TO E. L. BURLINGAME

_Saranac_, _November_ 1887.

DEAR MR. BURLINGAME,—I enclose corrected proof of _Beggars_, which seems

good. I mean to make a second sermon, which, if it is about the same

length as _Pulvis et Umbra_, might go in along with it as two sermons, in

which case I should call the first ‘The Whole Creation,’ and the second

‘Any Good.’ We shall see; but you might say how you like the notion.

One word: if you have heard from Mr. Scribner of my unhappy oversight in

the matter of a story, you will make me ashamed to write to you, and yet

I wish to beg you to help me into quieter waters. The oversight

committed—and I do think it was not so bad as Mr. Scribner seems to think

it-and discovered, I was in a miserable position. I need not tell you

that my first impulse was to offer to share or to surrender the price

agreed upon when it should fall due; and it is almost to my credit that I

arranged to refrain. It is one of these positions from which there is no

escape; I cannot undo what I have done. And I wish to beg you—should Mr.

Scribner speak to you in the matter—to try to get him to see this neglect

of mine for no worse than it is: unpardonable enough, because a breach of

an agreement; but still pardonable, because a piece of sheer carelessness

and want of memory, done, God knows, without design and since most

sincerely regretted. I have no memory. You have seen how I omitted to

reserve the American rights in _Jekyll_: last winter I wrote and

demanded, as an increase, a less sum than had already been agreed upon

for a story that I gave to Cassell’s. For once that my forgetfulness

has, by a cursed fortune, seemed to gain, instead of lose, me money, it

is painful indeed that I should produce so poor an impression on the mind

of Mr. Scribner. But I beg you to believe, and if possible to make him

believe, that I am in no degree or sense a _faiseur_, and that in matters

of business my design, at least, is honest. Nor (bating bad memory and

self-deception) am I untruthful in such affairs.

If Mr. Scribner shall have said nothing to you in the matter, please

regard the above as unwritten, and believe me, yours very truly,

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