him.... I owe him a whole lot, I know that.”
“I wish you’d never set eyes on him.”
Thatcher cleared his throat and turned his face away from her to look
out the window at the two endless bands of automobiles that passed
along the road in front of the station. Dust rose from them and angular
glitter of glass enamel and nickel. Tires made a swish on the oily
macadam. Ellen dropped onto the davenport and let her eyes wander among
the faded red roses of the carpet.
The bell rang. “I’ll go daddy.... How do you do Mrs. Culveteer?”
A redfaced broad woman in a black and white chiffon dress came into the
room puffing. “Oh you must forgive my butting in, I’m just dropping by
for a second.... How are you Mr. Thatcher?... You know my dear your
poor father has really been very poorly.”
“Nonsense; all I had was a little backache.”
“Lumbago my dear.”
“Why daddy you ought to have let me know.”
“The sermon today was most inspiring, Mr. Thatcher.... Mr. Lourton was
at his very best.”
“I guess I ought to rout out and go to church now and then, but you see
I like to lay round the house Sundays.”
“Of course Mr. Thatcher it’s the only day you have. My husband was just
like that.... But I think it’s different with Mr. Lourton than with
most clergymen. He has such an uptodate commonsense view of things.
It’s really more like attending an intensely interesting lecture than
going to church.... You understand what I mean.”
“I’ll tell you what I’ll do Mrs. Culveteer, next Sunday if it’s not too
hot I’ll go.... I guess I’m getting too set in my ways.”
“Oh a little change does us all good.... Mrs. Oglethorpe you have
no idea how closely we follow your career, in the Sunday papers and
all.... I think it’s simply wonderful.... As I was telling Mr. Thatcher
only yesterday it must take a lot of strength of character and deep
Christian living to withstand the temptations of stage life nowadays.
It’s inspiring to think of a young girl and wife coming so sweet and
unspoiled through all that.”
Ellen kept looking at the floor so as not to catch her father’s eye.
He was tapping with two fingers on the arm of his morrischair. Mrs.
Culveteer beamed from the middle of the davenport. She got to her feet.
“Well I just must run along. We have a green girl in the kitchen and
I’m sure dinner’s all ruined.... Wont you drop in this afternoon...?
quite informally. I made some cookies and we’ll have some gingerale out
just in case somebody turns up.”
“I’m sure we’d be delighted Mrs. Culveteer,” said Thatcher getting
stiffly to his feet. Mrs. Culveteer in her bunchy dress waddled out the
door.
“Well Ellie suppose we go eat.... She’s a very nice kindhearted woman.
She’s always bringing me pots of jam and marmalade. She lives upstairs
with her sister’s family. She’s the widow of a traveling man.”
“That was quite a line about the temptations of stage life,” said Ellen
with a little laugh in her throat. “Come along or the place’ll be
crowded. Avoid the rush is my motto.”
Said Thatcher in a peevish crackling voice, “Let’s not dawdle around.”
Ellen spread out her sunshade as they stepped out of the door flanked
on either side by bells and letterboxes. A blast of gray heat beat in
their faces. They passed the stationery store, the red A. and P., the
corner drugstore from which a stale coolness of sodawater and icecream
freezers drifted out under the green awning, crossed the street,
where their feet sank into the sticky melting asphalt, and stopped
at the Sagamore Cafeteria. It was twelve exactly by the clock in the
window that had round its face in old English lettering, TIME TO EAT.
Under it was a large rusty fern and a card announcing Chicken Dinner
$1.25. Ellen lingered in the doorway looking up the quivering street.
“Look daddy we’ll probably have a thunderstorm.” A cumulus soared in
unbelievable snowy contours in the slate sky. “Isnt that a fine cloud?
Wouldnt it be fine if we had a riproaring thunderstorm?”
Ed Thatcher looked up, shook his head and went in through the swinging
screen door. Ellen followed him. Inside it smelled of varnish and
waitresses. They sat down at a table near the door under a droning
electric fan.
“How do you do Mr. Thatcher? How you been all the week sir? How do
you do miss?” The bonyfaced peroxidehaired waitress hung over them
amicably. “What’ll it be today sir, roast Long Island duckling or roast
Philadelphia milkfed capon?”
IV. Fire Engine
_Such afternoons the buses are crowded into line like
elephants in a circusparade. Morningside Heights to
Washington Square, Penn Station to Grant’s Tomb.
Parlorsnakes and flappers joggle hugging downtown uptown,
hug joggling gray square after gray square, until they see
the new moon giggling over Weehawken and feel the gusty
wind of a dead Sunday blowing dust in their faces, dust of
a typsy twilight._
They are walking up the Mall in Central Park.
“Looks like he had a boil on his neck,” says Ellen in front of the
statue of Burns.
“Ah,” whispers Harry Goldweiser with a fat-throated sigh, “but he was a
great poet.”
She is walking in her wide hat in her pale loose dress that the wind
now and then presses against her legs and arms, silkily, swishily
walking in the middle of great rosy and purple and pistachiogreen
bubbles of twilight that swell out of the grass and trees and ponds,
bulge against the tall houses sharp gray as dead teeth round the
southern end of the park, melt into the indigo zenith. When he talks,
forming sentences roundly with his thick lips, continually measuring
her face with his brown eyes, she feels his words press against her
body, nudge in the hollows where her dress clings; she can hardly
breathe for fear of listening to him.
“The Zinnia Girl’s going to be an absolute knockout, Elaine, I’m
telling you and that part’s just written for you. I’d enjoy working
with you again, honest.... You’re so different, that’s what it is about
you. All these girls round New York here are just the same, they’re
monotonous. Of course you could sing swell if you wanted to.... I’ve
been crazy as a loon since I met you, and that’s a good six months
now. I sit down to eat and the food dont have any taste.... You cant
understand how lonely a man gets when year after year he’s had to
crush his feelings down into himself. When I was a young fellow I was
different, but what are you to do? I had to make money and make my way
in the world. And so I’ve gone on year after year. For the first time
I’m glad I did it, that I shoved ahead and made big money, because now
I can offer it all to you. Understand what I mean?... All those ideels
and beautiful things pushed down into myself when I was making my way
in a man’s world were like planting seed and you’re their flower.”
Now and then as they walk the back of his hand brushes against hers;
she clenches her fist sullenly drawing it away from the hot determined
pudginess of his hand.
The Mall is full of couples, families waiting for the music to begin.
It smells of children and dress-shields and talcum powder. A balloonman
passes them trailing red and yellow and pink balloons like a great
inverted bunch of grapes behind him. “Oh buy me a balloon.” The words
are out of her mouth before she can stop them.
“Hay you gimme one of each color.... And how about one of those gold
ones? No keep the change.”
Ellen put the strings of the balloons into the dirtsticky hands of
three little monkeyfaced girls in red tarns. Each balloon caught a
crescent of violet glare from the arclight.
“Aw you like children, Elaine, dont you? I like a woman to like
children.”
Ellen sits numb at a table on the terrace of the Casino. A hot gust of
foodsmell and the rhythm of a band playing _He’s a Ragpicker_ swirls
chokingly about her; now and then she butters a scrap of roll and puts
it in her mouth. She feels very helpless, caught like a fly in his
sticky trickling sentences.
“There’s nobody else in New York could have got me to walk that far,
I’ll tell you that.... I walked too much in the old days, do you
understand, used to sell papers when I was a kid and run errands
for Schwartz’s Toystore ... on my feet all day except when I was in
nightschool. I thought I was going to be a lawyer, all us East Side
fellers thought we were goin to be lawyers. Then I worked as an usher
one summer at the Irving Place and got the theater bug.... Not such a
bad hunch it turned out to be, but it’s too uncertain. Now I dont care
any more, only want to cover my losses. That’s the trouble with me.
I’m thirtyfive an I dont care any more. Ten years ago I was still only
a kind of clerk in old man Erlanger’s office, and now there’s lots of
em whose shoes I used to shine in the old days’d be real glad of the
opportunity to sweep my floors on West Forty-eighth.... Tonight I can
take you anywhere in New York, I dont care how expensive or how chic it
is ... an in the old days us kids used to think it was paradise if we
had five plunks to take a couple of girls down to the Island.... I bet
all that was different with you Elaine.... But what I want to do is get
that old feelin back, understand?... Where shall we go?”
“Why dont we go down to Coney Island then? I’ve never been?
“It’s a pretty rough crowd ... still we can just ride round. Let’s do
it. I’ll go phone for the car.”
Ellen sits alone looking down into her coffeecup. She puts a lump of
sugar on her spoon, dips it in the coffee and pops it into her mouth
where she crunches it slowly, rubbing the grains of sugar against the
roof of her mouth with her tongue. The orchestra is playing a tango.
* * * * *
The sun streaming into the office under the drawn shades cut a bright
slanting layer like watered silk through the cigarsmoke.
“Mighty easy,” George Baldwin was saying dragging out the words. “Gus
we got to go mighty easy on this.” Gus McNiel bullnecked redfaced with
a heavy watchchain in his vest sat in the armchair nodding silently,
pulling on his cigar. “As things are now no court would sustain such an
injunction ... an injunction that seems to me a pure piece of party
politics on Judge Connor’s part, but there are certain elements....”
“You said it.... Look here George I’m goin to leave this whole blame
thing to you. You pulled me through the East New York dockin space mess
and I guess you can pull me through this.”
“But Gus your position in this whole affair has been entirely within
the bounds of legality. If it werent I certainly should not be able to
take the case, not even for an old friend like you.”
“You know me George.... I never went back on a guy yet and I dont
expect to have anybody go back on me.” Gus got heavily to his feet and
began to limp about the office leaning on a goldknobbed cane. “Connor’s
a son of a bitch ... an honest, you wouldn’t believe it but he was a
decent guy before he went up to Albany.”
“My position will be that your attitude in this whole matter has been
willfully misconstrued. Connor has been using his position on the bench
to further a political end.”
“God I wish we could get him. Jez I thought he was one of the boys;
he was until he went up an got mixed up with all those lousy upstate
Republicans. Albany’s been the ruination of many a good man.”
Baldwin got up from the flat mahogany table where he sat between tall
sheaves of foolscap and put his hand on Gus’s shoulder. “Dont you lose
any sleep over it....”
“I’d feel all right if it wasn’t for those Interborough bonds.”
“What bonds? Who’s seen any bonds?... Let’s get this young fellow in
here ... Joe ... And one more thing Gus, for heaven’s sakes keep your
mouth shut.... If any reporters or anybody comes round to see you tell
’em about your trip to Bermuda.... We can get publicity enough when we
need it. Just at present we want to keep the papers out of it or you’ll
have all the reformers on your heels.”
“Well aint they friends of yours? You can fix it up with em.”
“Gus I’m a lawyer and not a politician.... I dont meddle in those
things at all. They dont interest me.”
Baldwin brought the flat of his hand down on a pushbell. An
ivoryskinned young woman with heavy sullen eyes and jetty hair came
into the room.
“How do you do Mr. McNeil.”
“My but you’re looking well Miss Levitsky.”
“Emily tell em to send that young fellow that’s waiting for Mr. McNiel
in.”
Joe O’Keefe came in dragging his feet a little, with his straw hat in
his hand. “Howde do sir.”
“Look here Joe, what does McCarthy say?”
“Contractors and Builders Association’s goin to declare a lockout from
Monday on.”
“And how’s the union?”
“We got a full treasury. We’re goin to fight.”
Baldwin sat down on the edge of the desk. “I wish I knew what Mayor
Mitchel’s attitude was on all this.”
“That reform gang’s just treadin water like they always do,” said Gus
savagely biting the end off a cigar. “When’s this decision going to be
made public?”
“Saturday.”
“Well keep in touch with us.”
“All right gentlemen. And please dont call me on the phone. It dont
look exactly right. You see it aint my office.”
“Might be wiretappin goin on too. Those fellers wont stop at nothin.
Well see ye later Joey.”
Joe nodded and walked out. Baldwin turned frowning to Gus.
“Gus I dont know what I’m goin to do with you if you dont keep out of
all this labor stuff. A born politician like you ought to have better
sense. You just cant get away with it.”
“But we got the whole damn town lined up.”
“I know a whole lot of the town that isnt lined up. But thank Heavens
that’s not my business. This bond stuff is all right, but if you get
into a mess with this strike business I couldn’t handle your case. The
firm wouldnt stand for it,” he whispered fiercely. Then he said aloud
in his usual voice, “Well how’s the wife, Gus?”
Outside in the shiny marble hall, Joe O’Keefe was whistling _Sweet
Rosy O’Grady_ waiting for the elevator. Imagine a guy havin a knockout
like that for a secretary. He stopped whistling and let the breath out
silently through pursed lips. In the elevator he greeted a walleyed man
in a check suit. “Hullo Buck.”
“Been on your vacation yet?”
Joe stood with his feet apart and his hands in his pockets. He shook
his head. “I get off Saturday.”
“I guess I’ll take in a couple o days at Atlantic City myself.”
“How do you do it?”
“Oh the kid’s clever.”
Coming out of the building O’Keefe had to make his way through people
crowding into the portal. A slate sky sagging between the tall
buildings was spatting the pavements with fiftycent pieces. Men were
running to cover with their straw hats under their coats. Two girls had
made hoods of newspaper over their summer bonnets. He snatched blue of
their eyes, a glint of lips and teeth as he passed. He walked fast to
the corner and caught an uptown car on the run. The rain advanced down
the street in a solid sheet glimmering, swishing, beating newspapers
flat, prancing in silver nipples along the asphalt, striping windows,
putting shine on the paint of streetcars and taxicabs. Above Fourteenth
there was no rain, the air was sultry.
“A funny thing weather,” said an old man next to him. O’Keefe grunted.
“When I was a boy onct I saw it rain on one side of the street an a
house was struck by lightnin an on our side not a drop fell though the
old man wanted it bad for some tomatoplants he’d just set out.”
Crossing Twentythird O’Keefe caught sight of the tower of Madison
Square Garden. He jumped off the car; the momentum carried him in
little running steps to the curb. Turning his coatcollar down again he
started across the square. On the end of a bench under a tree drowsed
Joe Harland. O’Keefe plunked down in the seat beside him.
“Hello Joe. Have a cigar.”
“Hello Joe. I’m glad to see you my boy. Thanks. It’s many a day since
I’ve smoked one of these things.... What are you up to? Aint this kind
of out of your beat?”
“I felt kinder blue so I thought I’d buy me a ticket to the fight
Saturday.”
“What’s the matter?”
“Hell I dunno.... Things dont seem to go right. Here I’ve got myself
all in deep in this political game and there dont seem to be no future
in it. God I wish I was educated like you.”
“A lot of good it’s done me.”
“I wouldn’t say that.... If I could ever git on the track you were on I
bet ye I wouldn’t lose out.”
“You cant tell Joe, funny things get into a man.”
“There’s women and that sort of stuff.”
“No I dont mean that.... You get kinder disgusted.”
“But hell I dont see how a guy with enough jack can git disgusted.”
“Then maybe it was booze, I dont know.”
They sat silent a minute. The afternoon was flushing with sunset. The
cigarsmoke was blue and crinkly about their heads.
“Look at the swell dame.... Look at the way she walks. Aint she a
peacherino? That’s the way I like ’em, all slick an frilly with their
lips made up.... Takes jack to go round with dames like that.”
“They’re no different from anybody else, Joe.”
“The hell you say.”
“Say Joe you havent got an extra dollar on you?”
“Maybe I have.”
“My stomach’s a little out of order.... I’d like to take a little
something to steady it, and I’m flat till I get paid Saturday ... er
... you understand ... you’re sure you dont mind? Give me your address
and I’ll send it to you first thing Monday morning.”
“Hell dont worry about it, I’ll see yez around somewheres.”
“Thank you Joe. And for God’s sake dont buy any more Blue Peter Mines
on a margin without asking me about it. I may be a back number but I
can still tell a goldbrick with my eyes closed.”
“Well I got my money back.”
“It took the devil’s own luck to do it.”
“Jez it strikes me funny me loanin a dollar to the guy who owned half
the Street.”
“Oh I never had as much as they said I did.”
“This is a funny place....”
“Where?”
“Oh I dunno, I guess everywhere.... Well so long Joe, I guess I’ll go
along an buy that ticket.... Jez it’s goin to be a swell fight.”
Joe Harland watched the young man’s short jerky stride as he went off
down the path with his straw hat on the side of his head. Then he got
to his feet and walked east along Twentythird Street. The pavements and
housewalls still gave off heat although the sun had set. He stopped
outside a corner saloon and examined carefully a group of stuffed
ermines, gray with dust, that occupied the center of the window.
Through the swinging doors a sound of quiet voices and a malty coolness
seeped into the street. He suddenly flushed and bit his upper lip and
after a furtive glance up and down the street went in through the
swinging doors and shambled up to the brassy bottleglittering bar.
* * * * *
After the rain outdoors the plastery backstage smell was pungent in
their nostrils. Ellen hung the wet raincoat on the back of the door and
put her umbrella in a corner of the dressing room where a little puddle
began to spread from it. “And all I could think of,” she was saying
in a low voice to Stan who followed her staggering, “was a funny song
somebody’d told me when I was a little girl about: And the only man
who survived the flood was longlegged Jack of the Isthmus.”
“God I dont see why people have children. It’s an admission of defeat.
Procreation is the admission of an incomplete organism. Procreation is
an admission of defeat.”
“Stan for Heaven’s sake dont shout, you’ll shock the stagehands.... I
oughtnt to have let you come. You know the way people gossip round a
theater.”
“I’ll be quiet just like a lil mouse.... Just let me wait till Milly
comes to dress you. Seeing you dress is my only remaining pleasure ...
I admit that as an organism I’m incomplete.”
“You wont be an organism of any kind if you dont sober up.”
“I’m going to drink ... I’m going to drink till when I cut myself
whiskey runs out. What’s the good of blood when you can have whiskey?”
“Oh Stan.”
“The only thing an incomplete organism can do is drink.... You complete
beautiful organisms dont need to drink.... I’m going to lie down and go
byby.”
“Dont Stan for Heaven’s sake. If you go and pass out here I’ll never
forgive you.”
There was a soft doubleknock at the door. “Come in Milly.” Milly was a
small wrinklefaced woman with black eyes. A touch of negro blood made
her purplegray lips thick, gave a lividness to her verywhite skin.
“It’s eight fifteen dear,” she said as she bustled in. She gave a quick
look at Stan and turned to Ellen with a little wry frown.
“Stan you’ve got to go away.... I’ll meet you at the Beaux Arts or
anywhere you like afterwards.”
“I want to go byby.”
Sitting in front of the mirror at her dressingtable Ellen was wiping
cold cream off her face with quick dabs of a little towel. From her
makeup box a smell of greasepaint and cocoabutter melted fatly through
the room.
“I dont know what to do with him tonight,” she whispered to Milly as
she slipped off her dress. “Oh I wish he would stop drinking.”
“I’d put him in the shower and turn cold water on him deary.”
“How’s the house tonight Milly?”
“Pretty thin Miss Elaine.”
“I guess it’s the bad weather ... I’m going to be terrible.”
“Dont let him get you worked up deary. Men aint worth it.”
“I want to go byby.” Stan was swaying and frowning in the center of the
room. “Miss Elaine I’ll put him in the bathroom; nobody’ll notice him
there.”
“That’s it, let him go to sleep in the bathtub.”
“Ellie I’ll go byby in the bathtub.”
The two women pushed him into the bathroom. He flopped limply into the
tub, and lay there asleep with his feet in the air and his head on the
faucets. Milly was making little rapid clucking noises with her tongue.
“He’s like a sleepy baby when he’s like this,” whispered Ellen softly.
She stuck the folded bathmat under his head and brushed the sweaty hair
off his forehead. He was hardly breathing. She leaned and kissed his
eyelids very softly.
“Miss Elaine you must hurry ... curtain’s ringing up.”
“Look quick am I all right?”
“Pretty as a picture.... Lord love you dear.”
Ellen ran down the stairs and round to the wings, stood there, panting
with terror as if she had just missed being run over by an automobile
grabbed the musicroll she had to go on with from the property man, got
her cue and walked on into the glare.
“How do you do it Elaine?” Harry Goldweiser was saying, shaking his
calf’s head from the chair behind her. She could see him in the mirror
as she took her makeup off. A taller man with gray eyes and eyebrows
stood beside him. “You remember when they first cast you for the part I
said to Mr. Fallik, Sol she cant do it, didnt I Sol?”
“Sure you did Harry.”
“I thought that no girl so young and beautiful could put, you know ...
put the passion and terror into it, do you understand?... Sol and I
were out front for that scene in the last act.”
“Wonderful, wonderful,” groaned Mr. Fallik. “Tell us how you do it
Elaine.”
The makeup came off black and pink on the cloth. Milly moved discreetly
about the background hanging up dresses.
“Do you know who it was who coached me up on that scene? John
Oglethorpe. It’s amazing the ideas he has about acting.”
“Yes it’s a shame he’s so lazy.... He’d be a very valuable actor.”
“It’s not exactly laziness ...” Ellen shook down her hair and twisted
it in a coil in her two hands. She saw Harry Goldweiser nudge Mr.
Fallik.
“Beautiful isn’t it?”
“How’s Red Red Rose going?”
“Oh dont ask me Elaine. Played exclusively to the ushers last week, do
you understand? I dont see why it dont go, it’s catchy.... Mae Merrill
has a pretty figure. Oh, the show business has all gone to hell.”
Ellen put the last bronze pin in the copper coil of her hair. She
tossed her chin up. “I’d like to try something like that.”
“But one thing at a time my dear young lady; we’ve just barely got you
started as an emotional actress.”
“I hate it; it’s all false. Sometimes I want to run down to the foots
and tell the audience, go home you damn fools. This is a rotten show
and a lot of fake acting and you ought to know it. In a musical show
you could be sincere.”
“Didnt I tell ye she was nuts Sol? Didnt I tell ye she was nuts?”
“I’ll use some of that little speech in my publicity next week.... I
can work it in fine.”
“You cant have her crabbin the show.”
“No but I can work it in in that column about aspirations of
celebrities.... You know, this guy is President of the Zozodont Company
and would rather have been a fireman and another would rather have been
a keeper at the Zoo.... Great human interest stuff.”
“You can tell them Mr. Fallik that I think the woman’s place is in the
home ... for the feebleminded.”
“Ha ha ha,” laughed Harry Goldweiser showing the gold teeth in the
sides of his mouth. “But I know you could dance and sing with the best
of em, Elaine.”
“Wasnt I in the chorus for two years before I married Oglethorpe?”
“You must have started in the cradle,” said Mr. Fallik leering under
his gray lashes.