CHAPTER XX.

FIVE YEARS LATER.

That evening, when Helen came home from a visit to Dorothy, who had

recently returned from her trip, and was pleasantly settled in her new

home, she found her "neighbor" gone.

Knowing that John was to leave that day, she had purposely planned to

be away in order to save them both the embarrassment of a formal

leave-taking. She had seen him the previous evening, when they had

merely referred to the contemplated change, and had parted with a

simple "good night."

But John was not willing to leave her in any such unsatisfactory way,

and when she reached home, after her day up the Hudson, she found the

following note awaiting her:

HELEN: I could not go without some expression of gratitude for what you

have done for me, and which you persistently avoided last night.

Through your divine charity, I am going out from this place, not only

in perfect health, but a new man, mentally and morally.

When I look back---- But you have told me there must be no looking

back, no vain repining; I can see that is wise counsel, for I know that

only by blotting out the terrible past can I remain steadfast in the

new aspirations and purposes that have taken root in me since I have

been a pensioner upon your bounty. Words are inadequate to portray

what I feel, in view of what I owe to you, and volumes of promises,

unfulfilled, have no weight; but I am going to try to make my future

attest the sincerity of my present determination to retrieve the past.

The father within me yearns mightily for his child, but I know I am not

yet worthy to claim her as such. Some time, perchance, you may be

willing to have her know that, after long years of starving among the

husks and swine, the prodigal has come to himself, and is striving to

redeem himself. JOHN.

Helen's eyes were full of tears as she finished reading this note; but

they were tears of thankfulness, in view of the fact that she had not,

like the priest and Levite of old, "passed by on the other side," and

left the wanderer to his fate. The lost had been found; the man had

indeed become mentally and morally renewed, and she felt an absolute

assurance that John Hungerford's name would yet rank high among those

of other eminent artists of the world.

She had told Dorothy nothing regarding these recent experiences in

connection with her father's sudden reappearance. She had given much

serious thought to the subject, for she wished to do right, to be just

to both Dorothy and to John; but in whatever light she considered it,

it did not seem wise that they be reunited at this time. It was true

that John seemed to have really "come to himself, like the prodigal of

old," as he had said; but she reasoned that it belonged to him to prove

it. His regret for the past appeared to be absolutely sincere; he was

full of enthusiasm to begin life anew upon a higher basis, and to put

into practice the promptings of an awakened conscience, together with

the better knowledge he had recently gained regarding man's individual

responsibilities. But, as he had written her, "volumes of promises

unfulfilled have no weight," and until he could show himself able to

stand alone it were better for both, perhaps, that he did not come into

Dorothy's life. She believed, too, that she owed it to Mr. Alexander

and his family also that nothing relating to their tragic past be

revived to cast a shadow upon their present harmonious domestic

conditions or their name. Hence she decided that she would let

everything rest as it was, trusting that the future, governed by a

higher than human wisdom, would unfold that which was best for them all.

She was exceedingly thankful that Dorothy had been away during John's

entire illness. She had returned only a few days before he left the

Grenoble, and had gone directly to her new home, where Helen and the

senior Alexanders received the happy couple, and where they had since

been busy getting settled. Helen had also arranged to spend the day

that he moved with them, to make sure that Dorrie did not drop in

unexpectedly upon her, to make startling discoveries, and also to avoid

disturbing leave-takings with John. When the young bride at length

came to her, the little studio was dismantled, and it was explained

that the rooms had been given up, as her mother's living apartment was

now ample for all her work.

* * * * * * *

Five years have passed.

Madam Helen Ford still occupies her handsome suite in the Grenoble

apartments, and pursues her chosen profession, still holding a warm

place in the hearts of her many friends and patrons, and

winning---literally and figuratively--golden laurels for herself, both

as an artiste and a noble woman.

Dorothy is supremely happy in her beautiful home, and in the devotion

of her adoring husband. She is more lovely than ever, for she has

developed something of her mother's sweet, womanly dignity; and, with

her amiable disposition, her charm of manner, and reserve force of

character, is becoming a recognized power in the circle where she moves.

Mr. Alexander has ever been a very attentive and considerate

son-in-law. He had always admired Helen exceedingly, from the evening

of their introduction, but after learning the history of her earlier

years--her sorrows, struggles, and conquests--he had regarded her as a

wonder. Her unfailing courage, the depth, strength, and beauty of her

character; her wisdom as a mother, and her steadfast devotion to her

profession, all impressed him beyond measure, and he began to idealize

her. That a woman whose life had been so blighted, who had been

deserted and left penniless, with a child to rear and educate, could

have risen to meet and conquer every adverse circumstance, assuming the

burdens and duties of both father and mother, yet preserving through

all the charm and sweetness of true womanliness, making the most of her

talents, and winning for herself and her daughter both affluence and an

enviable social position, seemed a marvel that caused him to bow in

homage before her shrine. And Helen fully appreciated Dorothy's manly

husband, and grew to love him as well as if he had been an own son.

He had repeatedly pleaded with Helen to come and make her home with her

"children," but she had invariably replied: "My 'children' do not need

me, and I cannot become an idler yet." And, indeed, her many patrons

would have regarded their loss as almost irreparable, had she ceased to

grace their functions; for her voice had lost none of its brilliancy or

sweetness, nor was her personality one whit less charming than of yore.

She had, however, of late consented to give up some of her younger

pupils, and this had given her more freedom--more time to spend and go

about with her dear ones, for she was still young at heart, and loved

to mingle with young people in their social pleasures.

During these years she had never seen John. He had rigidly kept his

word, thus far, that he would "never trouble her again." Through Mrs.

Everleigh she had learned, shortly after he had opened his studio

downtown, that he was doing well, having plenty of work, and getting

fair prices; and this success, she was inclined to think, was, in a

measure, at least, owing to the influence of that good lady herself. A

few months after he left the Grenoble she had received a letter from

him, but he wrote very briefly, to explain that the check he inclosed

was intended to cover the expense of his illness while at the Grenoble,

including a generous thank-offering to Mrs. Harding for her devotion to

him at that time.

Doctor Wing had later been remunerated for his services, and had felt

himself more than repaid upon receiving a beautiful autumnal scene,

done in oils, for which the artist refused to accept anything but the

physician's receipted bill, he claiming that even then he was the

debtor.

Mrs. Everleigh also was the recipient of what she termed a "little

gem," and Helen, while studying it during one of her visits to her

friend, felt that it far exceeded anything she had ever yet seen from

his brush. Then he suddenly disappeared from New York without telling

any one of his intention or future plans.

Long afterward, Helen read some complimentary notices, copied from both

London and Paris papers, referring to the work of a rapidly rising

American artist by the name of Hungerford; and this gave her great

encouragement for the time, but for the last two years she had seen

nothing relating either to his work or his whereabouts; and now and

then the fear that perhaps he had again lapsed into old habits that had

resulted in total failure would haunt and oppress her.

One afternoon in December, having an engagement to dine out, Helen made

an elaborate toilet, and had just put the finishing touches to it, when

her bell rang, and a registered package was delivered at her door.

Upon opening it, greatly to her astonishment, a bank book and a check

book fell into her lap, together with a letter, the superscription of

which she instantly saw was in John's handwriting. With trembling

hands and quickened pulses, she unfolded the missive, and read:

HELEN: The inclosed books will, to some extent, explain themselves, but

I will add that I have deposited in the National Bank of Commerce of

New York, subject to your order, the sum of twelve thousand dollars.

If five thousand dollars were allowed to remain at interest for fifteen

years at five per cent, the result would be somewhere in the

neighborhood of the amount named above. I am not going to rehearse the

past; I simply wish to say that I have put this money aside for

Dorothy, if you think it best to give it to her and explain how it has

come to her. If, on the other hand, you feel it will disturb the

harmony of her life to recall a great wrong of the past, let it remain

to your own account, and use it as your heart dictates--it was really

your money, you know, although set apart for Dorothy. I offer it in

all humility, as a tardy act of reparation, which conscience demands of

me. I have prospered beyond my expectations. For a year after leaving

New York I studied and worked under my old master, Monsieur Jacques,

who has been more than kind to me. Since then I have had more orders

than I could fill, and nay name and work have been winning honorable

mention in various art centers. I am now in New York, on an important

commission, but expect to return to Paris within a few weeks. May I

come to see you, Helen, and ascertain if Dorothy, for whom my starved

heart is yearning beyond expression, will accept my offering, and grant

me an interview? Address me at the Hotel Astor. JOHN.

Helen was deeply agitated while reading this letter. She fully

appreciated the writer's position in wishing to make amends for the

wrong he had done so long ago, and she wanted to deal justly by him in

all things. But she did not quite know what to do about telling

Dorothy, for the passing over of this little fortune, that had so

unexpectedly fallen to her, would involve the rehearsal of many painful

details, that might, perhaps, mar her present happiness.

Dorothy had never known of her father's return, five years ago; for,

having been away on her wedding trip during most of his stay at the

Grenoble, Helen had no difficulty in concealing the fact of his

presence in the house from her.

Mr. Alexander was in prosperous circumstances; some time he would fall

heir to great wealth, and Dorothy would never need this legacy. Still,

it was a peace offering--an effort to atone, which she felt, in justice

to John, should not be ignored or rejected.

Had she any right to deprive Dorothy of the privilege of accepting or

rejecting it, as she might see fit, or longer keep from her the fact of

her father's reappearance, his reformation, and the renown he had

recently achieved for himself? Did she, herself, wish to see him

again? Would it be just or kind to deny him audience, withhold

congratulations upon his success, and a Godspeed upon his future career?

These were difficult questions, and for the time plunged her in deepest

perplexity.

But she tried to reverse the situation, to put herself in his position

and to judge dispassionately what was the right thing to do.

John had evidently made good his avowed determination to retrieve his

past; the tone of his letter was both dignified and sincere; the spirit

of humility and fervent desire to make restitution, pervading the

letter throughout, deeply impressed her, and caused her to feel that he

was at last worthy to claim his daughter, provided Dorothy wished to be

reunited to her father.

"Dorothy is a practical, sensible little woman," she sighed at last.

"She is capable of deciding this matter, and certainly has the right to

speak for herself. Yes, I must tell her."

She glanced at the clock. It was after four, and Dorothy would be

there presently. She was coming to spend an hour or two with her, then

Mr. Alexander was to take them to the Waldorf to dinner, and afterward

to hear Melba in "Il Trovatore." She resolved to improve the present

opportunity, discuss the matter fully with her, and so free herself

from further responsibility, as far as her child was concerned.

She had barely arrived at this conclusion, when her bell rang again.

"That must be Mrs. Alexander, Nora; I am expecting her," she observed

to the maid who appeared to answer the summons.

So Nora, as had been her custom with Dorothy, touched the button

controlling the lower door, and, leaving the upper one ajar, went back

to her work.

Meanwhile Helen had stepped to the mirror over the mantel to refasten a

brooch on her corsage, which had become unclasped; then, at the sound

of approaching steps, she turned, with outstretched hands, to greet her

dear one, a fond smile on her lips, a glad welcome in her eyes, only to

find herself looking into the white, eager face of--John Hungerford!

All the light went suddenly out of her own face; her arms fell limply

to her sides; the smile froze upon her lips, and she caught her breath

sharply, shocked beyond measure by his sudden appearance.

"John!" she gasped, with white lips, a look almost of terror in her

eyes.

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