CHAPTER LI

DR. NOTT’S SERMON

It was a thirsty afternoon. Teresa and Mary Shelley--the latter,

bonneted and gloved--sat at an upper window of the palace, watching

through the Venetian blinds the English residents of Pisa approaching

by twos and threes the entrance below them.

Dr. Nott’s service had been well advertised, and a pardonable curiosity

to gain a view, however limited, of the palace’s interior, swelled

the numbers. Besides this, one of the Lanfranchi servants had had an

unlucky _fracas_ with a police sergeant which, within a few hours of

its occurrence, rumor had swollen to a formidable and bloody affray:

Gordon had mortally wounded two police dragoons and taken refuge in

his house, guarded by bulldogs; he had been captured after a desperate

resistance; forty brace of pistols had been found in the palace. These

tales had been soon exploded, but the affair nevertheless possessed an

interest on this Sunday afternoon.

The pair at the window conversed on various topics: Pietro, the new

member of the household, and his rescue in Lake Geneva, of which

Mary had told Teresa; Prince Mavrocordato, his patron, exiled from

Wallachia, and watching eagerly the plans of the primates, now shaping

to revolution, in Greece, his native country; Shelley’s new sail-boat,

the _Ariel_, anchored at the river-bank, a stone’s throw from where

they sat. As they talked they could hear from the adjoining study

Gordon’s voice reading aloud and the sharp, eager, explosive tones of

Shelley as he commented or admired.

Both watchers at length fell silent. The sight of the people below,

soberly frocked and coated, so unmistakably British in habiliment and

demeanor, had brought pensive thoughts to Mary Shelley of the England

and Sabbaths of her girlhood. Teresa was thinking of Gordon.

Since the hour he had learned that melancholy news from Bagnacavallo he

had not spoken of Allegra, but there had been a look in his face that

told how sharply the blow had pierced.

If there had been a lurking jealousy of his past in which she had no

part, it had vanished forever when he had said, with that patient

pathos that wrung her heart: “I understand.” The words then had roused

in her something even deeper than the maternal instinct that had budded

when she took him wounded to Casa Guiccioli, deeper than the utter joy

with which she had felt his arms as they rode through the night from

the villa where he had waked her from that death-like coma. It was

a sense of more intimate comprehension to which her whole being had

vibrated ever since.

Not but that she was conscious of straggles in him that she did not

fully grasp. But to-day, as she sat silent by the window, her heart

was saying: “His old life is gone--gone! I belong to his new life. I

will love him so that he will forget! We shall live always in Italy

together, and he will write poems that the whole world will read. And

some day it will know him as I do!”

The sound of a slow hymn rose from the floor below, and Teresa’s

companion stole to the hall where the words came clearly up the marble

staircase:

“O spirit of the living God,

In all Thy plenitude of grace,

Where’er the foot of man hath trod.

Descend on our apostate race.”

As Mary listened, Teresa came and stood beside her. Convent bred,

religion to her had meant churchings, candled processionals and

adorations before the crucifix which hung always above her bed. Her

mind direct, imaginative, yet with a natural freedom from traditional

constraint, suffered for the home-nurtured ceremony left behind in

her flight with Gordon. But her new experience retained a sense of

devotion deeper because more primitive and instinctive than these: a

mystic leaning out toward good intelligences all about her--the pure

longing with which she had framed the prayer for Gordon so long ago.

She listened eagerly now, not only because of the priestly suggestion

in the sound, but also from a thought that the ceremony below had been

a part of his England.

This was in her mind as a weighty voice intoned the opening sentences,

to drop presently to the recitation of the collect for the day.

While thus absorbed, Gordon and Shelley came and leaned with them at

the top of the stair. The congregation was responding now to the Litany:

“From all blindness of heart; from pride, vainglory and hypocrisy;

from envy, hatred and malice, and all uncharitableness,

“_Good Lord, deliver us._”

It was not alone Mary Shelley to whom memories were hastening. The

chant recalled to Gordon, with a singular, minute distinctness, the

dreary hours in the Milbanke pew in the old church at Seaham, where

he had passed that “treacle-moon” with Annabel. Blindness of heart,

hatred, uncharitableness: he had known all these.

“From lightning and tempest--”

One phase of his old life was lifting before him startlingly clear:

the phase that confounded the precept with the practice and resented

hypocrisy by a wholesale railing at dogma--the sneer with which

the philosophic Roman shrugged at the Galilean altars. The ancient

speculation had fallen in the wreck at Venice--to rise again one

sodden dawn in the La Mira forest. The discarded images had re-arisen

then, but with new outlines. They still framed skepticism, but it was

desponding, not scoffing--a hopelessness whose climax was reached in

his soul’s bitter cry to Padre Somalian at San Lazzarro: “_If it were

only true!_” Since, he had learned the supreme awakening of love which

had already aroused his conscience, and now in its development, that

love, lighting and warming his whole field of human sympathy, made him

conscious of appetences hitherto unguessed.

“That it may please Thee to forgive our enemies, persecutors, and

slanderers, and turn their hearts;

“_We beseech Thee to hear us, good Lord._”

Gordon neither smiled now nor frowned.

The chant died while the visitors said their adieus. The feeling of

estrangement had been deepening in Shelley’s fair-haired wife. For a

moment she had been back in old St. Giles’-in-the-Fields, whither she

had gone so often of a Sunday from William Godwin’s musty book-shop.

She put her hand on Shelley’s arm.

“Bysshe,” she whispered, “let us stop a while as we go down. It seems

so like old times. We can slip in at the back and leave before the

rest. Will you?”

Shelley looked ruefully at his loose nankeen trousers, his jacket

sleeves worn from handling the tiller, and shook his tangled hair, but

seeing her wistful expression, acquiesced.

“Very well, Mary,” he said; “come along.” He followed her, shrugging

his shoulders.

* * * * *

At the entrance of the impromptu audience-room, Mary drew back

uncertainly. The benches had been so disposed that the late-comers

found themselves fronting the side of the audience and the center of

curious eyes. Shelley colored at the scrutiny, but it was too late to

retire, and they seated themselves in the rear.

At the moment of their entry the Rev. Dr. Nott, in cassock and

surplice, having laid off the priest (he was an exact high-churchman)

was kissing the center of the preacher’s stole. He settled the

garment on his shoulders with satisfaction. He had been annoyed at

the disappearance of Cassidy, on whose aid he had counted for many

preliminary details, but the presence of the author of “Queen Mab” more

than compensated. This would indeed be good seed sown. He proceeded

with zeal to the text of his sermon:

“Ye are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father ye will

do.”

A flutter winged among the benches and the blood flew to Mary’s cheek

as he doled the words a second time.

With his stay in the town, the clergyman’s concern had grown at the

toleration with which it regarded the presence of this reprobated

apostle of hellish unbelief. The thought had been strong in his mind

as he wrote his sermon. This was an opportunity to sound the alarum of

faith. His face shone with ardor.

The doctor possessed a vocabulary. His voice was sonorous, his

vestments above reproach. He was under the very roof of Asteroth, with

the visible presence of anti-Christ before his eyes. The situation

was inspiratory. From a brief judicial arraignment of skepticism, he

launched into allusions unmistakably personal, beneath which Mary

Shelley sat quivering with resentment, her softer sentiment of _lang

syne_ turned to bitter regret. Furtive glances were upon the pair;

Pisa--the English part of it--was enjoying a new sensation.

A pained, flushing wonder was in Shelley’s diffident, bright eyes as

the clergyman, with outstretched arm, thundered toward them the warning

of Paul:

“Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit,

after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world! Their

throat is an open sepulcher; the poison of asps is under their lips.”

Mary’s hand had found her husband’s. “Let us go,” he said in an

undertone, and drew her to her feet. They passed to the door, the

cynosure of observation, the launched utterance pursuing them:

“Whose mouth is full of cursing and bitterness, and the way of peace

have they not known.”

In the street Mary turned to him. “Don’t mind, Bysshe,” she pleaded.

He half smiled, but his eyes were feverishly bright. He kissed her as

he answered:

“I’m going for a sail. Don’t worry if I’m not back to-night. I’ll run

up to Via Reggia. The wind will do me good.”

He crossed the pavement bareheaded and leaped into his sail-boat. A

moment later, from the bridge, she saw through clouding tears the light

craft careening down the Arno toward the sea.

The agitated ripple of the audience that followed their exit was not

yet stilled when the discourse was strangely interrupted. From the

pavement came the sound of running feet, a hoarse shout and a shot,

ringing out sharply on the Sabbath stillness.

A second later a man dashed panting into the outer hall with a British

marine at his heels.

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