CHAPTER IV

Sinking slowly down with a feeling of drowsiness stealing away my

senses, I was suddenly awakened by my body coming to an abrupt stop and

resting upon some hard substance. My first impression was that I had

collided with some huge sea-monster and was about to be devoured. So

placing my hands and feet firmly upon it I sprang upward with all the

force I could command in an effort to get out of its reach, but to my

great surprise my head and half of my body shot out of the water into

the air above and down I came again square upon my feet with a jolt that

caused my teeth to rattle. And there I stood with my head and shoulders

out of the water while my lungs inhaled long draughts of pure fresh air.

I was too astonished to think and too weak to move, so I just stood

there motionless until I had regained my equilibrium. I could never

forget how sweet life seemed to me at that time. For a long time I

remained standing there without giving a thought as to what I was

resting upon, and when I did direct my attention to the question I was

incapable of forming a satisfactory solution to the mystery. According

to the charts there was no land in that part of the ocean. Could it be a

whale, I wondered? The more I thought of it the more perplexed I became.

The night was very dark and I could see nothing about me in any

direction, so I concluded that the only thing to do was to remain

standing just where I was until daybreak. It was a long and tedious wait

and I suffered much from stiffness and cold, but at last dawn appeared

and I anxiously strained my eyes, looking about in every direction. Then

my head nearly burst with a feeling of joyousness, for within two

hundred yards of me I discerned the outline of what appeared to be a

hill of rocks protruding from the deep, and as the light grew brighter I

started to wade slowly towards it. This was an extremely tiresome

undertaking, as the bed upon which I had been resting was very rocky and

uneven and I received many bruises before finally reaching its base. My

limbs too were thoroughly numb and almost refused to work, but with each

step ahead the water became shallower and my progress less arduous. As I

went forward I thought it was by the miraculous hand of God that my life

had been saved, for the time being at least. Then, again, it occurred to

me, that if it was the hand of the Almighty that saved me, it must have

been by His hand also that I was thrown overboard, for if He directed

the one act He must have surely directed the other. So why blame the

sailors for attempting to take my life if it was God's will that it

should be done?

Reaching the base of the rocks in a feeble condition and staggering like

a man under the influence of liquor, I threw myself down and went to

sleep just as the sun peeped over the horizon.

Several hours later I awakened with a start to find the burning sun

directly overhead and my body dripping with perspiration, my throat

parched and an awful feeling of thirst within me. My tongue felt as

though it was several inches thick and it seemed as though I would choke

immediately for the want of something to drink. Aside from the thirst,

however, I felt considerably refreshed and sprang to my feet with my

usual agility.

The first thing that attracted my attention as I looked about in a

curious manner, was that this strange pile of stone which protruded from

the sea, bore evidence of having once been a part of some mammoth

building which had apparently been shaken down and now lay in a chaotic

heap. Some of the stones were of tremendous size and different in shape

and quality from any others I have ever seen. Their designs showed that

wonderful skill must have been employed by the workmen who originally

cut and fit them into position. The whole mass formed a sort of a ragged

hill about one hundred feet in diameter and the highest point about

forty feet above the sea level.

In looking about, I discovered to my great delight that among the

crevices of the rocks there were many little places which acted as

basins to store up water from the recent rains, and I immediately took

advantage of these conditions to quench my thirst and bathe my face and

head. This done I began climbing up toward the top of the pile. It took

considerable time and patience to make the ascent, as the stones were

massed together in a most irregular and precipitous manner. Reaching the

highest point, I eagerly scanned the surrounding horizons with the hope

of seeing some passing ship, but nothing except sky and water met my

gaze.

Seating myself upon the topmost rock, I became buried in the depths of

meditation, and as I sat perched up there alone without even a glimpse

of a sea-fowl for companionship I felt as if I was the only living thing

extant; in fact, I actually imagined myself as being the center and

objective point of the universe. God in His great wisdom had flung me

there for some purpose or other and was watching my movements to the

exclusion of everything else, so I thought. Aye, even the warmth from

the rays of the sun had been arranged for my special benefit. How big a

little faith will make one feel sometimes.

For several hours I remained in one position, musing over my strange

situation and wondering what the final outcome would be. At last, after

the sun had gone down and darkness began to encircle me, I decided to

look about and find a suitable place to lie down and sleep for the

night. So I began to climb from rock to rock until I had reached the

opposite side of the jagged plateau, when suddenly one of the great

stones wobbled, I lost my balance and slid down an incline into a sort

of a pit. Then my feet struck something which momentarily stopped my

unexpected descent, but it proved to be a mere shell, and crashing

through it I landed with a violent jolt about ten feet further below.

Although somewhat stunned and a trifle confused by the suddenness of the

fall, I quickly regained my equanimity and looking upward I saw a small

hole which my body had passed through, the shaggy rocks above, the dark

sky and a few stars, but the strangest thing of all was, that the grotto

into which I had fallen was as light as day.

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