II. THE GREEN EMOTION

Virtually buried in a raft of ethical tracts of the Middle Kingdom, all

more or less repetitions of Lao-tsze's insistence on heaven's quiet way,

I ignored the sounding of the telephone; but its continuous bur--I had

had the bell removed--triumphed over my absorption, and I answered

curtly. It was McGeorge. His name, in addition to the fact that it

constituted an annoying interruption, recalled principally that, caught

in the stagnant marsh of spiritism, he had related an absurd fabrication

in connection with the Meeker circle and the death of Mrs. August

Kraemer.

Our acquaintance had been long, but slight. He had never attempted to

see me at my rooms, and for this reason only--that his unusual visit

might have a corresponding pressing cause--I directed Miss Maynall, at

the telephone exchange, to send him up. Five minutes later, however, I

regretted that I had not instinctively refused to see him. It was then

evident that there was no special reason for his call. It was

inconceivable that any one with the least knowledge of my prejudices and

opinions would attempt to be merely social, and McGeorge was not

without both the rudiments of breeding and good sense.

At least such had been my impression of him in the past, before he had

come in contact with the Meekers. Gazing at him, I saw that a different

McGeorge was evident, different even from when I had seen him at the

Italian restaurant where he had been so oppressed by the fear not of

death, but of life. In the first place, he was fatter and less nervous,

he was wearing one of those unforgivable soft black ties with flowing

ends, and he had changed from Virginia cigarettes to Turkish.

A silence had lengthened into embarrassment, in which I was combating a

native irritability with the placid philosophical acceptance of the

unstirred Tao, when he asked suddenly:

"Did you know I was married?" I admitted that this information had

eluded me, when he added in the fatuous manner of such victims of a

purely automatic process, "To Miss Ena Meeker that was."

I asked if he had joined the family circle in the special sense, but he

said not yet; he wasn't worthy. Then I realized that there was a valid

reason for his presence, but, unfortunately, it operated slowly with

him; he had to have a satisfactory audience for the astounding good

fortune he had managed. He wanted to talk, and McGeorge, I recalled, had

been a man without intimates or family in the city. Almost uncannily, as

if in answer to my thought, he proceeded:

"I'm here because you have a considerable brain and, to a certain

extent, a courageous attitude. You are all that and yet you won't

recognize the truth about the beyond, the precious world of spirits."

"Material."

However, I indicated in another sense that I wasn't material for any

propaganda of hysterical and subnormal seances. His being grew inflated

with the condescending pity of dogmatic superstition for logic.

"Many professors and men of science are with us, and I am anxious, in

your own interest, for you to see the light. I've already admitted that

you would be valuable. You can't accuse me of being mercenary." I

couldn't. "I must tell you," he actually cried out, in sudden surrender

to the tyrannical necessity of self-revelation. "My marriage to Ena was

marvelous, marvelous, a true wedding of souls. Mr. Meeker," he added in

a different, explanatory manner, "like all careful fathers, is not

unconscious of the need, here on earth, of a portion of worldly goods.

For a while, and quite naturally, he was opposed to our union.

"There was a Wallace Esselmann." A perceptible caution overtook him, but

which, with a gesture, he evidently discarded. "But I ought to explain

how I met the Meekers. I called." I expressed a surprise, which he

solemnly misread. "It became necessary for me to tell them of my

admiration and belief," he proceeded.

"I saw Mrs. Meeker and Ena in the front room where the sittings are

held. Mrs. Meeker sat straight up, with her hands folded; but Ena was

enchanting." He paused, lost in the visualization of the enchantment.

"All sweet curves and round ankles and little feet." Then he

unexpectedly made a very profound remark: "I think pale girls are more

disturbing than red cheeks. They've always been for me, anyway. Ena was

the most disturbing thing in the world."

Here, where I might have been expected to lose my patience disastrously,

a flicker of interest appeared in McGeorge and his connection with the

Meekers. A normal, sentimental recital would, of course, be

insupportable; but McGeorge, I realized, lacked the cooerdination of

instincts and faculties which constitutes the healthy state he had

called, by implication, stupid. The abnormal often permits extraordinary

glimpses of the human machine, ordinarily a sealed and impenetrable

mystery. Hysteria has illuminated many of the deep emotions and

incentives, and McGeorge, sitting lost in a quivering inner delight, had

the significant symptoms of that disturbance.

He may, I thought, exhibit some of the primitive "complex sensitiveness"

of old taboos, and furnish an illustration, for a commentary on the

sacred Kings, of the physical base of religious fervor.

"An ordinary prospective mother-in-law," said McGeorge, "is hard enough,

but Mrs. Meeker----" He made a motion descriptive of his state of mind

in the Decker parlor. "Eyes like ice," he continued; "and I could see

that I hadn't knocked her over with admiration. Ena got mad soon, and

made faces at her mother when she wasn't looking, just as if she were a

common girl. It touched me tremendously. Then--I had looked down at the

carpet for a moment--Mrs. Meeker had gone, without a sound, in a flash.

It was a good eight feet to the door and around a table. Space and time

are nothing to her."

Silence again enveloped him; he might have been thinking of the

spiritistic triumphs of Mrs. Meeker or of Ena with her sweet curves.

Whatever might be said of the latter, it was clear that she was no

prude. McGeorge drew a deep breath; it was the only expression of his

immediate preoccupation.

"It was quite a strain," he admitted presently. "I called as often as

possible and a little oftener. The reception, except for dear Ena, was

not prodigal. Once they were having a sitting, and I went back to the

kitchen. Of course Lizzie Tuoey, their former servant, was no more, and

they had an ashy-black African woman. Some one was sobbing in the front

room--the terrible sobs of a suffocating grief. There was a voice, too,

a man's, but muffled, so that I couldn't make out any words. That died

away, and the thin, bright tones of a child followed; then a storm of

knocking, and blowing on a tin trumpet.

"A very successful sitting. I saw Jannie directly afterward, and the

heroic young medium was positively livid from exhaustion. She had a shot

of Benedictine and then another, and Mr. Meeker half carried her up to

bed. I stayed in the kitchen till the confusion was over, and Albert

came out and was pointedly rude. If you want to know what's thought of

you in a house, watch the young.

"Ena was flighty, too; it irritated her to have me close by--highly

strung. She cried for no reason at all and bit her finger-nails to

shreds. There was a fine platinum chain about her neck, with a diamond

pendant, I had never seen before, and for a long while she wouldn't tell

me where it had come from. The name, Wallace Esselmann, finally emerged

from her hints and evasions. He was young and rich, he had a waxed

mustache, and the favor of the Meekers generally.

"Have you ever been jealous?" McGeorge asked abruptly. Not in the degree

he indicated, I replied; however, I comprehended something of its

possibilities of tyrannical obsession. "It was like a shovelful of

burning coals inside me," he asserted. "I was ready to kill this

Esselmann or Ena and then myself. I raved like a maniac; but it

evidently delighted her, for she took off the chain and relented.

"At first," McGeorge said, "if you remember, I was terrified at the

thought of living forever; but I had got used to that truth, and the

blessings of spiritualism dawned upon me. No one could ever separate Ena

and me. The oldest India religions support that----"

"With the exception," I was obliged to put in, "that all progression is

toward nothingness, suspension, endless calm."

"We have improved on that," he replied. "The joys that await us are

genuine twenty-two carat--the eternal companionship of loving ones, soft

music, summer----"

"Indestructible lips under a perpetual moon."

He solemnly raised a hand.

"They are all about you," he said; "they hear you; take care. What

happened to me will be a warning."

"Materialize the faintest spirit," I told him, "produce the lightest

knock on that Fyfe table, and I'll give you a thousand dollars for the

cause." He expressed a contemptuous superiority to such bribery. "By

your own account," I reminded him, "the Meekers gave this Esselmann

every advantage. Why?"

McGeorge's face grew somber.

"I saw him the next time I called, a fat boy with his spiked mustache on

glazed cheeks, and a pocketful of rattling gold junk, a racing car on

the curb. He had had Ena out for a little spin, and they were discussing

how fast they had gone. Not better than sixty-eight, he protested

modestly.

"Albert hung on his every word; he was as servile to Esselmann as he was

arrogant to me. He said things I had either to overlook completely or

else slay him for. I tried to get his liking." McGeorge confessed to me

that, remembering what the Meekers' old servant had told him about

Albert's peculiar habit, he had even thought of making him a present of

a box of flies, precisely in the manner you would bring candy for a

pretty girl.

"It began to look hopeless," he confessed of his passion. "Ena admitted

that she liked me better than Wallace, but the family wouldn't hear of

it. Once, when Mr. Meeker came to the door, he shut it in my face. The

sittings kept going right along, and the manifestations were wonderful;

the connection between Jannie and Stepan, her spirit control, grew

closer and closer. There was a scientific investigation--some professors

put Jannie on a weighing-machine during a seance and found that, in a

levitation, she had an increase in weight virtually equal to the lifted

table. They got phonograph records of the rapping----"

"Did you hear them?" I interrupted.

"They are still in the laboratory," he asserted defiantly, "But I have a

photograph that was taken of an apparition." He fumbled in an inner

pocket and produced the latter. The print was dark and obscured, but

among the shadows a lighter shape was traceable: it might have been a

woman in loose, white drapery, a curtain, light-struck; anything, in

fact. I returned it to him impatiently.

"That," he informed me, "was a Christian martyr of ancient times."

"Burned to a cinder," I asked, "or dismembered by lions?"

"Can't you even for a minute throw off the illusion of the flesh?"

"Can you?"

He half rose in a flare of anger; for my question, in view of his

admissions, had been sharply pressed.

"All love is a sanctification," McGeorge said, recovering his temper

admirably. "The union of my beloved wife and me is a holy pact of

spirits, transcending corruption."

"You married her against considerable opposition," I reminded him.

"I had the hell of a time," he said in the healthy manner of the former

McGeorge. "Everything imaginable was done to finish me; the powers of

earth and of the spirit world were set against me. For a while my human

frame wasn't worth a lead nickel."

"The beyond, then, isn't entirely the abode of righteousness?"

"There are spirits of hell as well as of heaven."

"The Chinese," I told him, "call them Yin and Yang, spirits of dark and

light. Will you explain--it may be useful, if things are as you say--how

you fought the powers from beyond?"

"Do you remember what Lizzie Tuoey thought about Jannie and Stepan?" he

asked, apparently irrelevantly. "That time Stepan had an engagement with

Isabella of Spain." I didn't. "Well, she said that Jannie was jealous of

the queen."

McGeorge had, by his own account, really a dreadful time with what was

no better than common or, rather, uncommon murder. Two things were

evident on the plane of my own recognition--that he had succeeded in

holding the illusive affections of Ena, no small accomplishment in view

of her neurotic emotional instability, and that the elder Meekers had an

interest in the most worldly of all commodities, not exceeded by their

devotion to the immaculate dream of love beyond death.

The girl met McGeorge outside the house; he called defiantly in the face

of an unrelenting, outspoken opposition. It was in the Meeker front room

that he first realized his mundane existence was in danger. He could

give no description of what happened beyond the fact that suddenly he

was bathed in a cold, revolting air. It hung about him with the

undefinable feel and smell of death. A rotten air, he described it, and

could think of nothing better; remaining, he thought, for half a minute,

filling him with instinctive abject terror, and then lifting.

Ena, too, was affected; she was as rigid as if she were taking part in a

seance; and when she recovered, she hurried from the room. Immediately

after McGeorge heard her above quarrelling with Jannie. She returned in

tears, and said that they would have to give each other up. Here

McGeorge damned the worlds seen and unseen, and declared that he'd never

leave her. This, with his complete credulity, approached a notable

courage or frenzy of desire. He had no doubt but they would kill him.

Their facilities, you see, were unsurpassed.

Worse followed almost immediately. The next morning, to be accurate,

McGeorge was putting an edge on his razor--he had never given up the old

type--when an extraordinary seizure overtook him; the hand that held the

blade stopped being a part of him. It moved entirely outside his will;

indeed, when certain possibilities came into his shocked mind, it moved

in opposition to his most desperate determination.

A struggle began between McGeorge in a sweating effort to open his

fingers and drop the razor to the floor, and the will imposing a deep,

hard gesture across his throat. He was twisted, he said, into the most

grotesque positions; the hand would move up, and he would force it back

perhaps an inch at a time. During this the familiar, mucid feel closed

about him.

I asked how the force was applied to his arm, but he admitted that his

fright was so intense that he had no clear impression of the details.

McGeorge, however, did try to convince me that his wrist was darkly

bruised afterward. He was, he was certain, lost, his resistance

virtually at an end when, as if from a great distance, he heard the

faint ring of the steel on the bath-room linoleum.

That, he told himself, had cured him; the Meekers, and Ena in

particular, could have their precious Wallace Esselmann. This happened

on Friday, and Sunday evening he was back at the Meeker door. The frenzy

of desire! Love is the usual, more exalted term. Perhaps. It depends on

the point of view, the position adopted in the attack on the dark enigma

of existence. Mine is unpresumptuous.

They were obviously surprised to see him,--or, rather, all were but

Ena,--and his reception was less crabbed than usual. McGeorge, with what

almost approached a flash of humor, said that it was evident they had

expected him to come from the realm of spirits. In view of their

professed belief in the endless time for junketing at their command,

they clung with amazing energy to the importance of the present faulty

scheme.

Ena was wonderfully tender, and promised to marry him whenever he had a

corner ready for her. McGeorge, a reporter, lived with the utmost

informality with regard to hours and rooms. He stayed that night almost

as long as he wished, planning, at intervals, the future. Sometime

during the evening it developed that Jannie was in disfavor; the

sittings had suddenly become unsatisfactory. One the night before had

been specially disastrous.

Stepan, in place of satisfying the very private curiosity of a

well-known and munificent politician, had described another party that

had made a wide ripple of comment and envious criticism among the

shades. It had been planned by a swell of old Rome, faithful in every

detail to the best traditions of orgies; and Stepan's companion, a

French girl of the Maison Doree, had opened the eyes of the historic

fancy to the latent possibilities of the dance.

Jannie, at this, had spoiled everything, but mostly the temper of the

munificent politician, by a piercing scream. She had gone on, Ena

admitted, something terrible. When Mr. Meeker had tried to bundle her to

bed, she had kicked and scratched like never before. And since then she

declared that she'd never make another effort to materialize shameless

spirits.

Argument, even the temporary absence of Benedictine, had been

unavailing. Very well, Mrs. Meeker had told her grimly, she would have

to go back to cotton stockings; and no more grilled sweetbreads for

supper, either; she'd be lucky if she got scrapple. She didn't care;

everything was black for her. Black it must have been, I pointed out to

McGeorge; it was bad enough with worry limited to the span of one

existence, but to look forward to a perpetuity of misery--

McGeorge returned the latter part of the week with the plans for their

marriage, an elopement, considerably advanced; but only Jannie was at

home. She saw him listlessly in the usual formal room, where--he almost

never encountered her--he sat in a slight perplexity. Jannie might be

thought prettier than Ena, he acknowledged, or at least in the face. She

had quantities of bright brown hair, which she affected to wear, in the

manner of much younger girls, confined, with a ribbon, and flowing down

her back. Her eyes, too, were brown and remarkable in that the entire

iris was exposed. Her full under lip was vividly rouged, while her chin

was unobtrusive.

That evening she was dressed very elaborately. The pink silk stockings

and preposterous kid slippers were in evidence; her dress was black

velvet, short, and cut like a sheath; and there was a profusion of lacy

ruffles and bangles at her wrists. To save his soul, McGeorge couldn't

think of anything appropriate to talk about. Jannie was a being apart, a

precious object of special reverence. This, together with her very human

pettishness, complicated the social problem. He wanted excessively to

leave,--there was no chance of seeing Ena,--but neither could he think

of any satisfactory avenue of immediate escape.

Jannie's hands, he noticed, were never still; her fingers were always

plaiting the velvet on her knees. She would sigh gustily, bite her lips,

and accomplish what in an ordinary person would be a sniffle. Then

suddenly she drew nearer to McGeorge and talked in a torrent about true

love. She doubted if it existed anywhere. Spirits were no more faithful

than humans.

This, for McGeorge, was more difficult than the silence; all the while,

he told me, his thoughts were going back to the scene in the bath-room.

He had no security that it wouldn't be repeated and with a far different

conclusion. He had a passing impulse to ask Jannie to call off her

subliminal thugs; the phrasing is my own. There was no doubt in his

disordered mind that it was she who, at the instigation of the elder

Meekers, was trying to remove him in the effort to secure Wallace

Esselmann.

She dissolved presently into tears, and cried that she was the most

miserable girl in existence. She dropped an absurd confection of a

handkerchief on the floor, and he leaned over, returning it to her.

Jannie's head drooped against his shoulder, and, to keep her from

sliding to the floor, he was obliged to sit beside her and support her

with an arm. It had been a temporary measure, but Jannie showed no signs

of shifting her weight; and, from wishing every moment for Ena's

appearance, he now prayed desperately for her to stay away.

McGeorge said that he heard the girl murmur something that sounded like,

"Why shouldn't I?" Her face was turned up to him in a way that had but

one significance for maiden or medium. She was, he reminded me, Ena's

sister, about to become his own; there was a clinging, seductive scent

about her, too, and a subtle aroma of Benedictine; and, well, he did

what was expected.

However, no sooner had he kissed her than her manner grew inexplicable.

She freed herself from him, and sat upright in an expectant, listening

attitude. Her manner was so convincing that he straightened up and gazed

about the parlor. There was absolutely no unusual sight or sound; the

plain, heavy table in the center of the room was resting as solidly as

if it had never playfully cavorted at the will of the spirits, the

chairs were back against the walls, the miniature Rock of Ages, on the

mantel, offered its testimony to faith.

One insignificant detail struck his eye--a weighty cane of Mr. Meeker's

stood in an angle of the half-opened door to the hall, across the floor

from where Jannie and he were sitting.

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