Master Jacky Carling was a very nice boy, but not at that time in his
career the safest person to whom to intrust a missive in case its sure
and speedy delivery were a matter of importance. But he protested with
so much earnestness and good will that it should be put into the very
first post-box he came to on his way to school, and that nothing could
induce him to forget it, that Mary Blake, his aunt, confidante and not
unfrequently counsel and advocate, gave it him to post, and dismissed
the matter from her mind. Unfortunately the weather, which had been very
frosty, had changed in the night to a summer-like mildness. As Jacky
opened the door, three or four of his school-fellows were passing. He
felt the softness of the spring morning, and to their injunction to
"Hurry up and come along!" replied with an entreaty to "Wait a minute
till he left his overcoat" (all boys hate an overcoat), and plunged back
into the house.
If John Lenox (John Knox Lenox) had received Miss Blake's note of
condolence and sympathy, written in reply to his own, wherein, besides
speaking of his bereavement, he had made allusion to some changes in his
prospects and some necessary alterations in his ways for a time, he
might perhaps have read between the lines something more than merely a
kind expression of her sorrow for the trouble which had come upon him,
and the reminder that he had friends who, if they could not do more to
lessen his grief, would give him their truest sympathy. And if some days
later he had received a second note, saying that she and her people were
about to go away for some months, and asking him to come and see them
before their departure, it is possible that very many things set forth
in this narrative would not have happened.
* * * * *
Life had always been made easy for John Lenox, and his was not the
temperament to interpose obstacles to the process. A course at Andover
had been followed by two years at Princeton; but at the end of the
second year it had occurred to him that practical life ought to begin
for him, and he had thought it rather fine of himself to undertake a
clerkship in the office of Rush & Co., where in the ensuing year and a
half or so, though he took his work in moderation, he got a fair
knowledge of accounts and the ways and methods of "the Street." But that
period of it was enough. He found himself not only regretting the
abandonment of his college career, but feeling that the thing for which
he had given it up had been rather a waste of time. He came to the
conclusion that, though he had entered college later than most, even now
a further acquaintance with text-books and professors was more to be
desired than with ledgers and brokers. His father (somewhat to his
wonderment, and possibly a little to his chagrin) seemed rather to
welcome the suggestion that he spend a couple of years in Europe, taking
some lectures at Heidelberg or elsewhere, and traveling; and in the
course of that time he acquired a pretty fair working acquaintance with
German, brought his knowledge of French up to about the same point, and
came back at the end of two years with a fine and discriminating taste
in beer, and a scar over his left eyebrow which could be seen if
attention were called to it.
He started upon his return without any definite intentions or for any
special reason, except that he had gone away for two years and that the
two years were up. He had carried on a desultory correspondence with his
father, who had replied occasionally, rather briefly, but on the whole
affectionately. He had noticed that during the latter part of his stay
abroad the replies had been more than usually irregular, but had
attributed no special significance to the fact. It was not until
afterward that it occurred to him that in all their correspondence his
father had never alluded in any way to his return.
On the passenger list of the Altruria John came upon the names of Mr.
and Mrs. Julius Carling and Miss Blake.
"Blake, Blake," he said to himself. "Carling--I seem to remember to have
known that name at some time. It must be little Mary Blake whom I knew
as a small girl years ago, and, yes, Carling was the name of the man her
sister married. Well, well, I wonder what she is like. Of course, I
shouldn't know her from Eve now, or she me from Adam. All I can remember
seems to be a pair of very slim and active legs, a lot of flying hair, a
pair of brownish-gray or grayish-brown eyes, and that I thought her a
very nice girl, as girls went. But it doesn't in the least follow that
I might think so now, and shipboard is pretty close quarters for seven
or eight days."
Dinner is by all odds the chief event of the day on board ship to those
who are able to dine, and they will leave all other attractions, even
the surpassingly interesting things which go on in the smoking-room, at
once on the sound of the gong of promise. On this first night of the
voyage the ship was still in smooth water at dinner time, and many a
place was occupied which would know its occupant for the first, and very
possibly for the last, time. The passenger list was fairly large, but
not full. John had assigned to him a seat at a side table. He was
hungry, having had no luncheon but a couple of biscuits and a glass of
"bitter," and was taking his first mouthful of Perrier-Jouet, after the
soup, and scanning the dinner card when the people at his table came in.
The man of the trio was obviously an invalid of the nervous variety, and
the most decided type. The small, dark woman who took the corner seat at
his left was undoubtedly, from the solicitous way in which she adjusted
a small shawl about his shoulders--to his querulous uneasiness--his
wife. There was a good deal of white in the dark hair, brushed smoothly
back from her face.
A tall girl, with a mass of brown hair under a felt traveling hat, took
the corner seat at the man's right. That was all the detail of her
appearance which the brief glance that John allowed himself revealed to
him at the moment, notwithstanding the justifiable curiosity which he
had with regard to the people with whom he was likely to come more or
less in contact for a number of days. But though their faces, so far as
he had seen them, were unfamiliar to him, their identity was made plain
to him by the first words which caught his ear. There were two soups on
the _menu_, and the man's mind instantly poised itself between them.
"Which soup shall I take?" he asked, turning with a frown of uncertainty
to his wife.
"I should say the _consommé_, Julius," was the reply.
"I thought I should like the broth better," he objected.
"I don't think it will disagree with you," she said.
"Perhaps I had better have the _consommé_," he argued, looking with
appeal to his wife and then to the girl at his right. "Which would you
take, Mary?"
"I?" said the young woman; "I should take both in my present state of
appetite.--Steward, bring both soups.--What wine shall I order for you,
Julius? I want some champagne, and I prescribe it for you. After your
mental struggle over the soup question you need a quick stimulant."
"Don't you think a red wine would be better for me?" he asked; "or
perhaps some sauterne? I'm afraid that I sha'n't go to sleep if I drink
champagne. In fact, I don't think I had better take any wine at all.
Perhaps some ginger ale or Apollinaris water."
"No," she said decisively, "whatever you decide upon, you know that
you'll think whatever I have better for you, and I shall want more than
one glass, and Alice wants some, too. Oh, yes, you do, and I shall order
a quart of champagne.--Steward"--giving her order--"please be as quick
as you can."
John had by this fully identified his neighbors, and the talk which
ensued between them, consisting mostly of controversies between the
invalid and his family over the items of the bill of fare, every course
being discussed as to its probable effect upon his stomach or his
nerves--the question being usually settled with a whimsical
high-handedness by the young woman--gave him a pretty good notion of
their relations and the state of affairs in general. Notwithstanding
Miss Blake's benevolent despotism, the invalid was still wrangling
feebly over some last dish when John rose and went to the smoking room
for his coffee and cigarette.
When he stumbled out in search of his bath the next morning the steamer
was well out, and rolling and pitching in a way calculated to disturb
the gastric functions of the hardiest. But, after a shower of sea water
and a rub down, he found himself with a feeling for bacon and eggs that
made him proud of himself, and he went in to breakfast to find, rather
to his, surprise, that Miss Blake was before him, looking as
fresh--well, as fresh as a handsome girl of nineteen or twenty and in
perfect health could look. She acknowledged his perfunctory bow as he
took his seat with a stiff little bend of the head; but later on, when
the steward was absent on some order, he elicited a "Thank you!" by
handing her something which he saw she wanted, and, one thing leading to
another, as things have a way of doing where young and attractive people
are concerned, they were presently engaged in an interchange of small
talk, but before John was moved to the point of disclosing himself on
the warrant of a former acquaintance she had finished her breakfast.
The weather continued very stormy for two days, and during that time
Miss Blake did not appear at table. At any rate, if she breakfasted
there it was either before or after his appearance, and he learned
afterward that she had taken luncheon and dinner in her sister's room.
The morning of the third day broke bright and clear. There was a long
swell upon the sea, but the motion of the boat was even and endurable to
all but the most susceptible. As the morning advanced the deck began to
fill with promenaders, and to be lined with chairs, holding wrapped-up
figures, showing faces of all shades of green and gray.
John, walking for exercise, and at a wholly unnecessary pace, turning at
a sharp angle around the deck house, fairly ran into the girl about whom
he had been wondering for the last two days. She received his somewhat
incoherent apologies, regrets, and self-accusations in such a spirit of
forgiveness that before long they were supplementing their first
conversation with something more personal and satisfactory; and when he
came to the point of saying that half by accident he had found out her
name, and begged to be allowed to tell her his own, she looked at him
with a smile of frank amusement and said: "It is quite unnecessary, Mr.
Lenox. I knew you instantly when I saw you at table the first night;
but," she added mischievously, "I am afraid your memory for people you
have known is not so good as mine."
"Well," said John, "you will admit, I think, that the change from a
little girl in short frocks to a tall young woman in a tailor-made gown
might be more disguising than what might happen with a boy of fifteen or
so. I saw your name in the passenger list with Mr. and Mrs. Carling, and
wondered if it could be the Mary Blake whom I really did remember, and
the first night at dinner, when I heard your sister call Mr. Carling
'Julius,' and heard him call you 'Mary,' I was sure of you. But I hardly
got a fair look at your face, and, indeed, I confess that if I had had
no clew at all I might not have recognized you."
"I think you would have been quite excusable," she replied, "and whether
you would or would not have known me is 'one of those things that no
fellow can find out,' and isn't of supreme importance anyway. We each
know who the other is now, at all events."
"Yes," said John, "I am happy to think that we have come to a conclusion
on that point. But how does it happen that I have heard nothing of you
all these years, or you of me, as I suppose?"
"For the reason, I fancy," she replied, "that during that period of
short frocks with me my sister married Mr. Carling and took me with her
to Chicago, where Mr. Carling was in business. We have been back in New
York only for the last two or three years."
"It might have been on the cards that I should come across you in
Europe," said John. "The beaten track is not very broad. How long have
you been over?"
"Only about six months," she replied. "We have been at one or another of
the German Spas most of the time, as we went abroad for Mr. Carling's
health, and we are on our way home on about such an impulse as that
which started us off--he thinks now that he will be better off there."
"I am afraid you have not derived much pleasure from your European
experiences," said John.
"Pleasure!" she exclaimed. "If ever you saw a young woman who was glad
and thankful to turn her face toward home, _I_ am that person. I think
that one of the heaviest crosses humanity has to bear is to have
constantly to decide between two or more absolutely trivial conclusions
in one's own affairs; but when one is called upon to multiply one's
useless perplexities by, say, ten, life is really a burden.
"I suppose," she added after a pause, "you couldn't help hearing our
discussions at dinner the other night, and I have wondered a little what
you must have thought."
"Yes," he said, "I did hear it. Is it the regular thing, if I may ask?"
"Oh, yes," she replied, with a tone of sadness; "it has grown to be."
"It must be very trying at times," John remarked.
"It is, indeed," she said, "and would often be unendurable to me if it
were not for my sense of humor, as it would be to my sister if it were
not for her love, for Julius is really a very lovable man, and I, too,
am very fond of him. But I must laugh sometimes, though my better nature
should rather, I suppose, impel me to sighs.'"
"'A little laughter is much more worth,'" he quoted.