“And this is Dorsetshire! What a sharp bleak wind!” said Agatha,
shivering.
Her husband, who was driving her in a phaeton which had met them at the
railway station, turned to wrap a cloak round her.
“Except in the height of summer it is always cold across these moors.
But we shall soon be safe at Kingcombe Holm. Are you very tired?”
She answered “No,” which was hardly the truth. Yet her heart was more
weary than her limbs.
During the few days that elapsed between Major Harper's visit and their
quitting London, she had scarcely seen her husband. He had been
out continually, coming home to dinner tired and exhausted, though
afterwards he always tried to talk and be cheerful. To her surprise,
Major Harper never again called, nor, except in the brief answer to
her question, “that Frederick was gone from home,” did Nathanael ever
mention his brother's name.
“This is Kingcombe,” said Mr. Harper, as they drove through a little
town, which Agatha, half blinded by the wind, scarcely opened her eyes
to look at. “My sister, Mrs. Dugdale, lives here. I thought they might
have met us at the station; but the Dugdales are always late. Ah, there
he is!”
“Who?”
“My brother-in-law, Marmaduke Dugdale--or 'Duke Dugdale,' as everybody
about here calls him. Holloa, Duke!”
And Agatha, through her blue veil, “was ware,” as old chronicles say,
of a country-looking gentleman coming down the street in a mild, lazy,
dreamy fashion, his hat pushed up at a considerable elevation from his
forehead, leaving a mass of light hair straggling out at the back, his
eyes bent thoughtfully on the pavement, and his hands crossed behind
him.
“Holloa, Duke!” cried Nathanael, for the second time, before he caught
the attention of this very abstracted personage.
“Eh--is it you? You don't say so! E--h!”
Agatha was amused by the long, sweet-sounding drawl of the last
monosyllable, which seemed formed out of all the five vowels rolled
into one. It was said in such a pleasant voice, with such a simple,
child-like air of delighted astonishment, that Agatha, conquering her
shyness at this first meeting with one of her husband's family, peeped
behind Nathanael's shoulder at Mr. Dugdale.
She saw--what to her keen sense of beauty was a considerable shock--the
very plainest man she thought she had ever beheld!
“Mr. Dugdale--my wife.”
“Indeed! Very glad to see her.” And Agatha who was intending merely to
bow, felt her hand buried in another thrice its size, which gave it a
shy, gentle, but thoroughly cordial shake. “And really, now I think of
it, I was coming to meet you. The Missus told me to do it.”
“How is 'the Missus?'” asked Mr. Harper.
“Quite well--they're all waiting for you. So make haste--the Squire is
very particular as to time, you know!”
Nodding to them both with a smile which diffused such an extraordinary
light over the uncomely face that Agatha was quite startled and began to
reconsider her first impression regarding it,--“Duke” Dugdale turned to
walk on; but just as the horse was starting, came back again.
“Nathanael, you are here just in time--general election coming. You're a
Free-trader of course?”
“Why, I never thought much about the matter.”
“Eh!--What a pity! But we'll convert you, and you shall convert your
father. Ah, yes--I think we'll get the Squire on our side at last
Good-bye.”
“Who is 'the Missus' and who is 'the Squire'” asked Agatha, as they
drove off.
“'The Missus' is his wife--my sister Harriet, and 'the Squire' is my
father,” said Nathanael, smiling. His face had worn a pleasant look ever
since he caught sight of Duke Dugdale's. “When I first came home I was
as much amused as yourself at these queer Dorsetshire phrases, but I
like them now; they are so simple and patriarchal.”
Agatha agreed; yet she could hardly help laughing. But though this
brother-in-law of Mr. Harper's--and she suddenly remembered that he
was her own brother-in-law too--used provincial words, and spoke with a
slight accent, which she concluded was “Dorset,”--though his dress and
appearance had an anti-Stultzified, innocent, country look, still there
was something about Marmaduke Dugdale which bespoke him unmistakably the
gentleman.
“I am glad we met him,” said Mr. Harper, looking back down the street.
“There he is, talking to a knot of people at the market-hall--farmers,
no doubt, whom he will try to make Free-traders of, and who would listen
to him affectionately, even if he tried to make them Mahometans. The
good soul! There isn't a better man in all Dorsetshire.”
It was evident that Nathanael greatly liked “Duke Dugdale.”
Agatha would have asked a score of questions; about his age, which
defied all guessing, and might have been anything from thirty to
fifty-five--also about his “Missus,” for he looked like a man who never
could have made love, or thought of such a thing, in all his life. But
her curiosity was restrained, partly by that of the old servant behind,
who kept up a close though reverential observance of all the sayings
and doings of “Ma-a-ester” Nathanael's wife. She did not like even
accidentally to betray how very little of Kingcombe her reserved husband
had told her, and how she knew scarcely more of his family than their
names.
Having parted from his brother-in-law, and gradually lost the benign
influence which Duke Dugdale seemed to impart, Mr. Harper's face
re-assumed that gravity, almost sadness, which, except when talking with
herself, his wife now continually saw it wear.
They drove on, pushing against a fierce wind, that appeared like an
invisible iron barrier to intercept their way. Every now and then,
Agatha could not help shivering and creeping closer to her husband;
whenever she did so, he always turned round and wrapped her up with most
sedulous care.
“It is a dreary day for you to see our county for the first time,
Agatha. If the sun were shining, these wide bleak sweeps of country
would look all purple with heather, and that dun-coloured, gloomy range
of hills;--we must call them hills out of compliment, though they are so
small--would stand out in a clear line against the sky. Beyond them lies
the British Channel, with its grand sea-coast.”
“The sea--ah! always the sea.”
“Nay, dear, don't be afraid, how don't'ee--as we Dorset people would
say. Kingcombe Holm lies in a valley. You would never know you were so
near the ocean. It is the same at Anne Valery's house.”
“Where is that!” said Agatha, brightening up at the mention of the name.
“Why, this animal seems inclined to show me--even if I did not know
it of long habit,” answered Mr. Harper, bestowing a little less of his
attention on his wife, and more on the obstreporous pony, who, in regard
to a certain turn of the road, had grown peculiarly wrong-headed.
“Don't'ee give in, sir! T'Squire bought he o' Miss Valery, and she do
gi' un their own way, terrible bad,” hinted the groom.
“Unfortunately, his own way happens to be a wrong one,” said Nathannael,
quietly, as he drew the reins tighter, and set himself to do that which
it takes a very firm man to do to conquer an obstinate and unruly horse.
Agatha remembered what she had heard or read somewhere about such a
case being no bad criterion of a man's character, “lose your temper, and
you'll lose your beast,” ay, and perhaps your own life into the bargain.
She was considerably frightened, but she sat quite still, looking from
the struggling animal to her husband, in whose fair face the colour
had risen, while the boyish lips were set together with a will, fierce,
rigid, and man-like. She could hardly take her eyes from him.
“Agatha, are you afraid? Will you descend?” asked he, suddenly.
“No--I will stay with you.”
The struggle between man and brute lasted a minute or two longer, at the
end of which, all danger being over, they were speeding on rapidly to
Kingcombe Holm. Agatha sat very thoughtful.
“I fear,” she said--when he tried to draw her out of her contemplative
mood, showing her the wild furzy slopes and the fir-trees, almost the
only trees that grow in this region--standing in black clumps on the
hill-tops, like sentinel-ghosts of the old Romans, who used to encamp
there--“I fear you have made _me_ as much in awe of you as you have the
pony.”
He smiled, and was quoting something about “love casting out fear,” when
he suddenly corrected himself, and grew silent. In that silence they
swept on to the gates of Kingcombe Holm.
It was a place--more like an ancient manorial farm than a gentleman's
residence--nestled snugly in one of those fairy valleys which are found
here and there among the bleak wastes of Dorsetshire coast scenery--the
richer for the barrenness of all around. Before and behind the house
rose sudden acclivities, thick with autumn-tinted trees. On another side
was a smooth, curving, wavy hill, bare in outline, with white dots of
grazing sheep floating about upon its green. The Holm, with its garden
and park, lay on a narrow plain of verdurous beauty, at the bottom of
the valley. Nothing was visible beyond it, save a long, bare, terraced
range of hill, and the sky above all. There was no other habitation in
sight, except a tiny church, planted on one acclivity, and two or three
labourers' cottages, in the doors of which a few rolypoly, open-eyed
children stood, poking their fingers in their mouths, and staring
intensely at Agatha.
“Oh, what a delicious nest,” she cried--overcome with excitement at her
first view of Kingcombe Holm, where, however, there was not a creature
visible but the great dog, that barked a furious welcome from the
courtyard, and the peacock, that strutted to and fro before the blank
windows, sweeping his draggled tail. “Are they at home, I wonder? Will
they all be waiting for us?”
“In the drawing-room, most likely. It is my father's way. He receives
there all strangers--new-comers, I mean. We shall see nobody till then.”
“Don't be too sure of that, brother Nathanael,” said a quick, lively
voice. “So, ho! Dunce, hold still, do'ee! You used to be as precise as
the Squire himself, bless his heart! Now then, N. L. Jump down!”
The speaker of all this had come flying out of the hall-door--a vision
of flounces, gaiety, and heartiness, had given the pony a few pats, or
rather slaps, _en passant_, and now stood balancing herself on one of
the spokes of the wheel, and leaning over into the carriage.
[Illustration: Arrival at Kingcombe Holm p148]
“Is that you, Harrie? Agatha, this is my sister Mrs. Dugdale.”
And Agatha found herself face to face (literally speaking, too, for
“Harrie” kissed her) with a merry-looking, pretty woman, of a style a
little too _prononcée_ perhaps, for her features were on a similar mould
to Major Harper's. Still, there could be no doubt as to the prettiness,
and the airy, youthful aspect--younger, perhaps, than her years. Agatha
was perfectly astounded to find in this gay “Harrie” the wife of the
grave and middle-aged Duke Dugdale!
“You see, my dear--ahem! what shall I call you?--that I can't be formal
and polite, and it's no use trying. So I just left my father sitting
stately in the drawing-room with Mary on one side, as mistress of the
household; Eulalie on the other, looking as bewitching and effective as
she can, and both dying with curiosity to run out and see you. But I'm
not a Miss Harper now; so, while they longed to do it, I--did it. Here I
am! Welcome home, Mrs. Locke Harper!”
“Thank you,” stammered the young bride, hardly knowing whether to laugh
or to cry. Her husband was scarcely less agitated than herself, but
showed it only in the nervous trembling of his upper lip, and in the
extreme brevity of his words. He lifted his wife down from the carriage,
and Mrs. Dugdale, throwing back the blue veil, peered curiously into the
face of her new sister.
“E--h!” she said, in that long musical ejaculation just like her
husband--the only thing in which she was like him. Never was a pair
who so fully exemplified the theory of matrimonial opposites. “E--h,
Nathanael!” And her quick glance at her brother indicated undisguised
admiration of “the Pawnee-face.”
He himself looked restless, uncomfortable, as if his sister slightly
fidgeted him; she had indeed, with all her heartiness, a certain
quicksilverishness of manner, jumping here, there, and everywhere like
mercury on a plate, in a fashion that was very perplexing at first to
quiet people.
“Come along, my dear,” continued Harrie, tucking the young wife under
her arm--“come and beautify a little--the Squire likes it. And run
away to your father, N. L., my boy!” added she to her younger
brother--younger--as a closer inspection of her fresh country face
showed--possibly by some five or six years.
Mr. Harper assented with as good a grace as he could, and resigned his
wife to his sister.
For the next ten minutes Agatha had a confused notion of being taken
through many rooms and passages, hovered about by Mrs. Dugdale, her
flounces, and her lively talk--of trying to answer a dozen questions per
minute, and being so bewildered, that she succeeded in answering none,
save that she had met Mr. Dugdale--that she did _not_ think him “a
beauty,” and (she hastily and in terror added this fact) that there was
not the least necessity for his being so.
“Not the least, my dear. I always thought the same! You'll love him
heartily in a week--I did! Bless him for a dear, good, ugly, beautiful
old soul!”
Here Agatha, who stood listening, and nervously arranging the long curls
that _would_ fall uncurled and untidy, felt a renewal of her old girlish
enthusiasm for all true things; her eyes brightened, and her heart
warmed towards “Harrie.” She would have liked to stay talking longer,
but for a vision of Mr. Harper waiting uncomfortably down-stairs.
“So you have finished adorning, and want to go! You can't bear to be ten
minutes away from your husband, that's clear! Well, my dear, you'll get
wiser when you have been married as long as I have. But I don't know,”
added Mrs. Dugdale laughing; “I'm always glad enough to get rid of Duke
for an hour or two; yet somehow, when he is away, I'm always wanting
him. By-the-by, did he happen to say what time he was coming over
here--only to see you, you know? He has quite enough of 'the Missus.'”
Agatha laughingly asked how long “the Missus” had borne that title.
“Couldn't possibly count! Look at Gus and Fred in jacket and trousers,
and little Brian learning to ride. Frightful antiquity! And yet when
I married I was a girl like you; only ten times wilder--the greatest
harum-scarum in the county! I often wonder poor Duke was not afraid to
marry me! Heigho! Well, here we are down-stairs, and here--take your
wife, most solemn brother Nathanael! If you were but a little more like
Frederick! By the way, have you seen Fred lately?”
“He has left town,” said Mr. Harper, shortly, as he drew his young
wife's arm through his own, and led her to his father's presence.
Agatha was conscious of a tall, thin, white-haired gentleman--not unlike
Major Harper frozen into stately age--who rose and came to meet her.
“I am most happy to welcome my son's wife to Kingcombe Holm.”
Agatha felt the withered fingers touching her own--the kiss of welcome
formally sealed on her forehead. She trembled exceedingly for a moment,
but recovered herself, and met old Mr. Harper's keen observant gaze with
one as clear and as composed as his own. One glance told her that he was
not the sort of man into whose fatherly arms she could throw herself,
and indulge the emotion brimming over in her heart. But his examination
of her was evidently favourable.
“You are most welcome, believe me. And my daughters”--here he turned to
two ladies, of whom Agatha at first distinguished nothing, save that
one was very pretty, the other much older, and plain--“my daughters,
receive your new sister.” Here the ladies aforesaid approached and shook
hands, the plain one very warmly.--“You also can tell her how truly glad
we are to receive--Mrs. Harper.”
He hesitated a little before the latter word, and pronounced it with
some tremulousness, as though the old man were thinking how many years
had passed since the name “Mrs. Harper” had been unspoken at Kingcombe
Holm.
His daughters looked at one another--even Harriet observing a grave
respect No one spoke, or took outward notice of the circumstance; but
from that time the subject of much secret conjecture was set at rest,
and Agatha was called by every one “Mrs. Harper.”
During the somewhat awkward quarter of an hour that followed, in which
the chief conversation was sustained by “the Squire,” and occasionally
by Nathanael--Mrs. Dugdale having vanished--the young girl observed
her two sisters-in-law. Neither struck her fancy particularly, perhaps
because there was nothing particular to strike it. The Misses Harper
were, like most female branches of “county families,” vegetating on
their estates from generation to generation in uninterrupted gentility
and uniformity. Of the two, Agatha liked Mary best; for there was great
goodnature shining through her fearless plainness--a sort of placid
acknowledgment of the fact that she was born for usefulness, not
ornament. Eulalie, on the contrary, carried in her every gesture a
disagreeable self-consciousness, which testified to her long assumption
of one character--the beauty of the family. Despite Agatha's admiration
of handsome women in general, she and the youngest Miss Harper eyed one
another uncomfortably, as if sure from the first that they shall never
like one another.
All this while Nathanael spoke but little to his wife, apparently
leaving her to nestle down at her own will among his family. But he kept
continually near her, within reach of a word or glance, had she given
him either; and she more than once felt his look of grave tenderness
reading her very soul. She could not think why, in spite of all his
efforts to the contrary, he should be continually so serious, while she
was quite ready to be happy and at ease.
There was one thing, however, which gave her keen satisfaction--the
great honour in which her husband was evidently held by his family.
Very soon a heterogeneous post-prandial repast was announced for the
benefit of the travellers; to which Mr. Harper graciously bade them
retire--even leading his daughter-in-law to the dining-room door.
“He'll not come further in,” whispered Mrs. Dugdale, who made herself
most active about Agatha. “You arrived at seven, and my father would
as soon think of changing his six o'clock dinner hour as he would of
changing his politics; for all Duke says to the contrary.”
Agatha was not sorry, since the idea of dining under the elaborate
kindness and dignified courtliness of old Mr. Harper was rather
alarming. Besides, she was so hungry!
The moment her father-in-law had closed the door, the sisters came
gathering like bees round herself and her husband, Mary busy over every
possible physical want, Harrie, sitting at, or rather, on the table. She
had a wild and not ungraceful way of throwing herself about--rattling on
like a very Major Harper in petticoats, and flinging away _bon mots_ and
witty sayings enough to make the fortune of many a “wonderfully clever
woman,”--the very last character which this light-spirited country-lady
would probably have imagined her own. For Eulalie, she had relaxed
into a few words, and fewer smiles, the quality of neither being of
sufficient value to make one regret the quantity. Nobody minded her much
but Mary, who was motherly, kind, and reverential always to the inane
beauty.
Such were Agatha's first impressions of her new sisters. With a shyness
not unnatural she had taken little notice of her husband. He had chatted
among his sisters, with whom he seemed very popular: but always in the
intervals of talk the pale, grave, tired look came over him.
In quitting the dining-room--where Agatha, irresistibly led on by Mrs.
Dugdale's pleasantness, had begun to feel quite at home, and had laughed
till she was fairly tired out--he said, in a half whisper:
“Now, dear, I think we ought to go and see Elizabeth.”
In the confusion of her arrival, Agatha had forgotten that there was
another sister--in truth, the Miss Harper of the family--Mary, its head
and housekeeper, being properly only “Miss Mary.” She noticed that as
Nathanael spoke, the other three looked at him and herself doubtfully,
as if to inquire how much she knew--and anxiously, as though there
were something painful and uncomfortable in a stranger's first seeing
Elizabeth.
Mrs. Harper felt her cheeks tingle nervously, but still she put her arm
in her husband's, and said, “I should much like to go.”
Mary sent for lights, and prepared to accompany them herself, the other
two moving away into the drawing-room.
Through the same sort of old-fashioned passages, but, as it seemed, to
quite a different part of the house, Agatha went with her husband and
his sister. The strangeness and gloom of the place, the doubt as to what
sort of person she was going to see--for all she had heard was that from
some great physical suffering Elizabeth never quitted her room--made
the young girl feel timid, even afraid. Her hand trembled so that her
husband perceived it.
“Nay, you need not mind,” he whispered. “You will see nothing to pain
you. We all dearly love her, and I do believe she is very happy--poor
Elizabeth!”
As he spoke Mary opened a door, and they passed from the dark staircase
into a large, well-lighted, pleasant room--made scrupulously pleasant,
Agatha thought. It was filled with all sorts of pretty things,
engravings, statuettes, vases, flowers, books, a piano; even the paper
on the walls and the hangings at the window were of most delicate
and careful choice. No rich drawing-room could show more taste in its
arrangements, or have a more soothing effect on a mind to which the
sense of æsthetic fitness is its native element.
At first, Agatha thought the room was empty, until, lying on a
sofa--though so muffled in draperies as nearly to disguise all form--she
saw what seemed at first the figure of a child. But coming nearer, the
face was no child's face. It was that of a woman, already arrived at
middle age. Many wrinkles seamed it; and the hair surrounding it in
soft, close bands, was quite grey. The only thing notable about the
countenance was a remarkable serenity, which in youth might have
conveyed that painful impression of premature age often seen in similar
cases, but which now in age made it look young. It was as if time
and worldly sorrow had alike forgotten this sad victim of Nature's
unkindness--had passed by and left her to keep something of the child's
paradise about her still.
This face, and the small, thin, infantile-looking hands, crossed on the
silk coverlet, were all that was visible. Agatha wondered she had so
shrunk from the simple mystery now revealed.
Nathanael led her to the sofa, and placed her where Elizabeth could see
her easily without turning round.
“Here is my wife! Is she like what you expected, sister?”
The head was raised, but with difficulty; and Agatha met the cheerful,
smiling, loving eyes of her whom people called “poor Elizabeth.” Such
thorough content, such admiring pleasure, as that look testified! It
took away all the painful constraint which most people experience on
first coming into the presence of those whom Heaven has afflicted thus;
and made Agatha feel that in putting such an angelic spirit into that
poor distorted body, Heaven had not dealt hardly even with Elizabeth
Harper.
“She is just what I thought,” said a voice, thin, but not unmusical.
“You described her well. Come here and kiss me, my dear new sister.”
Agatha knelt down and obeyed, with her whole heart in the embrace. Of
all greetings in the family, none had been like this. And not the least
of its sweetness was that her husband seemed so pleased therewith,
looking more like himself than he had done since they entered his
father's doors.
They all sat down and talked for a long time, Elizabeth more cheerfully
than any. She appeared completely versed in the affairs of the whole
family, as though her mind were a hidden gallery in which were clearly
daguerreotyped, and faithfully retained, all impressions of the external
world. She seemed to know everybody and everybody's circumstances--to
have ranged them and theirs distinctly and in order, in the wide, empty
halls of her memory, which could be filled in no other way. For, as
Agatha gradually learned, this spinal disease, withering up the form
from infancy, had been accompanied with such long intervals of acute
physical pain as to prevent all study beyond the commonest acquirements
of her sex. It was not with her, as with some, that the intellect
alone had proved sufficient to make out of a helpless body a noble
and complete human existence; Elizabeth's mind was scarcely above the
average order, or if it had been, suffering had stifled its powers. Her
only possession was the loving heart.
She asked an infinitude of questions, her bright quick eyes seeming to
extort and gain more than the mere verbal answers. She talked a good
deal, throwing more light than Agatha had ever before received on the
manners, characters, and history of the Harper family, the Dugdales, and
Anne Valery. But there was in her speech a certain reticence, as though
all the common gossip of life was in her clear spirit received, sifted,
purified, and then distributed abroad in chosen portions as goodly and
pleasant food. She seemed to receive the secrets of every one's life and
to betray none.
Agatha now learnt why there had been such a mystery of regret,
reverence, and love hanging over the very mention of the eldest Miss
Harper.
When the tumult of this strange day had resolved itself into silence,
Agatha, believing her husband fast asleep, lay pondering over
it, wondering why he had not asked her what she thought of his
family--wondering, above all, what was the strange weight upon him which
he tried so hard to conceal, and to appear just the same to every one,
especially to her. Her coming life rose up like a great maze, about
which all the characters now apparently mingled therein wandered mistily
in and out. Among them, those which had gained most vivid individuality
in a fancy not prone to catch quick interests, affecting her alternately
with a sense of pensive ideal calm, and cheerful healthy human liking,
were Elizabeth Harper, the “Missus,” and Duke Dugdale.
Likewise, as an especial pleasure, she had discovered the one to whom
she clung as to a well-known friend among all these strangers, lived
within eight miles of Kingcombe Holm.
“And”--she kept recurring to a fact spread abroad in the house just
before bed-time, and apparently diffusing universal satisfaction--“and
Anne Valery is sure to be here to-morrow.”