TWO CONFESSIONS.

Hester dragged her startled and rather unwilling companion in through

the front entrance, past some agitated-looking servants who stood about

in the hall, and through the velvet curtains into Mrs Willis's boudoir.

The Misses Bruce were there, and Mrs Willis in her bonnet and cloak was

hastily packing some things into a basket.

"I--I must speak to you," said Hester, going up to her governess.

"Susan and I have got something to say, and we must say it here, now at

once?"

"No, not now, Hester," replied Mrs Willis, looking for a moment into

her pupil's agitated face. "Whatever you and Susan Drummond have to

tell cannot be listened to by me at this moment. I have not an instant

to lose."

"You are going to Annie?" asked Hester.

"Yes; don't keep me. Good-bye, my dears; good-bye."

Mrs Willis moved toward the door. Hester, who felt almost beside

herself, rushed after her, and caught her arm.

"Take us with you, take Susy and me with you--we must we must see Annie

before she dies."

"Hush, my child," said Mrs Willis very quietly; "try to calm yourself.

Whatever you have got to say shall be listened to later on--now moments

are precious, and I cannot attend to you. Calm yourself, Hester, and

thank God for your dear little sister's safety. Prepare yourself to

receive her, for the carriage which takes me to Annie will bring little

Nan home."

Mrs Willis left the room, and Hester threw herself on hen knees and

covered her face with her trembling hands. Presently she was aroused by

a light touch on her arm; it was Susan Drummond.

"I may go now, I suppose, Hester? You are not quite determined to make

a fool of me, are you?"

"I have determined to expose you, you coward, you mean, mean girl!"

answered Hester, springing to her feet. "Come, I have no idea of

letting you go. Mrs Willis won't listen--we will find Mr Everard."

Whether Susan would really have gone with Hester remains to be proved,

but just at that moment all possibility of retreat was cut away from her

by Miss Agnes Bruce, who quietly entered Mrs Willis's private

sitting-room, followed by the very man Hester was about to seek.

"I thought it best, my dear," she said, turning apologetically to

Hester, "to go at once for our good clergyman; you can tell him all that

is in your heart, and I will leave you. Before I go, however. I should

like to tell you how I found Annie and little Nan."

Hester made no answer; just for a brief moment she raised her eyes to

Miss Agnes's kind face, then they sought the floor.

"The story can be told in a few words, dear," said the little lady. "A

work-woman of the name of Williams, whom my sister and I have employed

for years, and who lives near Oakley, called on us this morning to

apologise for not being able to finish some needlework. She told us

that she had a sick child, and also a little girl of three, in her

house. She said she had found the child, in ragged gipsy garments,

fainting in a field. She took her into her house, and, on undressing

her, found that she was no true gipsy, but that her face and hands and

arms had been dyed; she said the little one had been treated in a

similar manner. Jane's suspicions and mine were instantly roused, and

we went back with the woman to Oakley, and round, as we had anticipated,

that the children were little Nan and Annie. The sad thing is that

Annie is in high fever, and knows no one. We waited there until the

doctor arrived, who spoke very, very seriously of her case. Little Nan

is well, and asked for you."

With these last words Miss Agnes Bruce softly left the room, closing the

door after her.

"Now, Susan," said Hester, without an instant's pause; "come, let us

tell Mr Everard of our wickedness. Oh, sir," she added, raising her

eyes to the clergyman's face, "if Annie dies I shall go mad. Oh, I

cannot, cannot bear life if Annie dies!"

"Tell me what is wrong, my poor child," said Mr Everard. He laid his

hand on her shoulder, and gradually and skillfully drew from the

agitated and miserable girl the story of her sin, of her cowardice, and

of her deep, though until now unavailing repentance. How from the first

she had hated and disliked Annie; how unjustly she had felt toward her;

how she had longed and hoped Annie was guilty; and how, when at last the

clew was put into her hands to prove Annie's absolute innocence, she had

determined not to use it.

"From the day Nan was lost," continued Hester, "it has been all agony

and all repentance; but, oh, I was too proud to tell! I was too proud

to humble myself to the very dust!"

"But not now," said the clergyman very gently.

"No, no; not now. I care for nothing now in all the world except that

Annie may live."

"You don't mind the fact that Mrs Willis and all your school-fellows

must know of this, and must--must judge you accordingly?"

"They can't think worse of me than I think of myself. I only want Annie

to live."

"No, Hester," answered Mr Everard, "you want more than that--you want

far more than that. It may be that God will take Annie Forest away. We

cannot tell. With Him alone are the issues of life or death. What you

really want, my child, is the forgiveness of the little girl you have

wronged, and the forgiveness of your Father in heaven." Hester began to

sob wildly.

"If--if she dies--may I see her first?" she gasped.

"Yes; I will try and promise you that. Now, will you go to your room?

I must speak to Miss Drummond alone; she is a far worse culprit than

you."

Mr Everard opened the door for Hester, who went silently out.

"Meet me in the chapel to-night," he whispered low in her car, "I will

talk with you and pray with you there."

He closed the door, and came back to Susan.

All throughout this interview his manner had been very gentle to Hester;

but the clergyman could be stern, and there was a gleam of very

righteous anger in his eyes as he turned to the sullen girl who leaned

heavily against the table.

"This narrative of Hester Thornton's is, of course, quite true, Miss

Drummond?"

"Oh, yes; there seems to be no use in denying that," said Susan.

"I must insist on your telling me the exact story of your sin. There is

no use in your attempting to deny anything; only the utmost candour on

your part can now save you from being publicly expelled."

"I am willing to tell," answered Susan. "I meant no harm; it was done

as a bit of fun. I had a cousin at home who was very clever at drawing

caricatures, and I happened to have nothing to do one day, and I was

alone in Annie's bedroom, and I thought I'd like to see what she kept in

her desk. I always had a fancy for collecting odd keys, and I found one

on my bunch which fitted her desk exactly. I opened it, and I found

such a smart little caricature of Mrs Willis. I sent the caricature to

my cousin, and begged of her to make an exact copy of it. She did so,

and I put Annie's back in her desk, and pasted the other into Cecil's

book. I didn't like Dora Russell, and I wrapped up the sweeties in her

theme; but I did the other for pure fun, for I knew Cecil would be so

shocked; but I never guessed the blame would fall on Annie. When I

found it did, I felt inclined to tell once or twice, but it seemed too

much trouble, and, besides, I knew Mrs Willis would punish me, and, of

course, I didn't wish that.

"Dora Russell was always very nasty to me, and when I found she was

putting on such airs, and pretending she could write such a grand essay

for the prize, I thought I'd take down her pride a bit. I went to her

desk, and I got some of the rough copy of the thing she was calling `The

River,' and I sent it off to my cousin, and my cousin made up such a

ridiculous paper, and she hit off Dora's writing to the life, and, of

course, I had to put it into Dora's desk and tear up her real copy. It

was very unlucky Hester being in the room. Of course I never guessed

that, or I wouldn't have gone. That was the night we all went with

Annie to the fairies' field. I never meant to get Hester into a scrape,

nor Annie either, for that matter; but, of course, I couldn't be

expected to tell on myself."

Susan related her story in her usual monotonous and singsong voice.

There was no trace of apparent emotion on her face, or of regret in her

tones. When she had finished speaking Mr Everard was absolutely

silent.

"I took a great deal of trouble," continued Susan, after a pause, in a

slightly fretful key. "It was really nothing but a joke, and I don't

see why such a fuss should have been made. I know I lost a great deal

of sleep trying to manage that twine business round my foot. I don't

think I shall trouble myself playing any more tricks upon school-girls--

they are not worth it."

"You'll never play any more tricks on these girls," said Mr Everard,

rising to his feet, and suddenly filling the room and reducing Susan to

an abject silence by the ring of his stern, deep voice. "I take it upon

me, in the absence of your mistress, to pronounce your punishment. You

leave Lavender House in disgrace this evening. Miss Good will take you

home, and explain to your parents the cause of your dismissal. You are

not to see _any_ of your school-fellows again. Your meanness, your

cowardice, your sin require no words on my part to deepen their

vileness. Through pure wantonness you have cast a cruel shadow on an

innocent young life. If that girl dies, you indeed are not blameless in

the cause of her early removal, for through you her heart and spirit

were broken. Miss Drummond, I pray God you may at least repent and be

sorry. There are some people mentioned in the Bible who are spoken of

as past feeling. Wretched girl, while there is yet time, pray that you

may not belong to them. Now I must leave you, but I shall lock you in.

Miss Good will come for you in about an hour to take you away."

Susan Drummond sank down on the nearest seat, and began to cry softly;

one or two pin-pricks from Mr Everard's stern words may possibly have

reached her shallow heart--no one can tell. She left Lavender House

that evening, and none of the girls who had lived with her as their

school-mate heard of her again.

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