The exercises finally came to an end, with the Police Band--one of

the finest I have ever heard--playing the waltz time of “Bachimba,”

composed in honor of Huerta’s great victory when fighting for Madero

against Orozco. Huerta gave me his arm and we went in to an elaborate

collation--champagne, cold _patés_, and sweets--I sitting on the

President’s right. Huerta then made a speech that seemed as if it

might have come from the lips of Emperor William, on the necessity of

discipline, and the great results therefrom to the country. He said

that when the country was pacified the almost countless thousands

of the army would, he hoped, return to the fields, the mines, the

factories, stronger and better able to fight the battle of life for

having been trained to obedience, concentration, and understanding.

When the speech was over, and all the healths had been drunk (mine

coming first!), the President gave the sign and I turned to leave. We

were standing in the middle of the flower-laden horseshoe table, and I

moved to go out by the side I had come in. He stopped me.

“No, señora,” he said, “never take the road back--always onward.

_Adelante._”

Repeating, “_Adelante_,” I took the indicated way. As we went down

the steps and into the _patio_ we found _four_ cameras ready, about

three yards in front of us! I felt that Huerta was rather surprised,

and I myself stiffened up a bit, but--what could “a perfect lady” do?

It was not the moment for me to flinch, so we stood there and let

them do their worst. I could not show him the discourtesy of refusing

to be photographed--but here, on the edge of war, it was a curious

situation for us both. Well, the _censura_ can sometimes be a friend;

the photograph won’t be in every newspaper in the States to-morrow. If,

in a few days, diplomatic relations are broken off, that will be an

historic photograph.

The Old Man is always delightful in his courtesy and tact. As for his

international attitude, it has been flawless. On all occasions where

there has been any mistake made it has been made by others, not by him.

His national political attitude has perhaps left “much to be desired,”

though I scarcely feel like criticizing him in any way. He has held

up, desperately and determinedly, the tattered fabric of this state

and stands before the world without a single international obligation.

Who has done anything for him? Betrayed at home and neglected or

handicapped abroad, he bears this whole republic on his shoulders.

_5.30_ P.M.

I am trembling with excitement. On getting out of the motor, I met

Hyde, of the _Herald_. He has just had a telegram (the real sense made

clear by reading every other word--thus outwitting the censor) that

the whole North Atlantic fleet was being rushed to the Gulf, and that

a thousand marines were being shipped from Pensacola. Hyde says that

Huerta said to-day, “Is it a calamity? No, it is the best thing that

could happen to us!”

I hear Hohler’s voice in the anteroom....

_April 14th. 6.30_ P.M.

Burnside and Courts came in just after Hohler, and the inevitable

powwow on the situation followed. Burnside says we all have the Mexico

City point of view, and perhaps we have. Hohler was very much annoyed

at a hasty pencil scrawl just received from the north, informing him

that Villa had confiscated many car-loads of British cotton and that

many cruelties to Spaniards had been committed in connection with it.

Certainly there is not much “mine and thine,” in the Constitutionalist

territory, and not much protection. Here property and life are

respected.

There is a report that Huerta wants to send the “Tampico incident” to

The Hague for settlement. He insists that he was in the right about the

matter, and that any impartial tribunal would give him justice. Be that

as it may, we know he must give the salutes. It only remains for him

to find the way. _Cherchez la formule_, if not _la femme_.

_April 15th._

Another day, full to exhaustion, and winding up with the reception at

Chapultepec. There, while the President and N. were conferring, we, the

sixty or seventy guests--Mexicans, plenipotentiaries, officials, civil

and military--waited from six o’clock until long after seven to go in

to tea, or “lunch,” as they call it here. Beyond occasional glances at

the closed doors, no impatience was manifested. All know these are the

gravest and most delicate negotiations. We whiled away the time on the

palm-banked terrace, listening to the music of a band of _rurales_, who

made a picturesque mass in their orange-colored clothes embroidered in

silver, with neckties so scarlet that they were almost vermilion, and

great, peaked, white felt hats, with a heavy cord around the crown of

the same color as the flaming cravats. They sat in one corner of the

great terrace, playing their national music most beautifully--dances

full of swing, or melancholy and sensuous airs of the people, on

zithers, mandolins, guitars, harps, and some strange, small, gourd-like

instruments played as one would play on a mandolin.

At last the President and N. came in, looking inscrutable. No time to

ask results now. The President gave his arm to me, and he then wanted

N. to take in Madame Huerta; but the _chef du protocol_ headed off this

rather too-close co-operation, saying that was the place of the Russian

minister. I talked to Huerta to the limit of my Spanish, with pacific

intent, but he kept glancing about in a restless way. I even quoted

him that line of Santa Teresa, “_La paciencia todo lo alcanza_.” He

asked me, abruptly, what I thought of his international attitude, and

before I could reply to this somewhat difficult question he fortunately

answered it himself. “Up to now,” he said, “I have committed no

faults, I think, in my foreign policy; and as for patience, I am made

of it.” He added, “I keep my mouth shut.” I changed the subject, too

near home for comfort, by telling him that his speech of yesterday,

to the troops, might have been made by the Emperor of Germany. I

thought that would send his mind somewhat afield; you know he loves

Napoleon, and would be willing to include the Kaiser. He brightened

up and thanked me for the compliment, in the way any man of the world

might have done.... It is a curious situation. I have all the time a

sickening sensation that we are destroying these people and that there

is no way out. We seem to have taken advantage of their every distress.

We hurried away at eight o’clock, so that N. might see Courts at the

station, and give him the summary of his conversation, to be repeated

to Admiral Fletcher. It was that Huerta would be willing to give

the salutes if he could _trust_ us to keep our word about returning

them. As he certainly has no special reason for any faith in our

benevolence, he finally stipulated that the twenty-one salutes be

fired simultaneously. N. said he was very earnest and positive during

the first part of the conversation, but that toward the end he seemed

more amenable. Heaven alone knows how it will all end. One thing is

certain--it is on the lap of the gods and of Huerta, and the issue is

unknown to the rest of us.

I got home from the station to find Mrs. Burnside in the drawing-room,

ready to spend the evening. The captain was down-stairs, with what he

afterward characterized as “blankety blanks” (willing, but unmechanical

civilians), who were helping him to set up the rapid-firing guns,

otherwise known as the “doves of peace.” Mrs. Burnside tried to

persuade me to go to Vera Cruz to-morrow, when she departs, but I

couldn’t, in conscience, cause a probably unnecessary stampede of

people from their comfortable homes. If I had taken advantage of the

various opportunities held out to flee, I would have had, in common

with many others, an uncomfortable winter _à cheval_ between Mexico

City and the “Villa Rica de la Vera Cruz.”

I don’t know what answer has been made to the Hague proposition, if

any, by Washington; but it must have staggered Mr. Bryan and caused

him to blink. The Hague is one of the dearest children of his heart,

and universal peace has ever been a beloved and fruitful source of

eloquence. When it confronts him at this special moment, can he do

otherwise than take it to his bosom?

_April 16th._

This morning things seemed very bad. A curious telegram came from Mr.

Bryan, to be given to the press for its private information, not yet

for publication, saying that the Tampico incident was quite in the

background, but reciting two recent and heinous crimes of Mexico.

First, a cable for the Embassy was held over by a too-zealous partisan

of the _censura_ at the cable-office. N. arranged that matter in two

minutes, over the telephone, when it was brought to the attention of

the cable authorities. Hohler happened, for Mexico’s good, to be with

N. at the time. The incident was less than nothing, until mentioned

in the open cable from Washington. The other incident, also well

enough known, happened a short time ago in Vera Cruz, where another

too-zealous official arrested an orderly in uniform, carrying the

mails between the ships and the Vera Cruz post-office. That matter

was dismissed after an apology, a nominal punishment of the offending

official, and the immediate release of the carrier. Admiral Fletcher

attached no importance to the affair.

I have not cited the incidents in order. The telegram for the press,

in referring to the cable incident, begins, “far more serious is

the withholding by the censor of a cable addressed to the _chargé

d’affaires_ of the United States.” It also points out that no like

incidents have happened to the representatives of other nations in

Mexico, and that we must protect our national dignity--to which I

respond with all my heart. But when we do intervene here--which I know

we must--let it be for some vital case of blood and destruction. The

day Huerta has a stroke of apoplexy, gets a knife in his back, or is

killed by a firing-squad, we must come in, for anarchy will reign. He

may not be the best man in the world, and clever and even profound

thoughts of one day are counterbalanced by ineptitudes of the next;

but he does seem to be the only man in Mexico who can and will keep

order in the provinces under his control, especially now that the best

and most conservative elements are associated with the task--Rincon

Gaillardo, Iturbide, Garcia Pimentel, and many others.

Not a word of all the happenings of the past few days has appeared in

any newspaper in Mexico. The great potentialities are hidden, like a

smoldering, unsuspected fire. There _is_ a throbbing, an unrest--but

the great public doesn’t yet know whence it comes. I think if N.

has any luck in his pacific endeavors he ought to have the Nobel

prize--though I understand his _chef direct_ has an eye on that.

_April 17th._

Last night N. was with the Minister for Foreign Affairs for several

hours. They finally tracked Huerta to his house. The orderly said he

had gone to bed, but the Minister sent in his card. After a wait of

half an hour he sent in another. Huerta had forgotten that he was

waiting. He received him in bed, and in the midst of the conversation

asked him, as he afterward told N., what he thought about his pajamas,

adding, with a grin, that they were _Japanese_. Nelson did not go in.

He had spent several hours with the President at various times during

the day, and did not want to see him about painful and irritating

matters at such a late hour, when he and the President were worn out.

In thinking over Huerta’s remark, a few days ago, about the

demonstrations of our fleet not being a calamity, I believe he means

that this is, after all, the best way of consolidating the Federal

troops. We may stiffen them to service of their country against a

common enemy--but, oh, the graft! Oh, the dishonesty and self-seeking

that animate many of the hearts beating under those uniforms! They

sell anything and everything to the highest bidder, from automobile

tires and munitions of war, to their own persons. As for punishing

the various officers that are guilty, it seems very difficult;

court-martials would mean the decamping to the rebels of many officers,

high and low. So when _we_ demand punishment of this or that official,

the “Old Man” is placed between the devil and the deep sea. It is a

position he should now be accustomed to, however. On spies or on those

conspiring against the government he is relentless. That all political

colors recognize, and they do not hold it against him. Apropos of going

over to the rebels, the Mazatlan incident of last Christmas (or January

first) is a case in point. The officers on the gunboat _Tampico_ in

the harbor had a scandalous debauch, with stabbings, etc. They were to

be court-martialed, but they got out of that difficulty by going over,

boat and all, to the Constitutionalists at Topolobampo!

XXI

Mr. Bryan declines the kindly offices of The Hague--More Americans

leave Mexico City--Lieutenant Rowan arrives--Guarding the

Embassy--Elim keeps within call.

_April 17th._

Washington will not take The Hague into consideration, and will not

fire simultaneous salutes, which, of course, it would be childish for

us to do, so the question is narrowed down to one point:--the Mexicans

must salute our flag, and we engage ourselves to answer it. Many

precedents for this are being cited by foreigners here. For instance,

the celebrated case of the French consul in San Francisco, who was

jailed for a few hours through a mistake. We made all reparation and

engaged ourselves to fire twenty-one salutes to the first French

ship that came into the harbor. Kanya tells me of an incident that

transpired when he was _chargé d’affaires_ at Cettinje, that was

regulated by an exchange of salutes between the contending parties, in

Antivari harbor.

I have had calls all afternoon--German, Belgian, Austrian, and Italian

colleagues, Marie Simon, de Soto (looking more like a handsome

contemporary of Velasquez than ever)--all, of course, talking about

_la situación_. Now I am waiting dinner for Nelson, who has been out

since four o’clock, trying to communicate the very courteous, but firm,

answer of Washington cited above.

_Later._

N. came in for dinner as the Burnsides, d’Antin, and McKenna were

sitting with me at table. One of the numerous telephone calls proved to

be from the Minister for Foreign Affairs, saying that he was leaving

the Ministerio, and would be immediately at the Embassy. I had cognac

and cigarettes placed in the drawing-room, and then everybody got out

of the way. They are both in there now--9.45--and the fate of Mexico

hangs in the balance, in that pleasant, high-ceilinged _salon_ of

mine, with the big vases of long-stemmed pink geraniums, and books,

and photographs, and bibelots, and its deep, comfortable green leather

chairs and sofa. I am writing this in one of the smaller rooms, with

newspaper men running in and out, and the telephone ringing. To the

journalistic demands Nelson has told the clerks to say “there is no

change,” which, in spite of my excitement, or perhaps because of it,

reminds me of the story recounted of a Russian Ambassador to London.

His wife had the bad taste to die at the time of the great visit of

the Czar to Queen Victoria. The Ambassador, who was above everything a

diplomat, had the body put on ice in the cellar of the Embassy, and to

all inquiries as to his wife’s health he replied, suavely: “Thank you;

madame is in the same condition.”

_11.30._

Back in the drawing-room, with the historic cognac, the equally

historic cigarette ash, and the drawn-up chairs as mute witnesses that

something has taken place. What will come of it all? Rocking the ship

of state is an exciting business. I don’t understand Huerta’s attitude,

unless he is whipped by the rebels, and _knows_ it, and prefers defeat

at the hands of a nobler foe.

Portillo y Rojas said the President felt that he had done all that he

was called on to do as chief of the nation to expiate the Tampico

incidents; that the sailors were put at liberty immediately, with an

apology given by the _jefe de la plaza_--General Moreles Zaragoza--to

Admiral Mayo; that since then the President himself had manifested

regret and had ordered an investigation to punish the guilty party;

that any nation in the world would have been satisfied by these

proceedings, and that furthermore he agreed that the Mexican cannon

might salute simultaneously with those of the Americans, which would

fully show the good-will on both sides, and also let the neighboring

peoples witness the happy termination of a difficulty that had never

been serious. There is a Spanish proverb about having more fins than

a fish, which certainly applies to this sauve and clever old Indian.

He further sent expressions of great friendship for Nelson by the

Minister, but said he _couldn’t_ do this thing even for him, much as he

desired to.

A moment ago a little blond-headed, blue-robed, sleepy angel appeared

on the scene to ask when I was coming up-stairs. Perhaps, like the

rest of us, Elim feels the disturbing electric currents in the air.

He is now lying on the sofa, wrestling with sleep. He had been put to

bed some hours before, rather unhappily. He kept pressing close to

my dressing-table as I was getting ready for dinner, fingered every

article on it, and asked me countless questions. These ranged from,

“What does God eat?” to, “Why don’t women wear suspenders?” until I was

frantic and had him removed in tears.

There are fears that the Zapatistas will arrive in the city; but they

are nothing compared to other fears that stalk the town to-night.

During the French intervention many people remained in Mexico City,

reached a ripe old age, and died in their beds; which every one seems

anxious to do, though I have never felt that dying in one’s bed is all

it is cracked up to be. “Bury me where I fall. Everywhere will be heard

the judgment call.” I don’t much care when or where or how it comes.

_April 18th. 4:30_ P.M.

No news as yet from Washington. I have just returned after lunching

at the Russian minister’s. Everything was very _soigné_, as it always

is, with _blinis_ and delicious caviar and all sorts of good things. I

feel as if I had eaten the Legation instead of at it. One has so little

appetite at eight thousand feet above sea-level. There were von Hintze,

Kanya, Marie Simon, in one of her smart Drecoll dresses, and myself.

They all think the situation in the south is very bad, but I am no more

to be scared by the cry of Zapatistas, having heard it ever since I

first put foot in Mexico.

The _Mexican Herald_ remarks this morning (dealing with the situation

in glittering generalities) that “When each party to an agreement gets

the idea that the other side is going to back down, it is certainly

trying to the patience of an _Irish_ peacemaker.”

One of the great dust-storms of the end of the dry season is on us

to-day; all the color is gone out of the air, which has become opaque,

gritty, non-refracting.

_6.30._

Callers all the afternoon. Now McKenna comes in to say that the final

word, _en clair_, from Washington has been received. It was given

out at the White House at noon. “General Huerta is still insisting

upon doing something less than has been demanded, and something less

than could constitute an acknowledgment that his representatives were

entirely in the wrong in the indignities they have put upon the United

States. The President has determined that if General Huerta has not

yielded by six o’clock on Sunday afternoon, he will take the matter to

Congress on Monday.”

...

It makes me sick with dread to think of the probable fate of Americans

in the desert spaces and the mountain fastnesses of Mexico. Some one

has blundered, somewhere, somehow, that _we_ should come in to give the

_coup de grâce_ to this distracted nation, who yet clings, and rightly,

to those tattered shreds of sovereignty we have left her. The foreign

Powers think we are playing the most cold-blooded, most cruel game of

“grab” in all history.

_April 18th. 10_ P.M.

Things _do_ move. I came down from Aunt Laura’s room to find Lieutenant

Rowan in the hall, just off the train from Vera Cruz, after a delayed,

dusty trip. You can imagine he got a warm welcome. Nelson came in just

then, and a few minutes later, as we were still standing in the front

hall, Portillo y Rojas appeared at the door, looking, we instantly

thought, much happier. He was wearing his green, gold-embroidered

sash, the insignia of military rank that Huerta has imposed rather

than bestowed on all Cabinet officers, who are thus under military

discipline and obedience to him as _generalissimo_. They objected to

wearing full military uniform, compromising on the sash. Rojas also

wore a smile--I don’t know whether it was for me or for the situation.

He had come to tell Nelson that the salutes would be given on his,

N.’s, written word of honor that they would be returned. He has been

an hour and a half in Nelson’s private room drawing up a document--a

protocol (_il y va de sa propre tête_)--and he is doing it with the

painstaking care of a man who has everything at stake. Nelson himself

is pretty foxy, and has to look out for _his_ skin. Well, “all’s well

that ends well.” If we get through this the next incident _will_ mean

war. I hope at Washington they will appreciate some of the difficulties

N. has to meet, and act accordingly. However, “call no man happy until

his death.” I hear the click of the big iron gate swinging to after the

exit of Lopez Portillo y Rojas.

I am fairly tired out and shall now proceed to draw the drapery of my

couch about me and lie down--I hope to pleasanter dreams than those of

last night. How glad I am that I haven’t confided my son or my jewels

to various terror-stricken acquaintances who have levanted two hundred

and fifty miles _east_ and eight thousand feet down. It hasn’t come

yet; all, after everything is said and done, hangs on the life of

that astute and patient old Cori Indian, whose years of our Lord are

fifty-nine, and who, whatever his sins, were they blacker than night,

is legally President of Mexico. Chase legality out of Latin America and

where are you? After him anarchy, chaos, and finally intervention--the

biggest police job ever undertaken in the Western Hemisphere, however

one may feel like belittling it from a military standpoint. I have

thought all these days of the probable head-lines of the newspapers and

hoped my precious mother was not worrying about her distant ones. Good

night, and then again good night. “God’s in His heaven; all’s well with

_us_.”

_April 19th. 11.30_ P.M.

The last of the continuous line of plenipotentiaries, _chargés

d’affaires_, railroad men, laymen of all kinds, have gone. Washington

refused Nelson’s signature to the protocol drawn up by Portillo y

Rojas and sent for approval. Huerta then refused categorically to give

the salutes. So it is intervention. At 4.30 I went down-stairs for

tea, as usual, to find Adatchi and Eyguesparsse there. Eyguesparsse,

as you know, married the sister of General Rincon Gaillardo. He

says that Huerta will resist to the end; his _esprit militaire_ is

entirely opposed to the _esprit universitaire_ of Wilson. “_Ils ne

pourront jamais se comprendre._” Huerta said to Rincon Gaillardo that

intervention would be a work of five years, and productive of the

greatest trouble to the United States. Huerta’s stand is _incroyable_,

_unglaublich_ unbelievable, _incredibile_--what you will. Each

representative who called exclaimed the same thing in his special

tongue as he greeted me. Hohler was very quiet, and really very sad

at the happenings. He has been a faithful friend through everything.

Sir Lionel gets here to-morrow or the next day. Kanya, Letellier,

and Clarence Hay stayed for dinner. Hohler came back again in the

evening, also von Hintze, who does not think the war vote will go

with a rush through Congress to-morrow, and quotes the case of Polk.

He said it took three months for him to persuade Congress to vote

the money and men for the 1846 war. I can’t verify this. He and von

Papen left at eleven. Nelson, Rowan, and I came up-stairs, all a bit

fagged. To-morrow will be a full day. I long ago promised the American

women here that if and when I thought the break was impending I would

let them know. I think it has steadied their situation here that I

haven’t “lit out” from time to time. But what of the hundreds--no,

thousands--all over this fair land whose possible fate is scarcely to

be looked in the face? The “Old Man” has some idea other than despair

and fatigue or impatience. He is working on a plan, probably hoping for

a chance to play his trump card--the unification of all Mexicans to

repel the invaders,--which would take the trick anywhere but in Mexico.

We are going to get some more _gendarmes_ for the Embassy. I feel very

calm and deeply interested. It is a big moment, and Nelson has been

unremitting in his endeavors.

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