A Bad Penny

I

With our modern habit of huddling together in cities, fair urban

gardens, together with many other pleasant things of an age which loved

elbow room, are now rare: yet in some of our New England seaboard

towns, which commerce has deserted and the hands of modern improvers

left unmarred, such gardens still exist, to rest the spirits of men,

tired of living at lightning express rate.

In one of these unprosperous Massachusetts towns, Oldbury, on the

broad High Street, there stands a great square brick house, with a

broad comfortable lawn stretching down to a high fence. A pathway

leads from the street, between two rows of giant elm-trees, to the

front door of the house; an entrance dignified by a portico of wooden

Corinthian columns painted white. The house itself is severely simple,

as befits a mansion, built by a Yankee ship-owner, but there is about

it a comfortable air of solidity, which makes it more attractive than

the gimcrack villas, which our successful men build nowadays. It was

evidently built to last, and to be lived in by the builder and the

children who should come after him.

On a day in June, more than eighty years ago, this house was new,

and its owner, Captain John Woodbury, was standing, his hand on the

shoulder of his son, in the garden at the back surveying with pride his

mansion. He was a short, square-built man, his legs were encased in

knee-breeches and stockings, although long trousers had already begun

to shroud the symmetry or cover the defects of most male legs. But the

Captain’s legs were stout and well developed, and were stretched apart,

as their owner stood gazing at his new house, as if he had been used

to standing on the quarter-deck and to giving orders to his crew. His

red, weather-beaten face, with its strong aquiline nose, firm mouth,

and keen black eyes, indicated that he was a seafaring man; though

his service in the land forces of the Provincial Congress in the war

against the British entitled him to the title of Captain, as well as

did his command of a ship.

There was no rollicking air of the sea-dog about the Captain; life had

been a serious business to him, although he had been used to value

it little in times of danger. New England, at the first part of this

century, was a peculiar community; the old Puritan stock, unmixed with

foreign blood, yet strengthened by founding a nation, was beginning to

break through its narrow shell, but the old faith was strong in the

land. The Captain, as he stood on his demesne, believed that he owned

it deep down to an actual Hell where the wicked and unbelieving were in

eternal torture, and that he read his title clear to his estate far up

to Heaven, where a talent for leading hymns could not be hidden during

the eternity of paradise.

A shrewd and skilful trader, as well as a navigator, was the Captain,

and during the great wars with which Napoleon fretted the world, he

had seized the opportunities offered to Americans to make money in the

carrying trade, and the new house, at which he was gazing with pride,

was the monument of his success in life; a success which had come too

late to be shared in by his wife, who had died some dozen years before.

The light-hearted boy standing by his side did not notice the tears

which filled his father’s eyes at the thought of the dear face whose

image time had not dimmed in the sturdy Captain’s remembrance. Indeed,

the boy’s laughing blue eyes, joyful mouth, and fair curly hair

recalled the mother to the old man; and the love which he bore him was

made the deeper and tenderer by the resemblance.

It had been her darling wish that her son should be educated for the

ministry; for her father had been a distinguished divine in the last

century. His name was handed down to posterity in a volume of sermons

wherein unbaptized infants and unpredestined fared but badly. Young

James had been intended from infancy for the church, by his father,

and since his mother’s death the boy had been left by the Captain,

during his voyages, in the charge of his unmarried sister, Elizabeth,

who lived in a small house on a street in Oldbury leading from the

aristocratic High Street.

The life of Aunt Elizabeth had not been made happy by her charge,

nor had he been happy with her. The good lady was an uncompromising

Puritan, rigid in bearing and severe in visage, whose life was spent

in a constant struggle with the powers of dirt and ungodliness. She

was such a noteworthy housewife that it was a saying in Oldbury that

the ministers whom she entertained at tea might have eaten off the

dining-room floor as well as off her polished mahogany. Of course

James’ muddy boots sadly disturbed his aunt’s peace of mind. Indeed,

the boy, after that brief period of infancy when he was declared by

his female relatives to look like an angel from heaven, had little

excepting his good looks to recommend him to his aunt. He did not,

like a good boy, love his books, and he was continually in mischief,

so that he gained with surprising facility the distinction of being

the bad boy of the neighborhood. The ill-natured remarks which reached

Miss Woodbury’s ears as to “old-maid’s children” made the affliction

hard for the old lady to bear. The boy was continually wandering off to

the wharves, where the ships were laying, so that he might chat with

the old salts over the wonders of the world. There he climbed up the

shrouds of the vessels and skylarked over the decks and into the holds,

returning home late to tea, covered with an unpleasant mixture of tar

and molasses, which never could be removed from his clothes, and which

would only wear off from his hands by slow attrition. Or, he would be

missing till late at night, and return declaring that his boat had run

aground on some one of the shifting sandbars of the harbor and that he

had been compelled to wait for the tide to float it off; but I doubt

whether he was really the unskilful navigator that he claimed to be.

The mantle of the Rev. James Cheever did not seem to have fallen upon

his grandson. The world seemed to the boy to be a beautiful place, full

of color and adventure, as indeed it was, at the time when the great

Napoleon was pulling down the old kings and setting up his unroyal

brothers upon ancient pedestals.

At church, the boy used to sit through the long dreary sermons,

wriggling in his seat, greatly to the annoyance of his aunt, and

a quiet smile would play over his mouth as he thought that he was

destined by his family to occupy such a pulpit and to be as dreary and

as long-winded as good old Dr. Canterbury. His mind was always full of

schemes to avoid this painful predestined fate; of plans for stowing

his little body away in the hold of a ship, to appear upon deck in

a few days after the vessel had left port and take up the important

duties of a cabin-boy. In that happy estate of life, there would be

no more Latin lessons for him, and, best of all, no Aunt Elizabeth to

scour his face, and no long sermons on the Sabbath, to say nothing of

the escape from the lesser evils of prayer-meetings and Sabbath-school

catechism.

More than once he had stolen towards the wharves with a bag of biscuits

and a brown jug of water to sustain life while a stowaway, only to go

back home when he remembered what his father’s sorrow would be upon

returning from a long voyage to find his son gone. His father’s short

stays at home in the intervals of his voyages were the pleasantest

days of the boy’s life, for there were friendly though somewhat formal

relations between the two Woodburys; and now the old gentleman had

retired from seafaring and for the last year had been rearing the fine

mansion at which he was gazing with such sorrowful pride. His son had

been growing during this last year almost as rapidly as the new house,

and now at fifteen was as tall and as good-looking a youngster as

Oldbury could boast.

He stood by his father’s side that morning, a little ill at ease. He

was nearly ready for college and would be sent up to Cambridge for

examination in a few weeks, unless he could obtain his father’s consent

that he should go to sea. All day long he had had the words upon his

tongue’s end, which should frame the arguments by which his father

would be persuaded to relieve him from the dreadful life of a scholar

and let him take to his natural element,--the water.

But as he looked at the Captain’s stern face, it became every moment

more difficult to broach the subject, and his arguments became more and

more unconvincing to himself. Finally he mustered up courage to speak:

“Father,” he said in a faltering voice, “I wish to have a talk with

you. You know that I am almost prepared for college?”

“Mr. Dillaway tells me that he _hopes_ you can pass your examinations,

but that you have been very idle. It was not by idleness and skylarking

that your good grandfather became such an ornament to his profession,

James,” said his father, patting the boy’s shoulder as he reproved him,

to show him that the words were meant in kindness.

“I know that, sir,” said James; “I am anything but a good scholar, and

indeed, sir, I do not think that it is worth while for you to waste so

much money upon my education.”

The Captain looked for a moment into his son’s face, and then said with

a gesture of command: “Come into my room, my son, we must talk this

matter over.”

The interior of the house was like that of other good houses of the

period; a long broad hall stretched through it from the front door

to the back; from this hall rose a staircase with carved and twisted

balustrade; on either side of this hall were two large square rooms,

the two sunny back rooms being for a dining-room and living room, while

the two front parlors were kept sacred to dark respectability, samplers

and furniture covered with hair-cloth, and were rarely used except for

weddings, funerals, or other entertainments. They went through the

back door into the sitting-room, in the corner of the house overlooking

the garden. Over the high, white mantelpiece hung the picture of the

Captain’s last ship, the _Arethusa_, a gem of nautical art, depicting

the staunch craft, ploughing her way under full sail, through waves of

gray-green paint as regular as the teeth of a saw. The carved teak-wood

furniture gave the room a romantic charm, and the great lips of two

blue china vases told to the receptive ears of the boy, sweet tales of

the remote earth, just as the large pink shells sang of the Spanish

Main. In a sandal-wood chest in one corner were rich stuffs and laces

which the Captain had brought with him from the voyage to France for

the wife whom he found dead on his return. The boy’s wife should wear

them some day, the good old man thought as he packed them away. They

were too sacred for any one else, though Aunt Elizabeth knew of their

existence and coveted them; for even a Yankee old maid is a daughter of

Eve.

In another corner of the room was a great iron box studded with

heavy nails and fastened by a padlock, in which the Captain kept his

valuables. James always looked at this with awe. He supposed it to be

full of gold and silver and precious stones, and that his father was

rich beyond the dreams of avarice. I could not in many pages describe

all the contents of this wonderful room; it would be as hard as to

enumerate the contents of a boy’s pocket; but I must not pass by the

musket which the Captain carried through the war of the Revolution,

nor the cutlasses which were in a rack in the corner, with the pistols

and a great brass blunderbuss used for repelling pirates from the

_Arethusa_, nor the curious old decanters filled with New England rum

or port wine, which were in a little locker in a corner of the room.

On stormy nights, James, as he sat with his father in this room poring

over his Latin grammar, would fancy that they were sailing through

the Caribbean Sea, and that a pirate would soon heave in sight and a

desperate conflict ensue. Pretty thoughts these, for a budding parson;

and dreadful to relate, the boy quite as often dreamed that they were

pirates under the “Jolly Roger,” and he would look earnestly at his

father’s wrinkled, stern face and close-shut mouth, and wonder how he

had acquired the gold supposed to be in the strong box. It would be but

a passing thought, however, of which he was ashamed the next minute as

he saw his father turning over the leaves of the little Bible which he

knew to have been his mother’s.

“The truth is, father, I do not want to go to college, I want to go to

sea; I am not fit to be a minister, and oh,--I cannot be one,” blurted

out James as soon as they were seated in the Captain’s room.

There was silence for a moment, then the Captain, clearing his

throat and wiping his gold-bowed spectacles with a great red bandana

handkerchief, spoke: “James, you know my wishes and those of your dear

mother, whom you do not remember.”

Here the old man removed his spectacles and rubbed them again quite

violently with the bandana, while James considerately turned his face

away that he might not observe the emotion which he had learned to

expect whenever his father mentioned his mother’s name. “She dedicated

you, James, as an infant to the service of the Lord, and it is with

this end in view that I have had you educated. And now, just as I am on

the point of sending you to the college at Cambridge, you tell me that

you wish to go to sea.”

The boy looked down at the ground under his father’s stern, sad gaze

and tried to speak. “I do not believe that I can ever stand up in a

pulpit and preach long sermons, and I am very sure that I should not

enjoy it,” he finally stammered.

“Enjoy it!” interrupted his father, sternly. “Do you think that you

were put into this world for the purpose of enjoying yourself? To

think of your speaking of a holy calling as if it were a game with the

devil’s books. Why, boy,” he continued, “I have labored all these years

that you might have a higher place in the world than mine has been.

I had no advantages of education, my parents were poor and could not

give them to me, I have led a hard rough life from boyhood up, and have

lived often with wicked men. I might have been wicked myself had it

not been for your mother, who led me to the faith and for her unseen

presence which has blessed me since her death. Through my long voyages

in the solitude in which a master of a vessel lives, I have always

thought that I would save you from the wretchedness of a sailor’s life.

It is a dog’s life, lad.”

“Sailors are not hypocrites,” said the boy, petulantly. “They like

their work better than they would any other, and they do it well

because they like it. If I am made a minister, I shall be a hypocrite.”

“My son,” interrupted the Captain, bringing his hand down sharply upon

the table, “you are talking very foolishly and wrongly. In a few weeks,

your teacher informs me, you will be ready for college, and so far

I may compel you to go in the career I have marked out for you. I do

not choose that you shall go before the mast. Of course, it is in your

power to disregard my opinion and disobey me. I trust, however, that

your love for me and for the memory of your mother will prevent your

taking a wilful course. I wish that I knew enough to help you in your

work, my boy.”

“You don’t know how stupid the Latin grammar is, father. I believe

that I can learn a great deal more by seeing the world than by

committing such stuff as this to memory.” As he spoke, James opened

his dog’s-eared Latin grammar which lay upon the table and showed his

father a formidable table of irregular verbs. The Captain started to

put on his spectacles to look at the book, but stopping as if an idea

occurred to him, he laid them upon the table. He saw that he was being

craftily led from the region of the known to the unknown. As an honest,

truth-telling man, he would have had to confess that the process of

acquiring a knowledge of the Latin tongue did not seem to him an

inspiring pursuit.

“James,” he said, after shutting the Latin grammar, “I shall not

discuss with you about the details of a matter of which I know nothing.

The education which produced your good grandfather, James Cheever,

after whom you were named, is not to be criticised by an ignorant old

sea-captain like me.”

“What is one man’s meat, is another man’s poison, father,” replied the

boy, whose delicate features took something of the old man’s severe

expression, as the two contended in argument. “I’m afraid that I have

only my grandfather’s name, not his disposition. It makes me sick

to stay in doors moping over books: I take no pleasure in them. I do

not think that I could skate very well if every motion I took was

disagreeable to me. Now, Tom Gaston, who went to Cambridge last year,

is a good boy and loves his books, but he always ties granny knots when

he reefs a sail; and his chest is as flat as a flounder’s. He would

make a good parson. Do you wish me to try to be like him?”

“Go to your room, James,” interrupted his father, sternly; for Tom

Gaston was his pet abomination and his parental authority had been too

long questioned. “You have had my decision, and I will have no more

talk about it.”

James bowed respectfully to his father (if he had been born sixty years

later, I fear that he would have slammed the door), and went slowly to

his room.

The June day had lost its beauty for him. What was the loveliness of

nature to a poor chap whose future life must be passed in libraries, at

the odious task of writing sermons in sixteen parts, or, worst of all,

in delivering these sermons after he had written them, to a nodding

congregation twice a Sunday for fifty-two weeks every year, to say

nothing of the Friday prayer-meetings? Could a man, who in spirit was

navigating the Spanish Main, in the body discourse for an hour upon a

Scriptural text? He had gone into the conflict with his father with

little hope and much fear. He had long pondered over what he should

say to him and rehearsed the arguments to be used on that momentous

occasion; but when he came to face the dreaded authority, the arguments

disintegrated, and he felt that his father had got the better of him.

Even the irregular verbs had failed--well, to college he must go--worse

luck!

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