From _The Bellman_

When the brakeman swung back the door and with resonant indifference

shouted in Esperanto "Granderantal stashun," Galbraithe felt like

jumping up and shaking the man's hand. It was five years since he had

heard that name pronounced as it should be pronounced because it was

just five years since he had resigned from the staff of a certain New

York daily and left to accept the editorship of a Kansas weekly. These

last years had been big years, full of the joy of hard work, and though

they had left him younger than when he went they had been five years

away from New York. Now he was back again for a brief vacation, eager

for a sight of the old crowd.

When he stepped from the train he was confused for a moment. It took him

a second to get his bearings but as soon as he found himself fighting

for his feet in the dear old stream of commuters he knew he was at home

again. The heady jostle among familiar types made him feel that he had

not been gone five days, although the way the horde swept past him

proved that he had lost some of his old-time skill and cunning in a

crowd. But he did not mind; he was here on a holiday, and they were here

on business and had their rights. He recognized every mother's son of

them. Neither the young ones nor the old ones were a day older. They

wore the same clothes, carried the same bundles and passed the same

remarks. The solid business man weighted with the burden of a Long

Island estate was there; the young man in a broker's office who pushed

his own lawn mower at New Rochelle was there; the man who got aboard at

One Hundred and Twenty-fifth Street was there. There was the man with a

Van Dyke, the man with a mustache and the fat, smooth-shaven man and the

wives, the sisters and the stenographers of all these. They were just as

Galbraithe had left them--God bless 'em.

Swept out upon Forty-second Street, he took a long, full breath. The

same fine New York sky was overhead (the same which roofed Kansas) and

the same New York sun shone down upon him (even as in its gracious

bounty it shone upon Kansas). The thrill of it made him realize as never

before that, though the intervening years had been good to him, New York

was in his blood. His eyes seized upon the raw angular buildings as

eagerly as an exiled hill-man greets friendly mountain peaks. There are

no buildings on earth which look so friendly, once a man gets to know

them, as those about the Grand Central. Galbraithe noticed some new

structures, but even these looked old. The total effect was exactly as

he had left it. That was what he appreciated after his sojourn among the

younger cities of the West. New York was permanent--as fixed as the pole

star. It was unalterable.

Galbraithe scorned to take cab, car or bus this morning. He wanted to

walk--to feel beneath his feet the dear old humpy pavement. It did his

soul good to find men repairing the streets in the same old places--to

find as ever new buildings going up and old buildings coming down, and

the sidewalks blocked in the same old way. He was clumsy at his

hurdling, but he relished the exercise.

He saw again with the eyes of a cub reporter every tingling feature of

the stirring street panorama, from gutter to roof top, and thrilled with

the magic and vibrant bigness of it all. Antlike, men were swarming

everywhere bent upon changing, and yet they changed nothing. That was

what amazed and comforted him. He knew that if he allowed five years to

elapse before returning to his home town in Kansas he wouldn't recognize

the place, but here everything was as he had left it, even to the men on

the corners, even to the passers-by, even to the articles in the store

windows. Flowers at the florist's, clothing at the haberdasher's, jewels

at the jeweler's, were in their proper places, as though during the

interval nothing had been sold. It made him feel as eternal as the

Wandering Jew.

Several familiar landmarks were gone but he wondered if they had ever

been. He did not miss them--hardly noticed any change. New buildings

fitted into the old niches as perfectly as though from the first they

had been ordained for those particular spots. They did not look at all

the upstarts that all new buildings in Kansas did.

He hurried on to Park Row, and found himself surrounded by the very

newsboys he had left. Not one of them had grown a day older. The lanky

one and the lame one and the little one were there. Perhaps it was

because they had always been as old as it is possible for a boy to be,

that they were now no older. They were crying the same news to the same

indifferent horde scurrying past them. Their noisy shouting made

Galbraithe feel more than ever like a cub reporter. It was only

yesterday that his head was swirling with the first mad excitement of

it.

Across the street the door stood open through which he had passed so

many times. Above it he saw the weatherbeaten sign which had always been

weatherbeaten. The little brick building greeted him as hospitably as an

open fire at home. He knew every inch of it, from the outside sill to

the city room, and every inch was associated in his mind with some big

success or failure. If he came back as a vagrant spirit a thousand years

from now he would expect to find it just as it was. A thousand years

back this spot had been foreordained for it. Lord, the rooted stability

of this old city.

He had forgotten that he no longer had quarters in town, and must secure

a room. He was still carrying his dress-suit case, but he couldn't

resist the temptation of first looking in on the old crowd and shaking

hands. He hadn't kept in touch with them except that he still read

religiously every line of the old sheet, but he had recognized the work

of this man and that, and knew from what he had already seen that

nothing inside any more than outside could be changed. It was about nine

o'clock, so he would find Hartson, the city editor, going over the rival

morning papers, his keen eyes alert to discover what the night staff had

missed. As he hurried up the narrow stairs his heart was as much in his

mouth as it had been the first day he was taken on the staff. Several

new office boys eyed him suspiciously, but he walked with such an air of

familiarity that they allowed him to pass unquestioned. At the entrance

to the sacred precinct of the city editor's room he paused with all his

old-time hesitancy. Even after working five years for himself as a

managing editor, he found he had lost nothing of his wholesome respect

for Hartson. The latter's back was turned when Galbraithe entered, and

he waited at the rail until the man looked up. Then with a start

Galbraithe saw that this was not Hartson at all.

"I--I beg pardon," he stammered.

"Well?" demanded the stranger.

"I expected to find Mr. Hartson," explained Galbraithe.

"Hartson?"

"I used to be on the staff and--"

"Guess you're in the wrong office," the stranger shut him off abruptly.

For a moment Galbraithe believed this was possible, but every scarred

bit of furniture was in its place and the dusty clutter of papers in the

corner had not been disturbed. The new city editor glanced suspiciously

toward Galbraithe's dress suit case and reached forward as though to

press a button. With flushed cheeks Galbraithe retreated, and hurried

down the corridor toward the reportorial rooms. He must find Billy

Bertram and get the latter to square him with the new city editor. He

made at once for Billy Bertram's desk, with hand extended. Just beyond

was the desk he himself had occupied for so long. Bertram looked up and

then Galbraithe saw that it was not Bertram at all.

"What can I do for you, old man?" the stranger inquired. He was a fellow

of about Bertram's age, and a good deal of Bertram's stamp.

"I'm looking for Billy Bertram," stammered Galbraithe. "Guess he must

have shifted his desk."

He glanced hopefully at the other desks in the room but he did not

recognize a face.

"Bertram?" inquired the man who occupied Bertram's desk. He turned to

the man next to him.

"Say, Green, any one here by the name of Bertram?"

Green lighted a fresh cigarette, and shook his head.

"Never heard of him," he replied indifferently.

"He used to sit here," explained Galbraithe.

"I've held down this chair fifteen months, and before me a chump by the

name of Weston had that honor. Can't go back any further than that."

Galbraithe lowered his dress suit case, and wiped his forehead. Every

one in the room took a suspicious glance at the bag.

"Ever hear of Sanderson?" Galbraithe inquired of Green.

"Nope."

"Ever hear of Wadlin or Jerry Donahue or Cartwright?"

Green kicked a chair toward him.

"Sit down, old man," he suggested. "You'll feel better in a minute."

"Ever hear of Hartson? Ever hear of old Jim Hartson?"

"That's all right," Green encouraged him. "If you have a line in that

bag you think will interest us, bring it out. It's against office rules,

but--"

Galbraithe tried to recall if, on his way downtown, he had inadvertently

stopped anywhere for a cocktail. He had no recollection of so doing.

Perhaps he was a victim of a mental lapse--one of those freak blank

spaces of which the alienists were talking so much lately. He made one

more attempt to place himself. In his day he had been one of the star

reporters of the staff.

"Ever hear of--of Galbraithe?" he inquired anxiously.

By this time several men had gathered around the two desks as interested

spectators. Galbraithe scanned their faces, but he didn't recognize one

of them.

"Haven't got a card about your person, have you?" inquired Green.

"Why, yes," answered Galbraithe, fumbling for his case. The group

watched him with some curiosity, and Harding, the youngest man, scenting

a story, pushed to the front. With so many eyes upon him Galbraithe grew

so confused that he couldn't find his card case.

"I'm sure I had it with me," he apologized.

"Remember where you were last night?" inquired Green.

"Just got in this morning," answered Galbraithe. "I--here it is."

He drew out a card and handed it to Green. The group gathered closer and

read it.

"Harvey L. Galbraithe, Trego County Courier."

Green solemnly extended his hand.

"Glad to meet you, Mr. Galbraithe. Up here on business, or pleasure?"

"I used to work here," explained Galbraithe. "I came up on a vacation to

see the boys."

"Used to work on this sheet?" exclaimed Green, as though doubting it.

"I left five years ago," answered Galbraithe.

"Holy Smoke!" exclaimed Green, with a low whistle. "You are sure some

old-timer. Let's see--that's over fifteen hundred days ago. When did you

come on?"

"Just before the Spanish War," answered Galbraithe eagerly. "Hartson

sent me to Cuba."

Harding came closer, his eyes burning with new interest.

"Gee," he exclaimed, "those must have been great days. I ran across an

old codger at the Press Club once who was with Dewey at Manila."

He spoke as Galbraithe might speak of the Crimean War. He pressed the

latter for details, and Galbraithe, listening to the sound of his own

voice, allowed himself to be led on. When he was through he felt

toothless, and as though his hair had turned gray.

"Those were the happy days," exclaimed Harding. "The game was worth

playing then--eh, old man?"

"Yes," mumbled Galbraithe. "But don't any of you know what has become of

Hartson?"

"Haydon would probably remember him--"

"Haydon?" broke in Galbraithe. "Is he here?"

He looked wistfully about the room to the corner where the exchange

editor used to sit.

"He died last spring," said Green. "Guess he was the last leaf on the

tree."

"He came on five years ahead of me," said Galbraithe. "He and I did the

barrel murders together."

"What was that story?" inquired Harding.

Galbraithe looked at Harding to make sure this was not some fool joke.

At the time nothing else had been talked of in New York for a month, and

he and Haydon had made something of a name for themselves for the work

they did on it. Harding was both serious and interested--there could be

no doubt about that.

The details were as fresh in Galbraithe's mind as though it were

yesterday. But what he was just beginning to perceive was that this was

so because he had been away from New York. To those living on here and

still playing the old game that story had become buried, even as

tradition, in the multiplicity of subsequent stories. These younger men

who had superseded him and his fellows, already had their own big

stories. They came every day between the dawn and the dark, and then

again between the dark and the dawn. Day after day they came

unceasingly, at the end of a week dozens of them, at the end of a month

hundreds, at the end of a year thousands. It was fifteen hundred days

ago that he had been observing the manifold complications of these

million people, and since that time a thousand volumes had been written

about as many tragedies enacted in the same old setting. Time here was

measured in hours, not years. The stage alone remained unchanged.

Galbraithe made his feet, so dazed that he faltered as with the palsy.

Harding took his arm.

"Steady, old man," he cautioned. "You'd better come out and have a

drink."

Galbraithe shook his head. He felt sudden resentment at the part they

were forcing upon him.

"I'm going back home," he announced.

"Come on," Harding encouraged him. "We'll drink to the old days, eh?"

"Sure," chimed in Green. The others, too, rose and sought their hats.

"I won't," replied Galbraithe, stubbornly, "I'm going back home, I tell

you. And in ten years I'll be twenty-five years younger than any of

you."

He spoke with some heat. Harding laughed but Green grew sober. He placed

his hand on Galbraithe's arm.

"Right," he said. "Get out, and God bless you, old man."

"If only Haydon had been here--" choked Galbraithe.

"I expect he's younger than any of us," replied Green, soberly. "He's

measuring time by eternities."

Galbraithe picked up his bag.

"S'long," he said.

He moved toward the door, and the entire group stood stock still and

without a word watched him go out. He moved along the narrow corridor

and past the city editor's room. He went down the old stairs, his

shoulders bent and his legs weak. Fifteen hundred days were upon his

shoulders. He made his way to the street, and for a moment stood there

with his ears buzzing. About him swarmed the same newsboys he had left

five years before, looking no older by a single day. Squinting his eyes,

he studied them closely. There was Red Mick, but as he looked more

carefully he saw that it was not Red Mick at all. It was probably Red

Mick's younger brother. The tall one, the lanky one and the little lame

one were there, but their names were different. The drama was the same,

the setting was the same, but fifteen hundred days had brought a new set

of actors to the same old parts. It was like seeing Shakespeare with a

new cast, but the play was older by centuries than any of Shakespeare's.

Galbraithe hailed a taxi.

"Granderantal stashun," he ordered.

Peering out of the window, he watched the interminable procession on

street and sidewalks. He gazed at the raw angular buildings--permanent

and unalterable. Overhead a Kansas sun shone down upon him--the same

which in its gracious bounty shone down upon New York.

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