TO ALISON CUNNINGHAM

_Skerryvore_, _April_ 16_th_, 1887.

MY DEAREST CUMMY,—As usual, I have been a dreary bad fellow and not

written for ages; but you must just try to forgive me, to believe (what

is the truth) that the number of my letters is no measure of the number

of times I think of you, and to remember how much writing I have to do.

The weather is bright, but still cold; and my father, I’m afraid, feels

it sharply. He has had—still has, rather—a most obstinate jaundice,

which has reduced him cruelly in strength, and really upset him

altogether. I hope, or think, he is perhaps a little better; but he

suffers much, cannot sleep at night, and gives John and my mother a

severe life of it to wait upon him. My wife is, I think, a little

better, but no great shakes. I keep mightily respectable myself.

Coolin’s Tombstone is now built into the front wall of Skerryvore, and

poor Bogie’s (with a Latin inscription also) is set just above it. Poor,

unhappy wee man, he died, as you must have heard, in fight, which was

what he would have chosen; for military glory was more in his line than

the domestic virtues. I believe this is about all my news, except that,

as I write, there is a blackbird singing in our garden trees, as it were

at Swanston. I would like fine to go up the burnside a bit, and sit by

the pool and be young again—or no, be what I am still, only there instead

of here, for just a little. Did you see that I had written about John

Todd? In this month’s _Longman_ it was; if you have not seen it, I will

try and send it you. Some day climb as high as Halkerside for me (I am

never likely to do it for myself), and sprinkle some of the well water on

the turf. I am afraid it is a pagan rite, but quite harmless, and _ye

can sain it wi’ a bit prayer_. Tell the Peewies that I mind their

forbears well. My heart is sometimes heavy, and sometimes glad to mind

it all. But for what we have received, the Lord make us truly thankful.

Don’t forget to sprinkle the water, and do it in my name; I feel a

childish eagerness in this.

Remember me most kindly to James, and with all sorts of love to yourself,

believe me, your laddie,

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