a distributing base
for Australian animals and plants. The marsupials are represented by a
few forms in South America and New Guinea, and there seems little
doubt that land extended more or less continuously between these
limits. Earlier still South Africa was joined to this Antarctic world,
for land-worms allied to those in the other southern continents are
now known from Cape Colony.
When Gran and I returned from our first survey of the ridge we found
that Debenham had already been successful in the shales. He had found
some vesicular horny plates. I turned to, and soon obtained two large
pieces like the red tiles capping a roof-ridge. They were nearly two
inches long, and had a well-marked keel. There were also smaller
complete plates. On our return to Europe these were identified as the
armour-plate of primitive fish, and probably of Devonian age. So that
our find on Gondola Ridge added a new epoch to Antarctic fossils, for
Cambrian limestones were known, and Permian coal-measures were
indicated by Shackleton’s specimens. These fish plates identified
another set of sediments midway between them.
The moraines near our camp, though by no means so abundant as on a
smaller European glacier, were the most important which I saw actually
on a glacier in the Antarctic. To the north-east two medial moraines
stretched out from the ridge and enclosed an area which we called the
Harbour (see p. 391). In a warm summer this is probably a lake. One
striking “piebald” debris cone was half white and half black. It was
twenty-five feet high, and the eastern portion had resulted from the
weathering of a huge “erratic” of sandstone, while a similar mass of
dolerite had broken up to form the western half of the heap.
Even so far up and away from the sea we found some lichens. These
diminutive plants were busily etching the surface of the granite just
as in more clement climes. Beautiful rounded and polished platforms
were quite abundant on the ridge. Occasionally a hard band of porphyry
would project and show almost a glaze where the coarser granite had
been weathered and dulled.
[Illustration: Erratic perched on six small stones, Gondola Ridge]
We could now see uninterruptedly to the great ice plateau. Only one
nunatak lay between us and the outlet ice-falls near Mount Gran. We
saw many examples of perched blocks, some being deposited on top of
polished faces of granite. One huge block, which I sketched, had been
lowered gently by the ice on to four “legs,” at one corner composed of
two small stones. Between Mount Suess and Gondola Ridge was a definite
“col” or low pass containing small tarns and covered with debris. We
returned to the camp by this route, and had no difficulty in
clambering down its eastern outlet.
The 2nd of January was a cold gloomy morning. The clouds settled down
and swathed everything in a clammy mantle. I dared not move far from
the tent, and so we broke up shales and collected more of what Evans
called “sarpent critters.” I found a few brilliant blue plates with a
lustre like that on the elytræ of beetles! I walked over the north end
of the ridge where the solid granite was broken into large “bricks”
separated by several inches. These blocks seemed to have moved to the
east, and this movement may be due to glacier “plucking”; but I think
it is merely the result of frost cleavage followed later by rock
“creep.” At any rate it was very common on the “floors” left by the
recession of the ice-sheet.
Debenham in his prowl for specimens had discovered a coal-mine! In
this case it was not a large one, and consisted of a fine lump of
brown coal about four inches across.
On the 3rd Gran and I determined to circumnavigate Mount Suess. This
most striking mountain lay about one mile south of us. It towered 3000
feet above Gondola ridge and was a most impressive sight. The upper
layer consisted of black dolerite, largely showing columnar structure.
The main mass was formed of reddish granite. It stood out foursquare
like some gigantic castle keep (see Fig., p. 383). The centre was
hollowed out and three cusps or peaks rose at the north, west, and
south angles respectively. In fact, it resembled more than anything an
ancient molar tooth, though this parallel libels its rugged grandeur.
As we marched round its east face we came on more and more dolerite in
the moraine. This had evidently been swept round the south of the
mount, and as this moraine contained the sandstone fossils it was very
important to see where the moraine originated. Between the mount and
the glacier to the south was a low col of granite from which talus
debris reached upwards almost to the dolerite cap. The mount itself
looked yellow, but I found this was due to a yellow tint in the
granite.
The sky was clouding, and we had still a long way to go. So we hurried
round to the west side of the mount, and here I saw what I had
expected, that between the granite base and the dolerite capping there
was a long “lenticle” of yellow sediments. It was, however, quite
inaccessible from below, and after making a sketch we marched on the
north. On this side there was very little talus. We clambered along
over granite terraces some 300 feet above the glacier. We crossed the
top of the north col without difficulty and proceeded over Gondola
Ridge to the tent. Later, Debenham and Forde appeared. They had found
an easy route to the central hollow of the mount, which we called “The
Deck,” but had not had time to ascend one of the peaks.
On the 4th the morning was clear, and I felt that we could not do
better than get the theodolite on the top of Mount Suess, and so
connect up many of the distant peaks with our survey.
[Illustration: Sketch-diagram of the SW Face of Mt Suess showing the
fossil-bearing Beacon Sandstones 3–1–12]
Debenham decided to stay below and continue his plane-table survey.
Gran took his camera, and Forde and I carried the theodolite, etc. We
climbed up the gap at the north corner, and then scrambled along a
slope full of snow-covered boulders which lay between the main peaks
and the 1800 feet Rampart. This latter feature seemed as if pierced
for guns also! Possibly the gap and the “ports” were due to the
weathering away of volcanic dykes in the granite. They did not look as
if ice had cut them out. Where the gap emerged on the “Deck” were two
little tarns at about 1200 feet above the tent.
Gran proceeded to climb the central-west cusp of the mount, thinking
it the highest. Forde and I attacked the south-west peak. The slope
was very steep and covered at first with grey granite, black dolerite,
and yellow sandstone blocks. At 2000 feet only the dolerite blocks
were seen, so that I feel sure that the sandstone crops out _inside_
the hollow of the mount (between the granite and dolerite) as well as
on its western face.
At 1.40 I reached the top and found that it was 3000 feet above the
tent. I set up the theodolite and obtained a fine series of angles.
Sighting on Gran’s peak, which he had just surmounted, I found it was
two degrees lower, which I estimated at about a hundred feet, whereat
he was somewhat crestfallen. However, he walked across after obtaining
a splendid set of photos of the landscape spread out before us. The
actual summit was fairly flat for a few yards, with a thousand feet
precipice on the south and west. Far out to sea we could see miles of
open water, especially to the south, with floes drifting in it, but it
did not seem much nearer than a month ago.
To the south a deep fiord-like valley seemed to pierce right through
the Gonville Range. It was of course filled with ice, and was, I
think, what the Americans call a transection glacier. Probably it
connected the Mackay Glacier with the Debenham Glacier. The cliffs at
its west portal were cut into giant “forts,” and bands of beacon
sandstone showed clearly enough above the granite.
To the south lay the Sperm nunakol. It was only a mile away, and we
seemed to be right over it. It showed a flat surface covered with
debris much like the Flat Iron. The Peg Top nunakol seemed to have
lost its knob-like appearance. It was somewhat =Ꭲ=-shaped, the front
bar rising like a crocodile’s head from the covering of ice. To the
south of this rock island there seemed an easy route up to the
Plateau—good enough for ponies, if the first step up to the “Flat
Iron” could be negotiated.
A very high mountain, possibly 10,000 feet, showed to the west. We
could not estimate its distance properly, for all our survey angles to
it were so acute.
After spending two and a half hours on the summit we hurried back to
the camp, and found that Debenham had passed a useful if uneventful
day.
[Illustration:
Gondola Ridge from the top of Mount Suess, looking north-east, January
4, 1912, showing the “deck,” ramparts, and medial moraines.
]
On the 6th of January we took down the tent and transported our gear
across the rugged moraines to the sledge. While I was packing the fish
scales in cotton-wool, the other three had found more coal near the
sledge, and they soon collected five specimen bags full. It was
undoubtedly derived from Beacon Sandstone beds close to our camp, and
possibly from the outcrop we had seen on Mount Suess.
We marched straight back to the Flat Iron, camping for lunch about
halfway. It was interesting to note the way the snow lay in various
regions. Small cwm valleys at low levels were filled with snow and
ice, while large plains at higher elevations to the west were seen to
be almost bare. Perhaps the snowfall varies with height, while the
ablation (evaporation) may depend largely on the wind direction.
Next day we devoted to a survey of the Flat Iron. I went to the
northern face to see if we could drag or lower the sledge down the
glacier without unloading it. I had a light camera and was able to
take a few interesting photographs. The first looking over Cuff Cape
to the north illustrated the following physiographic features: the ice
face, crevasses, skauk, young calf-bergs, moraines, retreating
glacier, granite pavements, shear cracks in bay ice, the ice tongue,
facets on the cliffs, cwms, overflows, hog-bag ridges, the junction of
the granite and dolerite, and the Kar Plateau—all on one quarter-plate
negative!
To the south was the small tarn I have mentioned earlier. The furrowed
face of Mount England was reflected in its still water, and a solitary
skua gull was preening his feathers on a boulder in the lake. I
managed to get a successful photo here also.
Meanwhile a sea fog was rolling in from the east. Gradually it blotted
out all the features below us. I had just time to hurry back to the
tent before everything around us vanished. Debenham turned up a minute
or two later, but I was getting anxious when Forde and Gran returned.
It is impossible to find one’s way in these fogs, and exposure to
Antarctic weather is a thing to be dreaded even in summer.
Next morning we started transporting our gear down to the bay ice. We
followed our former route, which certainly seemed to have been the
best. We had now to carry down many specimens, for the Flat Iron was a
wonderful collecting ground. The main mass is grey granite, but it
includes many varieties of schist and bands of altered limestone;
gabbros, amphibolites, quartz porphyries, marble, mica-schists,
felsites and rhyolites were mostly _in situ_, while erratics of basalt
and sandstone were common.
[Illustration:
GRAN’S MIDSUMMER BATH, DEC. 21, 1911.
A small tarn of the Devil’s Ridge overlooking the Punchbowl (300 feet
below). Across the latter appears the Dewdrop Glacier. The tarn is
held back by a snowdrift glacieret.
[_See p. 378._
]
[Illustration:
_Photo by Gran._]
THE COULOIRS OF MOUNT ENGLAND (WHICH DEVELOP INTO CWMS LATER).
The Flat Iron hides the base of the mountains. In the foreground the
ice-foot of Cuff Cape.
]
The rough shaking to which our gear was subjected resulted in our
losing the top of the theodolite tripod, the pump-knob on the Primus,
and the sight-ruler! Debenham found the latter, but we had to use
makeshifts for the other lost articles.
At 7 p.m. we were back at Cape Geology. Each time we returned we found
the pressure ridges and tide crack off the cape had altered in shape
and made our approach more difficult. The skua gulls had found our
blubber store and were gobbling it up as rapidly as they were able.
Our hut floor was inches thick in ice, but we gave up trying to make
the hut comfortable, and the cook shivered out there at the stove, and
then brought the food down to the tent, where we ate it in comfort.
At this time we were devoutedly hoping for wind, so that some of the
sea-ice should blow away and permit the ship to reach us. Captain
Pennell was due any day now, but the bay ice looked as solid as when
we had entered in November.
[Illustration: Sea-kale at 77°s. 8–1–12]
We inspected the “vegetable garden” and found that twelve dicotyledons
had sprouted! I imagine these are the first grown in the open air
within the Antarctic circle! They seemed thirsty, so I gave them some
water. But, alas! the weather rapidly grew colder. Every day a few
were blighted, and, finally, I carefully gathered the remnants and
placed them in my pocket-book as a record of Gran’s well-meant
experiment.
I was much disappointed with the moss. It lay in peaty clods between
the boulders, usually in lumps about the size of a large bath bun, and
had formed a considerable amount of humus. But it remained almost
black and dead all this summer. Usually January 15th is the warmest
day, but this season December was much warmer than January, and I
think the backward condition of the moss showed that it was an
exceptionally severe summer.
I was now cook again, and will copy some of my cooking notes. “At 4.30
I dug up the seal meat cache, and found a whole liver buried deep
under a layer of ice. It all seemed fresh, and Forde helped me to cut
it up on a board outside the hut. Then I got the stove lighted by
blubbery paper pretty easily, and the cooker full of water. I heated
this for cocoa till it began to sing, and then put on the frying-tray.
This latter was the base of our cooker, but served excellently as a
pan; except that it was so large that one part of the meat would
freeze while the rest was frying! I put in some fat, and tipped in
four mugs of cut up seal and liver. It took about three-quarters of an
hour to cook, being stirred continuously. I fear me I used my dagger
as poker, cutter of blubber, as scraper of soot, stirrer and taster,
all indiscriminately! However, with onion powder and salt it doesn’t
taste badly, though it makes my teeth ache chewing it. The cooker of
warmed water boiled in no time, though it had been cooling for
three-quarters of an hour, and we had hot cocoa to time. I had only
one biscuit, so that it was a cheap indigenous meal.”
The weather had been rather disagreeable during the last month, about
four days fine alternating with five days overcast. This is not usual
in midsummer, but we chiefly required strong winds to blow away the
sea-ice, so that Pennell could reach us. With a sailor’s superstition
Gran hung up his most dilapidated headgear “for a favouring wind.” He
said it always took effect in twenty-four hours. However, as was often
the case with our sanguine prophet, nothing came of his forecast, and
his stock was flat again.
On the 11th Debenham swore that he saw the _Terra Nova_. Gran
confirmed this, and said the sails were set. I got hold of the
binoculars, and alas! I saw _three Terra Novas_. They were miraged
bergs, I fear. I thought it would be a good plan to have a signal on
top of Discovery Bluff, and so Gran and I carried paper, blubber, and
dried moss, to the summit, and left them there in readiness for a
flare, if the ship approached. I carried up the theodolite, but did
not take many angles, for it began to snow. When I returned, I found
that Forde had kindly done my cooking—or rather greatly improved on
it. He made some excellent chupatties from “thickers” and raisins, of
which we had a small surplus.
That evening we had a great argument about the possibility of a German
invasion, Gran _versus_ Debenham, in which Forde and I took sides to
keep things lively. “We agreed that Germany could not conquer a
colony, even if it _were_ handed over to them; that the Kaiser’s
aspirations ought to be humbled, and that the British officers were
not so highly educated as the German.” Gran had many tales of the vast
amount of linguistic and mathematical knowledge which they amassed.
_Friday the 12th._—No sign of the ship! This is the day I backed for
our meeting. However, my cookery is over for a time.
Gran and I walked over to the Tongue to measure the movement of the
ice. On the 26th of December I had sighted on to the stake with the
theodolite, and obtained a movement of thirty feet in twelve days.
“She is fairly galloping to sea.” On this occasion we both wore spiked
boots, and so had little difficulty on the glacier, though the recent
snow had hidden all but the largest crevasses. On arrival at the
stake—which had not suffered from the blizzards—Gran lay on the snow
with the field glasses, and observed Debenham, who was posted with the
theodolite at the camp station. Meanwhile I moved east or west, and
Debenham signalled to Gran until I stood on the transit with the crack
in the Kar Cliffs. Now I made a direct measurement from this line to
the stake, and found a movement to the east of eighty-two feet.
Therefore the glacier has a velocity of almost a yard a day. The
sketch (Fig., p. 374) shows exactly how this determination—which I
believe to be the most accurate in Victoria Land—was made.
Gran suggested trying another route back, so we moved into one of the
huge gullies (which nearly dissect the Tongue every half-mile) and we
found it remarkably easy. There were three little lakelets between
thirty feet walls, showing there was no drainage into crevasses here,
and we reached the bay ice with great ease.
I discussed pushing off for Cape Roberts instead of waiting close to
the Bluff. There was no possibility of the ship coming in to us, and
we could meet them as easily from the entrance. On the other hand,
there seemed no way out of the _cul-de-sac_ at Cape Geology if the
ship did not arrive, and the sea-ice broke away. So, after talking it
over, I decided to leave our headquarters on the 14th.
On the 13th Debenham and Gran went to the Bluff, and Gran climbed to
the top to scan the ice in Ross Sea. Debenham visited the flag, and
made a chart of the great shear cracks in the bay ice, due to the
Mackay Ice Tongue.
Forde and I packed everything which we should need for sledging at
Evans Coves on the good sledge. We packed the specimens, and some
articles not now necessary on the “roof-tree” sledge. This
necessitated dismantling Granite Hut, and very woe-begone it looked,
with the sealskins flapping dismally on its walls. They had turned
into fine _black_ fur now, but were not beautiful enough to warrant
transport on our heavily laden sledge. The skuas enjoyed our removal.
They pounced eagerly on our specimen bags, and flew off some distance
with several, in the hopes of finding a dainty morsel.
I was much amazed at the unusual sight of two skua gulls amicably
tearing a piece of blubber up between them, and bolting half each. I
never saw another instance of so much sociability.
“On Sunday, January 14, I woke the others at 6 a.m., having had to
keep awake an hour or so to do it. We had food quickly, packed up, and
were ready to start about twenty to eight. I should think our sledge
had 900 lbs. on it, which is about a record down here. We got over our
‘Pressure Pier’ to the bay ice without much difficulty, though it is
very narrow now. Later parties will have to find a new route.
“We found the sledge pretty hard to pull, and it took us over an hour
to do the first mile. When you are going slowly it is always twice as
hard, and lasts twice as long! This looked bad with nine miles to do.
We got over the first tide crack, near the signal flag, by means of an
island. Then we halted for a rest, and marched along the front of the
Bluff towards the Piedmont Ice Tongue. The east was very gloomy now,
and it started to snow. When you are pulling half a ton, and know that
the ice you are on was breaking up in January, 1903, this is not
cheerful. However, I turned in nearer the land, so as to reach
Avalanche Bay, where it was possible to ascend the cliffs. The snow
got no worse, and the surface improved slightly. We could see two
seals far ahead on the next big crack, and we found thirty feet of
wet, mushy snow at the first spot.”
A little searching showed us a possible track. Debenham and I, tied
together, crossed first, and then the others, and then we judged the
sledge might do it. I expect it would have sunk like a stone if the
ice had given way; but we had to get over here, or nowhere.
The snow came down thickly now, and we plugged ahead by compass for
the small Piedmont Tongue, where we had been held up two days on our
arrival. Suddenly we seemed to run into a snow slope, and by a mighty
expenditure of energy we got the sledge up on to the tongue, and were
safely on fixed ice for the time.
We soon got the tent pitched, for there was not much wind, and had
some tea. I will quote my diary.
“We were all in a cold sweat, for the work is very hard, and yet you
don’t keep warm. However, we got into our bags, and were soon warm, if
damp. The blizzard was but temporary, and about 4 p.m. it blew over to
the west. I crossed the Tongue to see the descent on the other side.
It was about five feet down a steep snow slope. Beyond was a narrow
shear crack with two seals; but the big crack at the end of the tongue
went further east. We pulled over the glacier and down the slope past
the seals without difficulty. Then on a little further, and saw a
crack to our right.
“It seemed only about a foot wide, and I was testing this weak spot
with the ski-stick, when the foot of soft snow on which I was standing
collapsed, and I went into the water. Luckily I grabbed Deb’s hand,
and Forde and Gran got my harness. I was jerked out like a cork from a
bottle, and was never so near flying. None saw the others pull, and
they thought I felt very light. We plugged on to the east, and came to
the main wavy crack, an ugly thing, thirty feet across, of mushy
water. Luckily this also narrowed at the bend, and after some
searching we pulled over him also.”
I was getting thoroughly tired here. However, we could see our
destination at last, and so pushed on. A keen wind came up from the
south-west, and swept over the one hundred feet glacier wall to the
south, driving snow across our course. We crossed a little crack which
Debenham thought was new since the snowfall. To our left were many
birds, about a mile away, and black patches of ominous appearance were
showing. Debenham climbed on the sledge, and was sure it was open
water, and I agreed; but we couldn’t do anything, and pushed on. “I
got some relief for my tired legs by marching a longer stride, and we
plugged on, hoping it would hold firm another hour. However, at long
length we began to see details in the never-ending glacier wall on our
left—icicles, crevasses, and snowdrifts,—and at last could make out a
feasible slope up on to the Cape, and felt safe. I had cramp from the
pulling, and couldn’t move for a time.” Then it was a distinct
anticlimax, when we got to the top of the Cape, to see that we had
been misled by some queer shadows, that there was firm ice for at
least seven miles, and no sign of water anywhere! However, our
experience at New Harbour made both Debenham and myself realize the
risk we were running if the break up of the ice, now long overdue, had
eventuated.
“Monday, the 15th January, 1912; the day on which we were to be
relieved. ’Nary a relief, nor any sign of it, and skuas squawking
round us!
“We surveyed our cape expecting to find pools of water in plenty, but
there is none anywhere. Everything is covered with snow except the big
boulders and two or three patches of gravel, of which we have annexed
the largest. When we arrived each gravel patch was inhabited by a pair
of skua gulls, which we may call White, Black, and Gray respectively.”
We dispossessed the Blacks, and I put young “Blackie” in a new
nest—just as well made as his own—a little distance away. Meanwhile
Debenham set up the blubber stove on a rock ledge near by, to get to
which he crossed the Grays’ nest rather frequently.
The chronicle of these three families have been done into rhyme by the
“Sledge Poet,” and will be found to be pathetic in the extreme.
A TRUE ANTARCTIC TRAGEDY
On the Cape by Granite Harbour, where the Glacier shrinks away,
Happy dwelt three pairs of Skuas, fighting gaily night and day.
Skua-_White_ possessed but one egg. Young Skua-_Black_ to walk begins;
Skua-_Gray_ was just expecting the arrival of some Twins!
To that Cape by Granite Harbour stagger in at bright midnight,
Blizzard-blown and Ice-tormented, Four exhausted men of might.
Boulders carpeted their refuge, each within a snowfield set,
Only three inviting tent-sites crowned the Cape ... and they were LET.
Operates the law primeval, “Shove the weaker to the floe.”
Fix the tent there in the middle, Skua Black has got to go.
With a shriek of rage and anguish fled the parents of S. B.
Little cared the callous leader; “Hurry up, and boil the tea.”
By the nest of Skuas grayish, quick was placed the Blubber Stove,
And the incense thence proceeding made the skuas murmur “Jove!”
They _had_ to seek another refuge. Bitter feelings filled their cup.
It tore their hearts to leave their offspring, so they sighed—and ate
them up.
Very loudly yelled young Blackie, crawling round the tent all night,
So that kind and humane leader took him off to Skua White.
“Lo! a miracle hath happened,” said returning Skua White;
“Here’s our nest just _full_ of chicken, full of howling appetite.”
Said Skua White, “It would be best, for fear this should become a
habit,
To feed _ourselves_ upon our _egg_.” (Besides, you may be sure _he’d_
grab it.)
So little Blackie reigned supreme
Until one day when he was fed
(By that kind and humane leader
Foster-father, foster-feeder)
On rich and tasty lumps of blubber,
His little tummy stretched like rubber,
Stretched too much——
and now _HE’s_ dead!
The skuas are the most quarrelsome birds I know. They would fight for
hours over the carcase of a freshly-killed seal until they realized
there was enough food for ten times as many skuas—and by this time the
flesh would be frozen so hard they could make no impression on it. The
penguins have their own peculiar propensities, while the seals used to
amaze us by their callousness. The day after we reached Cape Roberts
we killed a large seal and cut it up, while another twenty yards away
watched us quite casually, and did not budge for hours.
There was nothing much to do on the Cape. It was triangular in shape,
rising about fifty feet above the sea-ice. The broad base of the
triangle was covered with snow, which gradually merged into the
Piedmont Glacier. There was no ice wall here, so that the glacier was
presumably stagnant at this corner. The great granite tors of the Cape
were all flattened, showing that they had been planed off by a former
extension of the ice-sheet. Debenham spent some time making a detailed
plane-table survey. I fixed several theodolite stations, but as the
days went by our life settled into a monotonous round.
I cut the meals down to two a day. We had plenty of seal meat and
biscuit, but all the other stores were approaching their last week.
We used to have a meal about 7 p.m. every other day, a half ration of
pemmican; for although seal meat is not so black as it’s painted (and
it’s very black indeed), yet we had eaten little else for a month, and
were all heartily sick of it. Then we turned in, and used to yarn or
read till about 3 a.m., when we managed to get to sleep. We turned out
at noon, and had a biscuit and seal lunch. During the afternoon we
used to walk over the cape and inspect the cracks in the sea-ice. One
man was kept fairly busy cutting up seal meat, and the cook coaxed the
stove to cook the fry.
Debenham was our only smoker, and certainly found tobacco a great
solace. I had brought socks instead of tobacco, and had looked forward
to jeering at him when his tobacco and socks gave out. Unfortunately
our socks lasted much better this trip, as our boots were stronger,
and I never used my spare socks!
Gran started a drama—a great nature play full of storms and wrecks,
with a strong substratum of melodrama. It was called “Tangholman
Lighthouse,” and we used to urge him to fill it full of incident, and
cut out the “nature” part of it. I read “Martin Chuzzlewit” for the
ninth time and found it, as always, very interesting; while Forde
tackled “Incomparable Bellairs”—a book which charmed Gran—but luckily
Forde made it last a very long time.
We played chess with our cardboard pieces. I think we were fairly
even, though Debenham tried risky openings to my advantage. The place
of Evans as Society Entertainer was taken by Gran. His varied
adventures in Arctic seas, among the Andes, in Turkey, Venezuela, and
others of the less-known regions of the earth interested us much. He
was, I remember, very anxious to experience the delights of station
life as pourtrayed by Debenham.
The 20th of January was Gran’s birthday. I was sorry I couldn’t return
his kindly present (of Savoy sauce, etc.), but I told him I would give
him a ship during the day. The Sledge Poet contributed the following
Birthday Ode, dealing with Gran’s Nietzschian principles; which is
here published with Gran’s gracious permission.
ODE TO TRYGGVE
ON HIS 23RD BIRTHDAY, CAPE ROBERTS.
(Chanted at ye Full Pemmican Feast.)
O Trygge Gran, O Trygge Gran,
I would thou wert a moral man,
And yet since we
(The other three)
Are just as moral as can be,
A “soupçon de diablerie”
Improves our little company.
O Tryggve Gran, a holy calm
Is most essential in a psalm.
But prose should be a thought less calmer
When elevated into drama.
And yet though we
(The other three)
Are critical to a degree,
We wish success some future day
To the first Polar “Nature Play.”
O Tryggve Gran, thou art a man
Who hath compressed within a span
Of three and twenty years, such deeds
That hearing which, each man’s heart bleeds
Among us three.
And yet though _we_
Are kind to every girl we see,
I have no doubt each lovely creature
Would rather help _you_ follow Nietzsche!
Oh, Tryggve Gran, you should be dead
A-many years ago—instead
Of which, he saves you oft,
That “Little Cherub up Aloft.”
And therefore we
(The other three)
In this new principle agree,
(As with your luck no man can quarrel)
’Twill serve us best to be _un-moral_!!!
I was just writing the last line of the poem when Gran yelled out
“Ship ho!” We had seen ships many times already, but he was certain of
this, so we turned out, and there, under the fang of Erebus, we could
see some topmasts. Later we could make out three masts and black
smoke, so we knew it was the good old _Terra Nova_, and not the
_Fram_, which burned smokeless oil fuel.
We set about elevating our flags further up the glacier. We took them
up a long way, nearly to the top, as we thought. On our return we saw
they were only one quarter of the way up, a good example of the
trickiness of snow slopes in this respect. I arranged night watches to
observe any signals or sledge parties, and we turned in hoping to be
aboard in twenty-four hours.
[Nay, gentle reader, you are not at the end of my narrative; it was
just twenty-four days before we were relieved.]
Next day she was in much the same position, about twenty miles away
across the screw-pack and broken floes. About two miles away a great
crack stretched from north and south. It was fully eight miles long,
and seemed to presage the breaking up of the sea-ice.
On the 22nd we could not see the ship. A strong south wind sprang up,
and the gradually clouding sky seemed to portend a blizzard. “The
stronger the better,” I write, “if it will only drive out this blessed
floe.” We took a few photographs. There were two Emperor penguins
moulting on each side of our Cape, but Debenham reported that they
were too frightful to photo! Forde and I had a day with my
stereo-camera, taking various interesting details around the
Cape—planed granite blocks, pressure ice in the bay, and then the
Emperors, awful as they were, several seal and berg pictures, etc.;
but sad to relate all these negatives were smashed when the sledge
fell over the glacier cliff. However, I made sketches of the most
interesting features; for instance, one corner of a berg showed very
well how flexible are large masses of ice.
I did not entertain the idea of trying to reach Pennell across the
screw-pack. We should get into more precarious regions each mile, and
we could not communicate with the ship to ensure her awaiting us.
Pennell could send a party with safety at either end if he desired. I
was, however, very glad later to find that Pennell also considered the
pack absolutely impossible for sledging from the ship.
We saw her during the next few days, and then she never showed up
again.
On the 27th a blizzard started, which we hoped would move out the ice.
It tore our sledge flags badly, so that we brought them down from our
distress signal 350 feet up the glacier, leaving the big depôt flag
there.
It was very trying work with the blubber stove, for there was no
shelter on the Cape. When there was any wind the flames would blow out
of the door and gave no heat at all. The water did not get tepid in
half an hour, whereas on a calm day it would boil in twenty minutes. I
spent an hour trying to cook the fry, and barely succeeded in melting
the fat. We decided that the stove could not be used in high winds,
even though it was in a sort of ice cave and the cook sat in the door
to keep the wind out!
[Illustration: Flexure in 30 pr. Berg, Cape Roberts 20·1·12]
Our rations had been cut down by half for a fortnight. We now had
three or four biscuits a day; butter, every other day; chocolate, one
stick; pemmican, one-eighth; sugar and tea, two-thirds a day. However,
we had plenty of seal meat, and as we were not working we required
much less food.
So passed several days. The tide crack was groaning all round the
Cape, large pieces of floes floating loose in it, and jostling each
other as the swell came in from the open water twenty miles away. Gran
spent all one afternoon making chupatties. The lid of the camera box
was his pudding-board. He used the wheatmeal thickers for dough, and
commandeered our allowance of raisins. The cakes were cut out with the
rim of a cup, and then fried in a mixture of butter, fat, blubber, and
soot. Anyhow, the result was highly successful, though the inside was
somewhat wet, and the whole, I should now consider, distinctly heavy.
Each day we started the last bag of something precious. First the
pemmican, then the chocolate, then the butter. Only one seal had been
visible for some days, and I decreed his doom. He lay on a large piece
of ice which was rising and falling with the swell. We reached this
across an ice island, surging about in a large pool. In spite of all
this movement no more of the ice moved north, as far as we could
judge.
On the evening of the 1st of February I held a council. Captain
Scott’s instructions read, “I am of the opinion that the retreat
should not be commenced until the bays have refrozen, probably towards
the end of March. An attempt to retreat overland might involve you in
difficulties, whereas you could build a stone hut, provision it with
seal meat, and remain in safety in any convenient station on the
coast.”
However, he gave me permission to begin the retreat if we were not
relieved in January, and I began to prepare for this event.
Cracks seemed to be spreading in the sea-ice even while one was
watching it. The surging ice in the tide crack, now twenty feet wide,
rose several feet. Now and again a huge shock-groan, like a big rock
bumping on another, announced a new crack, while a constant roar, like
that of a distant lion, announced the periods of maximum of the swell
rolling in from twenty miles away.
On the 3rd of February Debenham, Gran, and I climbed the glacier slope
behind our camp to prospect for a path. We roped up and proceeded
about three miles southward, keeping well behind the crevasses. These
are numerous on the steep seaward slope, but we met with none on the
fairly level ground, though we could see them just below us. The
surface was fair, usually two inches deep in snow and occasionally a
foot deep. This did not promise easy sledging; but the snow was dry
now, and I was going to cut down the weights to a minimum.
We could see open water about twenty miles off, but a huge mass of
ice-pack was apparent as far north as we could see. There seemed to be
a broad belt at least sixty miles long, which was quite absent in
January, 1902.
Obviously our exploration of Terra Nova Bay was impossible now, and it
looked as if the ship would never reach us at Cape Roberts. With good
luck we might cross the Piedmont Glacier to Cape Bernacchi in a few
days, and Pennell might find it easier to reach us there, while we
should at any rate be nearer to Headquarters. There was also a week’s
food there, and we had now only a fortnight’s sledging stores left.
On February 4th Gran and I explored the sea-ice below the Piedmont for
about four miles to the southward. We passed through the fifteen bergs
in the little bay and then got among the screw-pack. This was covered
with snow and afforded extremely heavy going, as may be imagined. Near
the shore was a perfect network of new cracks with the ice “working”
all the time. Below the glacier wall was a deep tide crack four feet
wide, but where the ice had fallen in we managed to get across to
fixed ice. As a result of this journey I decided to march first along
the sea-ice and then climb up the Piedmont at this point.
Next morning I wrote a long letter to Pennell, which we all signed. We
made a depôt on the highest point of the Cape and fixed a flag
alongside, with the letter in a little matchbox. The journal for
Captain Scott I left in my ditty bag. I remorselessly weeded out every
one’s gear. We took nothing but what we stood up in, and our notes and
the instruments. Luckily, most of Debenham’s and all Gran’s negatives
were films, but I had to leave nearly all my plates and my cherished
Browning. I knew we had some bad crevassed country to traverse—thirty
miles of this, and then I expected thirty miles of coast work largely
over moraine and rock, where we should have to portage the sledge and
all our gear on our backs. With a light sledge it was just possible we
might be able to raise it if it slipped down a crevasse; and this was
quite a probable event, for in traversing along a piedmont glacier the
party moves _parallel_ to the crevasses. It thus reaches them
imperceptibly, and the whole outfit may be over a crevasse together,
whereas in crossing them at right angles this is rarely the case.
We turned our backs finally on Cape Roberts at 11 a.m. on the 5th. Our
flag waved bravely, and below was the cairn of stones covering the
food left there by Scott’s orders. If we had to return it would give
us a breathing space, but I never saw the Cape again. For many months
the flag was left in solitude. The screw-pack never broke adrift that
winter. In the next spring, six desperate men sledging southward, as
they thought, to more endurable though no less solitary quarters, here
found the first news of the main party. Our depôt possibly saved
Browning’s life. It certainly gave the Northern party their first
bearable day for many months. Brave old flag! it hangs in Tewkesbury
in Priestley’s home, and there my old Browning was restored to me
after many months!
So we marched on; we were all stiff and out of training, and the
sledge did not pull easily, but we reached the tide crack and crossed
it much more easily than I expected. After lunch we pulled up the
steep slope of the glacier, and to our delight found the surface grow
harder almost every hour. But other troubles were upon us. For three
days I felt it would not benefit any one to write my diary. However,
on the evening of the 8th I wrote up the 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th of
February as follows:—
“Then quite suddenly we came on huge crevasses all round; some open,
which I took care not to keep too close to, and others bridged. They
seemed too wide to do anything with; but after cautioning the others
to tread quietly, I prodded across safely, though the ice-axe pushed
in all its length easily. Then the others followed, and the sledge
after. Gran fell in at the near edge and saw the straight wall.
Several of these were over twenty feet wide, but we had to chance
them, and tested them all before the sledge started. Then we marched
along between two fairly visible ones, and luckily they didn’t join.
The surface got flatter and they died out gradually so that we made
fair progress. We came to another enclosed snow basin, and I felt sure
the seaward slope would be safer. So it was, though Forde went down a
small crevasse. We pulled along this up to a sort of col—about eight
miles from Cape Roberts,—and here, as we were well beyond the mouth of
the Big Valley, we camped.
“My only fear now was that bad weather might cover the glacier with
soft snow, for I felt that all the big crevasses would be lidded, and
the little ones could hardly swallow the lot of us.”
Next morning we made the harness traces longer, so that only one man
at a time need cross even a wide crevasse. We had to traverse the
mouth of another large valley glacier. Three of these debouched on the
Piedmont Glacier from the western mountains, and the pressure from the
northernmost (the Debenham Glacier) was responsible for the crevasses
of the 5th of March. The second valley glacier was not so large, but
we anticipated trouble. We had a stiff pull uphill for three-quarters
of a mile, but some of the snow was so hard that the sledge runners
made no mark. This was an ideal surface, for one’s feet did not slip
on it, though occasionally the sledge skidded. We were about seven
hundred feet above the sea here, and entered a col just below a huge
snow hill.
“Afterwards we were cutting around the hill aforesaid, when suddenly
appeared many crevasses. So we deviated abruptly and ascended sharply.
We encountered three, into one of which I fell, but they were not very
wide. The moral of this is—Don’t go for the break of a hill facing and
near the sea, but stick to humdrum grades if possible; if not, still
don’t go for the break of a hill!”
The somewhat frivolous tone of the above note is evidence that it was
written when we had traversed the worst of the Piedmont. It was always
the case “down South.” One never got photographs or “instantaneous
pen-pictures” of anything really exciting. It was always a case of
“Get a move on, and get out of this good and quick,” so that one’s
diary lost most where it would have been most interesting.
We were now behind Dunlop Island, and about 1250 feet up the Piedmont.
We were astonished to find that the floe had all broken up to
south’ard. Long curved cracks parallel to the coast marked where
pieces were continually floating off. We congratulated ourselves on
our safe position on the Piedmont, for we should have sledged into
this without knowing it had we continued much further on the sea-ice.
Small bergs looking just like white yachts dotted the open water,
which seemed to extend south to Castle Rock. There was no sign of the
_Terra Nova_. We began to think she had come to grief, for Pennell
knew we were free to move off on the 1st of February.
After supper Debenham got out his plane-table and continued his
survey. He was much puzzled by the position of his station on the
stranded Glacier Tongue to the south-east. He realized soon, however,
that it had twisted round, and was even now preparing to continue its
journey to the Nirvana of warm northern waters.
We had been blessed with sunshine the last few days. I don’t believe
we should have managed to dodge the crevasses otherwise, for in dull
weather you cannot tell any difference between a ten-foot hollow or a
ten-foot hummock when it is only a yard or two away. However, as a
result, Forde got a bad touch of snow-blindness. Debenham got out the
medical chest. He ground up some ZnSO_{4}, picked it up on a
paintbrush, and dropped it in the corner of Forde’s eye. Later in the
night I gave Forde another dose, for the pain is pretty considerable.
The next day my right eye was sore and watering, in spite of the amber
glasses, and I feared I was to become a patient also. We plugged along
over an absolutely level snow-plain, when Debenham dropped into a
crevasse, over which I had crossed without puncturing the lid.
In the afternoon my eyes gave out, and I put on bandages on the right
eye, and gave up the lead to Debenham. It was an astonishing relief to
cease from staring at the glaring surface, and either pull along with
shut eyes or keep one eye on the gratefully dirty back of Debenham’s
jacket.
Debenham led us safely past three huge crevasses, and we halted for a
spell among a cluster of smaller ones. That evening we climbed up the
snow hill behind Gneiss Point, about 1350 feet above the sea; and as
we had now passed the third valley glacier, I felt we had finished
with the crevasses for the time being. We camped on hard snow, and
Debenham treated me for snow-blindness. The zinc sulphate may
truthfully be described as an eye-opener, but later the cocaine in the
mixture calms things down. You are advised “to keep your face cool.”
But I had to keep my head in the bag to get warm. However, Forde was
pretty right next day, and mine had stopped aching, though everything
appeared double for many hours!
On the 8th we reached the land near Cape Bernacchi. There was a steep
ice slope two hundred feet high, at an angle of 30°. Luckily it was
much honeycombed and sun-eaten. We put grummets (rope brakes) on the
sledge, and managed to get it down about 130 feet. We had a very
cheerful lunch, for we knew the depôt was only a few miles south. Then
we found an ice-foot all the way along the edge of the rocks and
moraine which led us right to the Bernacchi cairn. This was a regular
ice pathway about twenty yards wide. It was due to sea-ice which had
become cemented to the shore, the tide crack being further away from
the rocks, and defining that part of the floe which had lately drifted
away to sea.
No one had visited our depôt. New Harbour was full of new broken floe,
but a fine ice-foot seemed to promise well for our next march.
We stayed a day at Cape Bernacchi, for I wished to get a good station
for the triangulation of this coast. Gran and I took the theodolite to
the top of a hill 2900 feet high, at the north-east end of Dry Valley.
We named this Hjort’s Hill, in honour of the maker of our trusty
Primus lamp. As we were climbing this hill, Gran swore he could see
the ship off Cape Evans through the binoculars. It seemed clear to me
also—smoke, crosstrees, hull, and three masts; but after an hour or so
we decided it was only a mirage crack in the Barne Glacier. The
disappointment was rather keen, though I am now not so sure that we
did not really see the ship, some forty miles away. We could see the
forty-foot debris cones behind the hut quite easily on a clear day.
I wrote the usual letter to Pennell. I had left two in Granite Harbour
and two on the Piedmont now, and it did not look as if any would ever
be read.
All through the 10th we skirted New Harbour, finding a fairly feasible
ice-foot between the granite-strewn slopes and the open water. We came
across a Spratt’s biscuit box here, which was evidently left by the
1902 expedition. We saved a considerable detour by crossing the head
of the harbour on the sea-ice, and camped below the Kukri Hills, where
I halted rather early to get a round of angles. We were held up here
all next day by the snow, which we spent reading and sewing.
On the 12th we rounded the Kukri Hills, and when the ice-foot petered
out we were luckily able to continue on the sea-ice. We had lunch amid
a colony of over forty seals, and then reached the southern side of
the Ferrar Glacier, where we camped on a rather wet and muddy heap of
“road metal” moraine.
We were now safely round New Harbour, and, curiously enough, crossed
the sea-ice at the mouth of the Ferrar on the same day of the year as
when we nearly went out to sea on our first sledge journey.
Henceforward we knew our route. We had plenty of food at the Butter
Point depôt, which we reached that evening, and knew we could reach
the old _Discovery_ hut before the end of the month.
The depôt had been blown over and wrecked generally. We took some
pemmican, butter, and chocolate, and next day proceeded south along
the Butter Point Piedmont. The surface was much better than the
preceding year, but, curiously enough, we found quite a number of
small crevasses. Debenham and Forde fell in together in one of these,
and the burly Irishman jammed so tightly it was quite a business
pulling him out of it. In the evening we reached the Strand Moraines.
These are great piles of ancient silt, gravel, and erratic blocks,
which were dropped here by the ancestor of the present Koettlitz
Glacier.
At the southern end of these moraines, which were several miles long,
was quite a large lake. We tobogganed down to this and across to a
nice little gravelly delta just made for the tent. We found that the
open water reached just to this point, the sound still being frozen to
south’ard, though obviously breaking away in great sheets. I wrote
that night, “No _Terra Nova_. We should be picked up at Evans Coves
(Terra Nova Bay) to-morrow!” We had the choice of two routes now:
either to cross the snout of the Blue Glacier, or to take to the
sea-ice and coast round the latter. We had done the former and knew it
would only take a day. The latter might be quicker, though a great
calved berg blocked the route about two miles ahead. Debenham
preferred the glacier, the other two the sea-ice. I considered it
unsafe to march on the sea-ice if it could possibly be avoided. I made
a bet with Gran that we couldn’t get the sledge between the calved
berg and the glacier without unloading it. This had a rather
interesting outcome. I decided to keep to land ice, on the principle
of the “Devil you know being preferable to the Devil you don’t.”
[Illustration:
THE RUSH TO SAFETY: OVER THE EDGE OF THE BLUE GLACIER.
From a drawing by D. Low.
]
It was annoying to find that the Blue Glacier had so completely
changed its complexion in the twelve months. In place of clear blue
ice where one could see every crevasse, it was one uniform sheet of
smooth snow, and we soon began to fall into the crevasses. In a very
short time we had all been in a couple of times, and it was evidently
an unpropitious region for sledging. I deviated to the edge of the
glacier to try and lower the sledge on to the sea-ice, for we were now
abreast of the calved berg, where we halted a few minutes.
Away to the south-east we could see a blizzard brewing, and I wanted
to get a snug camp in the gullies south of the Blue Glacier. We had an
argument as to who had won the bet, for there was a jumble of ice
where the calf jammed the parent glacier. The other two decided in my
favour, and so we pushed off on the top of the glacier edge to the
wished-for camp. Gran was dissatisfied with the court’s decision, and
kept glancing back to the scene under discussion. Just as we were
dipping down the slope he yelled out “Ship ho!” and there she was over
the top of the black moraines.
We turned back at full speed to retraverse the crevasses, for she was
four miles off and we were afraid might miss us, as a snowstorm was
brewing in the east. She steamed along past the berg and out along the
floe. We pulled back hard, crossing crevasses carelessly, but not
falling in much, and finally could make out that she had a flag on the
gaff, apparently recognizing us. We kept along the edge of the glacier
till we could find a place to get down. Here was a drop of thirty feet
almost vertical with a big tide crack and a tide-pool at the bottom!
Gran went down first, and then I got down halfway. Unluckily as we
were lowering the sledge Forde was pulled over by his harness and fell
right on to Gran, who was pressed into the snow while the sledge came
down on top of us. It nearly broke in the middle; however, we lugged
it over to the ice and set off hot-foot over the two miles of ice. The
ship now anchored near the floe and four men came to meet us. They
harnessed up and told us the news. We heard that the Southern party
were going very well, that there were no signs of Amundsen, and that
there had been no accidents of importance. Also that they had not been
able to communicate with Cape Evans until a week before, and had been
unloading stores every available moment before they came over to
search for us. And then the world’s news made us feel safer in the
Antarctic at first hearing: the disruption of China, the
Franco-German-English trouble in Morocco, the Italians and Turks in
Tripoli, and the great strikes in England. We had missed an eventful
year during our sojourn in the peaceful regions of the South.
VII
THE VOYAGE BACK
FEBRUARY–MARCH, 1912
[Illustration:
Return voyage of the _Terra Nova_ in March, 1912, showing pack-ice off
Evans Coves and Granite Harbour and the dominant winds determining
the ship’s course.
]
THE VOYAGE BACK
What does it feel like to be in touch with civilization after a year’s
absence? Man is an ungrateful creature, and I can remember what we
missed, better than what we gained on reaching the _Terra Nova_.
However, the letters were there. They had been put ready for us in the
wardroom. No small bag would suffice, our literary matter ran to
pillow-slips. I had one well filled, and Debenham, lucky beggar, had
two! Poor Gran’s home mail failed to reach him, and he had only a few
bills, which he could have spared. I rapidly skimmed through all the
news and then opened up the packets. One young soldier friend sent
along a huge gift of pipes and tobacco. Said he, “I know you didn’t
smoke, but I expect you’ve learnt to! Anyhow they’ll be useful.” They
truly were most acceptable, and were most prized by the party
remaining. To balance this gift he sent along “The Geology of
Nigeria.”
After the first glance through, however, I turned to more pressing
needs. Clean clothes and a bath seemed the greatest treat one could
wish to enjoy.
Two factors blocked us. All our clean clothes were on land, some in
our own hut, some in the Old Discovery Hut! Moreover, Ponting came
along and after complimenting us on our villainous appearance, begged
us to remain picturesque until the sun showed enough light for a
photograph! Luckily we had only to wait a few hours for this specimen
of “ponting”; and after four months a day’s more or less grime
mattered little.
One disappointment we met with. Our first cry was “Letters,” and our
second “Fruit.” Drake sympathized with us and said that all fruit
except apples had been landed at the hut a week ago. However a box of
apples had been reserved for the Western Party. We rushed that box.
The apples were icy cold and frozen solid. Eagerly we placed some on
the top of the wardroom stove. We waited until they were well warmed
and then voraciously bit into them, to encounter a stony iceberg in
the middle! They took an incredible time to thaw, and then all the
plant cells had burst, and the apple was a poor thing all brown and
almost rotten!
In my cabin I found a small tin trunk with better fare: cakes, sweets
and nuts of all descriptions, everything but chocolate. After hearing
the yarns of some of Shackleton’s men, I expected to be surfeited with
chocolate, and so warned my people not to send any down by the ship.
However, the other luxuries were well-chosen and abundant. Every
officer aboard had selections each day, and not till we reached the
Circle nearly a month later was that tin box depleted. Indeed, one
cake from Parramatta friends was so large that a half was sent to
gratify the mess deck!
When I was free from Ponting I bolted into the engine-room and was
provided with a huge bucket of scalding water. Rennick and other
officers had lent me some clothes, and I can still remember that bath.
The only available space was over the boilers! I was jammed into a
narrow passage next the ship’s timbers. If one bare foot slipped an
inch too far it touched the boiler plates; if the ship gave a lurch I
cannoned against huge baulks of oak. Still, I started as a toil-worn
and wild-eyed refugee and finished a semi-respectable roustabout!
Pennell soon gave up all hope of reaching Cape Evans. The blizzard
which was brewing at noon, on the 14th, soon enveloped us, and we were
driven far north. Under these circumstances he deemed it advisable to
make the best of it, and proceed to Evans Coves to try and rescue
Campbell’s party.
Among my mail I found a book sent by Professor David. This was
“Queed,” by Harrison, a writer new to me. This novel fairly gripped
me, and I turned into my bunk all standing, and read until I had
finished it. I hope all Mr. Harrison’s readers derived as much
pleasure from it.
“Jim” Dennistoun was a welcome addition to our mess. He had been eager
to see Antarctica in any capacity, and so came along as mule-overseer.
His remuneration was “all found, and one shilling a month.” We often
used to discuss what he would do with the treasure accruing to him
when he was paid off! An ashtray, beaten out of the four-shilling
piece, was the memento he favoured.
But it was fairly uncomfortable on board. It was now very cold, and
the sun rarely showed for long. Spray was driven over us, and froze
where it fell, so that we spent hours chipping the decks free from
some of the icy layer. The wardroom seemed all doors, and draughts
assailed us everywhere. As usual, on approaching civilization, the
Antarctickers contracted influenza. Debenham was really quite ill, and
I had a fearful attack of neuralgia, which lasted a fortnight, due to
a gaping tooth. We used to think of our snug little tent on terra
firma, and after a week of storm at sea decided that we were sorry we
had been picked up by the trusty whaler. Such is man’s ingratitude.
_February 23rd._—We spent a most forlorn day. The ship absolutely
jammed in _new_ ice, formed of pancakes only three or four inches
thick, but gummy, not brittle (so that the ship couldn’t break
through). These were formed of still smaller cakes, cemented together.
I was sure they had grown _in situ_, perhaps in the lee of a huge
piece of pack which had drifted off.
This was very serious, for every hour increased the risk of our being
frozen in, and this was obviously still more probable when we returned
to Cape Evans than in our present position, so much further north.
However, very suddenly the soggy ice was broken by long leads—lying
rather far apart—and we managed to push and butt our way considerably
to the east.
I was down below when I heard the ominous “three whistles,” which
signifies “all hands on deck.” However, in this case it was a call to
“rock ship.” We all lined up at the port bulwarks, in the waist of the
ship. Then Bruce gave the word, and we “set to partners” across the
hatches, and through the narrow spaces to the starboard side. The ship
swung very slightly in consequence. Bruce timed its swing, and then we
all ran back in unison. This time the swing was a little larger. So by
degrees the ship became a self-acting pendulum, and gradually rocked
herself free from the close embrace of the ice. At the same time the
propeller revolved about 1½ times the normal speed, and the ship began
to give a little, and finally went astern. Then more butting, and a
jam or two, and finally we got into looser pancake, where she could do
four knots.
Emperor penguins were interested spectators of our manœuvres, while
the distant coast-line was really of great interest when we had time
to observe it. Mount Melbourne was a finer sight than Erebus, for its
cone was more symmetrical, recalling that of Etna. Mount Nansen,
further south-west, was a huge, flattened scarp, resembling Mount
Lister.
On the 24th we emerged again from the pack to be greeted with a pretty
stiff wind. We steamed south to try and communicate with headquarters.
Lillie told me of some of his results. He believed he could apply the
teachings of Mendelism to the question of colour in half-caste Maoris.
He had made some large collections of fossil plants in New Zealand,
and had dredged up enough of the rare tunicate _Cephalodiscus_ (a
primitive sessile early vertebrate) to supply every museum in the
world! I found out that my thousand insects were probably
_Gomphocephalus_, of which previously only a few odd heads and legs
had been collected in specimens of Antarctic moss.
We got back to the Sound off Cape Evans about noon on the 25th. A
howling gale was blowing so much frost smoke into our teeth that we
could only just see Inaccessible Isle, now covered with a pall of
snow. We manœuvred in North Bay with the 120-foot wall of the Barne
Glacier looming very close. There was a touch of east in the blizzard,
so that the glacier was not quite on our lee. Pennell dropped anchor
when the soundings showed twenty-five fathoms, but we drifted back
quickly, and when we reached fifty fathoms (three hundred feet) the
anchor dragged.
[Illustration:
ENGINEER WILLIAMS AT THE WINCH.
]
[Illustration:
BERNARD DAY ON THE CAPSTAN.
]
We had an awful job hauling up the anchor! Whenever I hear the phrase
“Merrily round the capstan, boys,” I think of that weary time in North
Bay. Each capstan bar had two and sometimes three men pushing it
round. The foc’sle deck was iced over, and even a layer of ashes
afforded little grip, for the blizzard heeled the vessel over, till
the deck sloped like a roof. They tried to help the capstan by a chain
to the steam winch, but the latter ‘took charge’ and nearly flung Bill
Heald off the foc’sle! There was precious little room between the
capstan bars and the rails, and I got jammed, and received a nasty
bruise on the leg. Awful stiff on one’s hands, and on the calf
muscles—like pushing for hours in a football scrum! Pawls (or stops)
prevented the capstan from releasing the chain. Clink ... clank,
clink ... clank; these pawls would sound every minute or so, and then
we had to rest. Each clink meant only an inch or two of cable, and we
had to haul in three hundred feet! When the ship twisted, and the
cable lay along the side of the vessel, it was impossible to raise the
anchor an inch. Finally the anchor caught a firm hold on the third
attempt, about 7 p.m., and we lay steady with ninety fathoms out. The
gale increased, and we all turned in to try and get some rest, and be
ready to land if it lulled. At 11 p.m. Pennell roused us, and I got
into the whaleboat. Bruce was in charge, and I rowed three. We were
less than half a mile from the shore, and found the lee of the cape
quite calm. So I reached the hut, after five months’ absence. It was
eleven days since we had been picked up, all but a few hours, and this
was the first opportunity of communicating with our headquarters.
I stumbled up the shore, nearly waist-deep in snow, where in the
preceding March there was hardly any! We found them all asleep, and by
no means ready to come off! Simpson and Day were soon dressed. I had,
luckily, left all my gear packed in November, and I hauled my boxes
down to the ice-foot. Simpson, Day, Anton, and I returned, and after
some bumping against the ice-ridged quarter of the _Terra Nova_ we got
safely aboard.
The gale began again, and all access to the shore was blocked. Simpson
and I yarned till 5 a.m. He told me that Hooper and Day had reached
the Hut on December 21st from the Barrier. They had found their
four-man sledge too heavy, and having no suitable tool had burnt it in
half with the Primus lamp! They had been caught in a blizzard, and had
marched blindly north in the ensuing thick weather. Later, they saw
their tracks led right between two parallel crevasses, either of which
would have engulfed them!
Next day we could not bring off Meares, Clissold, and Forde. Archer
had gone ashore, so that the ship was now without a cook! The wind was
fairly shrieking, and at 10 a.m. the anchor dragged.
We spent a most wretched day trying to get it up. Not a budge out of
it, though you burst a blood-vessel! The seamen couldn’t say (as
before) that this was due to work on a Sunday. We found that a cog had
broken in the gears of the capstan; but when they again tried the
steam winch to aid the capstan it stripped off more teeth!
[Illustration:
Diagram illustrating the way we managed to “raise anchor” by “luff
upon luff,” February 26, 1912.
]
Another method was tried in the afternoon, which was very slow, but
not so spendthrift of human energy. It was called “luff upon luff,”
and depended purely on a series of pulleys; whereby a small amount of
force at one end of the rope can slowly move a great weight at the
other. The capstan was now practically useless. So the small steam
winch was connected to a set of heavy pulleys (a “five-ply purchase,”
I believe, is the nautical term) to which a claw hook was attached.
This was hooked into the anchor chain, at the hawse hole, inside the
dark foc’sle. I was halfway man, and it was my duty to yell to the
engineer at the winch, as Bruce advised me he was ready. Another yell
meant that the purchase had done its part, and then Rennick put the
capstan brake on (which would still hold, luckily), and the claw hook
was taken off, and attached some links nearer the anchor. By 6 p.m. we
had raised anchor. It came up as bright as silver, and with the
crossbar (stock) broken clean off!
All this time we were drifting to the north-west, and had to keep up
steam to hold her from yawing, and to try and keep the cable from
“binding” on the side of the ship. Throughout the 27th we were nosing
up against the fixed ice off Castle Rock, trying to shelter from the
blizzard. By noon, on the 28th, the blizzard dropped enough for us to
lie alongside Glacier Tongue. At 3 p.m. the ice anchors held, and it
was possible to get ashore, and start “icing ship,” for the tanks were
nearly empty. We had to lie bow on, and get the ice in by a basket
slung from the foreyard. A very slow and laborious business; it took
us six hours to get 4½ tons of ice aboard.
[Illustration: Method of fixing Ice Anchor 28–2–12]
We then moved off to Hut Point, where we landed some stores and
newspapers for the Pole Party if they should be isolated from Cape
Evans, as we had been in April, 1911. Here I met Wright again. We
learnt that Evans was very seriously ill with scurvy. They wrapped him
up in his sleeping-bag and, dragging him to the ice edge, brought him
aboard in the ship’s boat. We let down ropes to the seamen below, and
they lashed him safely, and he was hauled up, looking more like a
corpse than a live man. However, he could speak cheerfully enough, as
usual!
We returned post haste to our hut to take advantage of the unusually
calm weather. We unloaded more stores—chiefly fodder, coal, mutton,
and dog biscuits, and then moved north immediately to make a second
try for Campbell at Evans Coves (lat. 75° S.). Day, Dennistoun, and I
spent the morning of the 1st of March shifting cargo. Indeed, we
seemed to spend a large part of our time during the ensuing month in
that abode of gloom—the empty hold of the _Terra Nova_!
At 10 p.m. we were about fifteen miles from Cape Washington, in very
heavy pancake ice, with a slight swell. There was a thick ice-mush
between the blocks, and this jammed the propeller. For about ten
minutes the engine could not move the shaft. They managed to prise the
ice away finally by poking rods down the rudder post. The grinding and
bumping of the blades on the ice was physically painful. It jarred
one’s whole system just like having a tooth out. The shock to the
propeller, mainshaft, and engine must have been enormous. Luckily our
propeller was four times the usual size for a ship of our tonnage; but
Williams thinks the main shaft might go quite easily, and then we
should be in a mess!
“_2nd March._—During the morning we skirted the pack southward, doing
a sort of ‘blanket-stitch’ course in a vain endeavour to find a
passage through to Campbell.”
Dr. Atkinson was on board attending to Evans, who was unable to move
from his bunk until the day we reached New Zealand (2nd April). We had
again to give up hope of rescuing Campbell, and turned south to land
Atkinson. At 9.30 p.m. we were about thirty miles S.E. of the
Drygalski Tongue, and soon had to heave-to on account of bad weather.
But in the afternoon of the 3rd the wind dropped, and in about ten
minutes the sea was frozen over!
However, this time we reached the Cape fairly readily, and when I woke
on the morning of the 4th I found that we were off the Hut and that a
boat was going to fetch Keohane. He and Atkinson were then landed at
Hut Point, and we had to ice ship again at Glacier Tongue.
Every man was busily employed. Heald, McCarthy, Parsons, and Cheetham
quarried the ice at the nearest spot where it seemed solid and free
from snow. They filled baskets which Dennistoun, Leese, and myself
pulled to the ice edge. Here Simpson and Rennick linked the baskets on
to the rope, and Lillie, Drake, and Ponting hauled it aboard. Day and
Mather carried it to the tanks, and Meares and Bruce tipped the
baskets into the latter. It was hard work, and kept us going from 3
p.m. till 10 p.m. Still there was some fun at times. Leese harnessed
the brown sledge dog Tsigan to help him with his sledge, and Tsigan
occasionally bolted over the glacier. One basket fell into the sea,
and Bill Heald lowered me on a rope till I could grab it; then (as
usual) he hauled up too quickly, and I was dragged _through_ the snow
cornice and pretty well filled with soft snow!
“We shifted eleven tons, and now Pennell’s notice[10] can be
withdrawn. We now have enough to get back. Thank goodness!”
We had a fairly uncomfortable time on board. The stove below was
faulty, and a change of wind filled the wardroom with smoke. With a
huge skylight, various hatchways and companion ladders, and numerous
portholes, it was hopeless to keep out of draughts.
Early on the 7th I was awakened by the fiendish clamour which the
propeller was making about a foot under my bunk! “I found that we were
held up in a hole about twice the size of the ship in heavy fixed
pancake. We were over two hours alternately advancing, sticking,
putting on more steam, reversing, and getting out. All the time huge
blocks of ice were being churned round and battered by the propeller.
We had been heading about N.E. when the ship struck, and in next watch
we had to turn round and retreat as we had come. We were now about
forty miles east of Mount Melbourne.
“She would steam steady for about ten minutes and delude one into
going on deck to see our progress, and we were still in the same
ice-hole! Then we would reverse with more regular vibrations, then
catch a huge bit of ice in the blades, and it would feel as if you
were having three teeth out yourself!”
At noon Pennell abandoned hope of getting near Campbell. At each
attempt the ice was thicker and wider. Each time we got into worse
positions and spent longer in extricating ourselves. “We are later
than any former ship, not allowing for the extraordinary icebound
conditions, this autumn.” So we turned homeward on the 7th March, and
headed for Cape Adare.
On this voyage the ship was in charge of Lieutenant Pennell, while
Rennick and Bruce were the other officers, assisted by Cheetham and
Engineer Williams. Lillie carried on his biological work, while Drake
was busy as ever with secretarial duties, varied by readings of the
meteorological instruments.
We had left the rest of the Western Party at Cape Evans, while
Atkinson and Keohane were stationed at the Old Discovery Hut to
receive the Pole Party.
The members of the headquarters staff who returned to take up other
duties were Simpson, Taylor, Ponting, Meares, and Day. With the
addition of Lieutenant Evans, who was at first seriously affected by
scurvy, and Jim Dennistoun (of New Zealand), we formed a very happy
family during the month of “wind-jamming” which now awaited us.
This was Jim Dennistoun’s birthday, and to celebrate it and our start
for home, I brought out the huge cake sent down from home. Half went
forward to the mess deck, and it was much appreciated. We had a
sing-song with banjo accompaniment by Ponting and Bruce, both of whom
could sing pleasantly. Alf Cheetham gave us some typical sailor
chanties in his humorous falsetto voice. Neuralgia kept me from adding
to the entertainment, and I listened from the after cabin.
During the next few days the afterguard were glad to get warm either
coal-trimming or hauling sails. We would be shivering in the wardroom
when Pennell would come to the “balcony” and yell, “Any volunteers to
trim coal?” Dennistoun was shipped as mule-overseer for the voyage
down, and there was apparently a moral obligation that he should earn
his shilling a week on the return by trimming coal! So he always
turned out and climbed into the bunkers. We followed suit after a few
days’ rest, and worked away in the hold and in the warmer dusty
“bunkers” next the boilers. Then another naval “tyrant” would look
down at the coal trimmers and yell, “All hands on deck to haul
mainsail!” We were true sailor-men in that a chorus of anathemas
saluted our naval colleague! However, we’d go upon deck and get into
oilskins and sou’-westers, and then search out the special halyard in
question, usually finding that the operation had been concluded some
minutes previously!
With two Liberal Socialists like Simpson and myself, it is not to be
supposed that this continued long! We went on strike and delivered our
ultimatum—
“Either coal-trimming or sail-hauling—but not both.” Pennell grinned
cheerfully, and said we could do all the coal-trimming if we liked.
Personally I felt this was more scientific, as touching the
departments of statics and applied mechanics as well as geology! So we
decided to shift all the coal and so leave the engineers and stokers
free to attend to the furnaces where they were somewhat shorthanded.
Never was such an incongruous set of coal trimmers.
[Illustration:
Trimming coal in the starboard main hold, March 7, 1912.
]
Down in the hold a high official in the Indian Weather Service
shovelled the coal into baskets, assisted by our motor expert (Day). A
Cambridge M.A. (and the authority on whales) hoisted the basket with
the help of a well-known New Zealand climber and stockowner. Ponting
bent his artistic intellect to the work of unhooking the basket and
throwing the coal through a door into the bunkers, and inside a
Thibetan explorer and the Physiographer to the Commonwealth “trimmed”
the coal in the bunkers, packed it, and raked it level!
Simpson and I were busy comparing meteorological data before he took
his notes back to India. I copied such memoranda as seemed to affect
Australian weather. The “upper air” results were very interesting. The
balloon ascents showed that there is a gradual decrease of temperature
with elevation in summer, but that in winter it grows warmer. Thus
there is a tendency to approach the same temperature in winter and
summer at high elevations. He recovered one record which had ascended
nearly twice as high as Erebus, or five miles.
Priestley’s log for the Northern Party showed that we at Cape Evans
had been having calms while they, at Cape Adare, had experienced a
twelve-days’ hurricane!
One morning I visited the scene of the pump’s disaster of December,
1910. There is a wooden shaft enclosing the two pump tubes and just
large enough to enable a man to climb down a ladder at one side. It
reached the bilge, and here the pump tubes dipped into the latter.
Before the gale it was only possible to get into the shaft by the main
hatchway. We inspected it by a lighted matchbox, for the electric lamp
was out of order. Under the main deck and at the side of the
engine-room was the hole[11] cut through the iron bulkhead during the
great gale February 12, 1910, and then the pump shaft was entered by
tearing off the side boards at Y. For it was impossible to raise the
hatches and enter in the ordinary way. Now the nozzles were made
removable, and the entry from the engine-room was kept clear, so that
the same danger could not recur. The sounding rod was let down a tube
in one corner of this well also.
On the 7th the temperature had been +7°, and now five days later we
reached freezing-point (32°). Thus the weather was about 5° warmer for
each day’s run north.
“_12th March._—I had a queer dream about the School of Geology at
Sydney, which was quite consistent, and ended with some one going out
and banging the door violently.... So violently that I awoke—to find
the rudder nearly banging itself off with the heavy swell. It is funny
how the sleeping mind adapts itself to real sounds!
“There was no wind, but we had most awful rolling, 41° from the
vertical, so that the swinging lamp in my cabin is nearly lying on its
side. My books sling off the shelves, my boxes come adrift, I was
tossed across the cabin, and all the plates, etc., on the tables jump
right over the fiddles! When we turned in I couldn’t keep still,
though jammed by my knees, toes, back, and head. I stuck in a
drawing-board to prevent my being flung out, and got no sleep, but a
stiff neck through using it as a strut.”
[Illustration:
A. B. CHEETHAM, WHO HOLDS THE RECORD FOR CROSSING THE ANTARCTIC
CIRCLE.
]
[Illustration:
G. C. SIMPSON, MARCH, 1902.
]
Simpson amused us with some early recollections of Sunday schools.
“How did Absalom die?” Loud chorus from the afterguard, “Caught by his
hair and hanged.” Simpson, “The Bible doesn’t say so!” “Who was the
oldest man?” _Frantic_ chorus by aforesaid, “Methusaleh.” _Simpson_,
“No, Enoch, _his_ father, because Methusaleh died before he did!” Then
Simpson quoted an essay by one school. “Moses’ mother was very cruel,
and she put him in the bulrushes, when she got sick of beating him.”
Asked to explain this the boy said, “Well, isn’t that what the Bible
says—when she could _hide_ him no longer?”
During the next few days we were busy writing the cables for the
Associated Press, and I got Drake to type a report of the last western
journey for Captain Scott (which he never saw). The hard-worked
afterguard were now set to wash the wardroom! On the 15th I note—
“Day, Meares, and Dennistoun are doing a bit of charing. This morning
Meares dropped a rag on me as I was working below and missed. Then
Dennistoun asked me to pick it up, and as I looked up, got me in the
eye. So I went for him, and scrubbed his face muchly with soft soap,
amid hilarity.”
At noon on the 16th we passed the Balleny Isles. We could see Buckle
Island about thirty miles to the south as a snow-covered mountain
occasionally showing through the clouds. Only one or two ships have
been so close to these islands since they were charted by Balleny. We
crossed the circle that evening, and celebrated it by another
sing-song. Most of us sang something, Ponting’s contribution with its
refrain of “Boil—my mother” (a study in wrong punctuation) bringing
down the house!
Very early on the 17th every one on deck was busy furling sail when
MacCarthy suddenly spotted an iceberg dead ahead. Luckily we just had
time to steer clear. We had been having “iceberg watch” for some time
now. I had been on duty from 12 to 2 a.m., though I could see nothing
through the snow. The ship was going about five knots, and the white
spume spreading from the bows was about all that was visible. A berg
shows up merely as a greyish cloud under these circumstances.
There were many visible during daytime. At noon, for instance, we
passed another much weathered, and resembling a decayed molar tooth.
Possibly this resemblance is based on similar causes—a hardened outer
skin cemented by spray, etc., and a softer core weathering from above.
I went on iceberg watch again from 8 p.m. till 10. There was some snow
again, and it was difficult to see anything. All this week we had been
driving to the west, so as to pick up the constant west winds and sail
on a slant up to New Zealand. We had only forty-seven tons of coal
left now, and if we got blown past New Zealand with no coal—as was
quite probable—it would take weeks for this bluff old whaler to beat
back against head winds.
Poor old Nigger has gone overboard, finally we fear. We were all proud
of our black Tom. He fell overboard on the last voyage, and luckily
was seen manfully (or catfully?) swimming along in the wake of the
ship. The crew got out a boat, saved him, and were back in twelve
minutes! But no one saw the last tragedy. In the hold we found two
rabbits having a thin time, and fed them on carrots and bread and
milk. I don’t know their ultimate fate. (There’s a black welcome for
bunnies in Australia, which I thought extended to New Zealand also.)
I can see the afterguard becoming regular sailor-men! On the 20th we
had another mutiny—about food this time.
_The Mutineers._ “When are you going to give us a change from this
everlasting mutton, Frankie?”
_Store-keeper Drake._ “Mutton’s very good food.”
_Mutineers._ “Why can’t we have ‘True-egg’ omelettes?”
_Drake._ “Well, perhaps we could have that as an additional dish.”
_Mutineers._ “Why _additional_, Frankie?”
_Drake._ “Because Frankie doesn’t like True-egg!” And he added, “If
you want more _mutton_, just say so!”
(A very finished “cagger” is Frankie Drake.)
We had very variable weather during the last week or so of our voyage,
and I give herewith the record of the worst gale ever experienced by
any man on the _Terra Nova_. My journal suffered in consequence, but I
will copy my notes written just after the gale, _verbatim_. First of
all, here is a copy of the ship’s log for the worst days of the gale.
[Illustration:
A VERY “ORDINARY SEAMAN.”
(The writer.)
]
[Illustration:
PENNELL ON BRIDGE.
]
────────┬─────────┬──────┬───────┬────────┬────────────┬────┬──────┬─────
1912. │Distance.│ Max. │Course.│ Wind. │ Force. │Sea.│Barom.│Temp.
│ │speed.│ │ │ │ │ │
────────┼─────────┼──────┼───────┼────────┼────────────┼────┼──────┼─────
March 22│ │ │ │ │ │ │ │
a.m. │ 50 │5·9 at│ N. 30 │ S. │ 7 gale│ 7 │28·99 │30·8
│ │ │ W. │ │ │ │ │
p.m. │ 59·5 │7 a.m.│N. 7 W.│ „ │ 8 „ │ 8 │ — │ 37
────────┼─────────┼──────┼───────┼────────┼────────────┼────┼──────┼─────
March 23│ │ │ │ │ │ │ │
a.m. │ 37 │ 5·6 │ │ W.S.W. │ 8 gale│ 8 │28·78 │ 37
p.m. │ 48 │ noon │ │ „ │ 9 9 │ „ │ — │ —
────────┼─────────┼──────┼───────┼────────┼────────────┼────┼──────┼─────
March 24│ │ │ │ │ │ │ │
a.m. │ 52 │ 5 │ N. │ S.W. │ 8 gale│ 8 │28·73 │ 40
p.m. │ 57 │7 p.m.│N.N.W. │ „ │ 10 „ │ │ — │ —
────────┼─────────┼──────┼───────┼────────┼────────────┼────┼──────┼─────
March 25│ │ │ │ │ │ │ │
a.m. │ 49·5 │ 4·8 │ N. 22 │ S.S.W. │9 to 11 gale│ 9 │29·03 │ 37
p.m. │ 48·3 │ noon │ W. │ „ │ 8 „ │ 8 │ — │ 43
────────┼─────────┼──────┼───────┼────────┼────────────┼────┼──────┼─────
March 26│ │ │ │ │ │ │ │
a.m. │ 25·1 │ 3·4 │ N. 50 │S. by W.│ 7 │ 7 │29·66 │42·2
p.m. │Becalmed.│7 a.m.│ W. │ „ │ 2 │ 5 │ — │44·5
────────┴─────────┴──────┴───────┴────────┴────────────┴────┴──────┴─────
“_26th March._—It is now 12.40 p.m. We have had a satisfactory lunch
of roast mutton and treacle duff (_toujours mouton!_). It is nearly
calm, and we have all sail set, and are hurrooshing along at nearly
two miles an hour!
“I am five days behind in my diary. We have had a pretty sudden
gale—the worst ever felt by any one on board, I believe. It culminated
about midnight on the 24th or 25th. For several days it had been
blowing almost storm-force from the S.W., and so helped us along O.K.,
though rather too much westerly, and we could only drive along in
front of it. With three stormsails (main lower topsail, fore lower
topsail and inner jib) we went along for days at five miles an hour.
“On the evening of the 24th Day and I had First Watch. I was told off
to assist Pennell from 10 to 11 p.m. I put on my paraphernalia and
turned out on a wild stormy night, after prolonged bumping in my bunk
for three or four hours. It was awful on deck, the ship mostly with
her lee scuppers under water, and kept there at a constant heel, with
only three small stormsails. We were running before the gale (an
unusual experience nowadays, as Penelope cheerily pointed out!),
luckily just on our course. To windward (in south-west) the sky was
covered with gloomy clouds—several black bows, which always mean
squall-storms, being hideously apparent! White horses raced past the
bows, and were all one could see in the darkness. They looked just
like detached floes! The whole time we had to clutch the bridge rails
to prevent our rolling down to leeward.
“Then the sky got darker all over, the stars disappeared. A sudden
squall hit us, and then the shrouds started shrilling and booming. The
canvas screen on the bridge bulged in; your nose nearly blew off your
face if you looked over it, while the canvas made eddies which
deflected the wind into your face.
“The ship plunged forward into the black, sometimes partially
righting, but mostly lying over at 30°. Then the black squall passed
(in about ten minutes) and a patch of clear sky showed to windward.
Another squall-bow appeared, and we were battered and driven over
again. This lasted longer, about twenty minutes. Penelope asked me to
go to the standard compass (near the foremast) to check the steersman.
I got the electric torch and managed to crawl on to the ice-house
which supports the compass. Up a silly little ladder with no grip, and
in flapping oilskins to find Rennick there before me. Then I had to
crawl round and see that the helmsman was keeping his course. I
clutched at his screen-posts and wondered if they would blow overboard
next gust. (The screen went over next day!) About 10.40 a thick black
cloud enveloped the horizon to the west and gradually reached us. This
accompanied a squall where nature fairly burst her bounds! The sea was
blown flat, and the air filled with horizontal hurtling arrows of
sleet and water. I didn’t know that wind could show such malignancy!
Don’t know how the stormsails stood it, I suppose because the rigging
would do for a ship about twice this size! It was a snorter. Couldn’t
see more than a hundred feet, though there was no snow in the air.
Just solidified wind, I guess.
“If the sails had not held it would be called force 12—the maximum, as
it is they are content with force 11. Penelope said he enjoyed this
sort of thing, but I can’t say I was thrilled with enthusiasm, and I
preferred to be where the hurricane force was not quite so obtrusively
obvious! So at 11 p.m. I unselfishly called Bernard Day for his share
of the hell-broth, and went down below to try and forget it in sleep.”
It culminated at 3 a.m., when the starboard whaler was torn from one
davit. Just as they got a rope under the loose end the other broke
loose. So they cut it adrift after it had been bumping on the ship’s
side for some hours a few inches from Lieutenant Evans’ sickbed!
Bernard Day was nursing Evans, who was progressing satisfactorily,
though still very weak. However, by now he was nearly as cheerful as
usual, and his cabin was chiefly noticeable from the amount of
laughter emanating therefrom. He had onions, oranges, and beer in
excess of our ration, and got up for a few moments just before the
gale.
“Now that the engines are stopped (to save coal) we have to use the
hand-pumps continuously—about a quarter of an hour each four hours. In
the storm, owing to the rolling, it takes longer, for the well only
fills slowly through its small holes, and most of the bilge lies on
the lee side.
“The pump-handles (across the waist) are left on all the time now, and
with ‘life-lines’ they make something to grip as you sidle along the
deck. Ponting didn’t see the handle, and running to dodge a big wave
he was knocked silly by a blow on the brow. Result—two lovely black
eyes, and a thankful heart that his nose wasn’t broken!”
The same day a big sea pooped the ship and covered the steersman
(MacCarthy) in fifteen feet of water! It broke down the canvas screen
protecting him, but didn’t dismay MacCarthy. He had bad luck later,
also. For climbing the ratlines to free some tackle his helmet was
knocked off. It nearly came inboard on an incoming wave over the lee
bulwarks, but not quite. However, all that cheery MacCarthy said was,
“Maybe ’twill make the gale lessen a bit!”
There was naturally not much comfort anywhere on board, not even in
the cabins. I think the following extract speaks for itself—
“My bunk is just over the counter, where the waves bump every few
minutes, just over the screw; just under the chilled feet of the
steersman who dances on the deck, which is like a sounding board; and
just next the rudder, which has two dozen squeaks and groans of its
own. Add to this rolls varying from 30° to 50° each way.
“I have made a fine hanging candlestick from a chain of safety pins
and a bent wire, and this swings out and bangs my head. I stick in my
drawing-board at the side of the bunk, and so try to get some sleep in
the fearful rolling.
“There I lay, throughout the day,
Lying this and then that way,
Pain and cramp from toe to shoulder;
Up and down the tempest rolled her.
Pitch and toss, athwart across—
Never worse befell old Ross.
Waves belched round, above, right over
Poor old storm-tossed _Terra Nova_.”
On the 26th we had discussion of Amundsen’s chances, and I got Pennell
to draw a map of his winter quarters. This has some interest, as we
did not know anything of his movements for over a week yet.
[Illustration:
Chart of Bay of Whales, 78° S. + 164° W., after Amundsen.
]
“The _Discovery_ in 1902 found several deep bays in the edge of the
Ross Ice Barrier. Balloon Bight went in about ten miles. Shackleton in
1908 found that these had merged into one and he was stopped by
sea-ice at the head.
“Pennell in the _Terra Nova_ found Amundsen’s Hut (in February, 1911)
to be about two miles from the water on a ridge of old sea-ice about
thirty feet high, but hidden from the ship by another ridge of the
same nature.
“To the west was an indifferent lane half a mile wide which reached
_behind_ the hut. Here the sea-ice was only a few feet above the water
except where pressure occurred. The ice in the west of the lane was
breaking out. Behind this about four miles off was an eighty-foot
cliff of Ice Barrier with a path up in the south-east. I wouldn’t like
his winter, though if he lasted through the autumn he might be O.K.
afterwards. Anyhow, we’ll know in about a week now. We had a great cag
to-day. Some are still sure that Amundsen did nothing at the Pole. The
arguments are: (_a_) Amundsen never liked sledging; and (_b_) if he
meant to go up another glacier than the Beardmore, he’d have acquired
merit and said so!
“Contrariwise (_a_) if he found going easy he might have prospected up
an easy one, perhaps in 1911; and (_b_) if he’d gone astray, the Fram
would have come to us to investigate this year.”
“On the 27th we finished off the cable. It runs to 7,500 words, of
which the western party contributed 900. It is to be delivered to the
agent at Akaroa on Monday (first of April). A funny day to send off a
big cable, but it won’t be published till the 2nd in England, and ten
hours later in Australia. Meanwhile we loaf about till Wednesday
morning (minimum 36 hours), and then land at Lyttelton as soon as
possible.”
On the 30th the coal gang put in about six hours filling the bunkers,
so as to rest on Sunday. We shifted seven tons. The gale had rounded
the large lumps of coal, the impacts turning them into egg-shaped
boulders. The coal-dust was packed into a hard layer which we could
hardly break out with a pick! This is what clogged the pumps in 1910,
and in that gale Teddy Evans was head and shoulders under the bilge
water groping for the mud clogging the pump-roses.
During Sunday we slowly cruised towards Akaroa. After lunch we sighted
a school of eight sperm whales. We turned off and followed them.
Mostly one saw their broad rounded brown backs. Then one would raise
his head a little and blow off “steam,” not up straight but diagonally
forward. Sometimes their large triangular tail fins showed, and once
or twice the huge torpedo head appeared above water. Our harpoon gun
was out of order, but they were too shy to let us approach within
striking distance. Each of these whales was worth £300, so that there
was a small fortune in the whole school.
_Monday, April 1._—About 6 a.m. we approached Akaroa. It was a bright
morning as we entered the very fine harbour, the Heads reminding me of
those of Sydney. We could see the friendly light of the lighthouse
twinkling a greeting to us. Then we saw ragged clumps of the first
trees—two on the skyline resembling a pair of roosters fighting, and
sheep, like rabbits, browsing on the steep hillsides. We lay about a
mile off the little town, while Pennell and Drake went off in the
cutter and were met by a launch. All communication was forbidden with
the shore, but later two men in a small launch hovered around us. As
they pushed off they called out—
“Why didn’t you get back sooner? Amundsen got the Pole in a sardine
tin on the 14th December.”
“Pennell returned about 11 a.m. and confirmed it. Amundsen has done
wonderfully. His risky hut site was not so bad as we expected. In
place of howling blizzards four days in each week, he seems to have
had calm weather! But his bold dash up another glacier, his getting
five men there, and his nice behaviour after returning with regard to
Scott and his work have changed our opinion of him _in toto_.
“Scott will have reached the Pole about January 16. When he sees the
tent and flag there he will get a most unpleasant shock. Amundsen
started eleven days before Scott and was eighty miles nearer. He got
there only thirty days sooner, so that he didn’t march much quicker.
“In the west Gran and I agreed that he had a very good chance, and
Gran has written down in my sledge diary the day he (Amundsen) would
get there. I haven’t looked at it, but believe he was at the Pole at
the day Gran said!”
This prophecy has aroused some interest among psychologists at home!
So I will explain the circumstances. Gran woke up on December 20,
1911, when we were camped in the Punch Bowl and had been sledging over
a month. He declared that he knew that Amundsen was turning back. As
natural we pooh-poohed this. He said, “Well, I’ll write it down in
Grif’s book here.” He did so; but in my Browning and not in the diary
(as I say above).
[Illustration:
PONTING IS HERE ARRANGING THE CREW FOR A PHOTO OFF AKAROA. PROBABLY
HIS LAST EFFORT AT “PONTING” ANY OF US.
The dog Tsignan in the foreground.
]
This copy of Browning was left on Cape Roberts with all other
non-essentials on February 5. It remained there until picked up by
Priestley, six months after I had reached Australia. It was restored
to me in Priestley’s home at Tewkesbury in 1913, nearly two years
after Gran’s inscription. I looked through it and came on Gran’s note,
which I here reproduce. This is one of the most extraordinary
coincidences I know of, and owing to Gran’s isolation from all outside
information is perhaps unique.
I am personally of opinion that coincidence and not telepathy is
involved; though it is a fact that Gran never made any other attempt
to get an undoubted record of a dream, and he certainly believed this
to be something supernatural at the time!
During Monday we idled off Akaroa. Some fish were caught, Day hauling
in a huge barracouta and Evans a rock cod, which he caught as he was
sitting in a deck chair, and so celebrated his first day out of the
cabin. They tasted good at lunch! We trimmed eight tons of coal during
the day, so that only five were left! Then I had a huge bath, borrowed
a shirt, and got into clean clothes ready for civilization!
On Tuesday I packed all my gear, which was lucky, for I only had half
an hour to catch the Sydney boat finally. On Wednesday morning we
entered Lyttelton Harbour early in the morning. A tug came to meet us,
carrying Mrs. Wilson and Mrs. Evans. Pennell asked me to steer the
ship into harbour—why, I know not; unless he thought I looked too
respectable and might look more natural after a trick at the wheel.
However, one of the seamen did all the heavy brain work, and I merely
assisted at the tricky corners!
Simpson, Meares, and I hurried for the first train to Lyttelton.
Simpson was not specially noticeable except for his ski-boots, I had
on his shirt and Evans’ cap. Meares was clothed in a suit lent by Jim
Dennistoun, who said it was an old one of his father’s. I think
Meares’ departure was hastened by the advance of Mr. Dennistoun senior
to greet his son!
I spent only one day in Christchurch, for finding that a ship left for
Sydney that evening, I transhipped all my gear to the mailboat and was
back in Australia on the 7th April, 1912.
VIII
THE END OF THE EXPEDITION
THE END OF THE EXPEDITION
[Illustration:
Chart of parties, December 14, 1911 (Amundsen reaches the Pole).
]
I have brought the story of the Expedition up to April, 1912, so far
as my own part in it is concerned. But it will be of interest to give
a brief _résumé_ of the much more arduous journeys of the other
divisions of the Expedition.
Let us consider the distribution of the _personnel_ in the middle of
December. In the far north at Cape Adare, Campbell and his five mates
were awaiting the arrival of the _Terra Nova_ to take them to fresh
fields of work. The sea-ice had blown out early in spring, and they
had been cooped up on the rocky promontory unable to explore the
hinterland, just as had Borchgrevinck ten years earlier. The ship was
not due until early in January, but Levick’s penguin studies and
Priestley’s ice-notes testify to the industry of the scientific staff
during their imprisonment.
Further south my own party was preparing to climb the Mackay Glacier,
as recorded previously. We were to be taken north on the ship to Evans
Coves (to spend five weeks there during January and February) as soon
as the _Terra Nova_ could reach us.
At Headquarters Simpson was completing his meteorological
log—certainly the most valuable record of Antarctic weather which has
yet been obtained by any of the numerous expeditions to the southern
continent. Ponting was living at Cape Royds, and obtaining many of his
most successful studies of animal life.
To the south stretches the Great Ice Barrier, and somewhere off White
Island a party of two men are doggedly pursuing their homeward path.
They are dragging a queer contraption—a sledge burnt in half—and each
night have great difficulty in erecting their four-man tent. Neither
Day nor Hooper understands navigation, and their plight, if they miss
one of the old pony shelters, will be pitiable. They lie up during a
heavy blizzard, and then start off, desperate, through the drifting
snow. They arrive safely, and a few days later, returning on their
path, see their blindfold tracks passing along the narrow ridge
between two huge crevasses!
Another stage of some two hundred miles shows us, at the foot of the
Beardmore Glacier, a second supporting party, which has just bidden
farewell to Captain Scott. Meares, with Demetri and the dog teams, is
proceeding north again for his last journey on the Great Ice Barrier.
For three months he has been forwarding stores ahead of the pony
parties, and now the Pole party pushes on, unsupported by ponies or
dogs, on the two hardest stages to the Pole.
Scott has just finished the hardest day’s work he experienced on the
ascent of the Beardmore. “A most damnably dismal day,” he calls it.
Next day, the 14th—which is that on which all the positions in the
preceding figure have been charted—they begin to reach better
surfaces, and the three parties, under Evans, Bowers, and the leader,
swing along at an encouraging rate.
Far to the south—indeed, at the uttermost south—five Norwegians have
reached their goal: Amundsen, Bjaaland, Hanssen, Hassel, and Wisting.
After a few days’ rest they have verified their position, and made
sure of the Pole by a circular journey round the apparent site. And
now they are preparing to return to Framheim and the north.
Prestrud, Amundsen’s lieutenant, has just carried out his trip to King
Edward VII. Land. There, beyond the Barrier, he reached high land.
Rocky cliffs appeared in a few _nunatakker_ above the snow mantle. To
these they gave Scott’s name.
[Illustration:
Chart of parties, January 18, 1912 (Scott reaches the Pole).
]
The next chart shows the position of the parties on the 18th of
January, 1912. Cape Adare is now deserted. Campbell has been picked up
by the _Terra Nova_, and safely landed at Evans Coves for five weeks’
exploration between Mount Nansen and Mount Melbourne. Then the ship
sails south to pick up the western party at Granite Harbour, and to
communicate with Headquarters. The pack-ice is still solid in MacMurdo
Sound; the ship can do nothing till well into February. The western
party are waiting on Cape Roberts some twenty miles from the ship. As
narrated previously, they realize that there is no hope of relief in
that quarter, and later march overland to the hut.
Day and Meares have reached the hut, and Atkinson is now halfway home
across the Great Barrier. They have had an anxious rush to keep the
balance between food and time. Only one day—Christmas—has been
different from the many weary days of sledge-hauling. Among the
moraines near the “Cloud-maker,” Wright discovered a piece of marble
containing the first large Archæocyathine fossil from Antarctica.
Although vastly larger than Shackleton’s specimens, this is only a
centimetre long!
Lieutenant Evans has now also turned northward, and, with Lashley and
Crean, is nearing the foot of the Beardmore. For him worse troubles
are approaching. Worn out by constant sledging and unsuitable food, he
is attacked by scurvy, and only saved by the gallant devotion of his
naval mates.
Captain Scott has accomplished his task, and within the time he had
allotted to it. Realizing that if Amundsen came successfully through
the winter his methods must be speedier than those of the English
party, Scott proceeded steadily along the lines he had decided upon
when he left England. It was a bitter disappointment. Since Amundsen
had reached the Pole the year 1911 had passed away; and so the record
stands: “The South Pole: Amundsen 1911, Scott 1912.” How few will
realize that but a few weeks intervened between the two achievements!
[Illustration:
Chart of parties on March 21, 1911 (the last camp).
]
Meanwhile the Norwegian is speeding back to the _Fram_, and already
the hardest part of his journey is over. In mid-January the conditions
of the Barrier bear no remote resemblance to those in mid-March. No
one who has not experienced it can picture the enormous difference due
to the lapse of those two months.
The third chart shows the scene of the last tragedy. Far to the north
the ship is nearing civilization. Campbell’s party is isolated at
“Hell’s Gate,” their cheerless home at Evans Coves. Here in a hole in
the snow they wear out a weary existence for eight never-ending
months. No other Antarctic party has ever experienced such a test of
courage and endurance. Even Mawson’s three weeks alone gave less
opportunity for utter despair than the life of these six men from
March to October, 1912.
All communication is now cut off between Cape Evans and the Barrier.
At the 1910 Hut are Nelson, Debenham, Wright, and Gran with some of
the men, and fourteen miles south in the old _Discovery_ Hut are
Atkinson, Cherry-Garrard, Keohane, and Demetri. But two of these are
invalids—worn out by wild weather on the Barrier when they carried
further supplies to One Ton Depôt.
Eleven miles south of this depôt—and just beyond where Bowers and Gran
reached in the depôt trip of February, 1911—is the last camp of the
Pole party. All the world has been moved by Scott’s messages from this
formless yet historic site. It would be presumption in me to try and
describe it.