III.

Next morning, after breakfast, Sir Thomas said in a quiet tone of

command to Harry, "My boy, I want to speak to you for a few minutes in

the library."

Harry's cheek grew deadly pale and he caught his breath with difficulty,

but he followed his uncle into the library without a word, and took his

seat at the table opposite him.

"Harry," the old soldier began, as quietly as he was able, after an

awkward pause, "I want to tell you a little--a little about your father

and mother."

Harry's face suddenly changed from white to crimson, for he felt sure

now that what Sir Thomas was going to talk about was not the loss of the

money from the devonport a week earlier; and on the other hand, though

he knew absolutely nothing about his own birth and parentage, he knew at

least that there must have been some sort of mystery in the matter, or

else his uncle would surely long since have spoken to him quite freely

of his father and mother.

"My dear boy," the Colonel went on again, in a tremulous voice, "I think

the time has now come when I ought to tell you that you and I are no

relations by blood; you are--you are my nephew by adoption only."

Harry gave a sudden start of surprise, but said nothing.

"The way it all came about," Sir Thomas went on, playing nervously with

his watch-chain, "was just this. I was in India during the Mutiny, as

you know, and while I was stationed at Boolundshahr, in the North-West

Provinces, just before those confounded niggers--I mean to say, before

the sepoys revolted, your father was adjutant of my regiment at the

same station. He and your mother--well, Harry, your mother lived in a

small bungalow near the cantonments, and there you were born; why,

exactly eight months before the affair at Meerut, you know--the

beginning of the Mutiny. Your father, I'm sorry to say, was a man very

much given to high play--in short, if you'll excuse my putting it so, my

boy, a regular gambler. He owed money to almost every man in the

regiment, and amongst others, if I must tell you the whole truth, to me.

In those days I sometimes played rather high myself, Harry; not so high

as your poor father, my boy, for I was always prudent, but a great deal

higher than a young man in a marching regiment has any right to do--a

great deal higher. I left off playing immediately after what I'm just

going to tell you; and from that day to this, Harry, I've never touched

a card, except for whist or cribbage, and never will do, my boy, if I

live to be as old as Methuselah."

The old man paused and wiped his brow for a second with his capacious

handkerchief, while Harry's eyes, cast down upon the ground, began to

fill rapidly with something or other that he couldn't for the life of

him manage to keep out of them.

"On the night before the news from Meerut arrived," the old soldier went

on once more, with his eye turned half away from the trembling lad, "we

played together in the major's rooms, your father and I, with a few

others; and before the end of the evening your father had lost a large

sum to one of his brother-officers. When we'd finished playing, he came

to me to my quarters, and he said 'Woolrych, this is a bad job. I

haven't got anything to pay McGregor with.'

"'All right, Walpole,' I answered him--your father's name was Captain

Walpole, Harry--'I'll lend you whatever's necessary.'

"'No, no, my dear fellow,' he said, 'I won't borrow and only get myself

into worse trouble. I'll take a shorter and easier way out of it all,

you may depend upon it.'

"At the moment I hadn't the slightest idea what he meant, and so I said

no more to him just then about it. But three minutes after he left my

quarters I heard a loud cry, and saw your father in the moonlight out in

the compound. He had a pistol in his hand. Next moment, the report of a

shot sounded loudly down below in the compound, and I rushed out at once

to see what on earth could be matter.

"Your father was lying in a pool of blood, just underneath a big

mango-tree beside the door, with his left jaw shattered to pieces, and

his brain pierced through and through from one side to the other by a

bullet from the pistol.

"He was dead--stone dead. There was no good doctoring him. We took him

up and carried him into the surgeon's room, and none of us had the

courage all that night to tell your mother.

"Next day, news came of the rising at Meerut.

"That same night, while we were all keeping watch and mounting guard,

expecting our men would follow the example of their companions at

head-quarters, there was a sudden din and tumult in the lines, about

nine in the evening, when the word was given to turn in, and McGregor,

coming past me, shouted at the top of his voice, 'It's all up, Woolrych.

These black devils have broken loose at last, and they're going to fire

the officers' quarters.'

"Well, Harry, my boy, I needn't tell you all about it at full length

to-day; but in the end, as you know, we fought the men for our own

lives, and held our ground until the detachment came from Etawah to

relieve us. However, before we could get to the Bibi's bungalow--the

sepoys used to call your mother the Bibi, Harry--those black devils had

broken in there, and when next morning early I burst into the ruined

place, with three men of the 47th and a faithful havildar, we found

your poor mother--well, there, Harry, I can't bear to think of it, even

now, my boy: but she was dead, too, quite dead, with a hundred

sabre-cuts all over her poor blood-stained, hacked-about body. And in

the corner, under the cradle, the eight-month-old baby was lying and

crying--crying bitterly; that was you, Harry."

The young man listened intently, with a face now once more ashy white,

but still he answered absolutely nothing.

"I took you in my arms, my boy," the old Colonel continued in a softer

tone; "and as you were left all alone in the bungalow there, with no

living soul to love or care for you, I carried you away in my arms

myself, to my own quarters. All through the rest of that terrible

campaign I kept you with me, and while I was fighting at Futteypoor, a

native ayah was in charge of you for me. Your poor father had owed me a

trifling debt, and I took you as payment in full, and have kept you with

me as my nephew ever since. That is all your history, Harry."

The young man drew a deep breath, and looked across curiously to the

bronzed face of the simple old officer. Then he asked, a little huskily,

"And why didn't my father's or mother's relations reclaim me, sir? Do

they know that I am still living?"

Sir Thomas coughed, and twirled his watch-chain more nervously and

uneasily than ever. "Well, you see, my boy," he answered at last, after

a long pause, "your mother--I must tell you the whole truth now,

Harry--your mother was a Eurasian, a half-caste lady--very light, almost

white, but still a half-caste, you know, and--and--well, your father's

family--didn't exactly acknowledge the relationship, Harry."

Harry's face burnt crimson once more, and the hot blood rushed madly to

his cheeks, for he felt in a moment the full force of the meaning that

the Colonel wrapped up so awkwardly in that one short embarrassed

sentence.

There was another long pause, during which Harry kept his burning eyes

fixed fast upon Sir Thomas, and Sir Thomas looked down uncomfortably at

his boots and said nothing. Then the young man found voice again feebly

to ask, almost in a whisper, one final question.

"Had you ... had you any particular reason for telling me this story

about my birth and my parents at this exact time ... just now, uncle?"

"I had, Harry. I--I have rather suspected of late ... that ... that you

are falling somehow into ... into your poor father's unhappy vice of

gambling. My boy, my boy, if you inherit his failings in that direction,

I hope his end will be some warning to you to desist immediately."

"And had you ... any reason to suspect me of ... of any other fault ...

of ... of any graver fault ... of anything really very serious, uncle?"

The Colonel held his head between his hands, and answered very slowly,

as if the words were wrung from him by torture: "If you hadn't yourself

asked me the question point-blank, Harry, I would never have told you

anything about it. Yes, my boy, my dear boy, my poor boy; I know it all

... all ... all ... absolutely."

Harry lifted up his voice in one loud cry and wail of horror, and darted

out of the room without another syllable.

"I know that cry," the Colonel said in his own heart, trembling. "I have

heard it before! It's the very cry poor Walpole gave that night at

Boolundshahr, just before he went out and shot himself!"

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