CHAPTER XIX

Newman possessed a remarkable talent for sitting still when it was

necessary, and he had an opportunity to use it on his journey to

Switzerland. The successive hours of the night brought him no sleep,

but he sat motionless in his corner of the railway-carriage, with his

eyes closed, and the most observant of his fellow-travelers might have

envied him his apparent slumber. Toward morning slumber really came, as

an effect of mental rather than of physical fatigue. He slept for a

couple of hours, and at last, waking, found his eyes resting upon one

of the snow-powdered peaks of the Jura, behind which the sky was just

reddening with the dawn. But he saw neither the cold mountain nor the

warm sky; his consciousness began to throb again, on the very instant,

with a sense of his wrong. He got out of the train half an hour before

it reached Geneva, in the cold morning twilight, at the station

indicated in Valentin’s telegram. A drowsy station-master was on the

platform with a lantern, and the hood of his overcoat over his head,

and near him stood a gentleman who advanced to meet Newman. This

personage was a man of forty, with a tall lean figure, a sallow face, a

dark eye, a neat moustache, and a pair of fresh gloves. He took off his

hat, looking very grave, and pronounced Newman’s name. Our hero

assented and said, “You are M. de Bellegarde’s friend?”

“I unite with you in claiming that sad honor,” said the gentleman. “I

had placed myself at M. de Bellegarde’s service in this melancholy

affair, together with M. de Grosjoyaux, who is now at his bedside. M.

de Grosjoyaux, I believe, has had the honor of meeting you in Paris,

but as he is a better nurse than I he remained with our poor friend.

Bellegarde has been eagerly expecting you.”

“And how is Bellegarde?” said Newman. “He was badly hit?”

“The doctor has condemned him; we brought a surgeon with us. But he

will die in the best sentiments. I sent last evening for the curé of

the nearest French village, who spent an hour with him. The curé was

quite satisfied.”

“Heaven forgive us!” groaned Newman. “I would rather the doctor were

satisfied! And can he see me—shall he know me?”

“When I left him, half an hour ago, he had fallen asleep after a

feverish, wakeful night. But we shall see.” And Newman’s companion

proceeded to lead the way out of the station to the village, explaining

as he went that the little party was lodged in the humblest of Swiss

inns, where, however, they had succeeded in making M. de Bellegarde

much more comfortable than could at first have been expected. “We are

old companions in arms,” said Valentin’s second; “it is not the first

time that one of us has helped the other to lie easily. It is a very

nasty wound, and the nastiest thing about it is that Bellegarde’s

adversary was not shot. He put his bullet where he could. It took it

into its head to walk straight into Bellegarde’s left side, just below

the heart.”

As they picked their way in the gray, deceptive dawn, between the

manure-heaps of the village street, Newman’s new acquaintance narrated

the particulars of the duel. The conditions of the meeting had been

that if the first exchange of shots should fail to satisfy one of the

two gentlemen, a second should take place. Valentin’s first bullet had

done exactly what Newman’s companion was convinced he had intended it

to do; it had grazed the arm of M. Stanislas Kapp, just scratching the

flesh. M. Kapp’s own projectile, meanwhile, had passed at ten good

inches from the person of Valentin. The representatives of M. Stanislas

had demanded another shot, which was granted. Valentin had then fired

aside and the young Alsatian had done effective execution. “I saw, when

we met him on the ground,” said Newman’s informant, “that he was not

going to be _commode_. It is a kind of bovine temperament.” Valentin

had immediately been installed at the inn, and M. Stanislas and his

friends had withdrawn to regions unknown. The police authorities of the

canton had waited upon the party at the inn, had been extremely

majestic, and had drawn up a long _procès-verbal_; but it was probable

that they would wink at so very gentlemanly a bit of bloodshed. Newman

asked whether a message had not been sent to Valentin’s family, and

learned that up to a late hour on the preceding evening Valentin had

opposed it. He had refused to believe his wound was dangerous. But

after his interview with the curé he had consented, and a telegram had

been dispatched to his mother. “But the marquise had better hurry!”

said Newman’s conductor.

“Well, it’s an abominable affair!” said Newman. “That’s all I have to

say!” To say this, at least, in a tone of infinite disgust was an

irresistible need.

“Ah, you don’t approve?” questioned his conductor, with curious

urbanity.

“Approve?” cried Newman. “I wish that when I had him there, night

before last, I had locked him up in my _cabinet de toilette!_”

Valentin’s late second opened his eyes, and shook his head up and down

two or three times, gravely, with a little flute-like whistle. But they

had reached the inn, and a stout maid-servant in a night-cap was at the

door with a lantern, to take Newman’s traveling-bag from the porter who

trudged behind him. Valentin was lodged on the ground-floor at the back

of the house, and Newman’s companion went along a stone-faced passage

and softly opened a door. Then he beckoned to Newman, who advanced and

looked into the room, which was lighted by a single shaded candle.

Beside the fire sat M. de Grosjoyaux asleep in his dressing-gown—a

little plump, fair man whom Newman had seen several times in Valentin’s

company. On the bed lay Valentin, pale and still, with his eyes

closed—a figure very shocking to Newman, who had seen it hitherto awake

to its fingertips. M. de Grosjoyaux’s colleague pointed to an open door

beyond, and whispered that the doctor was within, keeping guard. So

long as Valentin slept, or seemed to sleep, of course Newman could not

approach him; so our hero withdrew for the present, committing himself

to the care of the half-waked _bonne_. She took him to a room

above-stairs, and introduced him to a bed on which a magnified bolster,

in yellow calico, figured as a counterpane. Newman lay down, and, in

spite of his counterpane, slept for three or four hours. When he awoke,

the morning was advanced and the sun was filling his window, and he

heard, outside of it, the clucking of hens. While he was dressing there

came to his door a messenger from M. de Grosjoyaux and his companion

proposing that he should breakfast with them. Presently he went

downstairs to the little stone-paved dining-room, where the

maid-servant, who had taken off her night-cap, was serving the repast.

M. de Grosjoyaux was there, surprisingly fresh for a gentleman who had

been playing sick-nurse half the night, rubbing his hands and watching

the breakfast table attentively. Newman renewed acquaintance with him,

and learned that Valentin was still sleeping; the surgeon, who had had

a fairly tranquil night, was at present sitting with him. Before M. de

Grosjoyaux’s associate reappeared, Newman learned that his name was M.

Ledoux, and that Bellegarde’s acquaintance with him dated from the days

when they served together in the Pontifical Zouaves. M. Ledoux was the

nephew of a distinguished Ultramontane bishop. At last the bishop’s

nephew came in with a toilet in which an ingenious attempt at harmony

with the peculiar situation was visible, and with a gravity tempered by

a decent deference to the best breakfast that the Croix Helvétique had

ever set forth. Valentin’s servant, who was allowed only in scanty

measure the honor of watching with his master, had been lending a light

Parisian hand in the kitchen. The two Frenchmen did their best to prove

that if circumstances might overshadow, they could not really obscure,

the national talent for conversation, and M. Ledoux delivered a neat

little eulogy on poor Bellegarde, whom he pronounced the most charming

Englishman he had ever known.

“Do you call him an Englishman?” Newman asked.

M. Ledoux smiled a moment and then made an epigram. _“C’est plus qu’un

Anglais—c’est un Anglomane!”_ Newman said soberly that he had never

noticed it; and M. de Grosjoyaux remarked that it was really too soon

to deliver a funeral oration upon poor Bellegarde. “Evidently,” said M.

Ledoux. “But I couldn’t help observing this morning to Mr. Newman that

when a man has taken such excellent measures for his salvation as our

dear friend did last evening, it seems almost a pity he should put it

in peril again by returning to the world.” M. Ledoux was a great

Catholic, and Newman thought him a queer mixture. His countenance, by

daylight, had a sort of amiably saturnine cast; he had a very large

thin nose, and looked like a Spanish picture. He appeared to think

dueling a very perfect arrangement, provided, if one should get hit,

one could promptly see the priest. He seemed to take a great

satisfaction in Valentin’s interview with the curé, and yet his

conversation did not at all indicate a sanctimonious habit of mind. M.

Ledoux had evidently a high sense of the becoming, and was prepared to

be urbane and tasteful on all points. He was always furnished with a

smile (which pushed his moustache up under his nose) and an

explanation. _Savoir-vivre_—knowing how to live—was his specialty, in

which he included knowing how to die; but, as Newman reflected, with a

good deal of dumb irritation, he seemed disposed to delegate to others

the application of his learning on this latter point. M. de Grosjoyaux

was of quite another complexion, and appeared to regard his friend’s

theological unction as the sign of an inaccessibly superior mind. He

was evidently doing his utmost, with a kind of jovial tenderness, to

make life agreeable to Valentin to the last, and help him as little as

possible to miss the Boulevard des Italiens; but what chiefly occupied

his mind was the mystery of a bungling brewer’s son making so neat a

shot. He himself could snuff a candle, etc., and yet he confessed that

he could not have done better than this. He hastened to add that on the

present occasion he would have made a point of not doing so well. It

was not an occasion for that sort of murderous work, _que diable!_ He

would have picked out some quiet fleshy spot and just tapped it with a

harmless ball. M. Stanislas Kapp had been deplorably heavy-handed; but

really, when the world had come to that pass that one granted a meeting

to a brewer’s son!... This was M. de Grosjoyaux’s nearest approach to a

generalization. He kept looking through the window, over the shoulder

of M. Ledoux, at a slender tree which stood at the end of a lane,

opposite to the inn, and seemed to be measuring its distance from his

extended arm and secretly wishing that, since the subject had been

introduced, propriety did not forbid a little speculative

pistol-practice.

Newman was in no humor to enjoy good company. He could neither eat nor

talk; his soul was sore with grief and anger, and the weight of his

double sorrow was intolerable. He sat with his eyes fixed upon his

plate, counting the minutes, wishing at one moment that Valentin would

see him and leave him free to go in quest of Madame de Cintré and his

lost happiness, and mentally calling himself a vile brute the next, for

the impatient egotism of the wish. He was very poor company, himself,

and even his acute preoccupation and his general lack of the habit of

pondering the impression he produced did not prevent him from

reflecting that his companions must be puzzled to see how poor

Bellegarde came to take such a fancy to this taciturn Yankee that he

must needs have him at his death-bed. After breakfast he strolled forth

alone into the village and looked at the fountain, the geese, the open

barn doors, the brown, bent old women, showing their hugely darned

stocking-heels at the ends of their slowly-clicking sabots, and the

beautiful view of snowy Alps and purple Jura at either end of the

little street. The day was brilliant; early spring was in the air and

in the sunshine, and the winter’s damp was trickling out of the cottage

eaves. It was birth and brightness for all nature, even for chirping

chickens and waddling goslings, and it was to be death and burial for

poor, foolish, generous, delightful Bellegarde. Newman walked as far as

the village church, and went into the small graveyard beside it, where

he sat down and looked at the awkward tablets which were planted

around. They were all sordid and hideous, and Newman could feel nothing

but the hardness and coldness of death. He got up and came back to the

inn, where he found M. Ledoux having coffee and a cigarette at a little

green table which he had caused to be carried into the small garden.

Newman, learning that the doctor was still sitting with Valentin, asked

M. Ledoux if he might not be allowed to relieve him; he had a great

desire to be useful to his poor friend. This was easily arranged; the

doctor was very glad to go to bed. He was a youthful and rather jaunty

practitioner, but he had a clever face, and the ribbon of the Legion of

Honor in his buttonhole; Newman listened attentively to the

instructions he gave him before retiring, and took mechanically from

his hand a small volume which the surgeon recommended as a help to

wakefulness, and which turned out to be an old copy of “Les Liaisons

Dangereuses.”

Valentin was still lying with his eyes closed, and there was no visible

change in his condition. Newman sat down near him, and for a long time

narrowly watched him. Then his eyes wandered away with his thoughts

upon his own situation, and rested upon the chain of the Alps,

disclosed by the drawing of the scant white cotton curtain of the

window, through which the sunshine passed and lay in squares upon the

red-tiled floor. He tried to interweave his reflections with hope, but

he only half succeeded. What had happened to him seemed to have, in its

violence and audacity, the force of a real calamity—the strength and

insolence of Destiny herself. It was unnatural and monstrous, and he

had no arms against it. At last a sound struck upon the stillness, and

he heard Valentin’s voice.

“It can’t be about _me_ you are pulling that long face!” He found, when

he turned, that Valentin was lying in the same position; but his eyes

were open, and he was even trying to smile. It was with a very slender

strength that he returned the pressure of Newman’s hand. “I have been

watching you for a quarter of an hour,” Valentin went on; “you have

been looking as black as thunder. You are greatly disgusted with me, I

see. Well, of course! So am I!”

“Oh, I shall not scold you,” said Newman. “I feel too badly. And how

are you getting on?”

“Oh, I’m getting off! They have quite settled that; haven’t they?”

“That’s for you to settle; you can get well if you try,” said Newman,

with resolute cheerfulness.

“My dear fellow, how can I try? Trying is violent exercise, and that

sort of thing isn’t in order for a man with a hole in his side as big

as your hat, that begins to bleed if he moves a hair’s-breadth. I knew

you would come,” he continued; “I knew I should wake up and find you

here; so I’m not surprised. But last night I was very impatient. I

didn’t see how I could keep still until you came. It was a matter of

keeping still, just like this; as still as a mummy in his case. You

talk about trying; I tried that! Well, here I am yet—these twenty

hours. It seems like twenty days.” Bellegarde talked slowly and feebly,

but distinctly enough. It was visible, however, that he was in extreme

pain, and at last he closed his eyes. Newman begged him to remain

silent and spare himself; the doctor had left urgent orders. “Oh,” said

Valentin, “let us eat and drink, for to-morrow—to-morrow”—and he paused

again. “No, not to-morrow, perhaps, but to-day. I can’t eat and drink,

but I can talk. What’s to be gained, at this pass, by

renun—renunciation? I mustn’t use such big words. I was always a

chatterer; Lord, how I have talked in my day!”

“That’s a reason for keeping quiet now,” said Newman. “We know how well

you talk, you know.”

But Valentin, without heeding him, went on in the same weak, dying

drawl. “I wanted to see you because you have seen my sister. Does she

know—will she come?”

Newman was embarrassed. “Yes, by this time she must know.”

“Didn’t you tell her?” Valentin asked. And then, in a moment, “Didn’t

you bring me any message from her?” His eyes rested upon Newman’s with

a certain soft keenness.

“I didn’t see her after I got your telegram,” said Newman. “I wrote to

her.”

“And she sent you no answer?”

Newman was obliged to reply that Madame de Cintré had left Paris. “She

went yesterday to Fleurières.”

“Yesterday—to Fleurières? Why did she go to Fleurières? What day is

this? What day was yesterday? Ah, then I shan’t see her,” said Valentin

sadly. “Fleurières is too far!” And then he closed his eyes again.

Newman sat silent, summoning pious invention to his aid, but he was

relieved at finding that Valentin was apparently too weak to reason or

to be curious. Bellegarde, however, presently went on. “And my

mother—and my brother—will they come? Are they at Fleurières?”

“They were in Paris, but I didn’t see them, either,” Newman answered.

“If they received your telegram in time, they will have started this

morning. Otherwise they will be obliged to wait for the night-express,

and they will arrive at the same hour as I did.”

“They won’t thank me—they won’t thank me,” Valentin murmured. “They

will pass an atrocious night, and Urbain doesn’t like the early morning

air. I don’t remember ever in my life to have seen him before

noon—before breakfast. No one ever saw him. We don’t know how he is

then. Perhaps he’s different. Who knows? Posterity, perhaps, will know.

That’s the time he works, in his _cabinet_, at the history of the

Princesses. But I had to send for them—hadn’t I? And then I want to see

my mother sit there where you sit, and say good-bye to her. Perhaps,

after all, I don’t know her, and she will have some surprise for me.

Don’t think you know her yet, yourself; perhaps she may surprise _you_.

But if I can’t see Claire, I don’t care for anything. I have been

thinking of it—and in my dreams, too. Why did she go to Fleurières

to-day? She never told me. What has happened? Ah, she ought to have

guessed I was here—this way. It is the first time in her life she ever

disappointed me. Poor Claire!”

“You know we are not man and wife quite yet,—your sister and I,” said

Newman. “She doesn’t yet account to me for all her actions.” And, after

a fashion, he smiled.

Valentin looked at him a moment. “Have you quarreled?”

“Never, never, never!” Newman exclaimed.

“How happily you say that!” said Valentin. “You are going to be

happy—_va!_” In answer to this stroke of irony, none the less powerful

for being so unconscious, all poor Newman could do was to give a

helpless and transparent stare. Valentin continued to fix him with his

own rather over-bright gaze, and presently he said, “But something _is_

the matter with you. I watched you just now; you haven’t a bridegroom’s

face.”

“My dear fellow,” said Newman, “how can I show _you_ a bridegroom’s

face? If you think I enjoy seeing you lie there and not being able to

help you”—

“Why, you are just the man to be cheerful; don’t forfeit your rights!

I’m a proof of your wisdom. When was a man ever gloomy when he could

say, ‘I told you so?’ You told me so, you know. You did what you could

about it. You said some very good things; I have thought them over.

But, my dear friend, I was right, all the same. This is the regular

way.”

“I didn’t do what I ought,” said Newman. “I ought to have done

something else.”

“For instance?”

“Oh, something or other. I ought to have treated you as a small boy.”

“Well, I’m a very small boy, now,” said Valentin. “I’m rather less than

an infant. An infant is helpless, but it’s generally voted promising.

I’m not promising, eh? Society can’t lose a less valuable member.”

Newman was strongly moved. He got up and turned his back upon his

friend and walked away to the window, where he stood looking out, but

only vaguely seeing. “No, I don’t like the look of your back,” Valentin

continued. “I have always been an observer of backs; yours is quite out

of sorts.”

Newman returned to his bedside and begged him to be quiet. “Be quiet

and get well,” he said. “That’s what you must do. Get well and help

me.”

“I told you you were in trouble! How can I help you?” Valentin asked.

“I’ll let you know when you are better. You were always curious; there

is something to get well for!” Newman answered, with resolute

animation.

Valentin closed his eyes and lay a long time without speaking. He

seemed even to have fallen asleep. But at the end of half an hour he

began to talk again. “I am rather sorry about that place in the bank.

Who knows but that I might have become another Rothschild? But I wasn’t

meant for a banker; bankers are not so easy to kill. Don’t you think I

have been very easy to kill? It’s not like a serious man. It’s really

very mortifying. It’s like telling your hostess you must go, when you

count upon her begging you to stay, and then finding she does no such

thing. ‘Really—so soon? You’ve only just come!’ Life doesn’t make me

any such polite little speech.”

Newman for some time said nothing, but at last he broke out. “It’s a

bad case—it’s a bad case—it’s the worst case I ever met. I don’t want

to say anything unpleasant, but I can’t help it. I’ve seen men dying

before—and I’ve seen men shot. But it always seemed more natural; they

were not so clever as you. Damnation—damnation! You might have done

something better than this. It’s about the meanest winding-up of a

man’s affairs that I can imagine!”

Valentin feebly waved his hand to and fro. “Don’t insist—don’t insist!

It is mean—decidedly mean. For you see at the bottom—down at the

bottom, in a little place as small as the end of a wine funnel—I agree

with you!”

A few moments after this the doctor put his head through the

half-opened door and, perceiving that Valentin was awake, came in and

felt his pulse. He shook his head and declared that he had talked too

much—ten times too much. “Nonsense!” said Valentin; “a man sentenced to

death can never talk too much. Have you never read an account of an

execution in a newspaper? Don’t they always set a lot of people at the

prisoner—lawyers, reporters, priests—to make him talk? But it’s not Mr.

Newman’s fault; he sits there as mum as a death’s-head.”

The doctor observed that it was time his patient’s wound should be

dressed again; MM. de Grosjoyaux and Ledoux, who had already witnessed

this delicate operation, taking Newman’s place as assistants. Newman

withdrew and learned from his fellow-watchers that they had received a

telegram from Urbain de Bellegarde to the effect that their message had

been delivered in the Rue de l’Université too late to allow him to take

the morning train, but that he would start with his mother in the

evening. Newman wandered away into the village again, and walked about

restlessly for two or three hours. The day seemed terribly long. At

dusk he came back and dined with the doctor and M. Ledoux. The dressing

of Valentin’s wound had been a very critical operation; the doctor

didn’t really see how he was to endure a repetition of it. He then

declared that he must beg of Mr. Newman to deny himself for the present

the satisfaction of sitting with M. de Bellegarde; more than anyone

else, apparently, he had the flattering but inconvenient privilege of

exciting him. M. Ledoux, at this, swallowed a glass of wine in silence;

he must have been wondering what the deuce Bellegarde found so exciting

in the American.

Newman, after dinner, went up to his room, where he sat for a long time

staring at his lighted candle, and thinking that Valentin was dying

downstairs. Late, when the candle had burnt low, there came a soft rap

at his door. The doctor stood there with a candlestick and a shrug.

“He must amuse himself still!” said Valentin’s medical adviser. “He

insists upon seeing you, and I am afraid you must come. I think at this

rate, that he will hardly outlast the night.”

Newman went back to Valentin’s room, which he found lighted by a taper

on the hearth. Valentin begged him to light a candle. “I want to see

your face,” he said. “They say you excite me,” he went on, as Newman

complied with this request, “and I confess I do feel excited. But it

isn’t you—it’s my own thoughts. I have been thinking—thinking. Sit down

there and let me look at you again.” Newman seated himself, folded his

arms, and bent a heavy gaze upon his friend. He seemed to be playing a

part, mechanically, in a lugubrious comedy. Valentin looked at him for

some time. “Yes, this morning I was right; you have something on your

mind heavier than Valentin de Bellegarde. Come, I’m a dying man and

it’s indecent to deceive me. Something happened after I left Paris. It

was not for nothing that my sister started off at this season of the

year for Fleurières. Why was it? It sticks in my crop. I have been

thinking it over, and if you don’t tell me I shall guess.”

“I had better not tell you,” said Newman. “It won’t do you any good.”

“If you think it will do me any good not to tell me, you are very much

mistaken. There is trouble about your marriage.”

“Yes,” said Newman. “There is trouble about my marriage.”

“Good!” And Valentin was silent again. “They have stopped it.”

“They have stopped it,” said Newman. Now that he had spoken out, he

found a satisfaction in it which deepened as he went on. “Your mother

and brother have broken faith. They have decided that it can’t take

place. They have decided that I am not good enough, after all. They

have taken back their word. Since you insist, there it is!”

Valentin gave a sort of groan, lifted his hands a moment, and then let

them drop.

“I am sorry not to have anything better to tell you about them,” Newman

pursued. “But it’s not my fault. I was, indeed, very unhappy when your

telegram reached me; I was quite upside down. You may imagine whether I

feel any better now.”

Valentin moaned gaspingly, as if his wound were throbbing. “Broken

faith, broken faith!” he murmured. “And my sister—my sister?”

“Your sister is very unhappy; she has consented to give me up. I don’t

know why. I don’t know what they have done to her; it must be something

pretty bad. In justice to her you ought to know it. They have made her

suffer. I haven’t seen her alone, but only before them! We had an

interview yesterday morning. They came out flat, in so many words. They

told me to go about my business. It seems to me a very bad case. I’m

angry, I’m sore, I’m sick.”

Valentin lay there staring, with his eyes more brilliantly lighted, his

lips soundlessly parted, and a flush of color in his pale face. Newman

had never before uttered so many words in the plaintive key, but now,

in speaking to Valentin in the poor fellow’s extremity, he had a

feeling that he was making his complaint somewhere within the presence

of the power that men pray to in trouble; he felt his outgush of

resentment as a sort of spiritual privilege.

“And Claire,”—said Bellegarde,—“Claire? She has given you up?”

“I don’t really believe it,” said Newman.

“No. Don’t believe it, don’t believe it. She is gaining time; excuse

her.”

“I pity her!” said Newman.

“Poor Claire!” murmured Valentin. “But they—but they”—and he paused

again. “You saw them; they dismissed you, face to face?”

“Face to face. They were very explicit.”

“What did they say?”

“They said they couldn’t stand a commercial person.”

Valentin put out his hand and laid it upon Newman’s arm. “And about

their promise—their engagement with you?”

“They made a distinction. They said it was to hold good only until

Madame de Cintré accepted me.”

Valentin lay staring a while, and his flush died away. “Don’t tell me

any more,” he said at last. “I’m ashamed.”

“You? You are the soul of honor,” said Newman simply.

Valentin groaned and turned away his head. For some time nothing more

was said. Then Valentin turned back again and found a certain force to

press Newman’s arm. “It’s very bad—very bad. When my people—when my

race—come to that, it is time for me to withdraw. I believe in my

sister; she will explain. Excuse her. If she can’t—if she can’t,

forgive her. She has suffered. But for the others it is very bad—very

bad. You take it very hard? No, it’s a shame to make you say so.” He

closed his eyes and again there was a silence. Newman felt almost awed;

he had evoked a more solemn spirit than he expected. Presently Valentin

looked at him again, removing his hand from his arm. “I apologize,” he

said. “Do you understand? Here on my death-bed. I apologize for my

family. For my mother. For my brother. For the ancient house of

Bellegarde. _Voilà!_” he added softly.

Newman for an answer took his hand and pressed it with a world of

kindness. Valentin remained quiet, and at the end of half an hour the

doctor softly came in. Behind him, through the half-open door, Newman

saw the two questioning faces of MM. de Grosjoyaux and Ledoux. The

doctor laid his hand on Valentin’s wrist and sat looking at him. He

gave no sign and the two gentlemen came in, M. Ledoux having first

beckoned to someone outside. This was M. le Curé, who carried in his

hand an object unknown to Newman, and covered with a white napkin. M.

le Curé was short, round, and red: he advanced, pulling off his little

black cap to Newman, and deposited his burden on the table; and then he

sat down in the best armchair, with his hands folded across his person.

The other gentlemen had exchanged glances which expressed unanimity as

to the timeliness of their presence. But for a long time Valentin

neither spoke nor moved. It was Newman’s belief, afterwards, that M. le

Curé went to sleep. At last abruptly, Valentin pronounced Newman’s

name. His friend went to him, and he said in French, “You are not

alone. I want to speak to you alone.” Newman looked at the doctor, and

the doctor looked at the curé, who looked back at him; and then the

doctor and the curé, together, gave a shrug. “Alone—for five minutes,”

Valentin repeated. “Please leave us.”

The curé took up his burden again and led the way out, followed by his

companions. Newman closed the door behind them and came back to

Valentin’s bedside. Bellegarde had watched all this intently.

“It’s very bad, it’s very bad,” he said, after Newman had seated

himself close to him. “The more I think of it the worse it is.”

“Oh, don’t think of it,” said Newman.

But Valentin went on, without heeding him. “Even if they should come

round again, the shame—the baseness—is there.”

“Oh, they won’t come round!” said Newman.

“Well, you can make them.”

“Make them?”

“I can tell you something—a great secret—an immense secret. You can use

it against them—frighten them, force them.”

“A secret!” Newman repeated. The idea of letting Valentin, on his

death-bed, confide him an “immense secret” shocked him, for the moment,

and made him draw back. It seemed an illicit way of arriving at

information, and even had a vague analogy with listening at a keyhole.

Then, suddenly, the thought of “forcing” Madame de Bellegarde and her

son became attractive, and Newman bent his head closer to Valentin’s

lips. For some time, however, the dying man said nothing more. He only

lay and looked at his friend with his kindled, expanded, troubled eye,

and Newman began to believe that he had spoken in delirium. But at last

he said,—

“There was something done—something done at Fleurières. It was foul

play. My father—something happened to him. I don’t know; I have been

ashamed—afraid to know. But I know there is something. My mother

knows—Urbain knows.”

“Something happened to your father?” said Newman, urgently.

Valentin looked at him, still more wide-eyed. “He didn’t get well.”

“Get well of what?”

But the immense effort which Valentin had made, first to decide to

utter these words and then to bring them out, appeared to have taken

his last strength. He lapsed again into silence, and Newman sat

watching him. “Do you understand?” he began again, presently. “At

Fleurières. You can find out. Mrs. Bread knows. Tell her I begged you

to ask her. Then tell them that, and see. It may help you. If not, tell

everyone. It will—it will”—here Valentin’s voice sank to the feeblest

murmur—“it will avenge you!”

The words died away in a long, soft groan. Newman stood up, deeply

impressed, not knowing what to say; his heart was beating violently.

“Thank you,” he said at last. “I am much obliged.” But Valentin seemed

not to hear him, he remained silent, and his silence continued. At last

Newman went and opened the door. M. le Curé re-entered, bearing his

sacred vessel and followed by the three gentlemen and by Valentin’s

servant. It was almost processional.

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