TO R. A. M. STEVENSON

_Honolulu_, _Hawaiian Islands_, _February_ 1889.

MY DEAR BOB,—My extremely foolhardy venture is practically over. How

foolhardy it was I don’t think I realised. We had a very small schooner,

and, like most yachts, over-rigged and over-sparred, and like many

American yachts on a very dangerous sail plan. The waters we sailed in

are, of course, entirely unlighted, and very badly charted; in the

Dangerous Archipelago, through which we were fools enough to go, we were

perfectly in ignorance of where we were for a whole night and half the

next day, and this in the midst of invisible islands and rapid and

variable currents; and we were lucky when we found our whereabouts at

last. We have twice had all we wanted in the way of squalls: once, as I

came on deck, I found the green sea over the cockpit coamings and running

down the companion like a brook to meet me; at that same moment the

foresail sheet jammed and the captain had no knife; this was the only

occasion on the cruise that ever I set a hand to a rope, but I worked

like a Trojan, judging the possibility of hæmorrhage better than the

certainty of drowning. Another time I saw a rather singular thing: our

whole ship’s company as pale as paper from the captain to the cook; we

had a black squall astern on the port side and a white squall ahead to

starboard; the complication passed off innocuous, the black squall only

fetching us with its tail, and the white one slewing off somewhere else.

Twice we were a long while (days) in the close vicinity of hurricane

weather, but again luck prevailed, and we saw none of it. These are

dangers incident to these seas and small craft. What was an amazement,

and at the same time a powerful stroke of luck, both our masts were

rotten, and we found it out—I was going to say in time, but it was

stranger and luckier than that. The head of the mainmast hung over so

that hands were afraid to go to the helm; and less than three weeks

before—I am not sure it was more than a fortnight—we had been nearly

twelve hours beating off the lee shore of Eimeo (or Moorea, next island

to Tahiti) in half a gale of wind with a violent head sea: she would

neither tack nor wear once, and had to be boxed off with the mainsail—you

can imagine what an ungodly show of kites we carried—and yet the mast

stood. The very day after that, in the southern bight of Tahiti, we had

a near squeak, the wind suddenly coming calm; the reefs were close in

with, my eye! what a surf! The pilot thought we were gone, and the

captain had a boat cleared, when a lucky squall came to our rescue. My

wife, hearing the order given about the boats, remarked to my mother,

‘Isn’t that nice? We shall soon be ashore!’ Thus does the female mind

unconsciously skirt along the verge of eternity. Our voyage up here was

most disastrous—calms, squalls, head sea, waterspouts of rain, hurricane

weather all about, and we in the midst of the hurricane season, when even

the hopeful builder and owner of the yacht had pronounced these seas

unfit for her. We ran out of food, and were quite given up for lost in

Honolulu: people had ceased to speak to Belle {137} about the _Casco_, as

a deadly subject.

But the perils of the deep were part of the programme; and though I am

very glad to be done with them for a while and comfortably ashore, where

a squall does not matter a snuff to any one, I feel pretty sure I shall

want to get to sea again ere long. The dreadful risk I took was

financial, and double-headed. First, I had to sink a lot of money in the

cruise, and if I didn’t get health, how was I to get it back? I have got

health to a wonderful extent; and as I have the most interesting matter

for my book, bar accidents, I ought to get all I have laid out and a

profit. But, second (what I own I never considered till too late), there

was the danger of collisions, of damages and heavy repairs, of

disablement, towing, and salvage; indeed, the cruise might have turned

round and cost me double. Nor will this danger be quite over till I hear

the yacht is in San Francisco; for though I have shaken the dust of her

deck from my feet, I fear (as a point of law) she is still mine till she

gets there.

From my point of view, up to now the cruise has been a wonderful success.

I never knew the world was so amusing. On the last voyage we had grown

so used to sea-life that no one wearied, though it lasted a full month,

except Fanny, who is always ill. All the time our visits to the islands

have been more like dreams than realities: the people, the life, the

beachcombers, the old stories and songs I have picked up, so interesting;

the climate, the scenery, and (in some places) the women, so beautiful.

The women are handsomest in Tahiti, the men in the Marquesas; both as

fine types as can be imagined. Lloyd reminds me, I have not told you one

characteristic incident of the cruise from a semi-naval point of view.

One night we were going ashore in Anaho Bay; the most awful noise on

deck; the breakers distinctly audible in the cabin; and there I had to

sit below, entertaining in my best style a negroid native chieftain, much

the worse for rum! You can imagine the evening’s pleasure.

This naval report on cruising in the South Seas would be incomplete

without one other trait. On our voyage up here I came one day into the

dining-room, the hatch in the floor was open, the ship’s boy was below

with a baler, and two of the hands were carrying buckets as for a fire;

this meant that the pumps had ceased working.

One stirring day was that in which we sighted Hawaii. It blew fair, but

very strong; we carried jib, foresail, and mainsail, all single-reefed,

and she carried her lee rail under water and flew. The swell, the

heaviest I have ever been out in—I tried in vain to estimate the height,

_at least_ fifteen feet—came tearing after us about a point and a half

off the wind. We had the best hand—old Louis—at the wheel; and, really,

he did nobly, and had noble luck, for it never caught us once. At times

it seemed we must have it; Louis would look over his shoulder with the

queerest look and dive down his neck into his shoulders; and then it

missed us somehow, and only sprays came over our quarter, turning the

little outside lane of deck into a mill race as deep as to the cockpit

coamings. I never remember anything more delightful and exciting.

Pretty soon after we were lying absolutely becalmed under the lee of

Hawaii, of which we had been warned; and the captain never confessed he

had done it on purpose, but when accused, he smiled. Really, I suppose

he did quite right, for we stood committed to a dangerous race, and to

bring her to the wind would have been rather a heart-sickening manœuvre.

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