LOVE AND AMBITION
"And I can't do a thing with her," concluded Aunt Jane, in her recital
of Martha's shortcomings, while Clayton listened with an amused air at
the story of his ward's latest adventure. "She's headstrong and
unreliable, and though I love her as I would my own daughter, I think it
is time for you to talk to her seriously. When a chorus girl commences
to receive hundred-dollar bills and diamonds, she can't stay in my house
until I know who sends them, and why. That's all. That's why I
telephoned you to come right over."
"I'm glad you 'phoned me, Aunt Jane," said Clayton. "I missed a pretty
important business engagement at dinner to be here, but I gathered from
your message that something important had developed. I fancy Martha will
tell us all about it. After all, it's no crime to admire Martha. I
admire her myself. The change in her has been wonderful. I had no idea
when I first brought her here that a few months in New York would result
in such swift development."
"It's been swift all right, Mr. Clayton. I'll tell her you're here."
Clayton awaited Martha's coming with mingled emotions of pleasure and
regret, pleasure at seeing her, for he had grown genuinely to like and
admire her; regret, for he feared she was beginning to find her
self-imposed bonds a trifle wearisome. In that case, of course, their
compact would be at an end, for, though their arrangement had not
contemplated any incident which would lead to a breaking of their
contract, it was obvious that Martha could not expect him to ignore
calmly a violation of it. His own self-respect made this impossible. He
would have to protest, and by protesting, perhaps lose completely any
influence he might have over her.
The months that had passed since he first agreed to finance Martha's
venture into the realm of theatricals had been months of uneasiness.
Time and again he had resolved to visit her, talk with her, find out
what progress she was making; yet each time he feared he might inject
too personal an interest into these inquiries. That had been their
agreement: "Down with love and up with ambition." He had warned her of
the wayward influences of love at a time when the possibility of caring
for her himself had never entered his head. "I suppose," he had said to
himself a dozen times, "she'll fall in love with some actor and marry
him without even bothering to let me know." This idea first awakened the
possibility that he might keenly regret such an indiscretion on her
part. Then came the ardent desire to see her himself, advise her, and
protect her from the pitfalls of her profession. But he had dismissed
this as a subterfuge invented by himself as an excuse for seeing her.
"No," he had concluded. "I will stick by my bargain. I am making an
experiment in character development, and I will not let my personal
sentiment affect my judgment as a business man. I agreed to aid her
until she can become self-supporting, or admits that she is a failure.
So long as she keeps her part of the contract, I will keep mine."
Another and more powerful reason for absenting himself from all
neighborhoods where he might meet her, and especially from Mrs.
Anderson's boarding-house, was the fear that she might consider him in
the light of a benefactor to whom she was under obligations. This galled
him--to think that she might be outwardly cordial while secretly bored.
For Clayton was modest enough to believe that his unassuming airs and
reticent ways would not prove attractive to a high-spirited girl so
many years his junior.
"What a surprise," cried Martha, entering the parlor suddenly. She was
dressed for the street. In fact, had Clayton been a few minutes later,
he would have missed her altogether, for Aunt Jane had announced his
visit just in the nick of time.
"Hello," said Clayton, greeting her cordially. "What's the trouble
between you and Aunt Jane?"
"Trouble?" repeated Martha. "There isn't any."
"Then what did she mean by telephoning that you were getting a bit too
wild for her?"
"She dared to say that?" exclaimed Martha, indignantly. "Oh, and so she
telephoned you to come and--and tame me--I suppose?"
"Not exactly that," replied Clayton, smiling. "She did 'phone me, but
that was only in accordance with my instructions. I have always felt
that, as I am responsible for your being in New York, it was my duty to
look after you. But that is only part of our agreement, you know. I was
to advance you all the money necessary, keeping a strict account of
every penny, and you in return were to take my advice, and when you
became famous--repay the loan."
"When I become famous?" mused Martha, sinking onto the sofa. "I wonder
if I ever will?"
"Of course," cried Clayton, encouragingly. "And I want to help you all I
can."
Martha turned her large eyes toward him appealingly.
"Then why don't you come to see me oftener?" she asked softly.
"That wasn't in the agreement," smiled Clayton. "And I hardly thought
you'd have any time for a mere man."
"After all you've done for me, it would be strange if I didn't _take_
time for you," replied Martha. Clayton shifted uneasily as she spoke.
"That sounds like 'Thank you, sir,'" he said.
"And I have to stop work sometimes, _to eat_," added Martha,
maliciously, and glancing at him as though trying to convey a subtle
hint. "And I hate to eat _alone_. I hate to eat dinner at Aunt Jane's
_all_ the time. I've wanted to go out to dinner so many times since I've
been in New York, but I _never_ had any one invite me, until to-day."
"Hm! That's the cause of the row with Aunt Jane?"
"She didn't like the idea."
"Some masculine admirer, of course?"
"Yes, he is," replied Martha, defiantly.
"Who is he?"
As she turned away without response, Clayton added: "Martha, who is he?"
"One you yourself introduced to me," she replied shortly.
"I?" He pondered a moment, surprised. "Not Sanford Gordon?" he said
finally, and only by an effort suppressing a faint "Damn."
"Yes," declared Martha. "I am going out with him to dinner now."
"Not with my consent," declared Clayton, emphatically.
"And why not, please?"
"For many reasons," he said, sitting beside her. "Frankly, how long has
this been going on?"
"About three months, if you must know," replied Martha, bristling a
little at his inquisition.
"Have you seen him often?"
"To-day was the first time."
"He has written to you?"
"Yes."
"Sent you presents, I suppose?"
"A few pieces of jewelry. Every week he has sent me an envelope. Inside,
with a blank piece of paper, was a hundred-dollar bill. I never knew
until to-day who sent them."
"What have you done with these things?"
"I handed them all back to him, in this room, half an hour ago. I told
him I could accept nothing from him, but finally I agreed to go to
dinner with him to-night. He's probably waiting out front now, in his
car."
Clayton rose to his feet nervously and paced the floor.
"What else did he say?" he inquired.
"He was very nice and respectful. He offered to speak to Mr. Weldon, the
manager, and get me a new part--perhaps the leading part--in his new
production."
"So that's his little game, is it?" said Clayton, still more annoyed.
"Money and jewels returned, his next bribe is an engagement. How do you
know you could play the part?"
"I might succeed," pouted Martha. "And even a star who tries and fails,
can never forget that she did star--once."
"And so your success means more to you than anything else that life can
offer?"
Martha's eyes were still fired by the light of her ambition. "Yes," she
said.
"If you please, Miss," interrupted Lizzie, entering at that moment, "Mr.
Gordon is outside in his car, and wants to know if you will be ready
soon."
"Tell him--" began Martha. Then she hesitated, looking doubtfully at
Clayton, who came close to her as though awaiting her decision on a
momentous matter.
"Martha," he asked, "are you still determined to keep this dinner
engagement with Gordon?"
"Why not?" Martha seemed to take a keen delight in arousing his
displeasure. "There's no harm in it, and Mr. Gordon has been very kind
to me."
"As he has been to the others--before you," said Clayton, bitterly,
almost savagely.
"What do you mean?"
"Never mind. If I can't convince you without blackguarding him, I'll let
you go. I only ask you to trust me, and believe that I am doing my
best--for you." Clayton paused doubtfully. "If you hate to eat dinner
alone," he added suddenly, as an afterthought, "so do I. Martha, come
with me."
"But I promised Mr. Gordon. He's waiting."
"But remember, you have a contract with me."
"Yes," replied Martha, half angrily. "With a friend. Not a jailer.
Good-night."
Martha started toward the door, but Clayton raised his hand and she
hesitated, as he blocked the way.
"Well?" she demanded defiantly.
"You can choose between him and me," declared Clayton, hotly. "But
you've got to choose. If you go with him, breaking your contract, I wash
my hands of the whole business. Now, choose."
Martha met his gaze squarely, half angrily, half contemptuously. Then
she turned to the waiting maid.
"Lizzie," she said, clearly and distinctly, "ask Mr. Gordon--" Yet, even
as she spoke her voice faltered, she looked at Clayton, and added,
dropping her eyes, in an almost inaudible undertone: "--_to excuse me_."
Clayton took her arm eagerly, and she looked up again into his face.
"You brute," she said, but she laughed when she said it.