CHAPTER XXXI.

It had been Fillmore’s intention to call on Perdita the next morning,

and acquaint her with the details of what had happened. She was,

theoretically at all events, nearly interested in the matter. She was

Bendibow’s adopted daughter, and his credit or disgrace must more or

less affect her. She might desire to take some action about the affair,

and, as Bendibow was already in the hands of the authorities, and seemed

inclined to be somewhat outspoken, there was no time to be lost.

Whatever defense of the unfortunate baronet was to be attempted would

naturally be intrusted to Fillmore; and it was necessary that he should

be acquainted with the views and wishes of all concerned. Perdita,

moreover, was capable not only of having desires, but of suggesting

ingenious and practical methods of accomplishing them: and though

Fillmore was not accustomed to ask advice from his clients, or to accept

it when offered, he was ready to make an exception in Perdita’s case.

She had brains, sound judgment, and quickness of wit superior to

Fillmore’s own--more elastic and adaptable. Furthermore, the lawyer was

in love with the lady, and was not the man to forego any opportunity of

strengthening his relations with her. He had resolved never to give her

up, and in order to carry out that resolve, it was indispensable, in the

case of a woman like Perdita, to use every advantage at his disposal.

He had arranged to make his call as early as ten o’clock, which, after

all, was not so early seventy years ago as it is now. But fortune, who

often leads men to destruction by simply improving the grade of the path

they are already inclined to travel, so arranged events that Fillmore

received, while he was yet at breakfast, a short note from the Marquise

herself, dispatched to him from her bed-chamber by special messenger,

requesting his speedy presence at her house. “You will know, without my

telling you, why I want to speak to you,” she wrote: “and I send to you

thus early so that you may be able to come before you go to the city. I

shall be expecting you by nine o’clock. Pardon my haste and informality,

_mon ami_: I have confidence in you.”

This communication no doubt improved the lawyer’s appetite, and imparted

a more exquisite flavor to the coffee that he quaffed from the delicate

cup of painted Meissen porcelain. He allowed the little note to remain

open on the table beside him; he scrutinized its curious chirography, at

once rounded and sharp, bold, characteristic, and yet difficult to read.

A faint, very faint perfume emanated from it, reminding him of the

writer; her lovely hand had rested upon this paper; her breath had

touched it. The lawyer bent down, perhaps to examine it more closely....

At that moment the servant entered, to inquire when Mr. Fillmore wanted

his carriage. Mr. Fillmore raised his head quickly, hemmed, pulled up

his collar, and replied that fifteen minutes before nine would be time

enough. The servant withdrew, and Fillmore, glancing at the mirror

opposite, detected an unmistakable blush on his ordinarily pale cheeks.

He bit his lip; then, catching up the letter, he kissed it and put it in

his pocket.

At five minutes past nine he arrived at the Marquise’s house and was

immediately ushered into a charming ante-room adjoining the lady’s

chamber. In a few moments the door of the latter opened, and the

Marquise appeared. She had on a flowing dressing-gown of white

cachemire lined with quilted satin and bordered with flowers worked in

gold thread. Her bright reddish hair was drawn up to the top of her

head, revealing the beautiful line and pose of her white neck; and her

slender feet, encased in bronze slippers and open-work silk stockings,

peeped out beneath the embroidered hem of her petticoat. She was fresh

and rosy from her bath, and had all the fragrance and loveliness of a

sweet-petaled flower.

She put her warm hand in the lawyer’s cool, firm clasp, smiled upon him,

and bade him be seated. “You are very good to come to me so promptly,”

she said, “and to show my appreciation of your courtesy, I will proceed

to business at once, and give you your liberty as soon as possible. You

have not been able to see Sir Francis, I suppose? I know that he has

been arrested.”

“He gave himself up voluntarily,” said Fillmore. “He had ample

opportunity to escape, if he had wished it. I offered to help him off;

but he refused.”

“You...? You did see him, then?”

“He came to my office in the midst of the disturbance.”

Perdita’s dark, sparkling eyes fixed themselves steadfastly upon the

lawyer. “In that case,” she said slowly, “he probably told you.... Will

you tell me all that passed?”

Fillmore complied, and Perdita listened to his story with close

attention. After it was told, she sat for a while with her forefinger

against her chin, meditating.

“I don’t know whether to be pleased or displeased,” she remarked at

length. “ ’Tis rather exciting, at all events. I knew about Rackett’s,

and all that: I knew more than he ever suspected. But I thought he was

clever enough to secure himself. I’m not sure but I might have helped

him, if he had applied to me.”

“Even if your means would have sufficed, he was past helping.”

“I should have done it for my own sake, not for his,” said Perdita, with

a smile of cynical candor. “I care for what happens to him only as it

may affect me. You won’t be obliged, sir, to remodel your estimate of my

character on the idea that I am given to self-sacrifice. And I should

certainly not begin with Sir Francis. On the contrary!”

“I understand. You think his disgrace may affect you?”

“I only fear that he may not be disgraced enough.”

“I don’t understand so well as I thought.”

“You do your understanding injustice. If Sir Francis was a villain from

the beginning, I am comfortable. If that old story about him and my

father should turn out to my father’s credit, then I should be the

daughter of an honest man, who was wickedly abused; and that will be to

my advantage. If this man who was lately murdered proves to have been

really my father, all the better. The opposite alternatives would be

what I should not like. Now, as Sir Francis has given himself up, ’tis

likely he means to make a full confession: and meanwhile I’m in

suspense. What is your opinion about him?”

“I have been on friendly terms with him for a good many years.”

“And you mean to stick by him, right or wrong?”

“As against people in general--yes.”

“Does that mean that you are going to sacrifice your conscience only in

special cases?”

“I could do anything to serve you,” said Fillmore, with measured

emphasis.

“And I am to consider it a compliment if you betray an old friend to

please a new acquaintance? You are severe, Mr. Fillmore!”

She said this smilingly but the lawyer could not tell whether she were

offended, or were only teasing him. If he had needed any assurance that

she was not a woman to be easily duped by flattery, he had it now. He

had intended merely to indicate that he would not lightly be false to a

trust, but she had contrived to make him imply nearly the reverse. His

real sentiments in the matter were, in fact, honorable enough, though he

was sensible of a fatal fascination about Perdita, stronger than the

attractions of virtue. For a moment he hesitated, undecided whether to

draw back now and finally, or to go on.

“Do you give me up?” asked Perdita, with a little laugh.

“Never!” said he, with a feeling that he was pledging himself rather for

the possibilities of the future than for anything in the present. “Not

that there is anything in this affair to impair the most sensitive

principles,” he added, smiling. “Professional etiquette is the most I

have to consider, and that is not involved in the present question. As I

was saying, I have been in the way of knowing a good deal about

Bendibow, and my opinion is that the more complete his confession is,

the less cause you will have for anxiety. At the same time, from

something he let fall, I doubt whether his confession will be entirely

without reserve.”

“What will he hold back?”

“I know of nothing in particular.”

“Anything about the murder of my father, for instance?”

“Do you suspect him of knowing anything about that?” demanded Fillmore,

feeling astonished.

“One cannot help seeing that if the robber had been able to rifle his

victim’s pockets, and had taken away that packet among other things, it

would have been convenient for Sir Francis.”

“But if the contents of the packet were compromising to any one, the

thief would have demanded a ransom--”

“Which the person compromised would have paid,--if he had not already

paid it in advance,” said Perdita composedly.

“I don’t think Bendibow had it in him to go such lengths,” said

Fillmore, after a long pause. “Besides, the fact that his son was killed

at the same time....”

“It was a dark night,” remarked Perdita. “However, I don’t really

believe it, either. But I’ve made up my mind that I want that packet.

Sir Francis’ confession may agree with it; or--’tis just possible--he

may try to tell a different story, in which event the packet might be

useful.”

“Very true. The packet is still in Mrs. Lancaster’s possession, is it

not?”

“I gave it to her, for fear of my own curiosity. But ’tis another thing

now. I must know what is in it. And soon!”

“Shall I get it for you?”

“If you will be so kind.... No, on the whole, I think you had better

not. Under the circumstances, Mrs. Lancaster would probably prefer to

have me apply to her directly. But when I’ve got it, I shall want to

consult with you about it.”

“You may command me at any time, madame.”

Perdita rose, and the lawyer, though he would gladly have stayed longer,

had no choice but to rise also. “Sir,” said the Marquise, after

contemplating him a moment, “I wish you would be consistent!”

Fillmore bowed, somewhat apprehensively: for although Perdita had given

him to know that she was not afraid of him, he was beginning to be a

little afraid of her. Perceiving that he did not catch her drift, she

explained herself.

“You are one of the most agreeable and sensible men I ever met, on all

points but one,” she said. “Be sensible on that too!”

“You might as well ask me not to be sensible to hunger, or to fire,” he

replied, drawing a deep breath and looking upon her with a sort of

sullen ardor.

“I have kept a part of my promise to you,” continued the Marquise; “I

have showed you something of what I really am. There is nothing to love

here,”--she laid her finger on her breast--“for beauty alone is not

lovable, to a man like you. And you have intellect enough: you need

something besides intellect in a wife: and that something is just what I

can never give.”

“You have it to give,” interrupted Fillmore, “whether you give it to me

or not.”

“And what most annoys me,” she went on, “is that unless you come to your

senses soon, I shall cease to like you, and therefore to be able to make

use of you. So, if you really care for me, you must not love me any

more.”

“It is no use,” said Fillmore, with a slow movement of his head: and,

without awaiting any further argument, he took his leave.

“And now for you, master Philip!” said the Marquise to herself, when she

was alone. What she intended by such an exclamation there was nothing to

indicate: but she called her maid, and having disembarrassed herself of

her dressing-gown, she proceeded rapidly to complete her toilet, and

gave orders for her carriage to be at the door at half-past ten. A few

minutes later she was being driven in the direction of the Lancasters’

house.

At this juncture, however, fortune again interposed to hasten matters,

by bringing Philip to the corner of Hanover Square just as the

Marquise’s carriage was entering it. He recognized the livery, and

paused, raising his hat; but she had already caught sight of him, and

the carriage drew up to the sidewalk. Philip appeared at the door,

wearing a rather grave face. Perdita greeted him with radiant

composure. His dejection recovered a little under this tonic; and when

she followed it up by inviting him to take a seat beside her, he felt

better, and complied. By a flash of memory, Perdita recollected a former

occasion, on which she had entreated him to do the same thing, and he

had refused; although then he had been a single man, whereas now he was

married: this recollection made the Marquise smile secretly. Meanwhile

Philip took his seat in total unsuspiciousness of what was passing in

her mind.

“Tell me where you want to go,” she said, “and I’ll drive you there.”

“I was going to call on you.”

“How charmingly attentive of you! In that case ... suppose we carry out

my original intention of--driving round the Park.”

“It would give me great pleasure,” he answered: whereupon she gave the

direction to the coachman.

“Have you a new poem to read to me?” she asked.

“I haven’t written a line for six weeks. I was coming about this

Bendibow affair. Of course you’ve heard of it?”

“That his house was ransacked, and he arrested--yes.”

“Well: my wife ... we thought you might want those papers that you left

with my wife. There’s no knowing what may happen, you know.”

“You haven’t got them with you?”

“Here they are,” he answered, producing the packet.

“They may be needed; there’s no telling, as you say. It was very kind of

your wife--of you, that is, to think of it. You are all well and

happy--that goes without saying?”

“Oh, yes: Marion is not very well this morning, though.”

“Indeed! What ails her?”

“A headache, I believe. I don’t know. I was away for a day or two and

she has not been quite herself since I came back.”

“Surely that’s only what might be expected, after being deprived of you

so long!”

“Perhaps so,” said Philip, laconically.

“We poor women, you know, are not permitted to amuse ourselves when our

lords are away. We can only stay at home until they come back.”

“That’s the principle: but not always the practice,” said Philip, with a

grim look.

“You have not found it out?” exclaimed the Marquise in a startled tone;

and then, as if perceiving that she had committed herself, she hurriedly

added, “Of course, principle and practice must always differ more or

less. Human beings aren’t made by rule of thumb.”

Philip at first made no reply, but a painful expression passed over his

face, leaving it gloomier than before. At length he said, “I’m not a man

who lets himself be blindfolded to save trouble. You and I have known

each other some time, Perdita. Will you answer me truly--will you tell

me what you know? for I see you do know something.”

“I’m not likely to forget the past,” answered the beautiful Marquise: “I

shall remember it at least as long as this scar lasts,”--and as she

spoke she placed her hand on the upper part of her bosom. “But it is

never true friendship to interfere between husband and wife. If you see

anything that troubles you, give it the best interpretation possible,

and forget it. Very likely--most likely--there is no harm in it. One

must not expect, or wish, to know all the secrets even of the person

they have married. Does Marion know all yours?”

“I thank you for your advice,” said Philip, in a tone that intimated he

did not mean to follow it. “It seems you are aware that my wife spent a

night away from home. Probably you also know where, and with whom. I

shall know that in time; but I would rather learn it from you than from

any one else.”

“I could tell you nothing that would really enlighten you, Philip. Your

best security for your wife’s conduct is the good you know of her. Be

satisfied with that. It was enough to make you marry her. It should be

enough to make you happy in your marriage.”

“Yes, I know all that!” said Philip, impatiently. After a short silence,

he added, turning toward her, “You are a true friend, Perdita. May I

come and talk to you, some time? The world is a lonely place!”

“If I can make it less lonely for you--come!” she answered.

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