CHAPTER XXI

There is a pretty public walk at Poitiers, laid out upon the crest of

the high hill around which the little city clusters, planted with thick

trees and looking down upon the fertile fields in which the old English

princes fought for their right and held it. Newman paced up and down

this quiet promenade for the greater part of the next day and let his

eyes wander over the historic prospect; but he would have been sadly at

a loss to tell you afterwards whether the latter was made up of

coal-fields or of vineyards. He was wholly given up to his grievance,

of which reflection by no means diminished the weight. He feared that

Madame de Cintré was irretrievably lost; and yet, as he would have said

himself, he didn’t see his way clear to giving her up. He found it

impossible to turn his back upon Fleurières and its inhabitants; it

seemed to him that some germ of hope or reparation must lurk there

somewhere, if he could only stretch his arm out far enough to pluck it.

It was as if he had his hand on a door-knob and were closing his

clenched fist upon it: he had thumped, he had called, he had pressed

the door with his powerful knee and shaken it with all his strength,

and dead, damning silence had answered him. And yet something held him

there—something hardened the grasp of his fingers. Newman’s

satisfaction had been too intense, his whole plan too deliberate and

mature, his prospect of happiness too rich and comprehensive for this

fine moral fabric to crumble at a stroke. The very foundation seemed

fatally injured, and yet he felt a stubborn desire still to try to save

the edifice. He was filled with a sorer sense of wrong than he had ever

known, or than he had supposed it possible he should know. To accept

his injury and walk away without looking behind him was a stretch of

good-nature of which he found himself incapable. He looked behind him

intently and continually, and what he saw there did not assuage his

resentment. He saw himself trustful, generous, liberal, patient, easy,

pocketing frequent irritation and furnishing unlimited modesty. To have

eaten humble pie, to have been snubbed and patronized and satirized and

have consented to take it as one of the conditions of the bargain—to

have done this, and done it all for nothing, surely gave one a right to

protest. And to be turned off because one was a commercial person! As

if he had ever talked or dreamt of the commercial since his connection

with the Bellegardes began—as if he had made the least circumstance of

the commercial—as if he would not have consented to confound the

commercial fifty times a day, if it might have increased by a hair’s

breadth the chance of the Bellegardes’ not playing him a trick! Granted

that being commercial was fair ground for having a trick played upon

one, how little they knew about the class so designed and its

enterprising way of not standing upon trifles! It was in the light of

his injury that the weight of Newman’s past endurance seemed so heavy;

his actual irritation had not been so great, merged as it was in his

vision of the cloudless blue that overarched his immediate wooing. But

now his sense of outrage was deep, rancorous, and ever present; he felt

that he was a good fellow wronged. As for Madame de Cintré’s conduct,

it struck him with a kind of awe, and the fact that he was powerless to

understand it or feel the reality of its motives only deepened the

force with which he had attached himself to her. He had never let the

fact of her Catholicism trouble him; Catholicism to him was nothing but

a name, and to express a mistrust of the form in which her religious

feelings had moulded themselves would have seemed to him on his own

part a rather pretentious affectation of Protestant zeal. If such

superb white flowers as that could bloom in Catholic soil, the soil was

not insalubrious. But it was one thing to be a Catholic, and another to

turn nun—on your hand! There was something lugubriously comical in the

way Newman’s thoroughly contemporaneous optimism was confronted with

this dusky old-world expedient. To see a woman made for him and for

motherhood to his children juggled away in this tragic travesty—it was

a thing to rub one’s eyes over, a nightmare, an illusion, a hoax. But

the hours passed away without disproving the thing, and leaving him

only the after-sense of the vehemence with which he had embraced Madame

de Cintré. He remembered her words and her looks; he turned them over

and tried to shake the mystery out of them and to infuse them with an

endurable meaning. What had she meant by her feeling being a kind of

religion? It was the religion simply of the family laws, the religion

of which her implacable little mother was the high priestess. Twist the

thing about as her generosity would, the one certain fact was that they

had used force against her. Her generosity had tried to screen them,

but Newman’s heart rose into his throat at the thought that they should

go scot-free.

The twenty-four hours wore themselves away, and the next morning Newman

sprang to his feet with the resolution to return to Fleurières and

demand another interview with Madame de Bellegarde and her son. He lost

no time in putting it into practice. As he rolled swiftly over the

excellent road in the little calèche furnished him at the inn at

Poitiers, he drew forth, as it were, from the very safe place in his

mind to which he had consigned it, the last information given him by

poor Valentin. Valentin had told him he could do something with it, and

Newman thought it would be well to have it at hand. This was of course

not the first time, lately, that Newman had given it his attention. It

was information in the rough,—it was dark and puzzling; but Newman was

neither helpless nor afraid. Valentin had evidently meant to put him in

possession of a powerful instrument, though he could not be said to

have placed the handle very securely within his grasp. But if he had

not really told him the secret, he had at least given him the clew to

it—a clew of which that queer old Mrs. Bread held the other end. Mrs.

Bread had always looked to Newman as if she knew secrets; and as he

apparently enjoyed her esteem, he suspected she might be induced to

share her knowledge with him. So long as there was only Mrs. Bread to

deal with, he felt easy. As to what there was to find out, he had only

one fear—that it might not be bad enough. Then, when the image of the

marquise and her son rose before him again, standing side by side, the

old woman’s hand in Urbain’s arm, and the same cold, unsociable

fixedness in the eyes of each, he cried out to himself that the fear

was groundless. There was blood in the secret at the very least! He

arrived at Fleurières almost in a state of elation; he had satisfied

himself, logically, that in the presence of his threat of exposure they

would, as he mentally phrased it, rattle down like unwound buckets. He

remembered indeed that he must first catch his hare—first ascertain

what there was to expose; but after that, why shouldn’t his happiness

be as good as new again? Mother and son would drop their lovely victim

in terror and take to hiding, and Madame de Cintré, left to herself,

would surely come back to him. Give her a chance and she would rise to

the surface, return to the light. How could she fail to perceive that

his house would be much the most comfortable sort of convent?

Newman, as he had done before, left his conveyance at the inn and

walked the short remaining distance to the château. When he reached the

gate, however, a singular feeling took possession of him—a feeling

which, strange as it may seem, had its source in its unfathomable good

nature. He stood there a while, looking through the bars at the large,

time-stained face of the edifice, and wondering to what crime it was

that the dark old house, with its flowery name, had given convenient

occasion. It had given occasion, first and last, to tyrannies and

sufferings enough, Newman said to himself; it was an evil-looking place

to live in. Then, suddenly, came the reflection—What a horrible

rubbish-heap of iniquity to fumble in! The attitude of inquisitor

turned its ignobler face, and with the same movement Newman declared

that the Bellegardes should have another chance. He would appeal once

more directly to their sense of fairness, and not to their fear, and if

they should be accessible to reason, he need know nothing worse about

them than what he already knew. That was bad enough.

The gate-keeper let him in through the same stiff crevice as before,

and he passed through the court and over the little rustic bridge on

the moat. The door was opened before he had reached it, and, as if to

put his clemency to rout with the suggestion of a richer opportunity,

Mrs. Bread stood there awaiting him. Her face, as usual, looked as

hopelessly blank as the tide-smoothed sea-sand, and her black garments

seemed of an intenser sable. Newman had already learned that her

strange inexpressiveness could be a vehicle for emotion, and he was not

surprised at the muffled vivacity with which she whispered, “I thought

you would try again, sir. I was looking out for you.”

“I am glad to see you,” said Newman; “I think you are my friend.”

Mrs. Bread looked at him opaquely. “I wish you well sir; but it’s vain

wishing now.”

“You know, then, how they have treated me?”

“Oh, sir,” said Mrs. Bread, dryly, “I know everything.”

Newman hesitated a moment. “Everything?”

Mrs. Bread gave him a glance somewhat more lucent. “I know at least too

much, sir.”

“One can never know too much. I congratulate you. I have come to see

Madame de Bellegarde and her son,” Newman added. “Are they at home? If

they are not, I will wait.”

“My lady is always at home,” Mrs. Bread replied, “and the marquis is

mostly with her.”

“Please then tell them—one or the other, or both—that I am here and

that I desire to see them.”

Mrs. Bread hesitated. “May I take a great liberty, sir?”

“You have never taken a liberty but you have justified it,” said

Newman, with diplomatic urbanity.

Mrs. Bread dropped her wrinkled eyelids as if she were curtseying; but

the curtsey stopped there; the occasion was too grave. “You have come

to plead with them again, sir? Perhaps you don’t know this—that Madame

de Cintré returned this morning to Paris.”

“Ah, she’s gone!” And Newman, groaning, smote the pavement with his

stick.

“She has gone straight to the convent—the Carmelites they call it. I

see you know, sir. My lady and the marquis take it very ill. It was

only last night she told them.”

“Ah, she had kept it back, then?” cried Newman. “Good, good! And they

are very fierce?”

“They are not pleased,” said Mrs. Bread. “But they may well dislike it.

They tell me it’s most dreadful, sir; of all the nuns in Christendom

the Carmelites are the worst. You may say they are really not human,

sir; they make you give up everything—forever. And to think of _her_

there! If I was one that cried, sir, I could cry.”

Newman looked at her an instant. “We mustn’t cry, Mrs. Bread; we must

act. Go and call them!” And he made a movement to enter farther.

But Mrs. Bread gently checked him. “May I take another liberty? I am

told you were with my dearest Mr. Valentin, in his last hours. If you

would tell me a word about him! The poor count was my own boy, sir; for

the first year of his life he was hardly out of my arms; I taught him

to speak. And the count spoke so well, sir! He always spoke well to his

poor old Bread. When he grew up and took his pleasure he always had a

kind word for me. And to die in that wild way! They have a story that

he fought with a wine-merchant. I can’t believe that, sir! And was he

in great pain?”

“You are a wise, kind old woman, Mrs. Bread,” said Newman. “I hoped I

might see you with my own children in your arms. Perhaps I shall, yet.”

And he put out his hand. Mrs. Bread looked for a moment at his open

palm, and then, as if fascinated by the novelty of the gesture,

extended her own ladylike fingers. Newman held her hand firmly and

deliberately, fixing his eyes upon her. “You want to know all about Mr.

Valentin?” he said.

“It would be a sad pleasure, sir.”

“I can tell you everything. Can you sometimes leave this place?”

“The château, sir? I really don’t know. I never tried.”

“Try, then; try hard. Try this evening, at dusk. Come to me in the old

ruin there on the hill, in the court before the church. I will wait for

you there; I have something very important to tell you. An old woman

like you can do as she pleases.”

Mrs. Bread stared, wondering, with parted lips. “Is it from the count,

sir?” she asked.

“From the count—from his death-bed,” said Newman.

“I will come, then. I will be bold, for once, for _him_.”

She led Newman into the great drawing-room with which he had already

made acquaintance, and retired to execute his commands. Newman waited a

long time; at last he was on the point of ringing and repeating his

request. He was looking round him for a bell when the marquis came in

with his mother on his arm. It will be seen that Newman had a logical

mind when I say that he declared to himself, in perfect good faith, as

a result of Valentin’s dark hints, that his adversaries looked grossly

wicked. “There is no mistake about it now,” he said to himself as they

advanced. “They’re a bad lot; they have pulled off the mask.” Madame de

Bellegarde and her son certainly bore in their faces the signs of

extreme perturbation; they looked like people who had passed a

sleepless night. Confronted, moreover, with an annoyance which they

hoped they had disposed of, it was not natural that they should have

any very tender glances to bestow upon Newman. He stood before them,

and such eye-beams as they found available they leveled at him; Newman

feeling as if the door of a sepulchre had suddenly been opened, and the

damp darkness were being exhaled.

“You see I have come back,” he said. “I have come to try again.”

“It would be ridiculous,” said M. de Bellegarde, “to pretend that we

are glad to see you or that we don’t question the taste of your visit.”

“Oh, don’t talk about taste,” said Newman, with a laugh, “or that will

bring us round to yours! If I consulted my taste I certainly shouldn’t

come to see you. Besides, I will make as short work as you please.

Promise me to raise the blockade—to set Madame de Cintré at liberty—and

I will retire instantly.”

“We hesitated as to whether we would see you,” said Madame de

Bellegarde; “and we were on the point of declining the honor. But it

seemed to me that we should act with civility, as we have always done,

and I wished to have the satisfaction of informing you that there are

certain weaknesses that people of our way of feeling can be guilty of

but once.”

“You may be weak but once, but you will be audacious many times,

madam,” Newman answered. “I didn’t come however, for conversational

purposes. I came to say this, simply: that if you will write

immediately to your daughter that you withdraw your opposition to her

marriage, I will take care of the rest. You don’t want her to turn

nun—you know more about the horrors of it than I do. Marrying a

commercial person is better than that. Give me a letter to her, signed

and sealed, saying you retract and that she may marry me with your

blessing, and I will take it to her at the convent and bring her out.

There’s your chance—I call those easy terms.”

“We look at the matter otherwise, you know. We call them very hard

terms,” said Urbain de Bellegarde. They had all remained standing

rigidly in the middle of the room. “I think my mother will tell you

that she would rather her daughter should become Sœur Catherine than

Mrs. Newman.”

But the old lady, with the serenity of supreme power, let her son make

her epigrams for her. She only smiled, almost sweetly, shaking her head

and repeating, “But once, Mr. Newman; but once!”

Nothing that Newman had ever seen or heard gave him such a sense of

marble hardness as this movement and the tone that accompanied it.

“Could anything compel you?” he asked. “Do you know of anything that

would force you?”

“This language, sir,” said the marquis, “addressed to people in

bereavement and grief is beyond all qualification.”

“In most cases,” Newman answered, “your objection would have some

weight, even admitting that Madame de Cintré’s present intentions make

time precious. But I have thought of what you speak of, and I have come

here to-day without scruple simply because I consider your brother and

you two very different parties. I see no connection between you. Your

brother was ashamed of you. Lying there wounded and dying, the poor

fellow apologized to me for your conduct. He apologized to me for that

of his mother.”

For a moment the effect of these words was as if Newman had struck a

physical blow. A quick flush leaped into the faces of Madame de

Bellegarde and her son, and they exchanged a glance like a twinkle of

steel. Urbain uttered two words which Newman but half heard, but of

which the sense came to him as it were in the reverberation of the

sound, “_Le misérable!_”

“You show little respect for the living,” said Madame de Bellegarde,

“but at least respect the dead. Don’t profane—don’t insult—the memory

of my innocent son.”

“I speak the simple truth,” Newman declared, “and I speak it for a

purpose. I repeat it—distinctly. Your son was utterly disgusted—your

son apologized.”

Urbain de Bellegarde was frowning portentously, and Newman supposed he

was frowning at poor Valentin’s invidious image. Taken by surprise, his

scant affection for his brother had made a momentary concession to

dishonor. But not for an appreciable instant did his mother lower her

flag. “You are immensely mistaken, sir,” she said. “My son was

sometimes light, but he was never indecent. He died faithful to his

name.”

“You simply misunderstood him,” said the marquis, beginning to rally.

“You affirm the impossible!”

“Oh, I don’t care for poor Valentin’s apology,” said Newman. “It was

far more painful than pleasant to me. This atrocious thing was not his

fault; he never hurt me, or anyone else; he was the soul of honor. But

it shows how he took it.”

“If you wish to prove that my poor brother, in his last moments, was

out of his head, we can only say that under the melancholy

circumstances nothing was more possible. But confine yourself to that.”

“He was quite in his right mind,” said Newman, with gentle but

dangerous doggedness; “I have never seen him so bright and clever. It

was terrible to see that witty, capable fellow dying such a death. You

know I was very fond of your brother. And I have further proof of his

sanity,” Newman concluded.

The marquise gathered herself together majestically. “This is too

gross!” she cried. “We decline to accept your story, sir—we repudiate

it. Urbain, open the door.” She turned away, with an imperious motion

to her son, and passed rapidly down the length of the room. The marquis

went with her and held the door open. Newman was left standing.

He lifted his finger, as a sign to M. de Bellegarde, who closed the

door behind his mother and stood waiting. Newman slowly advanced, more

silent, for the moment, than life. The two men stood face to face. Then

Newman had a singular sensation; he felt his sense of injury almost

brimming over into jocularity. “Come,” he said, “you don’t treat me

well; at least admit that.”

M. de Bellegarde looked at him from head to foot, and then, in the most

delicate, best-bred voice, “I detest you personally,” he said.

“That’s the way I feel to you, but for politeness sake I don’t say it,”

said Newman. “It’s singular I should want so much to be your

brother-in-law, but I can’t give it up. Let me try once more.” And he

paused a moment. “You have a secret—you have a skeleton in the closet.”

M. de Bellegarde continued to look at him hard, but Newman could not

see whether his eyes betrayed anything; the look of his eyes was always

so strange. Newman paused again, and then went on. “You and your mother

have committed a crime.” At this M. de Bellegarde’s eyes certainly did

change; they seemed to flicker, like blown candles. Newman could see

that he was profoundly startled; but there was something admirable in

his self-control.

“Continue,” said M. de Bellegarde.

Newman lifted a finger and made it waver a little in the air. “Need I

continue? You are trembling.”

“Pray where did you obtain this interesting information?” M. de

Bellegarde asked, very softly.

“I shall be strictly accurate,” said Newman. “I won’t pretend to know

more than I do. At present that is all I know. You have done something

that you must hide, something that would damn you if it were known,

something that would disgrace the name you are so proud of. I don’t

know what it is, but I can find out. Persist in your present course and

I _will_ find out. Change it, let your sister go in peace, and I will

leave you alone. It’s a bargain?”

The marquis almost succeeded in looking untroubled; the breaking up of

the ice in his handsome countenance was an operation that was

necessarily gradual. But Newman’s mildly-syllabled argumentation seemed

to press, and press, and presently he averted his eyes. He stood some

moments, reflecting.

“My brother told you this,” he said, looking up.

Newman hesitated a moment. “Yes, your brother told me.”

The marquis smiled, handsomely. “Didn’t I say that he was out of his

mind?”

“He was out of his mind if I don’t find out. He was very much in it if

I do.”

M. de Bellegarde gave a shrug. “Eh, sir, find out or not, as you

please.”

“I don’t frighten you?” demanded Newman.

“That’s for you to judge.”

“No, it’s for you to judge, at your leisure. Think it over, feel

yourself all round. I will give you an hour or two. I can’t give you

more, for how do we know how fast they may be making Madame de Cintré a

nun? Talk it over with your mother; let her judge whether she is

frightened. I don’t believe she is as easily frightened, in general, as

you; but you will see. I will go and wait in the village, at the inn,

and I beg you to let me know as soon as possible. Say by three o’clock.

A simple _yes_ or _no_ on paper will do. Only, you know, in case of a

_yes_ I shall expect you, this time, to stick to your bargain.” And

with this Newman opened the door and let himself out. The marquis did

not move, and Newman, retiring, gave him another look. “At the inn, in

the village,” he repeated. Then he turned away altogether and passed

out of the house.

He was extremely excited by what he had been doing, for it was

inevitable that there should be a certain emotion in calling up the

spectre of dishonor before a family a thousand years old. But he went

back to the inn and contrived to wait there, deliberately, for the next

two hours. He thought it more than probable that Urbain de Bellegarde

would give no sign; for an answer to his challenge, in either sense,

would be a confession of guilt. What he most expected was silence—in

other words defiance. But he prayed that, as he imagined it, his shot

might bring them down. It did bring, by three o’clock, a note,

delivered by a footman; a note addressed in Urbain de Bellegarde’s

handsome English hand. It ran as follows:—

“I cannot deny myself the satisfaction of letting you know that I

return to Paris, to-morrow, with my mother, in order that we may see my

sister and confirm her in the resolution which is the most effectual

reply to your audacious pertinacity.

“HENRI-URBAIN DE BELLEGARDE.”

Newman put the letter into his pocket, and continued his walk up and

down the inn-parlor. He had spent most of his time, for the past week,

in walking up and down. He continued to measure the length of the

little _salle_ of the Armes de France until the day began to wane, when

he went out to keep his rendezvous with Mrs. Bread. The path which led

up the hill to the ruin was easy to find, and Newman in a short time

had followed it to the top. He passed beneath the rugged arch of the

castle wall, and looked about him in the early dusk for an old woman in

black. The castle yard was empty, but the door of the church was open.

Newman went into the little nave and of course found a deeper dusk than

without. A couple of tapers, however, twinkled on the altar and just

enabled him to perceive a figure seated by one of the pillars. Closer

inspection helped him to recognize Mrs. Bread, in spite of the fact

that she was dressed with unwonted splendor. She wore a large black

silk bonnet, with imposing bows of crape, and an old black satin dress

disposed itself in vaguely lustrous folds about her person. She had

judged it proper to the occasion to appear in her stateliest apparel.

She had been sitting with her eyes fixed upon the ground, but when

Newman passed before her she looked up at him, and then she rose.

“Are you a Catholic, Mrs. Bread?” he asked.

“No, sir; I’m a good Church-of-England woman, very Low,” she answered.

“But I thought I should be safer in here than outside. I was never out

in the evening before, sir.”

“We shall be safer,” said Newman, “where no one can hear us.” And he

led the way back into the castle court and then followed a path beside

the church, which he was sure must lead into another part of the ruin.

He was not deceived. It wandered along the crest of the hill and

terminated before a fragment of wall pierced by a rough aperture which

had once been a door. Through this aperture Newman passed and found

himself in a nook peculiarly favorable to quiet conversation, as

probably many an earnest couple, otherwise assorted than our friends,

had assured themselves. The hill sloped abruptly away, and on the

remnant of its crest were scattered two or three fragments of stone.

Beneath, over the plain, lay the gathered twilight, through which, in

the near distance, gleamed two or three lights from the château. Mrs.

Bread rustled slowly after her guide, and Newman, satisfying himself

that one of the fallen stones was steady, proposed to her to sit upon

it. She cautiously complied, and he placed himself upon another, near

her.

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