I.

The Kentons were not rich, but they were certainly richer than the

average in the pleasant county town of the Middle West, where they had

spent nearly their whole married life. As their circumstances had

grown easier, they had mellowed more and more in the keeping of their

comfortable home, until they hated to leave it even for the short

outings, which their children made them take, to Niagara or the Upper

Lakes in the hot weather. They believed that they could not be so well

anywhere as in the great square brick house which still kept its four

acres about it, in the heart of the growing town, where the trees

they had planted with their own hands topped it on three aides, and a

spacious garden opened southward behind it to the summer wind. Kenton

had his library, where he transacted by day such law business as he had

retained in his own hands; but at night he liked to go to his wife’s

room and sit with her there. They left the parlors and piazzas to their

girls, where they could hear them laughing with the young fellows who

came to make the morning calls, long since disused in the centres of

fashion, or the evening calls, scarcely more authorized by the great

world. She sewed, and he read his paper in her satisfactory silence, or

they played checkers together. She did not like him to win, and when she

found herself unable to bear the prospect of defeat, she refused to let

him make the move that threatened the safety of her men. Sometimes

he laughed at her, and sometimes he scolded, but they were very good

comrades, as elderly married people are apt to be. They had long ago

quarrelled out their serious differences, which mostly arose from

such differences of temperament as had first drawn them together; they

criticised each other to their children from time to time, but they

atoned for this defection by complaining of the children to each other,

and they united in giving way to them on all points concerning their

happiness, not to say their pleasure.

They had both been teachers in their youth before he went into the war,

and they had not married until he had settled himself in the practice

of the law after he left the army. He was then a man of thirty, and five

years older than she; five children were born to them, but the second

son died when he was yet a babe in his mother’s arms, and there was an

interval of six years between the first boy and the first girl. Their

eldest son was already married, and settled next them in a house which

was brick, like their own, but not square, and had grounds so much less

ample that he got most of his vegetables from their garden. He had grown

naturally into a share of his father’s law practice, and he had taken it

all over when Renton was elected to the bench. He made a show of giving

it back after the judge retired, but by that time Kenton was well on in

the fifties. The practice itself had changed, and had become mainly the

legal business of a large corporation. In this form it was distasteful

to him; he kept the affairs of some of his old clients in his hands, but

he gave much of his time, which he saved his self-respect by calling his

leisure, to a history of his regiment in-the war.

In his later life he had reverted to many of the preoccupations of his

youth, and he believed that Tuskingum enjoyed the best climate, on

the whole, in the union; that its people of mingled Virginian,

Pennsylvanian, and Connecticut origin, with little recent admixture of

foreign strains, were of the purest American stock, and spoke the

best English in the world; they enjoyed obviously the greatest sum of

happiness, and had incontestibly the lowest death rate and divorce rate

in the State. The growth of the place was normal and healthy; it had

increased only to five thousand during the time he had known it, which

was almost an ideal figure for a county-town. There was a higher average

of intelligence than in any other place of its size, and a wider and

evener diffusion of prosperity. Its record in the civil war was less

brilliant, perhaps, than that of some other localities, but it was

fully up to the general Ohio level, which was the high-water mark of the

national achievement in the greatest war of the greatest people under

the sun. It, was Kenton’s pride and glory that he had been a part of the

finest army known in history. He believed that the men who made history

ought to write it, and in his first Commemoration-Day oration he urged

his companions in arms to set down everything they could remember of

their soldiering, and to save the letters they had written home, so

that they might each contribute to a collective autobiography of the

regiment. It was only in this way, he held, that the intensely personal

character of the struggle could be recorded. He had felt his way to the

fact that every battle is essentially episodical, very campaign a sum of

fortuities; and it was not strange that he should suppose, with his

want of perspective, that this universal fact was purely national and

American. His zeal made him the repository of a vast mass of material

which he could not have refused to keep for the soldiers who brought it

to him, more or less in a humorous indulgence of his whim. But he even

offered to receive it, and in a community where everything took the

complexion of a joke, he came to be affectionately regarded as a crank

on that point; the shabbily aging veterans, whom he pursued to their

workbenches and cornfields, for, the documents of the regimental

history, liked to ask the colonel if he had brought his gun. They,

always give him the title with which he had been breveted at the

close of the war; but he was known to the younger, generation of his

fellow-citizens as the judge. His wife called him Mr. Kenton in the

presence of strangers, and sometimes to himself, but to his children she

called him Poppa, as they did.

The steady-going eldest son, who had succeeded to his father’s affairs

without giving him the sense of dispossession, loyally accepted the

popular belief that he would never be the man his father was. He joined

with his mother in a respect for Kenton’s theory of the regimental

history which was none the less sincere because it was unconsciously a

little sceptical of the outcome; and the eldest daughter was of their

party. The youngest said frankly that she had no use for any history,

but she said the same of nearly everything which had not directly

or indirectly to do with dancing. In this regulation she had use for

parties and picnics, for buggy-rides and sleigh-rides, for calls from

young men and visits to and from other girls, for concerts, for plays,

for circuses and church sociables, for everything but lectures; and

she devoted herself to her pleasures without the shadow of chaperonage,

which was, indeed, a thing still unheard of in Tuskingum.

In the expansion which no one else ventured, or, perhaps, wished to set

bounds to, she came under the criticism of her younger brother, who,

upon the rare occasions when he deigned to mingle in the family affairs,

drew their mother’s notice to his sister’s excesses in carrying-on, and

required some action that should keep her from bringing the name,

of Kenton to disgrace. From being himself a boy of very slovenly and

lawless life he had suddenly, at the age of fourteen, caught himself up

from the street, reformed his dress and conduct, and confined himself in

his large room at the top of the house, where, on the pursuits to which

he gave his spare time, the friends who frequented his society, and the

literature which nourished his darkling spirit, might fitly have been

written Mystery. The sister whom he reprobated was only two years his

elder, but since that difference in a girl accounts for a great deal, it

apparently authorized her to take him more lightly than he was able

to take himself. She said that he was in love, and she achieved an

importance with him through his speechless rage and scorn which none

of the rest of his family enjoyed. With his father and mother he had a

bearing of repressed superiority which a strenuous conscience kept from

unmasking itself in open contempt when they failed to make his sister

promise to behave herself. Sometimes he had lapses from his dignified

gloom with his mother, when, for no reason that could be given, he fell

from his habitual majesty to the tender dependence of a little boy,

just as his voice broke from its nascent base to its earlier treble at

moments when he least expected or wished such a thing to happen. His

stately but vague ideal of himself was supported by a stature beyond

his years, but this rendered it the more difficult for him to bear the

humiliation of his sudden collapses, and made him at other times the

easier prey of Lottie’s ridicule. He got on best, or at least most

evenly, with his eldest sister. She took him seriously, perhaps because

she took all life so; and she was able to interpret him to his father

when his intolerable dignity forbade a common understanding between

them. When he got so far beyond his depth that he did not know what

he meant himself, as sometimes happened, she gently found him a safe

footing nearer shore.

Kenton’s theory was that he did not distinguish among his children. He

said that he did not suppose they were the best children in the world,

but they suited him; and he would not have known how to change them

for the better. He saw no harm in the behavior of Lottie when it most

shocked her brother; he liked her to have a good time; but it flattered

his nerves to have Ellen about him. Lottie was a great deal more

accomplished, he allowed that; she could play and sing, and she had

social gifts far beyond her sister; but he easily proved to his wife

that Nelly knew ten times as much.

Nelly read a great deal; she kept up with all the magazines, and knew

all the books in his library. He believed that she was a fine German

scholar, and in fact she had taken up that language after leaving

school, when, if she had been better advised than she could have been in

Tuskingum, she would have kept on with her French. She started the first

book club in the place; and she helped her father do the intellectual

honors of the house to the Eastern lecturers, who always stayed with

the judge when they came to Tuskingum. She was faithfully present at the

moments, which her sister shunned in derision, when her father explained

to them respectively his theory of regimental history, and would just,

as he said, show them a few of the documents he had collected. He

made Ellen show them; she knew where to put her hand on the most

characteristic and illustrative; and Lottie offered to bet what one

dared that Ellen would marry some of those lecturers yet; she was

literary enough.

She boasted that she was not literary herself, and had no use for any

one who was; and it could not have been her culture that drew the

most cultivated young man in Tuskingum to her. Ellen was really more

beautiful; Lottie was merely very pretty; but she had charm for them,

and Ellen, who had their honor and friendship, had no charm for them. No

one seemed drawn to her as they were drawn to her sister till a man came

who was not one of the most cultivated in Tuskingum; and then it was

doubtful whether she was not first drawn to him. She was too transparent

to hide her feeling from her father and mother, who saw with even more

grief than shame that she could not hide it from the man himself, whom

they thought so unworthy of it.

He had suddenly arrived in Tuskingum from one of the villages of the

county, where he had been teaching school, and had found something to do

as reporter on the Tuskingum ‘Intelligencer’, which he was instinctively

characterizing with the spirit of the new journalism, and was pushing as

hardily forward on the lines of personality as if he had dropped down

to it from the height of a New York or Chicago Sunday edition. The judge

said, with something less than his habitual honesty, that he did not

mind his being a reporter, but he minded his being light and shallow;

he minded his being flippant and mocking; he minded his bringing his

cigarettes and banjo into the house at his second visit. He did not mind

his push; the fellow had his way to make and he had to push; but he did

mind his being all push; and his having come out of the country with as

little simplicity as if he had passed his whole life in the city. He

had no modesty, and he had no reverence; he had no reverence for Ellen

herself, and the poor girl seemed to like him for that.

He was all the more offensive to the judge because he was himself to

blame for their acquaintance, which began when one day the fellow

had called after him in the street, and then followed down the shady

sidewalk beside him to his hour, wanting to know what this was he had

heard about his history, and pleading for more light upon his plan in

it. At the gate he made a flourish of opening and shutting it for the

judge, and walking up the path to his door he kept his hand on the

judge’s shoulder most offensively; but in spite of this Kenton had

the weakness to ask him in, and to call Ellen to get him the most

illustrative documents of the history.

The interview that resulted in the ‘Intelligencer’ was the least evil

that came of this error. Kenton was amazed, and then consoled, and then

afflicted that Ellen was not disgusted with it; and in his conferences

with his wife he fumed and fretted at his own culpable folly, and tried

to get back of the time he had committed it, in that illusion which

people have with trouble that it could somehow be got rid of if it could

fairly be got back of; till the time came when his wife could no longer

share his unrest in this futile endeavor.

She said, one night when they had talked late and long, “That can’t be

helped now; and the question is what are we going to do to stop it.”

The judge evaded the point in saying, “The devil of it is that all the

nice fellows are afraid of her; they respect her too much, and the very

thing which ought to disgust her with this chap is what gives him his

power over her. I don’t know what we are going to do, but we must break

it off, somehow.”

“We might take her with us somewhere,” Mrs. Kenton suggested.

“Run away from the fellow? I think I see myself! No, we have got to stay

and face the thing right here. But I won’t have him about the house any

more, understand that. He’s not to be let in, and Ellen mustn’t see him;

you tell her I said so. Or no! I will speak to her myself.” His wife

said that he was welcome to do that; but he did not quite do it. He

certainly spoke to his daughter about her, lover, and he satisfied

himself that there was yet nothing explicit between them. But she was so

much less frank and open with him than she had always been before that

he was wounded as well as baffled by her reserve. He could not get her

to own that she really cared for the fellow; but man as he was, and old

man as he was, he could not help perceiving that she lived in a fond

dream of him.

He went from her to her mother. “If he was only one-half the man she

thinks he is!”--he ended his report in a hopeless sigh.

“You want to give in to her!” his wife pitilessly interpreted. “Well,

perhaps that would be the best thing, after all.”

“No, no, it wouldn’t, Sarah; it would be the easiest for both of us, I

admit, but it would be the worst thing for her. We’ve got to let it run

along for a while yet. If we give him rope enough he may hang himself;

there’s that chance. We can’t go away, and we can’t shut her up, and we

can’t turn him out of the house. We must trust her to find him out for

herself.”

“She’ll never do that,” said the mother. “Lottie says Ellen thinks he’s

just perfect. He cheers her up, and takes her out of herself. We’ve

always acted with her as if we thought she was different from other

girls, and he behaves to her as if she was just like all of them, just

as silly, and just as weak, and it pleases her, and flatters her; she

likes it.”

“Oh, Lord!” groaned the father. “I suppose she does.”

This was bad enough; it was a blow to his pride in Ellen; but there was

something that hurt him still worse. When the fellow had made sure of

her, he apparently felt himself so safe in her fondness that he did not

urge his suit with her. His content with her tacit acceptance gave the

bitterness of shame to the promise Kenton and his wife had made each

other never to cross any of their children in love. They were ready

now to keep that promise for Ellen, if he asked it of them, rather

than answer for her lifelong disappointment, if they denied him. But,

whatever he meant finally to do, he did not ask it; he used his footing

in their house chiefly as a basis for flirtations beyond it. He began

to share his devotions to Ellen with her girl friends, and not with her

girl friends alone. It did not come to scandal, but it certainly came to

gossip about him and a silly young wife; and Kenton heard of it with

a torment of doubt whether Ellen knew of it, and what she would do; he

would wait for her to do herself whatever was to be done. He was never

certain how much she had heard of the gossip when she came to her

mother, and said with the gentle eagerness she had, “Didn’t poppa talk

once of going South this winter?”

“He talked of going to New York,” the mother answered, with a throb of

hope.

“Well,” the girl returned, patiently, and Mrs. Kenton read in her

passivity an eagerness to be gone from sorrow that she would not suffer

to be seen, and interpreted her to her father in such wise that he could

not hesitate.

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