CHAPTER VI.

AN OLD TEMPTATION REVIVED.

Helen had entered three new pupils on her books at the beginning of the

fall, these increasing her class to thirteen, and she had also been

engaged, for an early date in October, to sing at a charity fair, to be

held under the auspices of one of the wealthy clubs of the city. This

seemed quite a promising outlook so early in the season, and she was

also hoping much from her new venture as entertainer at private social

functions.

The fair was extensively advertised, and was held for four afternoons

and evenings of the second week in October, Helen appearing twice upon

each occasion, and proving such a drawing card that a score of

engagements for fashionable receptions was the result of her success.

This was far more than she had dared to expect, and she was much elated

over her good fortune. Everything moved along peacefully and

prosperously until spring, John bearing his confinement in his uncle's

office better than she had anticipated, and was apparently content with

his salary. But as the warm weather came on again she could see that

he began to chafe under his confinement in the city and to his work.

He had his vacation of two weeks in August, however, when he made a

trip to Chicago, instead of going into the country, greatly to his

wife's astonishment at the time. On his return he seemed in high

spirits, saying he had had a fine trip, and resumed his duties with

apparent cheerfulness.

A week later there appeared upon the billboards about the city flaring

advertisements stating that the Wells Opera Company, with beautiful

Marie Duncan as star, would present the "Prince of Pilsen" early in

October. The newspapers also contained notices of the same fact, and

stated that Miss Duncan had just concluded a summer engagement in

Chicago, and was now resting for a few weeks before taking up her work

in San Francisco.

At once Helen understood John's motive in going to Chicago to spend his

vacation; also his unusual cheerfulness upon his return; and a

foreboding of impending trouble began to haunt her from that moment.

When the Wells Opera Company arrived, Helen made it a point to attend a

matinee, to ascertain for herself what the personality of the popular

favorite was like.

That she was exceedingly beautiful and peculiarly fascinating there was

no denying, and her voice was a marvel of sweetness.

John had never painted anything more true to life than the portrait she

had discovered in his studio in Paris; although, if that were possible,

the siren's charms were riper and even more alluring than at that time.

Nevertheless, there was a vein of coarseness in her manner, a boldness

in her glance and smile, a voluptuous abandon in her acting, that

offended and repelled Helen's finer sensibilities, and sent her home

sick at heart, with mingled fear and jealousy; for, down deep in her

consciousness, she was forced to acknowledge that it was just these

elements in Marie Duncan that appealed to something of the same nature

in her husband's character, and was winning him from his allegiance to

his wife.

She wondered what had become of that portrait. She had never seen it

since that never-to-be-forgotten day when she had visited Monsieur

Jacques in such distress, to seek some explanation of John's prolonged

absence from home.

John certainly had not brought it back to America with him. Whither

had it disappeared? Had he destroyed it, fearing it might some time

betray him?

Suddenly her outraged heart awoke to the truth, and her face flamed

hotly with indignation and humiliation as she recalled the reproduction

she had seen in the magazine she had found under John's pillow in his

berth on the steamer, as they were returning from France.

John had finished his picture; he had given it to the actress before

she sailed for Australia, and she had allowed it to be copied by the

press.

It seemed to Helen that her cup of woe was filled to the brim--her

endurance taxed to the limit, as she began to query within herself what

would be the outcome of Marie Duncan's present engagement in San

Francisco. But the courage that is born in heroes had also been

planted in Helen Hungerford's heart, and, after the first shock of

dismay had passed, she began to ask what she could do to counteract

Marie's influence and keep her husband loyal to her and true to

himself. To reveal her suspicions, to voice complaints, criticisms, or

reproaches would only serve to make matters worse; for John was one who

would never bear censure or opposition in any form. Her only hope lay

in being tactful and diplomatic, in trying to make herself and their

home so attractive that he would be weaned from his infatuation for the

opera star, and realize the folly of ruining his reputation and

domestic peace.

So she bravely resolved to conceal every evidence of anxiety. John was

in absolute ignorance of the fact that she even dreamed of his interest

in the actress, and she realized the wisdom of still concealing it from

him. She said nothing of her afternoon at the matinee; she never

referred to the opera, or expressed a desire to see it; neither did her

husband invite her to go, as was usual whenever anything new, of a

musical nature, was running; but she began a systematic course of

acting herself, using every possible device to keep him with his

family, catering to his tastes and humoring his lightest wish or whim.

She asked him to be her escort to and from the social functions at

which she was entertaining; she planned pleasures that would include

them all, and tried to interest him in books she was reading.

But all was of no avail. He always had some plausible excuse to get

away from home evenings, and often did not return until the small hours

of the morning; he manifested less and less interest in his family; he

was morose and preoccupied, avoiding conversation, and at times was

exceedingly irritable with Dorothy.

Previous to this, since he had been in his uncle's employ, he had

cheerfully contributed a part of his salary to help defray household

expenses; but now he suddenly began to withhold his money, or, if

reminded that funds were needed, doled out a mere pittance so

grudgingly that Helen shrank from the humiliation of asking assistance

and being so inconsiderately treated.

This state of things continued far into the winter, the breach between

the man and his family continually widening, for Dorothy was beginning

to take notice, while he began to be irregular at his business and to

show the effect of late hours and dissipation.

One afternoon, on returning from an engagement at an out-of-town

reception, Helen found, to her great surprise, Mr. Nathan Young, John's

uncle and employer, awaiting her. It was the first time she had seen

him for many months, for, aside from his one act of giving her husband

his present position, he had never manifested the slightest interest in

the family.

He was rated a very rich man, but, having a fashionable wife and four

daughters to maintain, he was wholly absorbed in his business and

individual responsibilities.

Helen had never been asked to entertain at any of Madam Young's

receptions, although she had sent her, early in the season, a card

announcing her intentions; neither had she ever met any of the family

in the homes of her patrons; and now, when, after greeting her visitor

with graceful courtesy, she threw aside her wrap and stood before him

in her fresh young beauty and charming costume, the man stared at her

in astonishment.

"Really, Mrs. John Hungerford, you look like the wife of a

millionaire," he brusquely observed, a note of keen irony in his tones.

Helen flushed consciously.

She realized that she must appear extravagantly attired to one who did

not understand the situation. The next moment she smiled frankly up

into her companion's face.

"Perhaps you do not know, Mr. Young, that, for two years, I have been

singing at social functions given by fashionable people, to help John

meet the expenses of the family?" she explained.

"No, I didn't know it," he curtly returned, his shrewd eyes still

studying her costume.

"Of course," Helen went on, "going before such audiences, I am obliged

to dress well; but"--with an air of quiet dignity, for she felt that

the man was rude to her--"as I earn all my own clothes, as well as

Dorothy's, I am wronging no one."

"Humph!" Nathan Young grunted, although his glance softened; for truly

Helen was very pleasant to look upon as she stood before him in her

trailing gown of soft blue silk, tastefully trimmed with real lace that

had belonged to her mother; she also wore some fine jewels which had

come to her from the same source, and the man, now that he

comprehended, secretly liked her spirit and frankness in telling him

just how matters stood.

She showed a turn for business that pleased him, and he chuckled within

himself over her statement that she earned all her own and Dorothy's

clothes. Money getting had been his one aim from his youth up; he

liked to see people work hard for money; he had no patience with

drones. He had always viewed John's idiotic dabbling in paints with

undisguised contempt, and had never shown the least interest in his

career as an artist.

Presently he broke forth, almost sharply:

"Where is that husband of yours?"

"John? Hasn't he been at the office to-day?" Helen inquired, in a

startled tone.

"I've seen nothing of him for nearly a week," the gentleman replied,

with a frown of displeasure.

"You have not seen John for nearly a week!" repeated the astonished

wife, aghast.

"That is what I said," was the curt rejoinder. "And this isn't the

first time he has neglected his business, by any means, though he has

never stayed away so long before. I'm tired of his shilly-shallying,

and he has always worked with an air of protest, as if he felt the

position beneath him. I just dropped in to see if he were ill, or had

any good reason to offer for his absence."

"No, John is perfectly well, and I am amazed at what you have told me,

Mr. Young," Helen observed, with tremulous lips, her composure sadly

shaken.

The man arose, an ominous gleam in his eyes.

"Well, then, you can tell him from me that he need not show up at the

office again," he coldly observed, at the same time laying an envelope

on the table before Helen. "Here is his pay up to the end of the

month. He hasn't earned it, but it's what I agreed to give him, and

I'm a man of my word. I hoped," he continued, less sharply, after a

momentary pause, during which his glance fell upon his companion's

colorless face, "when he came to me for a position he had given up his

nonsense about art, and had made up his mind to settle down to

something worth while, and I meant to do well by him--take him in with

me, by and by, perhaps, if he showed any backbone or interest in the

business; but it is evident that he cares more for his own ease and

pleasure than for anything else, and--I'm through with him."

Helen's heart sank within her. She dare not think what might be the

consequences if John lost his position just at this time. It would

leave him with no responsibility, and with nothing to do but to dance

attendance upon Marie Duncan.

She felt it would mean utter ruin for their domestic happiness. He

might not mend his ways even if his uncle retained him in his service,

since his infatuation for the actress had become so strong; but it

would at least be something to hold him from spending all his time with

her. To be suddenly cut off like this seemed like the parting asunder

of the cable that held their only anchor of hope, thus leaving them

drifting helplessly upon a treacherous sea.

"Oh, pray do not say that, Mr. Young!" she pleaded, with whitening

lips. "John needs to be encouraged, to be held by some responsibility.

Will you not kindly give him another trial?"

"No, I have borne all I shall from him," gruffly replied Nathan Young,

but shifting uneasily under the look in her imploring eyes. "John has

no sense of responsibility, no idea of duty in connection with himself

or any one else. His only thought is to drift comfortably with the

current; when there is any rowing to be done he thrusts it upon some

one else every time. I've been studying him ever since he came to me,

and I know. He will never be 'held,' as you put it, except by his own

will--at least, until he has had some lesson in life that will make a

stronger impression upon him than any he has had yet. There, I've had

my say! It has taken me longer to make up my mind to this, perhaps,

than you have any idea, for he was my sister's boy, and I owed her

something; but when I finally come to a decision about anything the

matter is settled. I am sorry for you, though, Mrs. Hungerford--upon

my word, I am. I don't believe it has been easy navigating for you, in

spite of the brave front you show to the world," he concluded, with a

touch of honest sympathy, while he wondered if she had any suspicion of

how or where her husband was spending the most of his time.

He had been investigating the movements of his recreant nephew of late,

and he had learned that his companions and pursuits were not at all to

his credit.

Helen stood cold and haughty before him. She was stung to the quick by

the man's harsh arraignment and curt dismissal of her husband; yet she

knew, in her heart, that he was justified in both. At the same time,

John was her husband, and the father of her child, and she was bound to

defend him--to be loyal to him as long as defense and loyalty were

possible.

She saw that it was useless to expect any concession from Mr. Young,

that it would be a waste of time and energy to argue with him. So she

braced herself to meet the inevitable with what composure she could

command, and observed, with an air of quiet dignity:

"I will give Mr. Hungerford your message, Mr. Young. I deeply regret

that you have been so disappointed in your expectations regarding him.

I feel confident, however, that there is good in him," she went on,

with wifely fealty; "that some time it will be developed, and that he

will win for himself a place and a name in the world. I trust Madam

Young and the young ladies are well?" she graciously concluded, as she

saw that her visitor was becoming restive and anxious to terminate the

interview.

"Thank you; they are in their usual health," he replied, eagerly

seizing the opportunity she had so gracefully made for him, and his hat

at the same time.

Helen followed him to the door, where she bade him a courteous "good

afternoon;" then, as he passed from her presence, she sank,

strengthless, upon a chair, looking the picture of despair.

"Truly my burden is becoming heavier than I can bear," she moaned, in

bitterness of spirit.

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