CHAPTER III

THE LANTERN BEARER

"Perhaps there lives some dreamy boy, untaught

In school, some graduate of the field or street,

Who shall become a master of the art,

An admiral sailing the high seas of thought,

Fearless and first, and steering with his fleet

For lands not yet laid down on any chart."

--LONGFELLOW.

School days began for Louis in 1859, but were continually interrupted by

illness, travel, and change of school. His father did not believe in

forcing him to study; so he roamed through school according to his own

sweet will, attending classes where he cared to, interesting himself in

the subjects that appealed to him--Latin, French, and

mathematics--neglecting the others and bringing home no prizes, to

Cummie's distress.

Certain books were his prime favorites at this time. "Robinson Crusoe,"

he says, "and some of the books of Mayne Reid and a book called Paul

Blake--Swiss Family Robinson also. At these I played, conjured up their

scenes and delighted to hear them rehearsed to seventy times seven.

"My father's library was a spot of some austerity; the proceedings of

learned societies, cyclopædias, physical science and above all, optics

held the chief place upon the shelves, and it was only in holes and

corners that anything legible existed as if by accident. Parents'

Assistant, Rob Roy, Waverley and Guy Mannering, Pilgrim's Progress,

Voyages of Capt. Woods Rogers, Ainsworth's Tower of London and four old

volumes of Punch--these were among the chief exceptions.

"In these latter which made for years the chief of my diet, I very early

fell in love (almost as soon as I could spell) with the Snob Papers. I

knew them almost by heart ... and I remember my surprise when I found

long afterward that they were famous, and signed with a famous name; to

me, as I read and admired them, they were the works of Mr. Punch."

Two old Bibles interested him particularly. They had belonged to his

grandfather Stevenson and contained many marked passages and notes

telling how they had been read aboard lighthouse tenders and on tours of

inspection among the islands.

After he was thirteen his health was greatly improved and he was able to

enjoy the comradeship of other lads, though he never cared greatly for

sports. He was the leader of a number of boys who used to go about

playing tricks on the neighbors--"tapping on their windows after

nightfall, and all manner of wild freaks."

"Crusoing" was a favorite game and its name stood for all picnicking in

the open air, building bonfires and cooking apples, but the crowning

sport of all was "Lantern Bearing," a game invented by himself and

shared by a dozen of his cronies.

"Toward the end of September," he says, "when school time was drawing

near and the nights were already black, we would begin to sally from

our respective villas, each equipped with a tin bull's-eye lantern....

We wore them buckled to the waist upon a cricket belt, and over them,

such was the rigor of the game, a buttoned top-coat. They smelled

noxiously of blistered tin; they never burned aright, though they would

always burn our fingers; their use was naught; the pleasure of them

merely fanciful; and yet a boy with a bull's-eye under his top-coat

asked for nothing more.

"When two of these asses met there would be an anxious, 'Have you your

lantern?' and a gratified 'Yes,' That was the shibboleth, and a very

needful one too; for as it was the rule to keep our glory contained,

none could recognize a lantern-bearer, unless like a polecat, by the

smell.

"The essence of this bliss was to walk by yourself in the black night,

the slide shut, the top-coat buttoned, not a ray escaping whether to

conduct your footsteps or make your glory public, a mere pillar of

darkness in the dark, and all the while, deep down in the privacy of

your fool's heart, to know you had a bull's-eye at your belt and exult

and sing over the knowledge."

In later years one of the Lantern Bearers describes Louis as he was

then. "A slender, long legged boy in pepper and salt tweeds, with an

undescribable influence that forced us to include him in our play as a

looker on, critic and slave driver.... No one had the remotest intention

of competing with R.L.S. in story making, and his tales, had we known

it, were such as the world would listen to in silence and wonder."

At home and at his last school he was always starting magazines. The

stories were illustrated with much color and the magazines circulated

among the boys for a penny a reading. One was called _The Sunbeam

Magazine_, an illustrated miscellany of fact, fiction, and fun, and

another _The School Boy Magazine_. The latter contained four stories and

its readers must have been hard to satisfy if they did not have their

fill of horrors--"regular crawlers," Louis called them. In the first

tale, "The Adventures of Jan Van Steen," the hero is left hidden in a

boiler under which a fire is lit. The second is a "Ghost Story" of

robbers in a deserted castle.... The third is called, "by curious

anticipation of a story he was to write later on, 'The Wreckers.'"

Numerous plays and novels he began but they eventually found their fate

in the trash basket. An exception to this was a small green pamphlet of

twenty pages called "The Pentland Rising, a page of history, 1666." It

was published through his father's interest on the two-hundredth

anniversary of the fight at Rullion Green. This event in Scotland's

history had been impressed on his mind by the numerous stories. Cummie

had told him of the Covenanters and the fact that they had spent the

night before their defeat in the town of Colinton.

From the time he was a little chap, balancing on the limb of an

apple-tree in the Colinton garden trying to see what kind of a world

lay beyond the garden wall, Louis had had a longing to travel and see

sights. This began to find satisfaction now.

His father took him on a trip around the coast of Fife, visiting the

harbor lights. The little towns along the coast were already familiar to

him by the stories of the past. Dunfermline, where, according to the

ballad, Scotland's king once "sat in his tower drinking blood-red wine";

Kerkcaldy, where the witches used to sink "tall ships and honest

mariners in the North Sea"; and "Wemyss with its bat-haunted caves,

where the Chevalier Johnstone on his flight from Colloden passed a night

of superstitious terrors."

Later the family made a trip to the English Lakes and in the winter of

the same year to the south of France, where they stayed two months, then

making a tour through Italy and Switzerland. The following Christmas

found Louis and his mother again in Mentone, where they stayed until

spring.

French was one of his favorite studies at school, and now after a few

months among French people he was able to speak fluently. Indeed, in

after life he was often mistaken for a Frenchman.

His French teacher on his second visit to Mentone gave him no regular

lessons, but "merely talked to him in French, teaching him piquet and

card tricks, introducing him to various French people and taking him to

concerts and other places; so, his mother remarks, like Louis' other

teachers at home I think they found it pleasanter to talk to him then to

teach him."

After their return to Edinburgh came the time when, his school days

finished, Louis must make up his mind what his career is to be and train

himself for it.

Even then he knew what he wanted to do was to write. He had fitted up a

room on the top floor at Heriot Row as a study and spent hours there

covering paper with stories or trying to describe in the very best way

scenes which had impressed him. Most of these were discarded when

finished. "I liked doing them indeed," he said, "but when done I could

see they were rubbish." He never doubted, however, that some day his

attempts would prove worth while, if he could only devote his time to

learning to write and write well.

His father, he knew, had different plans for him, however. Of course,

Louis would follow in his footsteps and be the sixth Stevenson to hold a

place on the Board of Northern Lights. So, although he had little heart

in the work, he entered the University of Edinburgh and spent the next

three and a half years studying for a science degree.

The summer of 1868 he was sent with an engineering party to Anstruther,

on the coast, where a breakwater was being built. There he had his first

opportunity of seeing some of the practical side of engineering. It was

rough work, but he enjoyed it. Later he spent three weeks on Earraid

Island, off Mull, a place which left a strong impression on his mind and

figured afterward as the spot where David Balfour was shipwrecked.

Among the experiences at that time which pleased him most was a chance

to descend in a diver's dress to the foundation of the harbor they were

building. In his essays, "Random Memories," he tells of the "dizzy

muddleheaded joy" he had in his surroundings, swaying like a reed, and

grabbing at the fish which darted past him.

In writing afterward of these years he says: "What I gleaned I am sure I

do not know, but indeed I had already my own private determination to be

an author ... though I haunted the breakwater by day, and even loved the

place for the sake of the sunshine, the thrilling sea-side air, the wash

of the waves on the sea face, the green glimmer of the diver's helmets

far below.... My own genuine occupation lay elsewhere and my only

industry was in the hours when I was not on duty. I lodged with a

certain Bailie Brown, a carpenter by trade, and there as soon as dinner

was despatched ... drew my chair to the table and proceeded to pour

forth literature.

"I wish to speak with sympathy of my education as an engineer. It takes

a man into the open air; keeps him hanging about harbor sides, the

richest form of idling; it carries him to wild islands; it gives him a

taste of the genial danger of the sea ... and when it has done so it

carries him back and shuts him in an office. From the roaring skerry and

the wet thwart of the tossing boat, he passes to the stool and desk, and

with a memory full of ships and seas and perilous headlands and shining

pharos, he must apply his long-sighted eyes to the pretty niceties of

drawing or measure his inaccurate mind with several pages of consecutive

figures."

"The roaring skerry and the tossing boat," appealed to him as they had

to his grandfather before him, but they did not balance his dislike for

the "office and the stool" or make him willing to devote his time and

energy to working for them, so his university record was very poor. "No

one ever played the truant with more deliberate care," he says, "and no

one ever had more certificates (of attendance) for less education."

One thing that he gained from his days at the university was the

friendship of Professor Fleeming Jenkin. He was fifteen years older than

Louis, but they had many common interests and the professor had much

good influence over him. He was one of the first to see promise in his

writing and encouraged him to go on with it.

Both the professor and Mrs. Jenkin were much interested in dramatics and

each year brought a group of friends together at their house for private

theatricals. Stevenson was a constant visitor at their home, joining

heartily in these plays and looking forward to them, although he never

took any very important part.

After Professor Jenkin's death Stevenson wrote his biography, and says

it was a "mingled pain and pleasure to dig into the past of a dead

friend, and find him, at every spadeful, shine brighter."

About this time Thomas Stevenson bought Swanston Cottage in the Pentland

Hills, about five miles from Edinburgh, and for the next fourteen years

the family spent their summers there, and Louis often went out in

winter as well. It ever remained one of his favorite spots and with

Colinton stood out as a place that meant much in his life.

[Illustration: Swanston Cottage]

These years saw great change in him; from a frank and happy child he had

grown into a lonely, moody boy making few friends and shunning the

social life that his father's position in Edinburgh offered him. He

describes himself as a "lean, ugly, unpopular student," but those who

knew him never applied the term "ugly" to him at any time.

At Swanston he explored the hills alone and grew to know them so well

that the Pentland country ever remained vividly in his memory and found

its way into many of his stories, notably "St. Ives," where he describes

Swanston as it was when they first made it their summer home.

Many solitary winter evenings he spent there rereading his favorite

novels, particularly Dumas's "Vicomte de Bragelonne," which always

pleased him. "Shakespeare has served me best," he said. "Few living

friends have had upon me an influence so strong for good as Hamlet or

Rosalind. Perhaps my dearest and best friend outside of Shakespeare is

D'Artagnan, the elderly D'Artagnan of the 'Vicomte de Bragelonne.'

"I would return in the early night from one of my patrols with the

shepherd, a friendly face would meet me in the door, a friendly

retriever scurry up stairs to fetch my slippers, and I would sit down

with the Vicomte for a long, silent, solitary lamp-lit evening by the

fire."

At Swanston he first began to really write, "bad poetry," he says, and

during his solitary rambles fought with certain problems that perplexed

him.

Here he made the acquaintance of the Scotch gardener, Robert Young, and

John Todd, the "Roaring Shepherd, the oldest herd on the Pentlands,"

whom he accompanied on his rounds with the sheep, listening to his tales

told in broad Scotch of the highland shepherds in the old days when "he

himself often marched flocks into England, sleeping on the hillsides

with his caravan; and by his account it was rough business not without

danger. The drove roads lay apart from habitation; the drivers met in

the wilderness, as to-day the deep sea fishers meet off the banks in the

solitude of the Atlantic."

All this time Louis was idling through the university, knowing that in

the end he would make nothing of himself as an engineer and dreading to

confess it to his father. At length, however, his failure in his studies

came to Thomas Stevenson's attention, and, on being questioned about it

"one dreadful day" as they were walking together, the boy frankly

admitted that his heart was not with the work and he cared for nothing

but to be able to write.

While at school his father had encouraged him to follow his own bent in

his studies and reading, but when it came to the point of choosing his

life-work, there ought to be no question of doubt. The only natural

thing for Louis to do was to carry on the great and splendid work that

he himself had helped to build up. That the boy should have other plans

of his own surprised and troubled him. Literature, he said, was no

profession, and thus far Louis had not done enough to prove he had a

claim for making it his career.

After much debate it was finally decided that he should give up

engineering, but should enter the law school and study to be admitted to

the bar. This would not only give him an established profession, but

leave him a little time to write as well.

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