I The Baineses
II John and Lucy
III Sibyl at Silchester
IV Lucy Hesitates
V Roger's Dismissal
VI The Voyage Out
VII Unguja--and Up-country
VIII Letters To and Fro
IX Mission Life
X Roger Arrives
XI The Happy Valley
XII The Attack on the Station
XIII The Return to Unguja
XIV Lucy's Second Marriage
XV In England
XVI Sibyl as Siren
XVII Back to the Happy Valley
XVIII Five Years Later
XIX Trouble with Stolzenberg
XX The Boer War
XXI The Morals of the Happy Valley
XXII Eight Years Have Passed By
XXIII The End of Sibyl
XXIV All Ends in the Happy Valley
*THE MAN WHO DID
THE RIGHT THING*
*CHAPTER I*
*THE BAINESES*
It was in the last week of June, 1886, and there really were warm and
early summers in the nineteenth century.
The little chapel had been so close and hot during the morning service
that in spite of the interest Lucy Josling felt in the occasion--it was
the first appearance of her betrothed, John Baines, as a preacher in his
native place, and the delivery of his farewell sermon before starting
for Africa--she could not repress a sigh of relief as she detached
herself from the perspiring throng of worshippers and stood for a few
moments in the bright sunlight, inhaling the perfume of distant
hayfields.
"You look a trifle pale, Lucy," said Mr. Baines, senior, a stumpy
red-faced man with light sandy hair and a long upper lip. "It's
precious warm. I s'pose you'n John'll want to walk back together?
Well, don't keep dinner waiting, 'cos that always puts me out. Now
then, Sarah, come along: it's too hot to stand gossiping about. Let's
get home as quick as we can."
Mrs. Baines, a gaunt, thin woman with a long parchment-coloured face and
cold grey eyes, looked indignantly at her husband when he talked of
gossiping, but said nothing, took his arm and walked away.
Lucy put up her parasol and leant against the ugly iron railings which
interposed between the dusty chapel windows and the pavement. The
congregation had not all dispersed. Two or three awkward-looking young
men were standing in a group in the roadway, and, while pretending to
carry on a jesting conversation amongst themselves, were casting
sheepish looks at Lucy, who was deemed a beauty for ten miles round.
They evidently alluded to her in the witticisms they exchanged, so that
she had to restrict her angle of vision in case her eyes met theirs when
she wished to ignore their offensive existence. Mrs. Garrett, the
grocer's wife, who had been inquiring from Miss Simons, the little lame
dressmaker--why were village dressmakers of that period, in life and in
fiction, nearly always lame?--how her married sister progressed after a
confinement, walked up to Lucy and said:
"Well, Miss Josling, and how d'you like the idea of parting with your
young man? Ain't cher afraid of his goin' off so far, and all among
savages and wild beasts too, same as 'e was tellin' on? It's all right
and proper as how he should carry the news of the Gospel to them pore
naked blacks, but as I says to Garrett, I says, ''E don't ought to go
and engage 'isself before'and to a girl as 'e mayn't never come back to
marry, and as 'll spend the best years of 'er life a-waitin' an'
a-waitin' and cryin' 'er eyes put to no use.' However, 't ain't any
business of mine, an' I s'pose you've set your heart upon 'im now, and
won't thank me for bein' so outspoken....?
"I'm sure 'e's come back from London _quite_ the gentleman; and lor'!
'Ow proud 'is mother _did_ look while 'e was a-preachin'. An' 'e _can_
preach, too! 'Alf the words 'e used was Greek to me.... S'pose they
_was_ Greek, if it comes to that"--she laughed fatly--"Though why th'
Almighty should like Greek and Latin better'n plain English, or even
'Ebrew, is what I never could understand....
"And to think as I remember 'im, as it on'y seems the other day, comin'
in on the sly to buy a 'aporth of sugar-candy at our shop. 'Is mother
never liked 'is eatin' between meals an' 'e always 'ad to keep 'is bit
o' candy 'idden away in 'is pocket till 'e was out of 'er sight.... I'm
sure for my part I wonder _'ow_ she can bring 'erself to part with 'im,
'e bein' 'er on'y son, and she so fond of 'im too. But then she always
set 'er 'eart on 'is bein' a gentleman, and give 'im a good
eddication.... 'Ow's father and mother?..."
"Oh quite well, thank you," replied Lucy, wondering why John was
stopping so long and exposing her to this tiresome garrulity and the
hatefulness of having her private affairs discussed in a loud tone for
the benefit of the Sunday strollers of Tilehurst. "They would have come
over from Aldermaston to hear John preach, but father cannot bear to
take his eyes off the hay till it's all carried, and mother's alone now
because my sisters are away.... I just came by myself to the Baineses'
for the day....
"And, Mrs. Garrett," continued Lucy, a slight flush rising to her cheek,
"I don't think you quite understand about my engagement to John Baines.
I--I--am not at all to be pitied. You rather ought to congratulate me.
First, because I am very--er--fond of him and proud of his dedicating
his life to such a work, and, secondly, because there is no question of
my waiting years and years before I get married. John goes out this
month and I shall follow six or seven months afterwards--just to give
him time to get our home ready. We shall be married out there, at a
place called Unguja, where there is a Consulate...."
Lucy stopped short. She was going on to give other good reasons for her
engagement when a slight feeling of pride forbade her further to excuse
herself to Mrs. Garrett--a grocer's wife! And she herself a National
school-teacher! There could be no community between them. She
therefore fell silent and gazed away from Mrs. Garrett's red face and
blue bonnet across the white sandy road blazing with midday sunshine to
the house fronts of the opposite side, with their small shops closed,
the blinds drawn down and everything denoting the respectable
lifelessness of the Sabbath.... At this awkward pause John Baines
issued from the vestry door of the chapel, Mrs. Garrett nodded
good-naturedly, and went her way.
John was about four-and-twenty--Lucy's age. He was a little over the
average height but ungainly, with rather sloping shoulders, long arms,
large hands and feet; a face with not well-formed features; nose coarse,
fleshy, blunt-tipped; mouth wide, with his father's long upper lip, on
which were the beginnings of a flaxen moustache, with tame ends curling
down to meet the upward growth of the young beard. He had an under lip
that was merely a band of pink skin round the mouth, without an inward
curve to break its union with the broad chin. His teeth were strong and
white but irregular in setting, the canines being thrust out of
position. His eyes were blue-grey, and not without a pleasant twinkle.
The hair was too long for tidiness, not long enough for eccentric
saintliness. It was a yellow brown and was continued down the cheeks in
a silken beard from ear to ear, the tangled, unclipped, uncared-for
beard of a young man who has never shaved. His fresh pink-and-white
complexion was marred here and there with the pimples and blotches of
adolescence. Lucy, however, thought him good to look at; he only wanted
a little smartening up, which she promised herself to impart to him when
they were married. He looked what he was: a good-hearted,
simple-minded, unintellectual Englishman, an Anglo-Saxon, with a hearty
appetite for plain food, a love of cricket, who would with little
difficulty remain in all things chaste and sober; slow to wrath, but, if
really pushed against the wall, able to show berserker rage.
Having taken up a religious career he had acquired a certain pomposity
of manner which sat ill on his boyishness; he had to remember in
intervals of games or country dances or flirtations that he had been set
apart for the Lord's work. But he would make an excellent husband. His
class has furnished quite the best type of colonist abroad.
John gave his arm silently to Lucy, who took it with a gesture of
affection, and patted it once or twice with her kid-gloved hand, which
lover-like demonstrations John accepted rather solemnly. As they walked
up the sunny main street there was little conversation between them, but
when they turned down an old shady road running between red brick walls
overgrown with ivy and Oxford weed, behind which rose the spire of St.
Michael's and the tall trees of its churchyard, their good behaviour
relaxed and John looking down, and seeing Lucy's fresh, pretty face
looking up, and observing in a hasty glance around that nobody was in
sight, bent down and kissed her: after which he looked rather silly and
hurried on with great strides.
"Don't walk so fast, John dear; you quite drag me along. We need not be
in such a hurry. Tell me, how did you spend your last days in London?"
"Why, Wednesday I went to the outfitters to superintend the packing of
my boxes; Thursday I bid good-bye to all my friends at the Bayswater
College. In the evening there was a valedictory service at the Edgware
Road Chapel, when Thomas, Bayley, Anderson and I were designated for the
East African Mission. The next day, Friday, I went in the morning to see
my boxes put safely on board the _Godavery_ lying in the Albert Docks;
and I also chose my berth--I share a cabin with Anderson. Then in the
afternoon there was a big public meeting at Plymouth Hall. Sir Powell
Buckley was chairman, and Brentham, the African explorer, spoke, as well
as a lot of others, and it ended with prayers and hymns. The Reverend
Paul Barker, a very old African missionary, who was the first to enter
Abeokuta, delivered the Blessing. Every one shook hands with us and
bade us Godspeed.
"After this the three brethren designated for the Mission, and myself,
of course, together with Brentham the explorer, Mr. Barker and a few
others from the platform, adjourned to Sir Powell Buckley's, where we
had tea. Here we four new missionaries were introduced to old Mrs.
Doland, that lady who, under God, has so liberally contributed to the
support of the East African Mission.... And also to Captain Brentham,
who has just returned from the East coast....
"I confess I didn't like _him_ ... altogether.... In fact, I can't
_quite_ make out why he came and spoke at the meeting, for I could see
at once by the way he stared about him during the hymns he was not one
of us ... in heart. In his speech at Plymouth Hall he chiefly laid
stress on the advantages gained by civilization when a country was
opened up by missionaries, how we taught the people trades, and so on.
There was no allusion to the inestimable boon to the natives in making
known the Blessed Gospel and the promises in the Old Testament....
"In fact--am I walking too fast? But father will be angry if we are
late for dinner--in fact, I thought Brentham inclined to sneer at us.
They say he wants a Government appointment and is making up to Sir
Powell Buckley----
"Then Saturday--yesterday--I came down here and--er--well! here we are!
Are you listening?"
Lucy gave John's arm an affectionate squeeze by way of assurance, but on
this rare June day there was something in the still, hot air, thick with
hay-scent, which lulled her sensibilities and caused her to forget to be
concerned at her betrothed's departure. She had temporarily forgotten
many little things stored up to be said to him, and was vexed at her own
taciturnity. However, their walk had come to an end, and they stood in
front of John's home.
Mr. John Parker Baines, the father of the missionary-designate, was a
manufacturer of aerated drinks and cider, whose premises lay on the
western side of Tilehurst and marred the beauty of the countryside and
the straggling village with a patch of uncompromising vulgarity and
garishness. The manufactory itself was in a simple style of
architecture: a rectangular building of red brick, with two tall
smoke-blackened chimneys and a number of smaller ones. "John Baines and
Co., Manufacturers of Aerated Drinks," was painted in large letters
across the brick front.
A Sabbath stillness prevailed, intensified by the smokeless chimneys and
the closed door. Only a cur lay in the sun, and some dirty ducks
squittered the water in a dirty ditch which carried off the drainage of
the factory to a neighbouring brook.
A short distance apart from the main building stood the dwelling of the
proprietor, Mr. Baines, who had inherited the business from his wife's
father and transferred it to his own name. This home of the Baines
family, though designed by the same architect, had its aboriginal
ugliness modified by numerous superficial improvements. A rich mantle
of ivy overgrew a portion of its red brick walls and wreathed its ugly
stucco portico. The window-panes were brightly polished and gave a
vivacity to the house by their gleaming reflections of light and shade.
You could see through them the green Venetian blinds of the
sitting-rooms and the unpolished backs of looking-glasses and clean
white muslin curtains of the bedrooms. In the short strip of front
garden there were beds of scarlet geraniums which added a pleasant note
of bright colour.
At the grained front door a cat was waiting to be let in with an air
about her as if she too had returned a little late from church or
chapel. A strong, rich odour of roast beef filled the air and drowned
the scent of hayfields. This intensified the feeling of vulgar comfort
which permeated the house when the door was opened by Mr. Baines,
senior, and increased the pious satisfaction of the cat, who arched her
black body and rubbed herself coyly against her master's Sunday
trousers.
"Of course, you're late," snapped Mr. Baines. "I knew you would be.
Here's mother, as cross as two sticks."
Mrs. Baines, who had stalked into the narrow hall from the dining-room,
gave them no greeting, but merely called to Eliza to serve the dinner,
as Mr. John and Miss Josling had arrived.
For Lucy this was not a pleasant meal. Mrs. Baines was one of those
unsympathetic persons that took away her appetite. She was a thoroughly
good woman in the estimation of her neighbours, austerely devout,
rigidly honest, an able housewife and a strict mother. But her future
daughter-in-law had long since classed her as thoroughly unlovable. The
one tender feeling she evinced was her passionate though undemonstrative
devotion to her only son. Even this, though it might beautify her dull
being in the eyes of an unconcerned observer, did not always announce
itself pleasantly to her home circle. To John it had often been the
reason for a cruel smacking when a child and guilty of some small
childish sin; to her husband it was the excuse for vexatious economies,
which while they did not materially increase the funds devoted to his
son's education, had frequently interfered with his personal comfort.
Mrs. Baines's love of John was further manifested to Lucy by a jealous
criticism of her speech and actions; for, like most mothers of an only
son, she was bound to resent the bestowal of his affections on a
sweetheart, and determined to be dissatisfied with whomever he might
select for that honourable position.
So, although Lucy was pretty, relatively well-educated, earning her
living already as a National school-mistress, the daughter of a
much-respected farmer, and known by the Baines family almost since she
was a baby, Mrs. Baines found fault with her just because she had found
favour with John. Lucy was "Church" and they were "Chapel." She was
vain and worldly and quite unsuited to be the wife of a missionary. The
fascination of worldliness was not denied. The Devil knew how to bait
his traps. Through worldly influence one was led to read novels on the
Sabbath, to dispute the Biblical account of the Creation.
Lucy, it is true, had neither scoffed at Genesis, nor spoken flippantly
of Noah's Ark, nor been seen reading fiction on a Sunday; but that
didn't matter. With her pretensions to an interest in botany, her talk
about astronomy and the distances of the fixed stars and such like
rubbish, she was quite capable of sliding into infidelity. And as to
her observance of the Sabbath, it was simply disgraceful. Of course,
her father was to blame in setting her a bad example and her mother,
too, poor soul, was much too easy-going with her daughters. But then,
when you came to consider that Lucy had been so much with John, to say
nothing of the example set by John's parents, you would have thought she
might have learnt by this time how the Lord's Day should be passed.
It was this last point which strained the relations between Mrs. Baines
and Lucy on this particular Sunday. Lucy had asked John to take her for
a walk in the afternoon. It would be their last opportunity for a quiet
talk all to themselves before his departure. Although John Baines had
inherited his mother's Sabbatarian scruples he consented to Lucy's
proposal, partly because he was in love with her, partly because his
residence in London had insensibly broadened his views. For once his
mother's influence was powerless to alter his decision, and so she had
refrained from further argument. But this first check to her domination
over her son had considerably soured her feelings.
Moreover, Mrs. Baines honestly believed, according to her lights--for
like all the millions of her class and period she knew absolutely
nothing about astronomy, geology, ethnology and history--that the
Creator of the Universe preferred you should spend the Sunday afternoon
in a small, stuffy back parlour with the blinds half down, reading the
Bible or Baxter's sermons (or, if the spiritual appetite were very weak,
an illustrated edition of _Pilgrim's Progress_) and continue this
mortification of flesh and spirit until tea time (unless you taught in
the Sunday-school). You should then wind up the Day of Rest with
evening chapel, supper, more sermon-reading, and bed.
The only person disposed to be talkative during the meal was John Baines
the younger. His mother, at all times glum, was more than ever inclined
to silence. Lucy was oppressed by her frigid demeanour and vouchsafed
very few remarks, other than those called for by politeness. As to
Baines, senior, he was one of those short-necked, fleshy men who are
born guzzlers, and his attention was too much concentrated on his food
to permit of his joining in conversation during his Sunday dinner. As a
set-off against abstention from alcohol he was inordinately greedy, and
his large appetite was a constant source of suffering to him, for his
wife took a grim delight in mortifying it. Only on Sundays was he
allowed to eat his fill without her interference. Mrs. Baines always
did the carving and helped everything, even the vegetables, which were
placed in front of her, flanking the joint. The maid-of-all-work,
Eliza, waited at table and was evidently the slave of her mistress's
eye. The family dinner on Sundays was almost invariable in its main
features, as far as circumstances permitted. A well-roasted round of
beef, with baked potatoes and Yorkshire pudding, was succeeded by an
apple or a treacle pudding, and a dessert of some fruit or nuts in
season. Of one thing there was no lack and abundant
variety--effervescing, non-alcoholic drinks: Ginger Beer, Ginger Ale,
Gingerade; Lemonade, Citronade, Orangeade; Phosphozone, Hedozone,
Pyrodone, Sparkling Cider and Perry Champagne: all the beverages
compounded of carbonic acid, tartaric acid, citric acid, sugar, water,
apple and pear juice, and flavouring essences.
The Apple champagne that John gallantly poured into Lucy's glass did not
lighten her spirits or loosen her tongue. What could she find to say to
that guzzling father whose face and hands were always close to his
plate, except during the brief intervals between the courses when he
threw himself back in his chair, blew his nose, wiped his greasy lips,
and passed his fat forefinger round the corners of his gums to remove
the wedges of food which had escaped deglutition? Or to the gloomy
mother who ate her victuals with a sullen champing, and, beyond a few
directions to the submissive servant, made no attempts to sustain
conversation, only according to the garrulous descriptions of her son an
occasional snappish "Oh! indeed----," "Pretty doings, I can see----,"
"Little good can come of _that_----," and so on? At length, when John's
experiences in London had come to an end and the two dishes of cherries
had replaced the treacle pudding, whilst the servant handed round in
tumblers our own superlative Sparkling Cider, Lucy cleared her throat
and said, "I suppose John will be leaving you very early to-morrow
morning?"
"Eh?" returned Mrs. Baines, fixing her cold grey eyes on Lucy. She had
heard perfectly well, but she thought it more consistent with dignity
not to lend too ready an ear to the girl's remarks. Lucy repeated more
distinctly her question.
"You had better ask _him_ all about it," replied John's mother. "I have
other things to think about on the Lord's Day besides railway
time-tables."
"Why? Are you coming to see me off, Lucy?" asked John.
"Well, yes; that is, if Mrs. Baines doesn't mind."
"_I_ mind?" exclaimed the angry woman in a strident voice. "What have
_I_ got to do with it; I suppose railway stations are free to every
one?"
"Yes," said Lucy, with an ache at the back of her throat and almost
inclined then and there to break off her engagement. "But I thought you
might like to have John all to yourself at the last. However, if you
have no objection, I should much like to see him off, poor old
fellow"--and Lucy gave his big-knuckled hand an affectionate pat--"I
think I can manage it. Father has to come into Theale. He will drop me
at the station and pick me up again, and school doesn't begin till nine.
What time does your train go, John?"
"Twenty-five past seven. I shall get to London soon after nine. After
going to the head-quarters of the Mission and getting my final
instructions I shall drive straight down to the docks and go on board
the _Godavery_.... The first place we stop at is Algiers, then Malta,
then the Suez Canal and Aden. I expect this is just what _you'll_ have
to do, Lucy, when you come out next spring."
Lucy smiled brightly. She had gradually grown into her engagement as
she grew from girlhood to womanhood, constrained by John's bland
assumption that the damsel he selected was bound to be his wife. But
perhaps her main inducement was his fixed determination to become a
missionary and her intense longing to see "foreign parts," the wonderful
and the interesting world. She was just rallying her spirits to make
some animated reply about Algiers when Mrs. Baines intervened and said
there were limits to all things, and if they didn't wish to pass the
whole of the Lord's Day eating, drinking, and talking they had better
rise and let Eliza clear away. On hearing these words, Mr. Baines
turned the last cherries into his plate and hastily biting them off and
ejecting the stones, pushed his chair back with a sigh. Then, rising
heavily, he stumbled into the armchair near the fireplace and composed
himself for a nap. The maid began to clear away, longing to get back to
her Sunday dinner and concealed novelette. Lucy went to put on her hat;
John yawned and drummed his fingers on the window-pane; and Mrs. Baines
seated herself stiffly in the armchair opposite her satiated husband,
with a large brown Bible on her lap and two or three leaflets covered
with small-print references to Scripture.
When John heard Lucy tripping downstairs he went to meet her, feeling
instinctively that her re-appearance in the dining-room would draw some
bitter comment from his mother. He put on his felt wide-awake, took a
stout stick, and soon banged the front door on his sweetheart and
himself in a way which sent a shiver through the frame of Mrs. Baines,
who with an impatient sigh of disgust applied herself to a gloomy
portion of the Old Testament.
Probably had John remained to keep her company she would have made no
attempt to entertain him; but she would have applied herself with real
interest to Scriptural exegesis. Of her class and of her time what
little romance and intellectuality she had was put into Bible study.
She believed the British--degenerate though they might appear as to
Sabbath observance--were descended from the Ten Lost Tribes, who had
been led by the prophet Jeremiah to Ireland in an unnecessary spurt of
energy and had then returned in coracles to the more favoured Britain,
Jeremiah--age being of no moment where the Divine purpose was
concerned--having taken in marriage a daughter of the Irish king----
But ... the ingratitude of her only son, who could not give up to his
mother's society his last Sunday afternoon in England! She choked with
unshed tears and read verse after verse of the early part of Jeremiah
without understanding one word, although she was told in her leaflets
that the diatribes bore special reference to England in the latter part
of the nineteenth century.... No, the thought of John wandering about
the hayfields with Lucy--for, of course, that girl would lead him into
the hayfields, perhaps throw hay at him--constantly rose before her, and
once or twice a few hot tears dimmed her sight.... "The Lord said also
unto me in the days of Josiah the King: Hast thou seen that which
backsliding Israel hath done?..."
She had devoted all the money she could save, all the time she could
spare to the bringing-up of this boy. She had sent him to college and
made him a gentleman. She had done her duty by him as a mother, and this
was the return he made. He preferred to spend his last Sunday afternoon
frolicking about the country with a feather-headed girl to passing it
quietly by his mother's side, as he formerly used to do.... They might
even have had a word of prayer together. Mrs. Baines was not usually a
woman who encouraged outbursts of vocal piety outside the chapel, but on
such an occasion as this.... She might not see him for another five
years..
"And I said, after she had done all these things, Turn thou unto me.
But she returned not."--Now was it becoming for a grown man, a
missionary who had occupied the pulpit at Salem Chapel in the morning,
to go gallivanting about the meadows with a young woman in the
afternoon? What would any of the congregation say who saw him? A nice
spectacle, to be sure!-- "And the Lord said unto me, The back-sliding
Israel hath justified herself more than treacherous Judah..." "Let me
see," reflected Mrs. Baines, trying to give her attention to her
reading, "Judah represents the Church of England, and Israel is ...
Israel is ... Baines! For goodness _sake_ don't snore like that. You
ought to be ashamed of yourself! _How_ you can reconcile it with your
conscience to guzzle like a pig every Sunday at dinner and then pass the
rest of the afternoon snoring and snoozing instead of reading your
Bible, _I_ don't know."
Mr. Baines's bloodshot, greenish eyes regarded his wife with dazed
wonderment for a few seconds. Then their red lids dropped and a gentle
breathing announced the resumption of his slumbers. For a few moments
Mrs. Baines really devoted her attention to the third chapter of
Jeremiah; but when once more the respirations of her spouse degenerated
into raucous snores, she lost all patience with him, and put away her
Bible and pamphlets. She could not stop in the house any longer. It
was allowable to visit the sick on the Sabbath day. She would go and
see old Mrs. Gannell in Stebling's Cottages and read some tracts to her.
So she shook off imaginary crumbs from her skirts, went upstairs to put
on her Sunday bonnet, and left her husband--though he was unconscious of
the privilege--to snore and chuckle and drivel and snore unrebuked for a
couple of hours.
*CHAPTER II*
*JOHN AND LUCY*
John and Lucy strode rapidly through the outskirts of the village, past
the inspection of curious eyes from over the rim of window blinds, into
the quiet country, which lay sleeping in veiled sunshine; for the warmth
of the June sun had created a slight haze in the river valley and men
and beasts seemed drowsy with the concentrated, undispersed odour of the
newly-cut hay. They crossed a little stream by a wooden bridge, climbed
two stiles--Lucy gaily, John bashfully, as if fearing that his new-born
dignity of preacher might suffer thereby--walked about a quarter of a
mile down a densely shaded lane where the high hedgerows were flecked
with pale pink, yellow-stamened dogroses, and where the honeysuckle
trailed its simple light green foliage and hung out its lank fists of
yellow fingers: and then arrived at an open space and a broad high road.
This they followed until they came to a white gate, marked in black
letters "To Englefield. Private." Without hesitation, from
long-established custom, they raised the latch and entered the dense
shade of a well-timbered wood with a glimpse here and there, through the
tree trunks, of open water.
Lucy sighed with relief and pleasure when the white gate swung to behind
her and she was walking on a turf-covered track under the shade of great
beech trees. Though the scene was familiar to her she exclaimed at its
beauty. John mopped his face industriously, flapped away the flies,
blew his nose, and wiped the brim of his hat. "Yes, yes," he would
reply, looking to see if his boots were very dusty or whether there were
any grass seeds sticking to the skirts of his frock-coat. "Canterbury
bells, is that what you call them? Yes, there seem to be lots this year.
Here's a nice, clean trunk of a tree. Let's sit down and have our
talk...."
"Oh, not here, John. It's too midgy. We will go farther on to The
View: there's a seat there."
So they followed the broad, turfy track which commenced to ascend the
flank of a down. On the right hand the great trees rose higher and
higher into the sky; on the left the ground sloped away to the level of
the little lake with its swans and water-lilies; and the turf near at
hand was dark blue and purple-green with the bugle in flower. In the
ascending woodland there were tall ranks of red-mauve foxgloves. Here
the owner of the park had placed an ample wooden seat for the
delectation of all who loved landscape beauty.
John threw himself down with heavy abandonment on the grey planks. Had
he been alone he would certainly have taken off his boots to ease his
hot and compressed feet, but some instinct told him his betrothed might
not think the action seemly. Lucy stood for a few moments gazing at the
view over the Kennet valley and then sat down beside him.
"How dreadfully you perspire, my poor John," she said, looking at the
wet red hand which clasped the rail of the seat.
"Yes. The least amount of walking makes me hot."
"Well, but how will you be able to stand Africa?"
"Oh, it's a different kind of heat there, I believe. Besides, you don't
have to go about in a black coat, a waistcoat and a starched shirt;
except perhaps at service time on Sundays."
"What a pity black clothes seem to be necessary to holiness!"--(then
seeing a frown settling on his face) "I wonder whether we shall see
anything so beautiful as _this_ out there?"
"As beautiful as what? Oh! The view. Well, I s'pose so. I believe
there are some high mountains and plenty of forest near the place where
I am to live."
"What is its name?"
"Hangodi, I think--something like that. Bayley says it means 'the Place
of Firewood.'"
"Oh, _that_ doesn't sound pretty at all; just as if there were nothing
but dead sticks lying about. I hoped there would be plenty of palms and
those things you see in the pictures of African travel books--with great
broad leaves--plantains? Is it a village?"
"Hangodi? I believe so. I think the chief reason it has been chosen is
its standing high up on a mountain and being near water."
"Oh, John," said Lucy after a minute's silence, "I _do_ look forward to
joining you in Africa. I've always wanted to travel, ever since I won a
geography prize at school. Just think what wonderful things we shall
see. Elephants and lions and tigers. Will there be tigers? Of
_course_ not. I ought to have remembered they're only found in India.
But at any rate there will be beautifully spotted leopards, and lions
roaring at night, and hippopotamuses in the rivers and antelopes on the
plains. And ostriches? Do you think there will be any ostriches,
John?"
"My dear, how do _I_ know? Besides, we are not going out to Africa to
look for ostriches and lions, Lucy," said John, rather solemnly. "We
have a great work before us, a _great_ work. There is a mighty harvest
to be gathered for the Lord."
"Of course, John, of course," Lucy hastened to reply, "I know what is
the real object of your mission, and I mean to help you all I can, don't
I?" (pushing back a wisp of his lank brown hair that fell over his
brow--for he had taken off the hot wide-awake). "But that won't prevent
me from liking to see wild beasts and other queer African things; and I
don't see the harm in it, either...."
"N--no, of course it isn't _wrong_. These things are among the
wonderful works of the Almighty, and it is right that we should admire
them in their proper place. At the same time they are apt to become a
snare in leading us from the contemplation of holy things into vain
disputes about science. I know more about these spiritual dangers than
you do, Lucy," continued John, from the superior standing of his three
years' education in London, "and I warn you against the idolatry of
intellect" (squeezing her little kid-gloved hand to temper his solemnity
with a lover's gesture). "I knew a very nice fellow in London once. He
had studied medicine at the hospitals and he came to Bayswater College
to qualify for the East African Mission; for he intended going out as a
medical missionary. He was the son of a minister, too, and his father
was much respected. But he was always spending his spare time at this
new Natural History Museum, and he used to read Darwin and other infidel
writers. Well, the result was that he took to questioning the accuracy
of Genesis, and _of course_ he had to give up all idea of joining the
Mission. I don't know what became of him, but I expect he afterwards
went to the bad. For my part, I am thankful to say I never was troubled
with doubts. The Bible account of Creation is good enough for me, and
so it ought to be for everybody else."
"John! _John_!" exclaimed Lucy, shaking his arm, "you are just as bad
as your mother, who accuses me of disbelieving the Bible because I like
to take a walk on a fine Sunday afternoon. How you _do_ run on! I only
said I wanted to see elephants and lions in Africa and you accuse me
straight out of 'worshipping my intellect' or some such rubbish. Don't
you know the chief reason I promised to marry you was because I thought
it was so noble of you to go to Africa to teach the poor natives? Very
well, if you think African wild beasts will be a snare for my soul I
won't run the temptation, and you shall marry some black woman whose
ears will come down to her shoulders, and a ring through her nose as
well, and no doubts at all about anything."
"Lucy! I think you're very flippant."
"John! I think you're much too sanctimonious! You're a great deal too
good for me, and you'd better find a more serious person than I am--Miss
Jamblin, for instance."
"Ann Jamblin? And a very nice girl too. Oh! you may sneer at her.
She's not pretty, I daresay, but she comes to all the prayer meetings,
so mother says; and she's got a nice gift for sacred poetry."
"Yes, _I_ know her verses--flimsy things! Just hymns-and-water, _I_
call them. She's got a number of stock rhymes and she rings the changes
on them. Any one could do that. Besides, I've caught her lots of times
borrowing whole lines from Hymns, Ancient and Modern, which I suppose
aren't good enough for chapel people, so they must needs go and make up
hymns of their own. And as to the prayer meetings, it's just the tea
and cake that attract _her_. Bless you! I was at school with Ann
Jamblin, and I know what a pig that girl is.... But if you think she'd
suit you better as a wife, don't hesitate to change your mind. Your
mother would be _delighted_. And I've heard say that Ann's uncle, who
keeps the ham-and-beef shop in Reading, means to leave her all his
money. You won't find Ann Jamblin caring much for wild beasts, _I_ can
promise you! Why, I remember once when the school was out walking near
Reading and we met a dancing bear coming along with its keeper, she
burst out screaming and crying so loud that the youngest Miss Calthrop
had to take her _straight_ back."
"Now, _Lucy_! _Is_ it kind to quarrel with me just before I am going
away?" (Lucy's unexpected spitfire prettiness and the hint she might be
willing to break off the engagement had roused John's latent manliness
and he felt now he desired intensely to marry her.)
"My _dear_ John, I wasn't _quarrelling_, I've nothing to quarrel about.
I only suggested to you before it was too late to change your mind that
Ann Jamblin would make you a more suitable wife than I should--there,
there!" (fighting off a kiss and an attempt at a hug) "remember where we
are and that any one might see us and carry the tale to your mother. Of
course, I am partly in fun. I know it is unkind to tease you, but
somehow I _can't_ be as serious as you are.... Dear old John" (the
attempt at a hug and the look of desire in John's eyes have somehow
mollified her) "I didn't mean to hurt your feelings.... Did I? ... I'm
very sorry.... Just as you're going away, too.... There, never mind....
Look bright and happy.... Now _smile_!"
John's lips parted reluctantly and showed his pale gums and projecting
eye-teeth.
"What do you think, John? ... Let's get up and walk on to the garden
gates, ... what do you think my Uncle Pardew is going to give us as a
wedding present? A harmonium! Won't that be nice? I shall take it out
with me, and then when you teach the people to sing hymns--only you
mustn't teach them Ann Jamblin's--I can play the accompaniments. And in
the evenings when you are tired I shall try to play something that will
soothe you. I have never tried the harmonium yet, but while you are
away I mean to practise. It's just like playing the piano, only you
have to keep working the pedals with your feet, like a sewing-machine.
Uncle Pardew would just as soon give us a piano, but I told him what you
said about the climate being bad for them. So he settled that a
harmonium would do better. I wonder what other wedding presents we
shall get? I can tell to a certainty what your mother will give us."
"What?"
"Why, a very large Bible, bound in shiny brown leather like those in the
waiting-rooms at railway stations, with a blue ribbon marker; and a
dozen silver spoons. Six large and six small. I know she doesn't
consider me worthy of the spoons, but she is bound by custom. When she
was married _her_ mother-in-law gave _her_ spoons.... And your father
will give us a dinner-service and a gross of Sparkling Cider..."
"I hope to goodness he doesn't. The cost of transporting it up-country
would be quite beyond my means. I shall tell him..."
"And _my_ father," continued Lucy, "is going to give me a gold watch and
chain. And mother, my own sweet little mother--what do you think she's
been working at, John?"
"Can't say, I'm sure."
"Why, _all_ the house linen.... Sheets, pillow-cases, tablecloths,
napkins, and such like. She has been getting them ready ever since I
was first engaged.... John! You must be _very_ kind to me in Africa."
"_Kind_ to you? Why, of course! Do you suppose I should be anything
else?"
"You don't know _how_ I feel the idea of parting with mother. I love
her better than any one in the world, better than you, John. She never
says anything, but I know she is dreadfully unhappy at the idea of my
going away so far and for so long. But then, I tell her, we can't _all_
be old maids. Father isn't rich enough to keep us all at home, and I
don't want to go on working at a National school all my life.... Oh, by
the bye, talking of mother, I had something so pleasant to tell you.
What do you think Lord Silchester has done? You know mother was maid to
old Lady Silchester? Well, when father went the other day to see Mr.
Parkins about a gate he met his lordship walking out of the agent's
office. They got into conversation and father told him I was going out
next year to marry you in Africa. And last Wednesday mother got a
letter written by Lord Silchester himself, saying he had not forgotten
her faithful care of his mother and would she give the enclosed to her
daughter, out of which she might buy a wedding present, something to
remember Lord Silchester by when she got out to Africa. And there were
four five-pound notes in the envelope. Mother was so pleased she
positively _cried_."
"Yes. That was very kind of his lordship. I must tell my mother when I
get back to-night. It may cheer her up."
"Oh, every one has been very nice about my engagement. The Miss
Calthrops, where I was at school in Reading, told me they were working
at some aesthetic mantel-borders for our house in Africa...."
"Mantel-borders! Why, we shan't have any mantel-pieces!"
"No mantel-pieces? No fireplaces?"
"Only a fire for cooking, in the kitchen, and that will be outside."
"Oh well, then, we must put them to some other use; I couldn't wound
their feelings by saying we didn't want them."
"Lucy, you mustn't imagine you are going to live in a mansion in Africa.
Our home will be only a cottage built of bamboo and mud and tree-stems
roughly trimmed, with a thatched or a corrugated-iron roof. I don't
suppose it will contain more than four rooms--a bedroom, a bathroom, a
sitting-room, a store and an outside kitchen."
"Well, but even a log-hut might be made pretty inside, with some 'art'
draperies and cushions and a few Japanese fans. I mean to make our home
as pretty as possible. Shall we have a garden?"
"Oh, I daresay--a kitchen garden, certainly. For the Mission Committee
wants to encourage the planting of vegetables and even some degree of
farming, so that we may live as much as possible on local products. We
are taking out spades and hoes and rakes in plenty, a small plough, an
incubator, and any amount of useful seeds."
"I'm sure," said Lucy, still musing, "there ought to be lovely wild
flowers in Africa and beautiful ferns, too. I mean to have a little
wild garden of my own, and I shall press the flowers and send them to
mother in my letters."
"I daresay you will be able to do that, when you have finished your
household work and done your teaching in the school."
"Teaching in the school?"
"Why, of course you will help me in that. You'll have to take the
girls' class, whilst I take the boys'."
"Oh, shall I? That's rather horrid. I didn't think I was going out to
Africa to teach, just the same as at home. The National School children
at Aldermaston are quite tiresome enough. What will little black girls
be like, I wonder?"
"I'm told they're very quick at learning.... I am sorry," continued
John, rather portentously, "that you don't quite seem to realize the
nature of the duties you are about to undertake. I love you very
dearly, Lucy"--and a tremor in his voice showed sincerity--"but that
isn't the only reason I have asked you to come out to me in Africa and
be my wife. I want a helpmeet, not a playmate; one who will aid me in
bringing these heathen to a knowledge of God's goodness; not an idle
woman who only thinks of picking wild flowers and ornamenting her house.
Don't pout, dear. I only want to save you disappointment. You are not
coming out to a life of luxury, but one of hard work. Besides, it would
be hardly fair to the Mission if you did not take certain duties on
yourself, because when I am married they will increase my pay to two
hundred and fifty pounds a year."
"What do you get when you are single?"
"One hundred and eighty. You see a married man gets extra pay because
it is always supposed his wife will add her work to his. A married
missionary, too, has more influence with the natives."
"All the same, John, we shall sometimes make time to steal away by
ourselves and have a nice little picnic without any of those horrid
black people near us...."
"Horrid black people, Lucy, have immortal souls...."
"I daresay, but that doesn't prevent their having black bodies and
looking like monkeys. However, I daresay I shall get used to them. And
if I don't at first ... By the bye, John, I forgot to ask, but I wanted
to, so as to relieve mother's mind--are they cannibals?"
"What, the people of Hangodi? I don't know, but I scarcely think so.
And if they were, we should have all the more credit in converting
them."
"Yes; but suppose they wouldn't wait to be converted, but ate you
first?"
"The little I've read and heard shows me they would never do that.
African cannibals, it seems, are rather careful whom they eat.
Generally only their war captives or their old people. They wouldn't
eat a peaceful stranger, a white man. However, on the east side of
Africa the negroes are _not_ cannibals, any more than we are."
"Isn't it curious, John, to think what different ideas of right and
wrong prevail amongst the peoples of the world? Here, you say, there
are some tribes in Africa which eat their own relations. Well, I
daresay it is thought quite a right and proper thing to do--out
there--just as we in England think the old folk ought to be cherished
and taken care of, and kept alive as long as possible. Only fancy how
funny it would sound to us to be told that Mr. Jones showed very bad
feeling because he wouldn't join his brother and sister in eating up old
Aunt Brown! And yet I daresay that is what cannibal scandal-mongers
often say to one another. Isn't it wonderful how one lot of human
beings can think and act so differently to another lot; and yet each
party considers that nobody is right but those who believe as they do?
Supposing one day some black missionaries landed in England, dressed in
large earrings, bead necklaces, pocket handkerchiefs and nothing else,
and tried to persuade us to worship some hideous idol and leave off
wearing so many clothes. How astonished we would be ... and yet they
would think they were doing right, just as our missionaries do who go
out to teach savages the Gospel...."
"Well, I confess I don't see the resemblance. What we preach is the
Truth, the Living Truth. What _they_ believe is a lie of the Devil."
"Yes, but they don't _know_ it is. They must think it is the truth or
they wouldn't go on believing in it year after year. When I was
teaching geography the other day, I was quite _astonished_ to find in
the Manual that about _four or five hundred millions_ of people were
Buddhists. Isn't it _dreadful_ to think of their all being wrong, all
living in vain. Surely God won't punish them for it hereafter?"
"It's hard to say. If they had the means of grace offered to them and
rejected the Message I should think He would. But that is the chief
object of our Foreign Missions, to teach the heathen the true principles
of Christianity and bring the Light of the Gospel to them that sit in
darkness. When this has been done throughout the earth, no one will
then be able to say he sinned in ignorance, 'because he knew not the way
of Life.'"
"And yet, John, see here in England what different views of religion
even good people take. Father goes to Church; you go to Chapel; and
each thinks the other on the wrong road to Heaven."
"Oh no! Lucy, I wouldn't go so far as that. Of course, I believe that
our Connection has been vouchsafed a special revelation of God's Will
and Purpose among men. But all the same I feel sure that many a Church
person comes into the way of Truth though it may be after much
tribulation. Why, I wouldn't deny that even _Roman Catholics_ may be
saved, if they have led a godly life and acted up to their lights. At
the same time, those who have the Truth among them and are wilfully
blind to its teaching are incurring a heavy responsibility."
"Then you think father stands less chance of being saved than you do?"
"Well ... yes ... I do; because in his Church he does not possess the
same means of grace as are given to our Connection."
"But he is so good, so kind to every one, so fair in his dealings..."
"Good works without faith are insufficient to save a man."
"Well, for my part, I can't believe that _any_ one will be lost because
he may not follow the most correct kind of religion. I can't believe
that God will punish any one who isn't very, very wicked indeed. He is
so great; we are so little.... Just think, supposing we saw an ant
doing anything wrong should we feel obliged to hurt it or burn it?
Should we not be rather amused and pitiful? And mustn't we seem the
very tiniest of ants to God?"
"Ah, Lucy! The belief in the fierce judgments of the Almighty is a
fundamental Truth of our religion, and if your faith in _that_ is
shaken, everything will begin to go.... But the subject is too solemn
to be lightly discussed, so let's talk about something else. Have you
finished my slippers?"
"Yes, and they're perfectly _lovely_. A dark blue, with J.B.
embroidered in white silk. I shall bring them with me to the station
to-morrow.... Why, here we are at the gates of the garden! _How_ we've
walked and _how_ we've talked! And look, John,"--drawing him back from
standing too near the iron gates, "there's his lordship on the terrace,
and I do believe the young lady with him is the one he's become engaged
to!"
John looked in the direction whither Lucy discreetly inclined her head,
beyond triumphs of carpet-bedding to the terrace which fronted the south
side of the great house. And there, foremost of several groups of
Sunday callers who were taking tea at small tables, they saw specially
prominent a party of three: a pretty girl rather showily dressed in the
height of 1886 fashion, an old lady, and an elderly man, tall, a little
inclined to stoop, dressed in dark, loose-fitting tweeds. He had a long
face with a massive jaw and rather a big nose. But though they were not
visible at a distance of fifty yards there were kindly wrinkles round
his dark grey eyes as he suddenly lifted them from the seated ladies and
glanced across the flower beds to see who was looking at him from the
outer world.
This was Lord Silchester; and John, not wishing to prolong his
indiscretion, raised his wide-awake and turned away with his betrothed.
He and Lucy then walked directly to Aldermaston, John leaving her at the
railway station, where he consummated his breach of the Sabbath by
taking an evening train back to Theale, and so returned to his home at
the Aerated Waters factory for the last night he was ever to pass there.
The next morning, punctually at seven o'clock, Lucy's father drew up his
gig before the booking-office of Theale station, and, getting a porter
to hold the horse, helped Lucy down and accompanied her on to the
station platform, where they found the Baines family already assembled:
Mrs. Baines gloomily seated on a bench, Mr. Baines reading the old
newspaper placards of the closed bookstall, and John busy seeing his
numerous boxes labelled.
"Hullo, Baines!--and ma'am--hope you're well ... a bit cast down, I
expect? But there, it's a fine career he's starting on.... Still, it's
always a wrench. John"--extending his hand--"I've just called in to wish
you good luck _and_ a prosperous voyage _and_ a happy return, by and
bye. Mind you make a comfortable home out there for my little girl! I
shall be feeling about as bad as you feel, ma'am" (Mrs. Baines kept a
perfectly impassive face during these attempts at sympathy and did not
even look at the speaker), "next--when is it to be? March?--when I come
to part with Lucy. But life's made up of partings and meetings, which
is why, some'ow, I don't like railway stations. Now I can't stop, and
if I could, I should only be in the way. Must be off to market. Leave
you Lucy. She'll walk back to school. Good-bye, John...."
And Farmer Josling hurried out of the station and his horse's hoofs
sounded in quick succession on the ascent to the main road. Lucy, left
behind actually found herself regretting that father had brought her in
such good time as to give her five-and-twenty minutes or more of
irresolute attendance on John. When she had presented him with the
slippers, had squeezed his hand two or three times, and adjured him to
write from the first stopping-place, besides sending a postcard from
London to say he was leaving "all right"; had made a few suggestions
about his luggage which, in spite of the urbanity of departure, were too
futile to be answered or adopted; and had insisted on pushing the band
of his blue tie under the shirt button at the back of his neck, so that
it might not rise up over the collar: there seemed to be nothing left to
say or do. The bookstall was not yet opened so there were no papers to
be bought.
She would have talked with Mrs. Baines, who had retired to the little
waiting-room and was pretending there to read a great roll of texts in
big print hung against one of the walls. But at her first remark she
noticed Mrs. Baines's eyelids were quivering and her under lip twitching
in a way to indicate that she was a prey to almost uncontrollable
emotion. Although she mechanically turned the leaves of the texts, her
eyes were not focussing them, and something seemed to be moving up and
down her lank throat which she could not finally swallow. She only
answered Lucy's remark by an inarticulate gurgle and waved her away.
There was something so pathetic in her dismal ugliness, in her awkwardly
restrained emotion, that Lucy was suddenly moved to pity as she returned
to the platform. Her embarrassment was cut short by the tumult
occasioned by the approaching train, heralded by the clanging of the
station bell. The train was full and John had hurriedly to pass all the
second class compartments in review to find a place not only for himself
but for the amorphous packages deemed too frail for the guard's van.
When at last he had squeezed himself and his parcels past the
obstructing knees of the established passengers; he had just time to
twist round, stretch out over his surly neighbours' laps, and squeeze
Lucy's timorously extended hand. Then the train gave a lurch forward
and a slide backwards which made him nearly bite his tongue off in an
attempt to say good-bye to his parents, and finally rolled slowly out of
the station, while the forms of father, mother, and sweetheart left
standing on the platform grouped themselves for one moment in an
attitude of mute farewell before the advance of the train cut them off
from his sight.
The retreating chain of carriages shut itself up like a telescope, and
the station began to resume its sleepy calm. Mrs. Baines's emotion now
could no longer be restrained from expression. She tottered towards the
waiting-room and sinking heavily on to a hard wooden seat she choked and
hiccupped and sobbed, and the tears rolled regularly, one after the
other, down her cavernous cheeks. Lucy took her trembling hands and
tried to soothe her; and then, Mrs. Baines, softened by this sympathy,
lost all that remained of her self-control and abandoned herself limply
on Lucy's shoulder.
"Oh!" she gasped, "I've parted with him in anger--he's gone! ... Perhaps
I shall never see him again.... My boy.... My only son. I never said a
kind word to him before he left. I thought there would be time.... I
thought John would come and make it up. I was cross because he went out
walking with you and came back late by train yesterday. You know I
always taught him to observe the Sabbath. But I'd forgive him
_anything_ if he'd only come back and give me _one_ kiss ... my boy...."
But John was well on his way to Reading, and the London express, and all
his mother's tardy plaints were fruitless to recall him. Moreover, he
was not perceptive. To him, his mother's demeanour had seemed much as
usual; and he was certainly not conscious that she had parted with him
in anger. He was fond of her in a way, but he had been used from
childhood to her being always in a huff about something or other.
Lucy restored her future mother-in-law to partial calmness, straightened
her bonnet, re-tied the bonnet strings, and walked a little of the way
back with her towards Tilehurst, while Mr. Baines followed submissively
behind. For the rest of that day he enjoyed unrebuked freedom to do as
he liked. He ate his fill and even smoked a pipe in the parlour. His
wife having regained her composure held aloof from him in silent, stony
grief.
Lucy fortunately encountered the innkeeper of Aldermaston driving
thither in a chaise and got a lift, nearly as far as her home, a
substantial farmstead on the Mortimer road, close to both church and
school. This enabled her to begin her duties punctually. She taught her
girls and boys from nine to twelve and two to four. She thought of John
with gentle melancholy during the day, and even shed a tear or two at
night when she concentrated her mind on the scenes of her betrothed's
departure, especially his mother's wild display of grief. But the next
morning as she walked from the farmstead to the school she actually
hummed a gay tune as she picked a spray of wild roses from the dewy
hedge and arranged them round her light straw hat. At the same time she
had a twinge of remorse at her forgetfulness--poor John was doubtless
now at sea watching England fade from the exile's view; and she forced
herself to assume before her scholars an aspect of restrained grief.
Nevertheless, as day after day of summer weather went by in her
surroundings of perfect beauty, she confessed to herself she had seldom
felt so happy, in spite of her sweetheart's absence.
*CHAPTER III*
*SIBYL AT SILCHESTER*
They had ridden over from opposite directions--he from Farleigh Wallop
on the downs south of Basingstoke, she from Aldermaston in the Kennet
Valley: to meet on the site of the Roman Calleva Atrebatum, the modern
Silchester. This was in the beginning of July, 1886. The Roman city of
early Christian Britain was then--and now--only marked by two-thirds of
an encircling wall of rough masonry, crowned with ivy and even trees.
There were grassy hummocks concealing a forum, a basilica and a few
houses. An occasional capital of a column or obvious blocks of ancient
hewn stone, scattered here and there among the herbage, made it clear,
apart from tradition, that the place of their rendezvous had a momentous
past. But its present was of purely agricultural interest--waving fields
of green wheat, sheep grazing on the enclosed mounds, an opulent
farmstead--unless you were a landscape painter of the Birket Foster
school: then you raved about the thatched cottages, the old church and
its churchyard.
On this July morning Captain Roger Brentham and Sibyl Grayburn had the
untilled portion of the site of Calleva Atrebatum quite to themselves.
This, no doubt, was the reason why they had decided to meet there for an
explanation which the man deemed to be due to him from the young woman.
He, of course, arrived first, but Sibyl was not long in making her
appearance from the direction of Silchester common. A groom who rode
behind her at the sight of Captain Brentham touched his hat and trotted
away.... Brentham tied up the two horses in the shade of the Roman wall.
Sibyl disposed herself gracefully on a mound which covered the site of a
Roman dwelling, arranged the long skirt of her riding habit so that the
riding trousers and other suggestions of her limbs might not be too
obvious to the male eye.
Roger was a captain in the Indian Army, about twenty-eight or
twenty-nine, strongly built, tanned in complexion, supple in figure,
good-looking, keen-eyed. Sibyl Grayburn was a decidedly pretty young
woman of twenty-five, the daughter of Colonel Grayburn who had recently
moved from Aldershot to Aldermaston and was trying to live the life of a
gentleman farmer on rather slender means. The Brenthams and Grayburns
of the younger generation were distant cousins.
_Roger_ (seating himself on the mound not too near to Sibyl, and
scanning her attentively): "Well, you're just as pretty as you were five
years ago--a little filled out perhaps.... And _this_ is how we meet.
How _utterly_ different from what I had been looking forward to! I
remember when we said good-bye at Farleigh _how_ you cried, and how for
the first four years you scarcely missed a mail.... And you can't say
_I_ didn't write--when I got a chance.... Or that I didn't work like a
nigger to get a position to afford to marry--and _now_ I hear from Maud
you're going to marry Silchester. To tell you the truth it didn't come
as a complete shock. I saw hints of it in some beastly Society paper
that some one posted to me at Aden--I suppose it was _you_! And this is
what women call _fidelity_!"
_Sibyl_ (at first keeps her eyes on the turf, but presently looks
Brentham defiantly in the face): "If women of my own age were to discuss
my case--not mere romantic school girls--they would say I had acted with
ordinary common sense, and _very_ unselfishly. I am, as you know,
twenty-five, and I'm sure you won't have enough to marry on for several
years--I should never again get such a chance ... and I really _do_ like
Lord Silchester, you don't know _how_ kind he can be--and you can't
_really_ care so very much. You reached England a fortnight ago, and
never even _wrote_ to me...."
_Roger_: "I was too much taken aback by that paragraph in the _World_
... and Maud gave me a hint in the letter she sent to my club. Besides,
I had to stop in London to see the Foreign Office and the India Office
... and ... and to attend a missionary meeting" (Sibyl ejaculates with
scorn: "_Missionary_ meeting!") "and get some clothes.... I had nothing
fit to wear when I landed...."
_Sibyl_: "Well, I'm not blaming you. I only meant that if you were so
madly in love with me as you pretend you would have dashed down to get a
sight of me before you went hobnobbing with your missionary friends ...
or bothered about clothes. I did not want my engagement to come to you
as a shock, so I _did_ post that _World_ to you and got Gerry to address
it--and I told Maud, so that she might prepare you. But _do_ let's be
calm and sensible and not waste time in needless reproaches. I _must_
get back to lunch. We've got Aunt Christabel coming--she helped to bring
it about, you know." (Roger interpolates "_Damn_ her!") "She's got
twice mother's determination.... Dear old Roger.... I _am_ sorry ... in
a way ... but you'll find _heaps_ of girls, _much_ nicer than I am,
ready to jump at the prospect of marrying you." (Here Sibyl's eyes
glanced with a little regret at his turned-away face, with the bronzed
cheek, the firm profile and the upward twist of the dark moustache.)
"And you know our 'engagement' was only boy-and-girl fun. Besides, now
I know more about things--I was so young when you went away--I don't
approve of cousins marrying.... Isn't their--I mean aren't their ...
children deaf and dumb or congenital idiots, or something
unpleasant?..." (And here Sibyl, appropriately to the period in which
she was living, blushed a deeper rose than the ride had given her at the
audacity in alluding to children as the result of marriage.)
_Roger_: "Nonsense. Heaps of cousins marry and everything turns out all
right if they come of healthy stock as we do. Besides, we're only
second cousins. But of course this is nothing but an evasion. You
thought you could do better for yourself by marrying an elderly peer,
and so you threw me over...."
_Sibyl_: "Well! I _did_ think I might, and _not_ selfishly. There's
papa--more or less in a financial tangle over his farm.... There's
mother, wearing herself ill, trying to make both ends meet ... and Clara
and Juliet to be brought out, and the boys to be educated and got into
professions..." (crying a little or pretending to do so out of
self-pity) "...I know I'm sacrificing myself for my family, but what
would you have me do? I shall soon become an old maid, and you won't be
able to marry for _ever_ so long...."
(Roger mutters: "I've five hundred a year and...")
_Sibyl_: "Yes, but what could we do on that? Poor papa could afford to
give me nothing more than my trousseau.... Even on seven hundred a
year, _if_ you get a Consulate, we couldn't manage two households, and
I'm perfectly certain I couldn't stand the African climate long, and I
should have to come home. I _don't_ like roughing it, I should
_dislike_ hot countries; and I _hate_ black people.... No, Roger ...
dear ... be sensible... If you want to carve out a great career in
Africa or India you don't want to be hampered with a wife for several
years to come; and then ... I'll--I'll find some really _nice_ girl to
marry you, somebody with a little money. And Silchester might help you
enormously. They'll probably take him into the new Government--aren't
you glad that _horrid_ old Gladstone's _gone_?--He'll be at the Colonial
Office or somewhere like that and I know he'd do anything I asked him,
once we were married. If you still want to go back to Africa he shall
get you made a Consul or a Governor or whatever it is you want...." But
Roger was not going to listen to anything so cold-blooded, even though
all the time an undercurrent of thought was glancing at the advantages
that might accrue from Sibyl's _mariage de convenance_. He'd be
_hanged_ if he'd take anything from Lord Silchester.... He was entitled
to some such appointment, anyway, after all he had done. But there, he
had lost all interest in life and if he went to the bad, Sibyl would be
to blame. All his interest in an African career had been bound up with
Sibyl's sharing it. With her at his side he felt equal to anything. He
would conquer all Equatorial Africa, strike at the Mahdi from the south,
find Emin Pasha, lay all Equatoria at the feet of Queen Victoria, and in
no time Sibyl would be Lady Brentham----
"Yes," interjected Sibyl, "and lose my complexion and be old before my
time, riding after you through the jungle, or living stupidly like a
grass widow at home...."
Yet as he jerked out his tirade rather theatrically she noted him with
an approving eye. His anger and extravagance brought out a certain
boyishness and, made him, with the freedom of the jungle about him,
still additionally attractive physically.... He certainly was
good-looking and in the prime of manhood ... she sighed ... the
remembrance of Lord Silchester's pale, somewhat flabby face, his
slightly pedantic manner, his carefulness about his health.... He
rode--yes--they had already had decorous rides together, but she
imagined before the ride his cob had had some of the freshness taken out
of him by the groom....
Sibyl tried by broken phrases, and half-uttered hints, to convey the
idea that Lord Silchester being nearly sixty--at any rate close on
fifty-six--and not of robust health, might not live for ever; though
really she wouldn't mind if _she_ died first, men were so perfectly
hateful, and so was your family--if you were a woman. You were expected
to do all you could for your family, and abused into the bargain by
others who held you bound by foolish promises made when you were a mere
girl without any knowledge of the world. Still, there was a
possibility--just a possibility--for weren't we all mortal?--that she
might find herself a widow, a lonely widow some day. Roger by then
would have made a great career, become a sort of Sir Samuel Baker; he'd
have discovered and named lakes after royalty; then they might meet
again; and who could say? Certainly, if it came to _love_, she wouldn't
deny she had never felt _quite_ the same towards any one as she had
towards Roger....
But Roger checked such philosophizings rudely, saying they were
positively indecent: at which she expressed herself as very angry. Then
leading out the horses in eye-flashing silence, Roger helped her to
mount and swung himself into the saddle. He escorted her silently to
Aldermaston main street, raised his hat, and rode off up the Mortimer
road with a set face and angry eyes on the way back to Basingstoke.
He paused however at Tadley to give his father's cob--borrowed for the
day--a feed and a rest. His ride lay through one of the loveliest parts
of England in those days, before "Dora" had commandeered timber from the
woods--to find afterwards she did not want it--before farmers had
changed tiles or thatch on barns to corrugated iron, and chars-a-bancs,
motor cycles and side-cars with golden-haired flappers, school treats
and bean feasts had made the country-side noisy, dangerous and
paper-strewn.
Insensibly his mood softened as he rode. It was more than four years
since he had been home. Though he had spent all of his youth in this
country, save for school and military college, his eyes seemed never
before to have taken in the charm of English landscapes. Here was
England at its best in the early part of July: poppies blazing in the
green corn and whitish green oats, hay still lingering--grey on
green--in the fields, ox-eyed daisies fully out, wild roses still in
bloom in the hedge-rows, blue crane's bill, blue vetch, and purple-blue
campanulas in the copse borders. The plump and placid cows, with
swinging udders, so different from the gaunt African cattle with a
scarcely visible milk-supply, the splendid cart-horses, the sheep--neat
and tidy after shearing--the cock pheasants running across the
sun-and-shadow-flecked roads, the cawing rooks, and the cooing
woodpigeons, the geese and donkeys on the commons. Here and there, off
the main road, park gates of finely wrought iron with a trim
geranium-decked lodge and a vista of some charming avenue towards an
invisible great house; side turnings, half-overgrown with turf, leading
to villages quaintly entitled. Some of the details his eye and ear and
nose took in--such as the braying of barrel organs on the fringe of an
unseen fair, on a rather burnt and blackened gipsy-befouled common; or
the smell of pig-sties in a hamlet, or placards in big print pasted
round an ancient stump or on an old oak paling--it was irrational to
call beautiful. But together they made up England at its best, with old
churches packed with the history of England, the little towns so
prosperous, the straggling villages, beautiful if insanitary, the
signposts with their agreeable Anglo-Saxon and Norman names, so pleasing
to the eye after years of untracked wilderness; the postman trudging his
round in red-and-black, the gamekeeper in velveteen, the hearty
labourers in corduroy, blue-shirted, bare-armed and hairy chested. All
this was England. "Was there a jollier country in the world?" (There
was not, in 1886.)
And as to Sibyl.... How differently he saw her now, after four years!
As pretty as paint, though rather overheated after a short ride; but
_how_ artificial! What a delusion to suppose such a woman would have
cared for a rough life in Africa. Why she even spoke slightingly of
India, a country of romance far exceeding Africa. Indeed, he had only
turned to Africa and African problems because all the great careers to
be made in India were seemingly over.... There was nothing to be done
in India without powerful backing....
Backing? It was perhaps silly to have flouted the suggestion of Lord
Silchester's influence.... It was difficult unless you were related to
permanent officials or members of Parliament to get a Consular
commission in East Africa. Why not gradually--gradually of course--it
wouldn't do to forgive her too quickly--become reconciled to Sibyl's
marriage and pursue instead his second desire, a great African
career?...
So it was a comparatively happy Roger Brentham who cantered up the road
to the vicarage at Farleigh Wallop in the late afternoon of that day and
sat with his sister Maud in the arbour enjoying a sound English tea.
Maud, a pleasant-faced young woman of thirty, the only sister of three
stalwart brothers, one a soldier, another a sailor and the third
intending to be a barrister; housekeeper to her father, an absent-minded
archaeologist; could not be called pretty, because she was too much like
a young man of twenty-five with almost a young man's flat figure, but
she was in every way satisfactory as a sister. Her father was out on
some archaeological ramble and she was glad of it because she thought
Roger might have come to her with a heart to mend. No doubt he felt
heart-broken over Sibyl's defection. She looked at him inquiringly
while she poured out tea, but would not of course broach the subject.
"You've been out a long time with the cob. I hope you haven't
over-ridden him? Where did you go?"
"To Silchester and back; but I baited him at Tadley and gave him an
hour's rest in Basingstoke; and another hour at Silchester. I've jogged
along very quietly, looking up old haunts--and--and I've seen Sibyl
Grayburn. She told me all about her engagement."
"Sibyl? Then--you don't mind so much? I hardly knew how to break it to
you...."
"_Mind_? Oh, well, there _was_ a boy-and-girl engagement, a flirtation
between us before I went away, as you knew. But Africa drove all that
out of my mind. Besides, how can I marry on five hundred a year? I dare
say Sibyl has done well for herself, and she's getting on. Girls can't
afford to wait and look about them like a man can. By the bye, old
girl, why doesn't some one come along and marry _you_? I don't know a
better sort of wife than _you'd_ make...."
_Maud_: "Thank you, Roger, I'm sure you mean it. But I don't suppose I
shall ever marry. My line is to look after father for the rest of his
life, and then become everybody's aunt. I'm really his curate, you
know. And his clerk and his congregation, very often. Oh, I'm quite
happy; don't pity me; I couldn't have nicer brothers ... or perhaps a
nicer life. I love Farleigh----"
_Roger_ (not noticing, man-like, the tiny, tiny sigh that accompanied
this renunciation of marriage): "Jove! How jolly all this is: you're
right. If I wasn't a man I should think like you. What could one have
better than this?" And he looked away from the arbour and the prettily
furnished tea-table to the well-kept lawn with long shadows from the
herbaceous border. Beyond that the wooded slopes of Farleigh Down and
the distant meadows of the lowland, and then the sun-gilt roofs of
Basingstoke's northern suburb, and the distant trains, three, four, five
miles away with their trails of cotton-wool smoke indicating a busy
world beyond the quietude of the vicarage garden. He could see the
slight trace of a straight Roman road athwart the northern landscape,
Winchester to Silchester; the downs of Hannington and Sydmonton and the
far-off woods of Sherborne. When he was queer with sun-fever in
Somaliland he would sometimes be tantalized by this view, like a mirage,
instead of the brown-grey sun-scorched plains ringed by low ridges of
table-topped mountains and dotted with scrubby acacias, whitened by the
drought ... and would pull himself together, sit upright in the saddle
and wonder if he would ever see home again. And here he was.... Hang
Sibyl!...
So when Sibyl Grayburn married Lord Silchester at the end of that
July--because he was fifty-six and impatient to have some summer for his
honeymoon before returning to take up the burden--a well-padded one--of
office in the Conservative Government--Captain Roger Brentham was among
the guests, the relations of the bride. And his best leopard skin,
suitably mounted, was in Sibyl's boudoir at Englefield awaiting Lady
Silchester's return from the Tyrol.
* * * * *
And in the winter of 1886, Captain Brentham received from Lord Wiltshire
the offer of a Consulate on the Last Coast of Africa and accepted it.
It was provisionally styled the Consulate for the Mainland of Zangia
where the Germans were already beginning to take up the administration,
but Brentham was instructed to reside at first at Unguja, the island
immediately opposite the temporary German capital. The British
Consul-General for the whole of Zangia had been recalled because of
heated relations with Germany. Pending his return Captain Brentham was
to act as Consul-General without, however, taking too much on himself,
as Mr. Bennet Molyneux of the African Department rather acidly told him.
Molyneux, at the Foreign Office, was not at all pleased at Brentham's
appointment: one of those things that Lord Wiltshire was wont to do
without consulting the permanent officials. Molyneux had not long been
in the new African Department (hitherto disparagingly connected with the
Slave Trade section); and as Africa had barely entered world-politics,
British Ministers of State showed themselves usually indifferent as to
how the necessary appointments were filled up, adopting generally names
suggested by Molyneux, so that he was accustomed to nominating his poor
relations--he had a reserve of wastrel nephews and cousins--or the
friends of his friends--such as Spencer Bazzard (q.v., as they say in
Encyclopaedias). If they were "rotters," the climate generally killed
them off in a few months; if they made good, they established in time a
claim on the Foreign Office regard and got transferred to Consular posts
in South America, the Mediterranean, and Western Europe.
But Lord Wiltshire was not always asleep or uninformed, as he sometimes
appeared to be. So his Private Secretary countered Bennet Molyneux's
querulous Memo on Captain Brentham's lack of qualification for such a
responsible East African post by reminding him that the gentleman in
question was well versed in Arabic through having accompanied a
Political Mission to the Persian Gulf, that he had served in Aden and
Somaliland and had conducted an expedition to the Snow Mountains of East
Africa for the Intelligence Division, had contributed papers to the
Royal Geographical Society, was a silver medallist of the Zoological
Society, and was personally vouched for by a colleague of Lord
Wiltshire's: all of which information for the African Department was
summed up by the Private Secretary to Molyneux in a few words: "See
here, Molly; take this and look pleasant. You can't have all the
African appointments in your gift. You must leave a few to the Old Man.
He generally knows what he's about." So Molyneux asked Brentham to dine
with him and apparently made the best of a bad job ... as he said with a
grin to his colleague, Sir Mulberry Hawk.
*CHAPTER IV*
*LUCY HESITATES*
When the school holidays supervened, Lucy spent her vacation quietly at
Aldermaston working at her African outfit--material and mental--in a
desultory way. She supposed she would have to leave in the following
April to join her betrothed. April seemed a long while ahead. She had
not even given notice to the school managers yet of her intention to
give up teaching. It would not be necessary to do so or to brace her
mind for the agony of separation from her home until John had announced
that all was in readiness and she had received the formal intimation of
his Missionary Society that they approved of her going out to join him
and would make the necessary arrangements for a steamer passage.
Meantime she gave herself up to the delight of reading such books about
African exploration or mission life in Africa as she could obtain from
the Reading libraries. They served to strengthen her determination to
keep faith with John; while other ties and loves were pulling the other
way. She had in her veins that imaginational longing to see strange
lands and travel which is such an English trait; yet this longing
alternated with fits of absolute horror at her foolishness in having
consented to such an engagement. Why could she not have recognized when
she was well off? Could any one in her station of life have a more
delightful home?
The farmstead stood on a slope about a hundred feet above the Kennet
Valley. The river was a mile away, though little subsidiary brooks and
channels permeated the meadows in between, and in spring, summer and
autumn produced miracles of loveliness in flower shows: purple
loosestrife, magenta-coloured willow herb, mauve-tinted valerian,
cream-coloured meadow-sweet, yellow flags, golden king-cups, yellow and
white water-lilies, water-crowsfoot and flowering rush. Lucy was an
unexpressed, undeveloped artist, with an exceptional appreciation (for a
country girl) of the beauty in colour and form of flowers and herbage of
the velvety, blue-green, black-green cedars which rose above the wall of
the Park and overshadowed the churchyard, of the superb elms, oaks,
horse-chestnuts, ashes and hawthorns studding the grassy slopes between
the house and the water meadows. She loved the rich crimson colour of
the high old brick walls of the Park and the same tint in the farm
buildings, varied with scarlet and orange and the lemon and grey of
lichen and weather-stain. The old farm-house in which she had been born
and had passed all her twenty-four years of placid life, save when she
was at boarding-school, seemed to her just perfect in its picturesque
ancientry and its stored smells of preserved good things to eat and
drink. Their garden was carelessly ordered, but from March to October
had a wealth of flowers, the spicy odours of box borders, the pungent
scent of briar and honeysuckle.
She did take much interest in the details of farming--a trifle of
self-conceit made her think herself superior in her bookishness and
feeble water-colour painting to her younger sisters, who were already
experts in poultry-tending, butter-making, and bread-baking. But she
accepted as a matter of course the delicious results (as we should think
them now) of living at a well-furnished, well-managed farm: the milk and
cream, the fresh butter and new-laid eggs, the home-cured bacon, the
occasional roast duck and chicken; the smell of the new-mown hay, the
sight of ripe wheat or wheat neatly grouped in its golden sheaves in
chessboard pattern; the September charms of the glinting stubble with
its whirring coveys of partridges, its revived flower shows--scarlet and
blue, bright yellow, dead white, lavender, russet, and mauve; the
walnuts in the autumn from their own trees; the Spanish chestnuts from
the Park; impromptu Christmas dances in the big barn; an occasional
visit to a theatre or a magic-lantern-illustrated lecture in Reading.
On one such occasion she saw for the first time Captain Roger Brentham,
the explorer, who whilst staying with Lord and Lady Silchester gave a
lecture on his recent travels and some wonderful snow mountain he had
visited in East Africa.... Why should she seek to leave such
surroundings? She could read and hear about all that was most
interesting in the world without leaving her parents and her home. Yet,
to disappoint poor John, who counted on her coming out to share his
work--and if she threw him over she might never get another offer of
marriage and grow stout and florid like Bessie Rayner, ten years older
than she was, up at the Grange farm....
But _was_ marriage after all, with its children and illnesses and house
drudgery, so _very_ attractive to a dreamer? Might she not be happier
if she passed all the rest of her life at Aldermaston, saving up her
salary as a school-mistress against old age and a possible leaving of
the farm if--ever so far ahead--dear father died? She had often
thought, with a little encouragement she might _write_ ... write
stories! ... and she thrilled at the idea. But then, what experience
had she of the world--the great world beyond southern Berkshire--which
she could set down on paper?
So far, no one had proposed to her--even John had hardly asked her
definitely to marry him. He had always taken it for granted, since he
was eighteen, that she would, and from that age herself she had tacitly
accepted the position of his fiancee. Why had she acquiesced? There
was a weakness of fibre about her and John's stronger will had impressed
itself on her smiling compliance. Her mother had rather pursed her lips
at the alliance, having her doubts as to John being good enough, and
John's mother being even bearable as a mother-in-law. This faint
opposition had made Lucy determined to persevere with the engagement.
She had a distaste for a farmer type of husband; it seemed too earthy.
And she wanted to travel. A missionary ought to make a refined spouse
and be able to show her the strange places of the earth.
There were sides of John's character she did not like. She was not
naturally pious. The easy-going Church of England and its decorous
faith were good enough for her; she loved this world--the world of the
Kennet Valley with genial, worldly Reading on one side and
not-too-disreputable, racing Newbury on the other--too well to care
overmuch for the Heavenly Home in which John was staking out claims; if
she had known the word she would have called John priggish; instead, she
said "sanctimonious." Yet withal she was conscious of a certain
manliness, a determined purpose about him....
Perhaps, however, in the summer months and the rich contentment of
September the balance of her inclination might have been tilted against
him, she might have nerved herself to writing that cruel letter which
should say she shrank from joining him in Africa; were it not that he
wrote faithfully from each stopping place, each crisis on his journey.
His letters--closely written in a facile running hand on thin foreign
paper--were stuffed with conventionally pious phrases, they contained
diatribes on his ungodly fellow-passengers who broke the Sabbath (with
an added zest from his remonstrances), played cards for money, told
shocking stories in the smoking-room, and conducted themselves on shore
in a manner which he could not describe. But then he gave very good
descriptions of Algiers, of Port Said, Suez and Aden, and made her wish
to see these places with her own eyes, smell their strange smells, and
eat their strange viands. His letter from Unguja announcing his arrival
there in August finally decided Lucy to throw in her lot with John.
There was also the further incentive that African adventure--missionary
and political--was again becoming fashionable and attracting attention.
Stanley was starting to find Emin Pasha; others had embarked or
threatened to embark on the same quest. More and more missionaries were
going out. It was rumoured that Ann Jamblin had announced her intention
to take up a missionary career. Lucy wrote a little anxiously to
inquire. Ann admitted she had toyed with the idea as she believed
herself capable of teaching and even of preaching to the savage. But if
she did go it would probably be to West Africa where the climate was
even more deadly than in the South and East, and such a sacrifice might
be more acceptable before the Heavenly Throne than the comfortable and
assured position of a missionary's wife, not expected to do more than
make a home for her husband.
John's first Unguja letter said that Thomas, Bayley, Anderson and
himself had been very kindly received there by the Commercial Agent to
the East African Mission--commercial because from the first it had been
decided that a reasonable degree of trade should go hand in hand with
fervent propaganda and Brotherhood work. The Mission must strive to
make itself self-supporting in the long run as it had no rich church
behind it. So there were to be lay agents who traded in the products of
the country and whose stores would prove an additional attraction to the
native visitor and inquirer. The Agent at their Unguja depot--Mr.
Callaway--had been a trader on the West Coast of Africa, agent there to
a great distilling firm; who had become so shocked at the effects of
cheap intoxicants on the native mind and morals that he had thrown up
his employ and enlisted under the banner of a Trading Mission, pledged
not to deal in alcohol or gunpowder. Mr. Callaway had "got religion" and
"found Christ" (in Liverpool), but in spite of that--the naive John
wrote thus unthinkingly--was a very pleasant fellow who had soon picked
up the native language and got on good terms with the Arabs of Unguja.
The latter fully approved of his teetotalism--avoidance of alcohol being
one of the few good points in their religion. John described with
unction the prayer meetings and services they held in Mr. Callaway's
sheds and go-downs on the shore of Unguja's port; though he had to admit
that his fervour had been a little modified by the rancid smell of the
copra[#] stored in these quarters and the appalling stench that arose
from the filth on the beach. But there was plenty of good Christian
fellowship at Unguja. The representatives of the great Anglican Mission
established there--with a Cathedral and a Bishop and a thoroughly popish
style of service--had shown themselves unexpectedly good fellows. One
of them, Archdeacon Gravening, had presented the four young recruits for
the East African Mission to the Arab sultan, and they had seen him
review his Baluchi and Persian troops at the head of whom was an English
ex-naval officer. Even the Fathers of the French Roman Catholic
settlement had a certain elemental Christianity he had never thought to
find in the followers of the Scarlet Woman....
[#] Dried coco-nut pulp.
The great British Balozi or Consul-General who had been the
unacknowledged ruler of Unguja had just left for home ... rumour said
because he could not get on with the aggressive Germans, who were
obtaining a hold over the country. They had paid their respects instead
to British authority in the person of a very uppish and sneering
Vice-Consul--Mr. Spencer Bazzard ... who had great doubts of the value
of Christianity so far as the negro was concerned. Mr. Bazzard, however,
was dead against the Germans and wanted as many British subjects as
possible to enter the interior behind the German coast so as to "queer
their pitch," if they attempted to put their "rotten protectorate," in
force.
Unguja, John wrote, was a wonderfully interesting island, despite its
horrible smells, its heat and mosquitoes, which never left you alone,
day or night. Such a mixture of Arabs and Persians, Indian traders,
fierce, long-haired Baluchis, plausible Goanese half-castes, Madagascar
people, Japanese and Chinese, and negroes from all parts of Africa....
He had already had a touch of fever and Bayley had broken out in boils;
Anderson had suffered from diarrhoea; but all three were overjoyed at
the prospect of leaving, soon after this letter was posted, in an Arab
"dhow" which would convey them and the porters of their expedition to
Lingani on the mainland, whence they would start on a two weeks' journey
up-country. They were taking with them Snider rifles and ammunition to
defend their caravan against wild beasts on the road and also to shoot
game for the caravan's meat supply. At Mr. Callaway's advice they had
been practising with these rifles at the shooting butts of the Sultan's
army for the past week.... Thomas had been told off for Taita....
Then ensued a long silence and Lucy, now thoroughly interested, was
getting anxious. But in January came a letter of many pages headed
"Hangodi, Ulunga, November, 1886." John wrote that he and his
companions had encountered many difficulties. On the fortnight's march
inland from Lingani their porters had several times run away in alarm,
hearing that a bloodthirsty tribe called "Wahumba" were on the march, or
that there was famine ahead. The German traders on the coast had not
been friendly, and the attitude of the Arab chiefs in the coast-belt was
surly. However, one of these Arabs, Ali bin Ferhani, was a kindlier man
than the others and had told off some of his slaves (John feared they
were, but what could you do?) to carry their loads to the Ulunga
country. They also had with them a Christian convert, a native of
Ulunga and a released slave (Josiah Briggs) who could speak English to
some extent and was very useful as an interpreter and head man....
Well, they had reached Hangodi at last and liked its surroundings. There
were mountains--quite high ones--all round. Hangodi, itself, was over
three thousand feet above sea level and quite cool at nights. Indeed
John now regretted he had spurned the idea of mantel-borders, for they
had fireplaces in the dwelling-houses, both those already built and
those they were planning. A fire at night, in fact, was often welcome
and cheerful. The Chief approved of the settlement, wanted them to teach
his people, and keep off the "Wa-dachi," as he called the Germans, whom
he did not seem to like. But the Chief's people, the Wa-lunga, were
suspicious and quarrelsome, and as he could not speak their language and
had to explain the Gospel through an interpreter, they paid him little
attention. The elders of the tribe liked to come and talk with him in
his verandah, that is to say, _they_ did the talking--punctuated by a
good deal of snuff-taking and spitting; and he gleaned what he could of
its sense from the summaries given to him by Josiah Briggs. It seemed
to consist of many questions as to how the white men became so rich and
why he could not teach this method to their young people. If he tried
to expound Sacred things to them they asked in return for a cough
medicine or to be shown how to make gunpowder and caps, and how to cure
a sick cow. Yet he felt sure their minds would be pierced ere long by a
gleam of Gospel light....
There were also some Muhammadan traders from the Coast settled for a
time with the Chief, who, he strongly suspected, was selling them
slaves, war-captives. Though the Chief seemed willing to listen to their
story of the Redeemer, he nevertheless sent out his "young men," his
warriors, on raiding expeditions against the tribes to the south, and
they sometimes returned from such forays with cattle, with men cruelly
tied with bush-rope and their necks fastened to heavy forked sticks, and
with weeping young women whom they took as wives.... The Wangwana, as
these black "Arabs" were called, were very hostile to his mission--more
so sometimes than the real Arabs. Occasionally he had met a
white-skinned Arab who reminded him most strongly of the Bible
patriarchs, and who seemed very desirous of being on friendly terms with
the white man. But these black Arabs who spoke Swahili, the language of
Unguja, though they affected outward politeness, were working hard
against the good influence of the East African Mission and trying to
persuade the Chief to reconsider his first grant of land and expel the
white people who were spies in the service of the great Balozi and the
English men-of-war, watching to intercept slave dhows....
The children of the Wa-lunga were frightened of him and his two
companions and could not be induced, even by gifts of beads, to sit on
their knees. But their mothers, on the other hand, worried the white
men incessantly for beads and calico, soap and salt, which last they ate
as though it was a sweetmeat. Yet they ran away when he sent for the
interpreter and tried to tell them about God. One woman had shouted
back at him that it was very wicked to talk about God; it would only
draw down the lightning ... much better leave God alone and then He left
you alone--this at least was how Josiah had translated her speech.
He could not see any idols about the place. He fancied the people
worshipped the spirits of the departed, which they believed to dwell in
large hollow trees. They were also terribly afraid of witch-craft....
Hangodi was, however, rather a pretty district, and Lucy would be
pleased with the site the Mission had chosen. Bayley, who had some
knowledge of surveying, made out its altitude above sea-level to be
3,500 feet, more or less. There was a clear stream of water running
through a gorge below the Mission enclosure--for they had constructed a
rough hedge. A few wild date palms might be seen in the stream valley
and there were plenty of pretty ferns and wild flowers.
As to lions; they could be heard roaring every night in the open
country, but hitherto he had not actually seen one. Then with a few
devout phrases and others expressive of his longing for her to join him
the letter came to a conclusion.
During all this time Lucy saw little of the Baines family. But a few
days after she had read this letter from Hangodi, Mr. Baines called on
Lucy at the school--it was at the beginning of February--and put into
her hands a copy of _Light to Them that Sit in Darkness_. "There's a
letter in here of John's which they've printed," said Mr. Baines with
considerable exultation, "and mother thought you might like to read it.
Mind you return the magazine to her when you've done so. Good-bye.
S'pose you are starting in a couple of months?"
Lucy found a column scored at the side with pencil, where the following
matter appeared: