“Oh I’m the most miserable woman,” she groaned and got to her feet. Her

head ached as if it were bound with hot wire. She went to the window

and leaned out into the sunlight. Across Park Avenue the flameblue sky

was barred with the red girder cage of a new building. Steam riveters

rattled incessantly; now and then a donkeyengine whistled and there was

a jingle of chains and a fresh girder soared crosswise in the air. Men

in blue overalls moved about the scaffolding. Beyond to the northwest a

shining head of clouds soared blooming compactly like a cauliflower. Oh

if it would only rain. As the thought came to her there was a low growl

of thunder above the din of building and of traffic. Oh if it would

only rain.

Ellen had just hung a chintz curtain in the window to hide with its

blotchy pattern of red and purple flowers the vista of desert backyards

and brick flanks of downtown houses. In the middle of the bare room was

a boxcouch cumbered with teacups, a copper chafingdish and percolator;

the yellow hardwood floor was littered with snippings of chintz and

curtainpins; books, dresses, bedlinen cascaded from a trunk in the

corner; from a new mop in the fireplace exuded a smell of cedar oil.

Ellen was leaning against the wall in a daffodilcolored kimono looking

happily about the big shoebox-shaped room when the buzzer startled her.

She pushed a rope of hair up off her forehead and pressed the button

that worked the latch. There was a little knock on the door. A woman

was standing in the dark of the hall.

“Why Cassie I couldn’t make out who you were. Come in.... What’s the

matter?”

“You are sure I’m not intwuding?”

“Of course not.” Ellen leaned to give her a little pecking kiss.

Cassandra Wilkins was very pale and there was a nervous quiver about

her eyelids. “You can give me some advice. I’m just getting my curtains

up.... Look do you think that purple goes all right with the gray wall?

It looks kind of funny to me.”

“I think it’s beautiful. What a beautiful woom. How happy you’re going

to be here.”

“Put that chafingdish down on the floor and sit down. I’ll make some

tea. There’s a kind of bathroom kitchenette in the alcove there.”

“You’re sure it wouldn’t be too much twouble?”

“Of course not.... But Cassie what’s the matter?”

“Oh everything.... I came down to tell you but I cant. I cant ever tell

anybody.”

“I’m so excited about this apartment. Imagine Cassie it’s the first

place of my own I ever had in my life. Daddy wants me to live with him

in Passaic, but I just felt I couldn’t.”

“And what does Mr. Oglethorpe...? Oh but that’s impertinent of me....

Do forgive me Elaine. I’m almost cwazy. I don’t know what I’m saying.”

“Oh Jojo’s a dear. He’s even going to let me divorce him if I want

to.... Would you if you were me?” Without waiting for an answer she

disappeared between the folding doors. Cassie remained hunched up on

the edge of the couch.

Ellen came back with a blue teapot in one hand and a pan of steaming

water in the other. “Do you mind not having lemon or cream? There’s

some sugar on the mantelpiece. These cups are clean because I just

washed them. Dont you think they are pretty? Oh you cant imagine

how wonderful and domestic it makes you feel to have a place all to

yourself. I hate living in a hotel. Honestly this place makes me just

so domestic ... Of course the ridiculous thing is that I’ll probably

have to give it up or sublet as soon as I’ve got it decently fixed up.

Show’s going on the road in three weeks. I want to get out of it but

Harry Goldweiser wont let me.” Cassie was taking little sips of tea out

of her spoon. She began to cry softly. “Why Cassie buck up, what’s the

matter?”

“Oh, you’re so lucky in everything Elaine and I’m so miserable.”

“Why I always thought it was my jinx that got the beautyprize, but what

is the matter?”

Cassie put down her cup and pushed her two clenched hands into her

neck. “It’s just this,” she said in a strangled voice.... “I think I’m

going to have a baby.” She put her head down on her knees and sobbed.

“Are you sure? Everybody’s always having scares.”

“I wanted our love to be always pure and beautiful, but he said he’d

never see me again if I didn’t ... and I hate him.” She shook the words

out one by one between tearing sobs.

“Why don’t you get married?”

“I cant. I wont. It would interfere.”

“How long since you knew?”

“Oh it must have been ten days ago easily. I know it’s that ... I dont

want to have anything but my dancing.” She stopped sobbing and began

taking little sips of tea again.

Ellen walked back and forth in front of the fireplace. “Look here

Cassie there’s no use getting all wrought up over things, is there? I

know a woman who’ll help you.... Do pull yourself together please.”

“Oh I couldn’t, I couldn’t.” ... The saucer slid off her knees and

broke in two on the floor. “Tell me Elaine have you ever been through

this?... Oh I’m so sowy. I’ll buy you another saucer Elaine.” She got

totteringly to her feet and put the cup and spoon on the mantelpiece.

“Oh of course I have. When we were first married I had a terrible

time....”

“Oh Elaine isn’t it hideous all this? Life would be so beautiful and

free and natural without it.... I can feel the howor of it cweeping up

on me, killing me.”

“Things are rather like that,” said Ellen gruffly.

Cassie was crying again. “Men are so bwutal and selfish.”

“Have another cup of tea, Cassie.”

“Oh I couldn’t. My dear I feel a deadly nausea.... Oh I think I’m going

to be sick.”

“The bathroom is right through the folding doors and to the left.”

Ellen walked up and down the room with clenched teeth. I hate women. I

hate women.

After a while Cassie came back into the room, her face greenish white,

dabbing her forehead with a washrag.

“Here lie down here you poor kid,” said Ellen clearing a space on the

couch. “... Now you’ll feel much better.”

“Oh will you ever forgive me for causing all this twouble?”

“Just lie still a minute and forget everything.”

“Oh if I could only relax.”

Ellen’s hands were cold. She went to the window and looked out. A

little boy in a cowboy suit was running about the yard waving an end

of clothesline. He tripped and fell. Ellen could see his face puckered

with tears as he got to his feet again. In the yard beyond a stumpy

woman with black hair was hanging out clothes. Sparrows were chirping

and fighting on the fence.

“Elaine dear could you let me have a little powder? I’ve lost my vanity

case.”

She turned back into the room. “I think.... Yes there’s some on the

mantelpiece.... Do you feel better now Cassie?”

“Oh yes,” said Cassie in a trembly voice. “And have you got a lipstick?”

“I’m awfully sorry.... I’ve never worn any street makeup. I’ll have

to soon enough if I keep on acting.” She went into the alcove to take

off her kimono, slipped on a plain green dress, coiled up her hair

and pushed a small black hat down over it. “Let’s run along Cassie. I

want to have something to eat at six.... I hate bolting my dinner five

minutes before a performance.”

“Oh I’m so tewified.... Pwomise you wont leave me alone.”

“Oh she wouldnt do anything today.... She’ll just look you over and

maybe give you something to take.... Let’s see, have I got my key?”

“We’ll have to take a taxi. And my dear I’ve only got six dollars in

the world.”

“I’ll make daddy give me a hundred dollars to buy furniture. That’ll be

all right.”

“Elaine you’re the most angelic cweature in the world.... You deserve

every bit of your success.”

At the corner of Sixth Avenue they got into a taxi.

Cassie’s teeth were chattering. “Please let’s go another time. I’m too

fwightened to go now.”

“My dear child it’s the only thing to do.”

* * * * *

Joe Harland, puffing on his pipe, pulled to and bolted the wide quaking

board gates. A last splash of garnet-colored sunlight was fading on the

tall housewall across the excavation. Blue arms of cranes stood out

dark against it. Harland’s pipe had gone out, he stood puffing at it

with his back to the gate looking at the files of empty wheelbarrows,

the piles of picks and shovels, the little shed for the donkeyengine

and the steam drills that sat perched on a split rock like a

mountaineer’s shack. It seemed to him peaceful in spite of the rasp of

traffic from the street that seeped through the hoarding. He went into

the leanto by the gate where the telephone was, sat down in the chair,

knocked out, filled and lit his pipe and spread the newspaper out on

his knees. CONTRACTORS PLAN LOCKOUT TO ANSWER BUILDERS’ STRIKE. He

yawned and threw back his head. The light was too blue-dim to read. He

sat a long time staring at the stub scarred toes of his boots. His mind

was a fuzzy comfortable blank. Suddenly he saw himself in a dress-suit

wearing a top hat with an orchid in his buttonhole. The Wizard of Wall

Street looked at the lined red face and the gray hair under the mangy

cap and the big hands with their grimy swollen knuckles and faded with

a snicker. He remembered faintly the smell of a Corona-Corona as he

reached into the pocket of the peajacket for a can of Prince Albert

to refill his pipe. “What dif does it make I’d like to know?” he said

aloud. When he lit a match the night went suddenly inky all round. He

blew out the match. His pipe was a tiny genial red volcano that made

a discreet cluck each time he pulled on it. He smoked very slowly

inhaling deep. The tall buildings all round were haloed with ruddy

glare from streets and electriclight signs. Looking straight up through

glimmering veils of reflected light he could see the blueblack sky and

stars. The tobacco was sweet. He was very happy.

A glowing cigarend crossed the door of the shack. Harland grabbed his

lantern and went out. He held the lantern up in the face of a blond

young man with a thick nose and lips and a cigar in the side of his

mouth.

“How did you get in here?”

“Side door was open.”

“The hell it was? Who are you looking for?”

“You the night watchman round here?” Harland nodded. “Glad to meet

yez.... Have a cigar. I jus wanted to have a little talk wid ye,

see?... I’m organizer for Local 47, see? Let’s see your card.”

“I’m not a union man.”

“Well ye’re goin to be aint ye.... Us guys of the buildin trades have

got to stick together. We’re tryin to get every bloke from night

watchmen to inspectors lined up to make a solid front against this here

lockout sitooation.”

Harland lit his cigar. “Look here, bo, you’re wasting your breath on

me. They’ll always need a watchman, strike or no strike.... I’m an old

man and I havent got much fight left in me. This is the first decent

job I’ve had in five years and they’ll have to shoot me to get it away

from me.... All that stuff’s for kids like you. I’m out of it. You sure

are wasting your breath if you’re going round trying to organize night

watchmen.”

“Say you don’t talk like you’d always been in this kind o woik.”

“Well maybe I aint.”

The young man took off his hat and rubbed his hand over his forehead

and up across his dense cropped hair. “Hell it’s warm work arguin....

Swell night though aint it?”

“Oh the night’s all right,” said Harland.

“Say my name’s O’Keefe, Joe O’Keefe.... Gee I bet you could tell a guy

a lot o things.” He held out his hand.

“My name’s Joe too ... Harland.... Twenty years ago that name meant

something to people.”

“Twenty years from now ...”

“Say you’re a funny fellow for a walking delegate.... You take an old

man’s advice before I run you off the lot, and quit it.... It’s no game

for a likely young feller who wants to make his way in the world.”

“Times are changin you know.... There’s big fellers back o this here

strike, see? I was talkin over the sitooation with Assemblyman McNiel

jus this afternoon in his office.”

“But I’m telling you straight if there’s one thing that’ll queer you in

this town it’s this labor stuff.... You’ll remember someday that an

old drunken bum told you that and it’ll be too late.”

“Oh it was drink was it? That’s one thing I’m not afraid of. I don’t

touch the stuff, except beer to be sociable.”

“Look here bo the company detective’ll be makin his rounds soon. You’d

better be making tracks.”

“I ain’t ascared of any goddam company detective.... Well so long I’ll

come in to see you again someday.”

“Close that door behind you.”

Joe Harland drew a little water from a tin container, settled himself

in his chair and stretched his arms out and yawned. Eleven o’clock.

They would just be getting out of the theaters, men in eveningclothes,

girls in lowneck dresses; men were going home to their wives and

mistresses; the city was going to bed. Taxis honked and rasped outside

the hoarding, the sky shimmered with gold powder from electric signs.

He dropped the butt of the cigar and crushed it on the floor with his

heel. He shuddered and got to his feet, then paced slowly round the

edge of the buildinglot swinging his lantern.

The light from the street yellowed faintly a big sign on which was a

picture of a skyscraper, white with black windows against blue sky

and white clouds. SEGAL AND HAYNES will erect on this site a modern

uptodate TWENTYFOUR STORY OFFICE BUILDING open for occupancy January

1915 renting space still available inquire....

* * * * *

Jimmy Herf sat reading on a green couch under a bulb that lit up a

corner of a wide bare room. He had come to the death of Olivier in

_Jean Christophe_ and read with tightening gullet. In his memory

lingered the sound of the Rhine swirling, restlessly gnawing the foot

of the garden of the house where Jean Christophe was born. Europe was a

green park in his mind full of music and red flags and mobs marching.

Occasionally the sound of a steamboat whistle from the river settled

breathless snowysoft into the room. From the street came a rattle of

taxis and the whining sound of streetcars.

There was a knock at the door. Jimmy got up, his eyes blurred and hot

from reading.

“Hello Stan, where the devil did you come from?”

“Herfy I’m tight as a drum.”

“That’s no novelty.”

“I was just giving you the weather report.”

“Well perhaps you can tell me why in this country nobody ever does

anything. Nobody ever writes any music or starts any revolutions or

falls in love. All anybody ever does is to get drunk and tell smutty

stories. I think it’s disgusting....”

“’Ear, ’ear.... But speak for yourself. I’m going to stop drinking....

No good drinking, liquor just gets monotonous.... Say, got a bathtub?”

“Of course there’s a bathtub. Whose apartment do you think this is,

mine?”

“Well whose is it Herfy?”

“It belongs to Lester. I’m just caretaker while he’s abroad, the lucky

dog.” Stan started peeling off his clothes letting them drop in a pile

about his feet. “Gee I’d like to go swimming.... Why the hell do people

live in cities?”

“Why do I go on dragging out a miserable existence in this crazy

epileptic town ... that’s what I want to know.”

“Lead on Horatius, to the baawth slave,” bellowed Stan who stood on top

of his pile of clothes, brown with tight rounded muscles, swaying a

little from his drunkenness.

“It’s right through that door.” Jimmy pulled a towel out of the

steamertrunk in the corner of the room, threw it after him and went

back to reading.

Stan tumbled back into the room, dripping, talking through the towel.

“What do you think, I forgot to take my hat off. And look Herfy,

there’s something I want you to do for me. Do you mind?”

“Of course not. What is it?”

“Will you let me use your back room tonight, this room?”

“Sure you can.”

“I mean with somebody.”

“Go as far as you like. You can bring the entire Winter Garden Chorus

in here and nobody will see them. And there’s an emergency exit down

the fire escape into the alley. I’ll go to bed and close my door so you

can have this room and the bath all to yourselves.”

“It’s a rotten imposition but somebody’s husband is on the rampage and

we have to be very careful.”

“Dont worry about the morning. I’ll sneak out early and you can have

the place to yourselves.”

“Well I’m off so long.”

Jimmy gathered up his book and went into his bedroom and undressed.

His watch said fifteen past twelve. The night was sultry. When he had

turned out the light he sat a long while on the edge of the bed. The

faraway sounds of sirens from the river gave him gooseflesh. From the

street he heard footsteps, the sound of men and women’s voices, low

youthful laughs of people going home two by two. A phonograph was

playing _Secondhand Rose_. He lay on his back on top of the sheet.

There came on the air through the window a sourness of garbage, a smell

of burnt gasoline and traffic and dusty pavements, a huddled stuffiness

of pigeonhole rooms where men and women’s bodies writhed alone tortured

by the night and the young summer. He lay with seared eyeballs staring

at the ceiling, his body glowed in a brittle shivering agony like

redhot metal.

A woman’s voice whispering eagerly woke him; someone was pushing open

the door. “I wont see him. I wont see him. Jimmy for Heaven’s sake you

go talk to him. I wont see him.” Elaine Oglethorpe draped in a sheet

walked into the room.

Jimmy tumbled out of bed. “What on earth?”

“Isn’t there a closet or something in here.... I will not talk to Jojo

when he’s in that condition.”

Jimmy straightened his pyjamas. “There’s a closet at the head of the

bed.”

“Of course.... Now Jimmy do be an angel, talk to him and make him go

away.”

Jimmy walked dazedly into the outside room. “Slut, slut,” was yelling

a voice from the window. The lights were on. Stan, draped like an

Indian in a gray and pink-striped blanket was squatting in the middle

of the two couches made up together into a vast bed. He was staring

impassively at John Oglethorpe who leaned in through the upper part of

the window screaming and waving his arms and scolding like a Punch and

Judy show. His hair was in a tangle over his eyes, in one hand he waved

a stick, in the other a creamandcoffeecolored felt hat. “Slut come

here.... Flagrante delictu that’s what it is.... Flagrante delictu.

It was not for nothing that inspiration led me up Lester Jones’s fire

escape.” He stopped and stared a minute at Jimmy with wide drunken

eyes. “So here’s the cub reporter, the yellow journalist is it, looking

as if butter wouldnt melt in his mouth is it? Do you know what my

opinion of you is, would you like to know what my opinion of you is? Oh

I’ve heard about you from Ruth and all that. I know you think you’re

one of the dynamiters and aloof from all that.... How do you like being

a paid prostitute of the public press? How d’you like your yellow

ticket? The brass check, that’s the kind of thing.... You think that as

an actor, an artiste, I dont know about those things. I’ve heard from

Ruth your opinion of actors and all that.”

“Why Mr. Oglethorpe I am sure you are mistaken.”

“I read and keep silent. I am one of the silent watchers. I know that

every sentence, every word, every picayune punctuation that appears in

the public press is perused and revised and deleted in the interests of

advertisers and bondholders. The fountain of national life is poisoned

at the source.”

“Yea, you tell em,” suddenly shouted Stan from the bed. He got to his

feet clapping his hands. “I should prefer to be the meanest stagehand.

I should prefer to be the old and feeble charwoman who scrubs off the

stage ... than to sit on velvet in the office of the editor of the

greatest daily in the city. Acting is a profession honorable, decent,

humble, gentlemanly.” The oration ended abruptly.

“Well I dont see what you expect me to do about it,” said Jimmy

crossing his arms.

“And now it’s starting to rain,” went on Oglethorpe in a squeaky

whining voice.

“You’d better go home,” said Jimmy.

“I shall go I shall go where there are no sluts ... no male and female

sluts.... I shall go into the great night.”

“Do you think he can get home all right Stan?”

Stan had sat down on the edge of the bed shaking with laughter. He

shrugged his shoulders.

“My blood will be on your head Elaine forever.... Forever, do you hear

me? ... into the night where people dont sit laughing and sneering.

Dont you think I dont see you.... If the worst happens it will not be

my fault.”

“Go-od night,” shouted Stan. In a last spasm of laughing he fell off

the edge of the bed and rolled on the floor. Jimmy went to the window

and looked down the fire escape into the alley. Oglethorpe had gone. It

was raining hard. A smell of wet bricks rose from the housewalls.

“Well if this isnt the darnedest fool business?” He walked back into

his room without looking at Stan. In the door Ellen brushed silkily

past him.

“I’m terribly sorry Jimmy ...” she began.

He closed the door sharply in her face and locked it. “The goddam fools

they act like crazy people,” he said through his teeth. “What the hell

do they think this is?”

His hands were cold and trembling. He pulled a blanket up over him. He

lay listening to the steady beat of the rain and the hissing spatter of

a gutter. Now and then a puff of wind blew a faint cool spray in his

face. There still lingered in the room a frail cedarwood gruff smell of

her heavycoiled hair, a silkiness of her body where she had crouched

wrapped in the sheet hiding.

Ed Thatcher sat in his bay window among the Sunday papers. His hair was

grizzled and there were deep folds in his cheeks. The upper buttons of

his pongee trousers were undone to ease his sudden little potbelly. He

sat in the open window looking out over the blistering asphalt at the

endless stream of automobiles that whirred in either direction past

the yellowbrick row of stores and the redbrick station under the eaves

of which on a black ground gold letters glinted feebly in the sun:

PASSAIC. Apartments round about emitted a querulous Sunday grinding

of phonographs playing _It’s a Bear_. The Sextette from _Lucia_,

selections from _The Quaker Girl_. On his knees lay the theatrical

section of the New York _Times_. He looked out with bleared eyes into

the quivering heat feeling his ribs tighten with a breathless ache. He

had just read a paragraph in a marked copy of _Town Topics_.

Malicious tongues are set wagging by the undeniable fact

that young Stanwood Emery’s car is seen standing every

night outside the Knickerbocker Theatre and never does it

leave they say, without a certain charming young actress

whose career is fast approaching stellar magnitude. This

same young gentleman, whose father is the head of one of

the city’s most respected lawfirms, who recently left

Harvard under slightly unfortunate circumstances, has been

astonishing the natives for some time with his exploits

which we are sure are merely the result of the ebullience

of boyish spirits. A word to the wise.

The bell rang three times. Ed Thatcher dropped his papers and hurried

quaking to the door. “Ellie you’re so late. I was afraid you weren’t

coming.”

“Daddy dont I always come when I say I will?”

“Of course you do deary.”

“How are you getting on? How’s everything at the office?”

“Mr. Elbert’s on his vacation.... I guess I’ll go when he comes back. I

wish you’d come down to Spring Lake with me for a few days. It’d do you

good.”

“But daddy I cant.” ... She pulled off her hat and dropped it on the

davenport. “Look I brought you some roses, daddy.”

“Think of it; they’re red roses like your mother used to like. That was

very thoughtful of you I must say.... But I dont like going all alone

on my vacation.”

“Oh you’ll meet lots of cronies daddy, sure you will.”

“Why couldnt you come just for a week?”

“In the first place I’ve got to look for a job ... show’s going on the

road and I’m not going just at present. Harry Goldweiser’s awfully sore

about it.” Thatcher sat down in the bay window again and began piling

up the Sunday papers on a chair. “Why daddy what on earth are you doing

with that copy of _Town Topics_?”

“Oh nothing. I’d never read it; I just bought it to see what it was

like.” He flushed and compressed his lips as he shoved it in among the

_Times_.

“It’s just a blackmail sheet.” Ellen was walking about the room. She

had put the roses in a vase. A spiced coolness was spreading from them

through the dustheavy air. “Daddy, there’s something I want to tell you

about ... Jojo and I are going to get divorced.” Ed Thatcher sat with

his hands on his knees nodding with tight lips, saying nothing. His

face was gray and dark, almost the speckled gray of his pongee suit.

“It’s nothing to take on about. We’ve just decided we cant get along

together. It’s all going through quietly in the most approved style ...

George Baldwin, who’s a friend of mine, is going to run it through.”

“He with Emery and Emery?”

“Yes.”

“Hum.”

They were silent. Ellen leaned over to breathe deep of the roses. She

watched a little green measuring worm cross a bronzed leaf.

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