Whatever it was that had happened in the
test, it badly needed a good explanation.
[Transcriber's Note: This etext was produced from
Worlds of If Science Fiction, May 1963.
Extensive research did not uncover any evidence that
the U.S. copyright on this publication was renewed.]
I
Lieutenant Colonel Philip Snow, Flight Surgeon, USAF, and Test Director
of the Aero-Medical Laboratory, was pacing the study floor in his
quarters, asking himself for the dozenth time in the past half-hour:
What had happened to Richardson during the test that afternoon?
He was no stranger to problems. He had been living with them for the
past few years, and they had been problems the like of which had never
before challenged the ingenuity of man. For he was the head of a small
community of men, scientists like himself--medical specialists of all
kinds, psychologists, electronic technicians, physicists, pressure
engineers, mathematicians and so on, each one of them an acknowledged
expert in his particular field--who had worked together with one end
in view: to send a man into space and bring him back safely to Earth
again. To put it more excitingly: to enable man to take his first step
toward the conquest of the universe.
The result of their labors to date was the Capsule, a bottle-shaped
contraption which occupied the center of the laboratory floor.
It wasn't very big; just big enough to contain a man enclosed in a
spacesuit, lying on a couch surrounded by instruments. But there wasn't
a square inch of the capsule itself, the spacesuit, and the instruments
which hadn't presented innumerable problems, the solving of which had
been the result of endless research and theorizing and testing.
And in the same way, and almost to the same extent, there wasn't a
square inch of the man, too, which didn't present problems, all of
which must be solved before he could be sent into space.
And so, in test after test, one of the chosen astronauts had lain on
the couch in the capsule, wired through his spacesuit to the dozens of
dials and graph recorders on the consoles at which sat the watching
specialists. It seemed there was nothing that could happen inside his
body that they could not know about. They could read every flexing
of his muscles, every heartbeat, every tiny shifting of temperature,
every reaction of his blood and of his complicated nervous system. On
the encephalograph, they could even detect reactions in the mass of
gray matter which was his brain, any sign of tension there, and above
all, any symptom of that strange phenomenon of which so little was yet
known, and which was called the "breakoff"--the eerie sensation of
complete isolation from Earth, the trancelike apathy and indifference
to survival that can attack not only high-flying pilots, but deep-sea
divers, "the rapture of the depths," and sometimes it was accompanied
by hallucinations in which strange forms and sounds were seen and heard.
* * * * *
In the case of Lieutenant Hamilton Richardson, USN, there had been
no mysterious troubles of this kind--in fact, no troubles of any
kind at all. Aged thirty-six, he had been one of the first of the
astronauts to volunteer. He had passed with flying colors every one
of the grueling preliminary tests, mental and physical, and as far as
could be judged by science, he had seemed to be the perfect specimen,
mentally and physically, for the job. In the many tests made with him
inside the capsule, nothing had gone wrong with him. There had been
no signs of fatigue or failure of any kind. Had Snow been asked who,
in his opinion, would be the first man--or, at any rate, the first
American--to go into deep space, he would unhesitatingly have nominated
Richardson. That is to say, until that afternoon when the thing had
happened.
It had been a long test, one made for the first time. The object of
it was to find out how the spacesuit, which was sealed off from the
rest of the capsule, would stand up if something happened to the
capsule itself. If, for instance, in its headlong flight through space,
something struck it, something, maybe, no bigger than a small pebble.
The odds were that in collision with even so small a meteor, the shell
of the capsule would be punctured, and within a minute or less, the
atmospheric pressure inside it, fixed at about five thousand feet above
sea level, would be reduced to zero. In other words, the capsule would
become a vacuum in which nothing on Earth could live. The astronaut
would then have to depend upon his spacesuit which, being pressurized,
and being really a capsule within a capsule, with its own supply of
oxygen, would be the one hope of survival.
That day, the test had consisted of the "puncturing" of the capsule.
At a given signal, the pressure inside it had been reduced to that of
fifty miles above the Earth's surface--in other words, to zero--by
pumping out the air inside it. Richardson, the ace of the astronauts,
had been chosen for this important test.
It had gone well. With the other scientists at their dials, Snow,
seated at the big console of literally dozens of dials, the only one to
be connected with Richardson by sound and speech, had given the signal.
In a minute, the capsule had become a vacuum fifty miles above the
surface of the Earth, outside its envelope of atmosphere.
Richardson's voice, reading his instruments, acknowledging Snow's
instructions, answering his questions, had come through as normal
and as calm as ever. Snow had felt a rising excitement as the test
proceeded.
And then, without warning, the thing had happened. Richardson's voice
had stopped in the middle of an instrument reading, as if it had
suddenly been cut off. A few seconds later, it had resumed. But when
it did so, the voice was uttering a stream of unintelligible sounds
in a low, lilting chant. Snow had listened incredulously for perhaps
thirty seconds, at the end of which the sounds had suddenly ceased.
Immediately, Snow had given instructions for the normal pressure inside
the capsule to be restored. Almost as he had done so, Richardson's
voice, once again normal, had resumed the reading of the instruments,
taking up from where it had left off a minute before.
Acting on a sudden impulse. Snow had decided to say nothing over the
wire to Richardson at the time. He had continued his conversation with
the astronaut, telling him they were "bringing him down" and asking the
usual questions until the test ended.
* * * * *
When, with the others, he had stood around watching while Richardson
was helped out of his spacesuit, he had carefully watched their faces,
looking for some sign of doubt or puzzlement. But he saw none. On the
contrary, they all seemed triumphantly satisfied. Even Richardson had
shown no sign that anything unusual had occurred. He had been his usual
cheerful self, seeming not even slightly fatigued by the long test.
Being the only one who had been in contact with Richardson, Snow
had suddenly found himself wondering if he really had heard those
sounds, if, maybe, he had been the victim of a hallucination. This
was why he had said nothing about it at the time. He had just asked,
as casually as he could, if any of them had anything they wanted to
bring up immediately. They had shaken their heads, beaming their
satisfaction, and he had dismissed them all, saying that in view of the
length of the test they might all call it a day, and postponing the
usual interrogation until the morrow. Then he had hurried back to his
quarters, bringing with him the recording machine on which, as was the
practice, his conversation with Richardson during the test had been
recorded. Controlling his impatience with difficulty, he had rewound
the tape on the machine and played it back, the tension rising within
him as he listened.
There had been no hallucination. He heard Richardson's voice reading
the instrument, the sudden cut-off in the middle of it, the short
silence, then the voice uttering the strange sounds in a low-pitched
chant with a gentle rise and fall to it. Three times he had played it
back, and now it seemed to him that these were not just disconnected
sounds. They appeared to have a cadence, a phrasing which indicated
that they belonged to a language of some sort.
Snow was no linguist. He had less than a fair conversational knowledge
of French and German, and a scholar's acquaintance with Latin, but he
had travelled very extensively in his time and had been accustomed
to hear many languages spoken. He was quite sure he had never heard
anything even remotely resembling these sounds. Certainly Richardson
was no linguist either. He was third-generation American from British
stock, and all he knew about languages was what he had learned in
school.
* * * * *
Then where had those sounds come from? Were they a language, and if
so, what did they mean? How could this happen to a man like Richardson
without his knowing about it? Did it mean that here was, after all,
something strange about him which the man himself might not even know
about, and which might mean that he was not fit for the project? This
last question worried Snow more than the others.
He went to the telephone on his desk and dialed the Richardson
bungalow. The voice of Richardson's pretty wife answered him.
"Yes? Sandra Richardson here."
"Hello, Sandra. Phil Snow calling. Is Ham there?"
"He's in the shower singing his head off. Shall I get him?"
"No, it isn't important. I just wanted to ask him again if he feels all
right after the test. It was rather a long one, and I wondered if he
might feel tired, or...."
"Tired? He seems even more full of pep than usual. Was the test so very
long, then?"
"Yes, it was. That's why I called and--just to tell him it was a
success. I haven't checked all the reports yet, but it looks good. And
you say he's as usual?"
"Yes. Why? There wasn't anything...?"
"No, no, nothing at all. Just as I said. I'll be seeing you."
He rang off, hoping that nothing he had said was now making Sandra
Richardson suspicious, and resumed his pacing up and down the floor.
Now another question came into his mind. The same test would be run
several times again before final conclusions could be made. Should
he wait for them to see if this thing happened again before starting
anything with Richardson and his colleagues? But even as he asked
himself the question, he knew the answer. If this never again happened
in any future test, the fact would remain that it had happened once
and could not be forgotten or brushed aside. It must be cleared up.
Something had happened to Richardson's mind.
He decided to take Abe Franstein, his head psychologist, into his
confidence. As he dialed Franstein's bungalow, he recalled with a sense
of comfort that the brilliant little man was not only a world authority
in his particular subject, but that he was said to be able to read,
write, and converse in a staggering number of languages, some of them
obscure Oriental dialects.
When Franstein answered the call, Snow asked him to drop in for coffee
after dinner.