CHAPTER XIX.

THE DAY AFTER.

Oddly enough, the rector’s first thought on rising next morning was of

his curate. He had expected, as we have seen, that Clode would call

before bedtime. Disappointed in this, he still felt so certain that the

curate would hasten as soon as possible to offer his sympathy and

assistance that after breakfast he repaired to his study for the

express purpose of receiving him. To find one friend in need is good,

but to find two is better. The young clergyman felt, as people in

trouble of a certain kind do feel, that though he had told Jack all

about it, it would be a relief to tell Stephen all about it also; the

more as Jack, whom he had told, was his personal friend, while Clode

was identified with the place and his unabated confidence and esteem—of

retaining which the rector made no doubt—would go some way toward

soothing the latter’s wounded pride.

It was well, however, that Lindo, sitting down at his writing-table to

await his visitor, found there some scattered notes upon which he could

employ his thoughts, and which without any great concentration of mind

he could form into a sermon. For otherwise his time would have been

wasted. Ten o’clock came, and eleven, and half-past eleven; but no

curate.

Mr. Clode, in fact, was engaged elsewhere. About half-past ten he

turned briskly into the drive leading to Mrs. Hammond’s house and

walked up it at a good pace, with the step of a man who has news to

tell, and is going to tell it. The morning was bright and sunny, the

air crisp and fresh, yet not too cold. The gravel crunched pleasantly

under his feet, while the hoar-frost melting on the dark green leaves

of the laurels bordered his path with a million gems as brilliant as

evanescent. Possibly the pleasure he took in these things, possibly

some thought of his own, lent animation to the curate’s face and figure

as he strode along. At any rate, Miss Hammond, meeting him suddenly at

a turn in the approach, saw a change in him, and, reading the signs

aright, blushed.

“Well?” she said, smiling a question as she held out her hand. They had

scarcely been alone together since the afternoon when the rector’s

inopportune call had brought about an understanding between them.

“Well?” he answered, retaining her hand. “What is it, Laura?”

“I thought you were going to tell me,” she said, glancing up with shy

assurance. The morning air was not fresher. She was so bright and

piquant in her furs and with her dazzling complexion, that other eyes

than her lover’s might have been pardoned for likening her to the frost

drops on the laurels. At any rate, she sparkled as they did.

He looked down at her, fond admiration in his eyes. Had he not come up

on purpose to see her?

“I think it is all right,” he said, in a slightly lower tone. “I think

I may answer for it, Laura, that we shall not have much longer to

wait.”

She gazed at him, seeming for the moment startled and taken by

surprise. “Have you heard of a living, then?” she murmured, her eyes

wide, her breath coming and going.

He nodded.

“Where?” she asked, in the same low tone. “You do not mean—here!”

He nodded again.

“At Claversham!” she exclaimed. “Then will he have to go, really?”

“I think he will,” Clode replied, a glow of triumph warming his dark

face and kindling his eyes. “When Lord Dynmore left here yesterday he

drove straight to Mr. Bonamy’s. You hardly believe it, do you? Well, it

is true, for I had it from a sure source. And, that being so, I do not

think Lindo will have much chance against such an alliance. It is not

as if he had many friends here, or had got on well with the people.”

“The poor people like him,” she urged.

“Yes,” Clode answered sharply. “He has spent money among them. It was

not his own, you see.”

It was a brutal thing to say, and she cast a glance of gentle reproof

at him. She did not remonstrate, however, but, slightly changing the

subject, asked, “But even if Mr. Lindo goes, are you sure of the

living?”

“I think so,” he answered, smiling confidently down at her.

She looked puzzled. “How do you know?” she asked. “Did Lord Dynmore

promise it to you?”

“No; I wish he had,” he answered. “All the same, I think I am fairly

sure of it without the promise.” And then he related to her what the

archdeacon had told him as to Lord Dynmore’s intention of presenting

the curates in future. “Now do you see, Laura?” he asked.

“Yes, I see,” she answered, looking down and absently poking a hole in

the gravel with the point of her umbrella.

“And you are content?”

“Yes,” she answered, looking up brightly from a little dream of the

rectory as it should be, when feminine taste had transformed it with

the aid of Persian rugs and old china and the hundred knickknacks which

are half a woman’s life—“Yes, I am content, Mr. Clode.”

“Say ‘Stephen.’”

“I am quite content, Stephen,” she answered obediently, a bright blush

for a moment mingling with her smile.

He was about to make some warm rejoinder, when the sound of footsteps

approaching from the house diverted his attention, and he looked up.

The new-comer was Mrs. Hammond, also on her way into the town. She

waved her hand to him. “Good morning,” she cried in her cheery

voice—“you are just the person I wanted to see, Mr. Clode. This is good

luck. Now, how is he?”

“Who? Mrs. Hammond,” said the curate, quite taken by surprise.

“Who?” she replied warmly, reproach in her tone. She was a kind-hearted

woman, and the scene in her drawing-room had really cost her a few

minutes’ sleep. “Why, Mr. Lindo, to be sure. Whom else should I mean? I

suppose you went in last night at once and told him how much we all

sympathized with him? Indeed, I hope you did not leave him until you

saw him well to bed, for I am sure he was hardly fit to be left alone,

poor fellow!”

Mr. Clode stood silent, and looked troubled. Really, if it had occurred

to him, he would have called to see Lindo. But it had not occurred to

him, after what had happened—perhaps because he had been busied about

things which “seemed worth while.” He regretted now, since Mrs. Hammond

seemed to think it so much a matter of course, that he had not done so;

the more as the omission compelled him to choose his side earlier than

he need have done. However, it was too late now. So he shook his head.

“I have not seen him, Mrs. Hammond,” he said gravely. “I have not been

to the rectory.”

“What! you have not seen him?” she cried in amazement.

“No, I have not,” he answered, a slight tinge of hauteur in his manner.

After all, he reflected that he would have found it painful to play

another part before Laura after disclosing so much of his mind to her.

“What is more, Mrs. Hammond,” he continued, “I am not anxious to see

him; for, to tell you the truth, I fear that the meeting could only be

a painful one.”

“Why, you do not mean to say,” the lady answered in a low, awe-stricken

voice, “that you think he knew anything about it, Mr. Clode?”

“At any rate,” the curate replied firmly, “I cannot acquit him.”

“Not acquit him!—Mr. Lindo!” she stammered.

“No, I cannot,” Clode replied, striving to express in his voice and

manner his extreme conscientiousness and the gloomy sense of

responsibility under which he had arrived at his decision. “I cannot

get out of my head,” he continued, “Lord Dynmore’s remark that, if the

circumstances aroused suspicion in my mind, they could scarcely fail to

apprise Mr. Lindo, who was more nearly concerned, of the truth, or

something like the truth. Mind!” the curate added with a great show of

candor, “I do not say, Mrs. Hammond, that Mr. Lindo knew. I only say I

think he suspected.”

“Well, _that_ is very good of you!” Mrs. Hammond exclaimed, displaying

a spirit and a power of sarcasm he had not expected. “I dare say Mr.

Lindo will be much obliged to you for _that!_ But, for my part, I think

it is a distinction without a difference!”

“Oh, no!” the curate protested hastily.

“Well, I think it is, at any rate!” retorted the lady, very red in the

face, and with all the bugles in her bonnet shaking. “However, everyone

to his opinion. But that is not mine, and I am sorry it is yours. Why,

you are his curate!” she added in a tone of indignant wonder, which

brought the blood to Clode’s cheeks, and made him bite his lip in

impotent anger. “You ought to be the last person to doubt him!”

“Can I help it if I do?” he answered sullenly.

“Mother,” said Laura quickly, intercepting the angry reply which was on

Mrs. Hammond’s lips, “if Mr. Clode thinks in that way, can he be blamed

for telling us? We are not the town. What he has told us he has told us

in confidence.”

“A confidence Mrs. Hammond has made me bitterly regret,” he rejoined,

taking skilful advantage of her intervention.

Mrs. Hammond grunted. She was still angry, but she felt herself

baffled. “Well, I do not understand these things, perhaps,” she said.

“But I do not agree with Mr. Clode, and I am not going to pretend to.”

“I am sure he does not wish you to,” said Laura sweetly. “Only you did

not quite understand, I think, that he was only giving us his private

opinion. Of course he would not tell it to the town.”

“Well, that makes a difference, of course,” Mrs. Hammond allowed. “But

now, however, I will say good-morning! I shall go straight to the

rectory now and inquire. Are you coming, Laura?”

Laura thought it better to go and with a bright little nod, tripped off

after her mother. Mr. Clode, thus deserted, walked slowly down the

drive, wondering whether he had been premature in his revolt. He did

not think so; and yet he wished he had not been so hasty—that he had

not shown his hand quite so early. The truth was, he had been a little

carried away by the events of the previous afternoon. But, even now,

the more he thought of it, the more hopeless seemed the rector’s

position. Openly denounced by his patron as an impostor, at war with

his church-warden, disliked by a powerful section of the parish, one

action already commenced against him and another threatened—what else

could he do but resign? “He may say he will not to-day and to-morrow,”

the curate thought, smiling darkly to himself, “but they will be too

much for him the day after.”

And whether Mr. Clode told this opinion of his in the town or not, it

was certainly a very common one. Never had Claversham been treated to

such a dish of gossip as this. On the evening of the bazaar, before the

unsold goods had been cleared from the tables, the wildest rumors were

already afloat in the town. The rector had been arrested; he had

decamped; he was to be tried for fraud; he was not in holy orders at

all; Mrs. Bedford would have to be married over again! With the morning

these reports died away, and something like the truth came to be

known—to the inexpressible satisfaction of Dr. Gregg and his like. The

doctor was in and out of half the houses in the town that day.

“Resign!” he would say with a shriek—“of course he will resign! And

glad to escape so easily!” Dr. Gregg, indeed, was in his glory now. The

parts were reversed. It was for him now to meet the rector with a

patronizing nod; only, for some reason best known to himself, and

perhaps connected with an essential distinction between the two men, he

preferred to celebrate his triumph figuratively, and behind Lindo’s

back.

What was said, and how it was said, can well be imagined. When a man

who for some cause has held his head a little above his neighbors

stumbles and falls, we know what is likely to be said of him. And the

young rector knew, and in his heart and in his study suffered horribly.

All the afternoon of the day after the bazaar he walked the town with a

smile on his face, ostensibly visiting in his district, really

vindicating his pride and courage. He carried his head as high as ever,

and the skirts of his long black coat fluttered as bravely as before.

Dr. Gregg, who saw him from the reading-room window, gave it as his

opinion that he did not know what shame meant. But at heart the young

man was unutterably miserable. He knew that inquisitive eyes were upon

his every gesture; that he was watched, jeered at, worst of all—pitied.

He guessed, as the day wore on, drawing the inference from the curate’s

avoidance of him, that even Clode had deserted him; and this, perhaps,

almost as much as the resentment he harbored against Lord Dynmore,

hardened him in his resolve not to resign or abate one tittle of his

rights.

He fancied he stood alone. But, of course, there were some who

sympathized with him, and some who held their tongues and declined to

commit themselves to any opinion. Among the latter Mr. Bonamy was

conspicuous—to the intense disgust of Dr. Gregg, whose first

expression, indeed, on hearing the news had been, “What nuts for

Bonamy!” As a fact, however, the snappish little doctor had never found

his friend so morose and unpleasant as when he tried to sound him on

this subject. He espied him on the other side of the street, and rushed

across, stuttering almost before he reached him, “Well? He will have to

resign, won’t he?”

“Who?” said Mr. Bonamy, standing still, and fixing his cold gray eyes

on the excited little man. “Who will have to resign?”

“Why, the rector, to be sure!” rejoined Gregg, feeling the check

unpleasantly.

“Will he?”

“Well, I should say so,” urged the doctor, now quite taken aback, and

gazing at the other with eyes of surprise. “But I suppose you know

best, Bonamy.”

“Then I am going to keep my knowledge to myself!” snarled the lawyer;

and, rattling a handful of silver in his pocket, he stalked away, his

hat on the back of his head, and his lank figure more ungainly than

usual. He was in the worst of tempers; angry with Lord Dynmore and

dissatisfied with himself—given to calling himself, half a dozen times

in an hour, a quixotic fool for having thrown away the earl’s business

for the sake of a scruple that was little more than a whim. It is all

very well to have a queer rugged code of honor of one’s own, and to

observe it; but when the observance sends away business—such business

as brings with it the social considerations which men prize most highly

when they most affect to despise it—why then a man is apt to take out

his self-denial in ill-temper. Mr. Bonamy did so.

Dr. Gregg went away calling the lawyer a bear and an ill-bred fellow

who did not know his own friends. Alas! the same thing might have been

said, and with greater justice, of the rector. The archdeacon sat an

hour in his study, waiting patiently for him to return from his

district, and after all got but a sorry reception. The elder man

expressed, and expressed very warmly—he had come to do so—his full

belief in Lindo’s honesty and good faith, and was greatly touched by

the effect his words produced upon the young fellow, who had come into

the room, after learning his visitor’s presence, with set lips and eyes

of challenge, but had by-and-by to turn his back on his friend and look

out of the window, while in a very low tone he murmured his thanks.

But, alas! the archdeacon went farther, and let drop something about

concession, and then the boat was over!

“Concession!” said the young man, turning as on a pivot, with every

hair of his whiskers bristling, and his voice clear enough now. “What

kind of concession do you mean?”

“Well,” said the archdeacon persuasively, “the earl is a choleric man—a

most passionate man, I know; and, when excited, utterly foolish and

wrong-headed. But in his cooler moments I do not know any one more just

or, indeed, more generous. And I feel sure that if you could prevail on

yourself to meet him half-way——”

“By resigning?” snapped the rector, interrupting him point-blank with

the question.

“Oh, no, no,” said the archdeacon, “I do not mean that.”

“Then in what way? How?”

But as the archdeacon really meant by resigning, he could not answer

the question, and the interview ended in Lindo roundly declaring, as he

walked up and down the room, “I will not resign! Understand that,

archdeacon! I will not resign! If Lord Dynmore can put me out, well and

good—let him. If not, I stay. He may be just or generous,” continued

the young man scornfully—“all I know is that he insulted me grossly,

and as no gentleman would have insulted another.”

“He is passionate, and was taken by surprise,” the archdeacon ventured

to say. But Lindo would not listen; and his visitor had presently to

go, fearing that he had done more harm than good by his mediation. As

for the rector, he was severely scolded later in the evening by Jack

Smith for having omitted to lay the letters offering him the living

before the archdeacon, or to explain to him the precise circumstances

under which he had accepted it.

“But he said he did not doubt me,” the rector urged rather fractiously.

“Pooh! that is not the point,” the barrister retorted. “Of course he

does not. He knows you. But I want to put him in possession of such a

case as he may lay before others who do not know you. Look here, you

are acquainted with a man called Felton, are you not?”

“Yes,” Lindo answered, with a slight start.

“Well, perhaps you are not aware that he has been to Lord Dynmore—so

the tale runs in the town, and I know it is true—and stated that you

have been for weeks bribing him to keep the secret.”

The rector sat motionless, staring at his friend. “I did not know it,”

he said at last, quite quietly. He was becoming accustomed to surprises

of this kind. “It is a wicked lie, of course.”

“Of course,” Jack assented tossing one leg easily over the other, and

thrusting his hands deep into his trousers’ pockets. “But what do you

say to it?”

“The man came to me,” Lindo answered steadily, “and told me that he was

Lord Dynmore’s servant, and that, crossing from America, he had

foolishly lost his money at play. He begged me to assist him until Lord

Dynmore’s return, and I did so. Some ten days ago I discovered that he

was leading a disreputable life, and I stopped the allowance.”

“Thanks,” said Jack, nodding his head. “That is precisely what I

thought. But the mischief of it is, you see, that the man’s tale may be

true in his eyes. He may have believed that he was blackmailing you.

And therefore, since we cannot absolutely refute his story, it is the

more important that we should show as good a case as possible

_aliunde_. Nor does it make any difference,” Jack continued drily,

“that the man, after seeing Lord Dynmore last night, has taken himself

quietly off this morning.”

“What! Felton?” the rector exclaimed, coming suddenly upright.

“Yes. There is no doubt he has absconded. Bonamy’s clerk has been after

him all day, and has discovered that he begged half-a-crown from your

curate, to whom he was seen speaking at the Top of the Town about ten

this morning. Since that time he has not been seen.”

“He may turn up yet,” said the rector.

“I do not think he will,” the barrister replied, with a shrewd gleam in

his eyes. “But you must not flatter yourself that his disappearance

will do you any good. Of course some people will say that he was afraid

to remain and support a false statement. But more, I fear, will lean to

the opinion that he was got out of the way by some one—you, for

instance.”

“I see,” said Lindo slowly, after a long pause. “Then it is the more

imperative that I should not dream of resigning.”

“I think so,” said Jack.

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