CHAPTER XXXII.

Meanwhile the inscrutable Providence, whose apparent neglect of the

affairs of men is only less remarkable than its seeming interference

with them, had decreed that these affairs with which we are at present

occupied should be dignified by the participation in them of Lady

Flanders. For, at about the hour when Philip and Perdita were driving in

the Park, and discussing the former’s domestic situation, Mr. Thomas

Moore was calling upon the elderly aristocrat, and the conversation

between them was taking a similar direction.

Precisely what passed on this occasion, it is unnecessary at this moment

to inquire; but the reader may be reminded that Mr. Moore was a

gentleman, and incapable of wantonly betraying any lady’s confidence;

and he may further be informed that the genial poet’s acquaintance with

Lady Flanders was intimate and of old standing. Her attitude toward him

was, indeed, of a quasi-maternal character: and in the present instance

his communications, whatever they were, were prompted in great measure

by his recognition of her great social influence, and by the fact that

her declared opinion, favorable or unfavorable, of any person, was apt

to go a long way toward making or marring that person’s social

reputation. When Mr. Moore left her ladyship’s presence, she patted him

on the shoulder and called him a good boy; and he issued from her door

with the light of conscious virtue glistening on his ingenuous forehead.

Next morning Lady Flanders arose early, and in the course of her toilet

preparations she fell into chat, as her custom was, with her maid

Christine, an attractive young person of German extraction, deft of hand

and soothing of voice, who could design and elevate a headdress in a

manner to please the most exacting elderly aristocrat imaginable.

Christine was a great favorite with her mistress, and was the only human

being of either sex to whom that lady was uniformly indulgent and

good-humored. Christine, for her part, was much attached to Lady

Flanders; but, with the perversity and short-sightedness of persons in

her enviable condition of life, she had lately taken it into her head to

lose her heart; and the individual who had won it was a Mr. Catnip,

whose name has been once or twice mentioned in this history, as a

servant of Sir Francis Bendibow. It would appear that Christine and her

cavalier had met to enjoy each other’s society the evening previous; and

Mr. Catnip had at that time confided to Christine a curious circumstance

which had happened to come under his observation the day before at

Vauxhall. After Christine had repeated to her mistress the main points

of Mr. Catnip’s story, her ladyship interrupted her.

“Of course you understand, Christine,” she said, “that I am convinced to

begin with that your Catnip has been telling you a pack of lies, and

that there’s not a word of truth in the tale from beginning to end. ’Tis

very foolish of you to have anything at all to say to such a fellow, and

my advice to you is to drop him at once. Is he willing to make affidavit

that ’twas really the Marquise Desmoines he saw there?”

“Oh, yiss, madame! He stand close by de box on which Madame la Marquise

sit, and he recognize de ring on her finger, and her tone as she speak

with her companion. They sit on de box next to Madame Lancaster.”

“Could she and Mrs. Lancaster see each other?”

“Not whiles dey sit so; but soon Madame Lancaster get up and go out in

front, and den Madame la Marquise....”

“Aye, aye: a mighty pretty story! And so then Sir Francis fainted away,

did he, and Mrs. Lancaster got a carriage, and Catnip followed it?...

Upon my word, Christine, you ought to be ashamed of yourself to listen

to such trash: much more to repeat it to me. Take care you never open

your mouth about it to any one else, that’s all.”

“Oh, not in de least, madame.”

“There, that’ll do. Now go and tell Withers that I shall want the

carriage immediately after breakfast. And, Christine ... put in order

the bed-room and the sitting-room on the second floor: I’m expecting

some one to spend the night. Don’t forget.”

“I shall take care of it, madame.”

Lady Flanders went down to breakfast, ate with a good appetite, and

having put on her bonnet and cloak, she got into her carriage and was

driven to the Marquise Desmoines’. The latter received her august

visitor with some surprise, for Lady Flanders had not hitherto shown

much disposition to cultivate intimate relations with the beautiful

widow. But her ladyship was notorious for indulging in whims of which no

one but herself could divine the reason: and in the present instance she

was evidently laying herself out to be exceptionally polite and

entertaining. After ten minutes’ desultory chat on things in general,

the name of Philip Lancaster happened to fall, quite by accident, from

Lady Flanders’ lips, and after a moment’s pause she said:

“By-the-by, my dear, I was quite upset yesterday. I don’t know whether

to believe it or not. I’ve taken such a fancy to the young gentleman, I

should be sorry to see his domestic felicity destroyed. I have always

disapproved of man’s marrying beneath him ... the girl may be very

attractive in some ways, but such persons lack training, and a proper

realization of their social duties. Bless you, I don’t expect women to

be saints--that would put an end to society in six weeks--but there is

everything in savoir-faire, tact, the way a thing is managed. Let a

woman do anything but make a vulgar exhibition of herself. And that is

just what this unfortunate creature seems to have done--that is, if the

story is to be believed: and I have it on pretty good authority. What do

you think about it?”

Perdita had been on her guard from the beginning of Lady Flanders’

speech. She was startled (more perhaps, than distressed) to find that

her visitor knew anything about the matter; and anxious to discover why

the old lady should suppose that she had any information. For there was

one reason why Perdita had need to be cautious here; and that was, lest

it should transpire that she herself had been at Vauxhall. That was the

weak point in her position; but for that, she had nothing to apprehend.

She was quite certain that no one among those whom she had recognized

there, had recognized her: as for Catnip,--well as he knew her,--she

scarcely knew that such a person existed, she being, herein, at the

disadvantage in which all persons of higher rank are liable to stand

toward those in the lower. Lady Flanders, therefore, (she argued) could

have no knowledge of her own presence at Vauxhall: and admitting that,

it was impossible to suppose that her ladyship should, of her own

motion, conjure up the imagination of so wildly improbable a thing. No;

she must have been influenced by some other idea; and it was at this

juncture that the Marquise bethought herself, with a feeling of relief,

that it would be natural for Lady Flanders to infer that Philip himself

had been her informant. In fact, it was Philip who had first introduced

the subject. Her apprehensions thus relieved, Perdita no longer saw in

Lady Flanders anything more than an old scandal-monger greedy for the

last new scrap of her favorite wares; and she consequently felt it

necessary to observe no more than ordinary discretion.

“You have not yet told me,” she remarked, “what it is you refer to.”

“Dear me! sure enough!” exclaimed the other innocently. “Well, I’m glad

to see it has not been more talked about. Why, you must know, my dear,

that our friend Mrs. Lancaster, who seemed so precious straight-forward

and artless, has been guilty of the most outrageous rashness--not to

call it by a worse name! She has been....” and here Lady Flanders

lowered her voice, and told the story which Perdita already knew, with

much vivacity, and in a way to put Marion’s conduct in a most ungainly

light. “ ’Tis impossible to be sorry for her,” she continued; “such a

brazen creature puts herself outside the pale of pity; but one can’t

help being sincerely concerned for that poor boy, Philip Lancaster. It

will be a terrible blow for him; and knowing the friendly interest you

have shown in him, I thought it likely he might have sought your advice

on the subject.”

“Since you have spoken on the subject, my dear Lady Flanders,” said

Perdita, gravely, “I may follow your example, though otherwise I should

have kept silence. Mr. Lancaster has opened his mind to me, to some

extent; and I counseled him to put the best construction possible on his

wife’s conduct, and rather to secure her safety in the future than

inquire too curiously into the past. She is young and inexperienced, and

will no doubt reform her behavior when she realizes its true character.”

“Aye, aye, you little serpent!” said Lady Flanders to herself, “ ’tis

just as I thought, you and master Philip have been feathering your own

nest with what you’ve plucked from my poor little Marion’s reputation.

I’ll catch you yet--see if I don’t!” Aloud she added, “Indeed, my dear,

your advice was most sensible, and you’re a deal more charitable than I

should have been in your place. Well, and how did your advice affect

him? I hope he won’t lose his head and make a disturbance!”

“He does not yet know, and I hope never may know, the name of the

gentleman implicated in the affair,” said Perdita. “As you say, it could

only make bad worse to have a public outbreak; and I don’t think Philip

will go so far as that until he has seen me again....”

Perdita paused, doubting the prudence of this last sentence, which, in

fact, had vastly delighted the cynical and Machiavellian old lady. The

latter was convinced that the relations between Perdita and Philip would

not bear inspection, and that they were making Marion’s predicament a

pretext for prosecuting their own intrigue. She was determined to bring

their nefarious doings to light, and had already partly outlined to

herself a plan of operations, having that end in view. For the present,

she was satisfied at having attained the object of her visit, which was

simply to ascertain that Perdita and Philip were on a confidential

footing upon a matter so nearly affecting the latter’s honor, and that

their intimacy was such as it was expedient for them to disguise. The

rest would be revealed in due time. Meanwhile she hastened to declare

that it was a fortunate thing for Philip to have secured the friendly

interest of a woman of the world like Perdita; and that she trusted he

would show his appreciation of it.

“I was going to say,” remarked Perdita, who had her wits about her, and

was by no means prone to believe in the sincerity of her visitor’s

cordiality, “that the whole story, so far as I am aware, is mere

hearsay, and may be untrue. It would not surprise me were it to turn

out so. So that any premature allusion to it, as your ladyship yourself

suggested, might do a great deal of harm.”

“Aye, to be sure,” returned Lady Flanders, admiring the cleverness of

this stroke; and for a moment she hesitated whether or not to give her

authorities. She decided not to do so; turned the conversation into a

review of the Bendibow affair, and soon after took her leave, charmed

with the prospect of finally getting the better of the only woman in

London whom she acknowledged as her equal in subtlety and intrigue.

We will now return to Philip Lancaster. He came home late after his

interview with Perdita, and Marion having already gone to her room, he

resolved to postpone whatever he might have to say to her until the next

day. Indeed, he needed time to turn the matter over in his mind. Before

speaking to Perdita, he had not regarded it in a really serious light.

All he knew was that Marion had spent the greater part of a night away

from home; that her mother had only accidentally discovered her absence;

and that Marion had given no satisfactory account of where she had been.

When he had asked her about it, she had merely laughed, in her strange,

perverse way, had affected to treat it lightly, and had remarked that he

would know by-and-by without her telling him. He had confined himself,

at the time, to some moderate expression of displeasure; he was not

prepared to believe in anything worse than an imprudent freak,

especially while he was under the influence of Marion’s presence. She

had presently begun to speak of Bendibow’s arrest, and had expressed a

strong desire to know the details of any confession he might make: and

she had suggested that Philip should take the packet and return it to

Perdita without delay. He agreed to do this: and with that their

conversation terminated. But when Philip was alone, his reflections

became more and more uncomfortable; Marion’s refusal to explain her

escapade seemed very strange; and her sudden anxiety to hear about

Bendibow’s confession looked like a pretext for changing the subject.

Even this errand to Perdita might be a device to get him out of the way.

When, therefore, he and Perdita met, he was in a fit mood to receive the

intelligence she had ready for him: he learnt from her, for the first

time, where it was that Marion had gone, and what she had been seen to

do there; for although Perdita neither told him that she herself had

been the witness whose testimony she cited, nor mentioned Moore’s name,

she made it sufficiently evident to her auditor that it was not any

ordinary freak he had to deal with here, but a matter involving all that

is of most vital importance to a husband. And yet, though his mind was

persuaded, his heart was not so: did he not know Marion? and was it

credible that she could do such wrong? It was necessary, however, that

his mind and his heart should be put in accord, one way or the other;

and he spent the greater part of the night in trying to summon up all

his wits and energies for the interview on the morrow. The natural

consequence was, that when the morrow came he was so nervous and

discomposed as with difficulty to control even his voice. The interview,

which took place in the breakfast-room, which Marion entered just as

Philip was ready to leave it, did not last long, though its results did.

“Well,” said Marion, as she entered, “did Madame Desmoines accept the

packet? And did you see what was in it?”

“She did not open it in my presence,” he answered. “We found other

things to talk about.”

“Oh, no doubt,” said Marion laughingly.

“There was nothing amusing in it, as you seem to suppose,” he continued,

hardly controlling his indignation. “I am going to ask you a serious

question, Marion: and you must answer it.”

“Must?”

“Yes--must!”

“That depends ... upon my own pleasure, Mr. Philip!” she returned, with

a nervous smile.

“You have taken your pleasure too much into your own hands already. I

must know where you were the other night, and with whom.”

“La! is your curiosity awake again so early? Ask me some other time. I’m

not ready to tell you just yet.”

“No other time will do. I must tell you, since you seem ignorant of it,

that your reputation as an honest woman is at stake. Bah! don’t try to

escape me with subterfuges, Marion. I know that you were at Vauxhall

Gardens; and that your companion was a man who--”

“Has he ... has any one been so base as to tell--”

“Any one!” thundered Philip, his eyes blazing. “Who?”

Marion lifted her head high, but she trembled all over, and her face was

white. She met Philip’s fiery glance with a scornful look; but beneath

the scorn there were unfathomable depths of pain, humiliation, appeal.

Philip saw only the scorn; he was in no mood for insight. Thus the

husband and wife confronted each other for several moments, while the

air still seemed to echo with Philip’s angry shout.

“Philip,” said Marion at length, in a thin voice, which sustained itself

with difficulty, “I have done you no wrong; and I should have been

willing, some time, to tell you all you ask. But until you go down on

your knees at my feet, and crave my pardon, I will not speak to you

again!”

“Then we have exchanged our last words together,” said he.

Marion bent her head as if in assent, and moved to one side, so that her

husband might leave the room. He paused at the door, and said:

“I give you one more chance. Will you confess? I might forgive you,

then; but if you compel me to bring home to you your ... what you have

done, on any other evidence, by God, I never will forgive you!--Oh,

Marion! will you?”

His voice faltered; tears of misery and entreaty were in his eyes.

Marion made a half-step toward him: but, by another impulse, she drew

back again, covering her eyes with one hand, while with the other she

motioned him away. Neither would yield; and so they parted.

Philip went forth, not knowing whither he was going. His world was

turned upside down, and his life looked like a desert. He walked along

the streets with wide-open but unseeing eyes--or with eyes that saw only

Marion, as she stood with her hand over her face, waving him away.

Sometimes he thought it must have been a dream: but he could not awake.

He went down to the river-bank, near Chelsea, and sat for several hours

on a bench, looking at the muddy current as it swirled by. The sky was

cloudy and the wind cold, but he did not seem aware of it. It was

already late in the afternoon when he arose, and returned towards the

north. But where should he go? Home? There was no such place.

For a couple of hours we leave Philip to himself, to meet with what

adventures destiny may provide.

* * * * *

At six o’clock in the evening we come up with him again. He is hurrying

along the street with a new light in his face--of anxiety, of suspense,

of hope! Hope is unmistakably there--the dawn of a belief in the

possibility of better things. The infrequent lamps that dimly light the

street intermittently reveal the expression of his haggard and eager

features. Arrived at the door of his house, he paused for a moment,

biting his lips and clenching his hands: then he ran up the steps and

rang the bell. The door seemed never to be going to open, and in his

impatience he rang again. It opened at last. He strode across the

threshold.

“Mrs. Lancaster up stairs?”

“No, sir,” said the servant. “She went out this afternoon in a carriage:

not your carriage, sir. She left a note she said was to be given to you,

sir. ’Tis there on the ’all table, sir.”

A singular quietness came over Philip, as he opened the letter, and

deliberately read its contents. He seemed to himself to have known that

this was coming. He put the letter in his pocket.

“That’s all right,” he said to the servant. “I had forgotten ... I shall

probably not be back to-night.” He waited an instant or two, looking

down at the ground: then, without saying anything more, he descended the

steps and walked away. The door closed behind him.

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