CHAPTER IV—THE CIGAR BAND

Esther and Ferguson walked across the open spaces of lawn and then

entered the woods. Ferguson had set the pace as slow, but he noticed

that she quickened it, faring along beside him with a light, swift step.

He also noticed that she was quiet, as she had been at dinner; as if she

was abstracted, not like herself.

He had seen a good deal of her lately and thought of her a good

deal—thought many things. One was that she was interesting, provocative

in her quiet reserve, not as easy to see through as most women. She was

clever, used her brains; he had formed a habit of talking to her on

matters that he never spoke of with other girls. And he admired her

looks, nothing cheap about them; "thoroughbred" was the word that always

rose to his mind as he greeted her. It seemed to him all wrong that she

should be working for a wage as the Janneys’ hireling, for, though he

was "advanced" in his opinions, when it came to women there was a strain

of sentimentality in his make-up.

On the wood path he let her go ahead, seeing her figure spattered with

white lights that ran across her shoulders and up and down her back.

They had walked in silence for some minutes when he suddenly said:

"What’s amiss?"

She slackened her gait so that he came up beside her.

"Amiss? With what, with whom?"

"You. What’s wrong? What’s on your mind?"

A shaft of moonlight fell through a break in the branches and struck

across her shoulder. It caught the little rosebuds that lay against her

neck and he saw them move as if lifted by a quick breath.

"There’s nothing on my mind. Why do you think there is?"

"Because at dinner you didn’t eat anything and were as quiet as if there

was an embargo on the English language."

"Couldn’t I be just stupid?"

He turned to her, seeing her face a pale oval against the silver-moted

background:

"No. Not if you tried your darndest."

Dick Ferguson’s tongue did not lend itself readily to compliments. He

gave forth this one with a seriousness that was almost solemn.

She laughed, the sound suggesting embarrassment, and looked away from

him her eyes on the ground. Just in front of them the woodland roof

showed a gap, and through it the light fell across the path in a

glittering pool. As they advanced upon it she gave an exclamation,

stayed him with an outflung arm, and bent to the moss at her feet:

"Oh, wait a minute—How exciting! I’ve found something."

She raised herself, illumined by the radiance, a small object that

showed a golden glint in her hand. Then her voice came deprecating,

disappointed:

"Oh, what a fraud! I thought it was a ring."

On her palm lay what looked like a heavy enameled ring. Ferguson took it

up; it was of paper, a cigar band embossed in red and gold.

"Umph," he said, dropping it back, "I don’t wonder you were fooled."

"It was right there on the moss shining in the moonlight. I thought I’d

found something wonderful." She touched it with a careful finger. "It’s

new and perfectly dry. It’s only been here since the storm."

"Some man taking a short cut through the woods. Better not tell Mrs.

Janney, she doesn’t like trespassers."

She held it up, moving it about so that the thick gold tracery shone:

"It’s really very pretty. A ring like that wouldn’t be at all bad.

Look!" she slipped it on her finger and held the hand out studying it

critically. It was a beautiful hand, like marble against the blackness

of the trees, the band encircling the third finger.

Ferguson looked and then said slowly:

"You’ve got it on your engagement finger."

"Oh, so I have." Her laugh came quick as if to cover confusion and she

drew the band off, saying, as she cast it daintily from her finger-tips,

"There—away with it. I hate to be fooled," and started on at a brisk

pace.

Ferguson bent and picked it up, then followed her. He said nothing for

quite suddenly, at the sight of the ring on her finger, he had been

invaded by a curious agitation, a gripping, upsetting, disturbing

agitation. It was so sharp, so unexpected, so compelling in its rapid

attack, that his outside consciousness seemed submerged by it and he

trod the path unaware of his surroundings.

He had never thought of Esther Maitland being engaged, of ever marrying.

He had accepted her as some one who would always be close at hand,

always accessible, always in town or country to be found at the

Janneys’. And the ring had brought to his mind with a startling

clearness that some day she _might_ marry. Some day a man would put a

ring on that finger, put it on with vows and kisses, put it on as a sign

and symbol of his ownership. Ferguson felt as if he had been shaken from

an agreeable lethargy. He was filled with a surge of indignation, at

what he could not exactly tell. He felt so many things that he did not

know which he felt the most acutely, but a sense of grievance was mixed

with jealousy and both were dominated by an angry certainty that any man

who aspired to her would be unworthy.

When they emerged into the open he looked at her with a new

expression—questioning, almost fierce and yet humble. Sauntering at her

side across the lawn he was so obsessed with these conflicting emotions

that he said not a word, and hardly heard hers. The Janneys were

awaiting them on the balcony steps and after an exchange of good-nights

he turned back to the wood trail and went home. In his room he threw

himself on the sofa and lay there, his hands clasped behind his head,

staring at the ceiling. It was long after midnight when he went to bed,

and before he did so he put the cigar band in the jewel box with the

crystal lid that stood on the bureau.

The Janney party trailed into the house, Sam stopping to lock the door

as the ladies moved to the stair foot. Suzanne went up with a curt

"good-night" to her mother, and no word or look for the Secretary.

Esther did not appear to notice it and, pausing with her hand on the

balustrade, proffered a request—could she have to-morrow, Saturday, to

go to town? She was very apologetic; her day off was Thursday and she

had no right to ask for another, but a friend had unexpectedly arrived

in the city, would be there for a very short time and she was extremely

anxious to see her. Mrs. Janney granted the favor with sleepy

good-nature and Miss Maitland, very grateful, passed up the stairs, the

old people dragging slowly in her wake, dropping remarks to one another

between yawns.

A long hall crossed the upper floor, one side of which was given over to

the Price household. Here were Suzanne’s rooms, Chapman’s empty

habitation, and opposite them Bébita’s nurseries. The other side was

occupied on the front by Mrs. Janney and the Secretary with a line of

guest chambers across the passage. In a small room between his wife’s

and his stepdaughter’s Mr. Janney had ensconced himself. He liked the

compact space, also his own little balcony where he had his steamer

chair and could read and sun himself. As the place was much narrower

than the apartments on either side a short branch of hall connected it

with the main corridor. His door, at the end of this hall, commanded the

head of the stairway.

Mr. Janney had a restless night; he knew he would have for he had taken

champagne and coffee and the combination was always disturbing. When he

heard the clocks strike twelve he resigned himself to a _nuit blanche_

and lay wide awake listening to the queer sounds that a house gives out

in the silent hours. They were of all kinds, gurglings and creaks coming

out of the walls, a series of small imperative taps which seemed to

emerge from his chest of drawers, thrummings and thrillings as if winged

things were shut in the closets.

Half-past twelve and one struck and he thought he was going off when he

heard a new sound that made him listen—the creaking of a door. He craned

up his old tousled head and gave ear, his eyes absently fixed on the

strips and spots of moonlight that lay white on the carpet. It was very

still, not a whisper, and then suddenly the dogs began to bark, a trail

of yaps and yelps that advanced across the lawn. Close to the house they

subsided, settling down into growls and conversational snufflings, and

he sank back on his pillow. But he was full of nerves, and the idea

suddenly occurred to him that Bébita might be sick, it might have been

the nursery door that had opened—Annie going to fetch Mrs. Janney. He’d

take a look to be sure—if anything was wrong there would be a light.

He climbed out of bed and stole into the hall. No light but the moon,

throwing silvery slants across the passage and the stair-head, and

relieved, he tiptoed back. It was while he was noiselessly closing his

door that he heard something which made him stop, still as a statue, his

faculties on the qui vive, his eye glued to the crack—a footstep was

ascending the stairs. It was as soft as the fall of snow, so light, so

stealthy that no one, unless attentive as he was, would have caught it.

Yet it was there, now and then a muffled creak of the boards emphasizing

its advance. The corridor at the head of the stairs was as bright as day

and with his eye to the crack he waited, his heart beating high and

hard.

Rising into the white wash of moonlight came Suzanne, moving with

careful softness, her eyes sending piercing glances up and down the

hall. Her expression was singular, slightly smiling, with something sly

in its sharpened cautiousness. As she rose into full view he saw that

she held her wrapper bunched against her waist with one hand and in the

other carried Bébita’s torch. He was so relieved that he made no move or

sound, but, as she disappeared in the direction of her room, softly

closed his door and went back to bed.

She had evidently left something downstairs, a book probably—he could

not see what she had in the folds of the wrapper—and had gone to get it.

If she was wakeful it was a good sign, indicated the condition of

distressful unease her mother had hoped to create. Such alarm might lead

to a salutory reform, a change, if not of heart, of behavior. Comforted

by the thought, he turned on his pillow and at last slept.

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