CHAPTER XL.

HOHENFELS.

IT was late on the evening of the ensuing day when Hamilton reached

Hohenfels, a moderate-sized, high-roofed dwelling-house, having two

dark-coloured massive square towers as wings. It was beautifully

situated on the side of a rocky mountain, from which circumstance it

probably derived its name. Avenue there was none; the narrow private

road which conducted to it (though passing through woods with open

glades, which, even without their splendid mountain background, would

have successfully rivalled any avenue Hamilton had ever seen in England)

was evidently intended to serve equally as an approach to several

comfortable peasants’ houses, which, apparently, more than the genius of

an engineer, had originally directed its course.

The buildings, at a little distance from Hohenfels, Hamilton now

instinctively knew to be a brewery and its appendages, and he examined

them with less curiosity, but infinitely more interest, than on a former

occasion. If he did not quite consider beer (as some one has not inaptly

pronounced it) a fifth element in Bavaria, he had at least so frequently

heard its merits, demerits, and price canvassed, that he began to attach

considerable importance to the subject, and rather prided himself on

being able to talk about it.

On driving into the court, he looked up along the range of windows, and

discovered with great pleasure A. Z. standing at one of them. He had not

had time to write, or in anyway to announce his visit, therefore her

first look of surprise rather amused him; when they met, and she

regretted that her husband was on a hunting expedition, and would not be

at home until the next day, he was glad that no letter from him had

interfered with the arrangement. They supped together under a large

chestnut tree, commanding an extensive view of woods, mountains, and a

part of the Chiem Lake, now glittering in all the radiance of a

magnificent sunset.

“I had no idea,” said Hamilton, “that you were so near home when I met

you at Seon last summer. I understand now why you were always on the

move, and we saw so little of you. By the by, I should like to hear

something of the Zedwitzes; they are relations or intimate friends of

yours, I believe?”

“Distant relations, but very near and dear friends,” answered A. Z. “I

am sorry I have nothing satisfactory to tell you; the old Count is

killing himself as fast as he can with perspiration and cold water; his

wife had a fit of apoplexy this summer, from which she is, however,

nearly recovered; and Maximilian has, you know, been constantly from

home since that unpleasant business with the Rosenberg family. He was

with us for a few weeks, and I never in my life saw a man in such a

state of desperation; his only consolation was talking to me about this

‘cunningest pattern of excellent nature,’ this Hildegarde, and as I had

a great deal to do in my house, and could not always find time to listen

to him, he used to wander about, writing sonnets, I should imagine, from

the poetical expression of his dear ugly face.”

“So he told you all about it?” said Hamilton.

“Yes, and about you, too; that is, all he knew about you. He seemed to

have dreaded you excessively as a rival; indeed, he does so still, for

were his father to die, I have not the smallest doubt he would renew his

proposal, and perhaps be accepted.”

“I admire his patience and perseverance,” said Hamilton, ironically;

“one downright refusal such as he received would have satisfied me.”

“Circumstances might materially alter the state of the case,” said A. Z.

“Suppose this flirtation with you quite over—you have left, most

probably, without any sort of serious explanation; now I have no doubt

you are very charming, but, you know, people do get over hopeless

affairs of this kind in the course of time, and in the course of time,

too, Maximilian will be at liberty to marry whoever he pleases. I cannot

imagine his being refused again, he is so exactly the sort of man most

women like.”

“He does not think so himself,” observed Hamilton.

“That is his great charm,” said A. Z. “Diffident enthusiastic men are

almost always popular. I have a decided predilection for them.”

“I think, however, you are singular in your taste,” said Hamilton.

“Not at all,” rejoined A. Z.; “the secret may be that such men think

less of themselves, and more of the person they wish to please; but in

nine cases out of ten, you will find that it is an ugly man who inspires

real affection. It is very creditable to our sex, you must allow; one so

very seldom hears of a man who loves a really ugly woman.”

“Perhaps you are right,” said Hamilton. “My experience has not been

great. I only know that I am now very seriously, and, I fear, hopelessly

in love with a very young and very beautiful woman.”

“You will get over it,” observed A. Z., laughing. “A few months in

London, if it were not so late in the year——”

“You are mistaken,” said Hamilton, gravely; “neither a few months nor a

few years either are likely to change my feelings.”

“I am sorry to hear it,” said A. Z., thoughtfully; “never will I sign a

letter with my initials again.”

“I had quite forgotten that your note was the cause of all this evil,”

said Hamilton, smiling, “but there would be no evil at all if Hildegarde

liked me.”

“So it is all on your side,” observed A. Z., with some surprise.

“I don’t know, but I am afraid so. If it will not bore you, I should

like to explain, and ask your advice——”

“Stay,” cried A. Z., “I don’t at all know this Hildegarde, and I now do

know something of you and your family, and shall therefore certainly

recommend you to break off the affair, if you can do so with honour; and

that you can do so is scarcely to be doubted, if you imagine her

indifferent to you.”

“But suppose she had been indifferent only because I said I could not

marry.”

“It would prove that she is as prudent as she is pretty, and that is

saying a great deal,” answered A. Z., gayly; “and as you can _not_

marry, the least said about the matter the better.”

“You do not quite understand the state of the case,” began Hamilton.

“You see I have a grand uncle——”

“Called Jack,” observed A. Z.

“Exactly,” said Hamilton; “and this Uncle Jack made a fortune in India,

in those times when fortunes were to be made there, and added to this

fortune by speculations in the funds at the end of the last war; we have

consequently a great respect for him.”

“Of course,” said A. Z.; “people always have a respect for rich uncles,

both in books and real life. I never had one, but I can imagine the

thing.”

“As he had no children,” continued Hamilton, “my father prudently chose

him as godfather to his eldest son, who was accordingly afflicted with

the name of John, but even in his earliest youth it was found that the

name would not cover the multitude of his sins, poor fellow, and while I

was still a mere child my uncle declared that John would inherit from

his father more than he would ever deserve, and that I, and I alone,

should be his heir. He defrayed all the expenses of my education, gave

me ponies, and pocket money, and would have paid my debts, I do believe,

without hesitation, if I had had any at Cambridge. Since I have been

here, too, he has sent me large remittances through my father, and

latterly, I suspect, forbidden the words of wisdom which usually

accompanied them. The first letter I ever received from him was the day

before yesterday; he had heard—more than was necessary, more than was

true—of Hildegarde, and you can imagine his proposing to send me money

to buy off—to pay—to satisfy—pshaw! where is the letter? You must read

it, or you will never understand——”

“_He_ does not understand, that is very evident,” observed A. Z. “You

need not show me the letter, but go on.”

“When I told Hildegarde that I must return home, she recommended my

leaving directly; she had, indeed, advised me to do so before the letter

arrived.”

“And did she give you this advice without any apparent effort?”

“Without apparent effort, yes; but she is not to be judged from

appearances. She has been educated by a Mademoiselle Hortense, who has

given her the idea that, besides controlling her temper, which is

naturally hasty, she should endeavour to conceal all her feelings, and,

if possible, stifle them altogether. If Hildegarde had not been

naturally warm-hearted, hot-tempered, and intellectual, such an

education would have completely spoiled her.”

“But,” said A. Z., “after having lived nearly a year in the same house,

if you can have any doubts about her caring for you——”

“Stay,” cried Hamilton, interrupting her, “you are not, perhaps, aware

that I proclaimed myself a younger son, and said I could not marry, even

before I entered the Rosenbergs’ house, and, as, until very lately, I

never seriously thought of sacrificing my really brilliant prospects,

Hildegarde is still unconscious that even, with the best intentions, I

could have acted otherwise than as I have done. I have been more

calculating and worldly-minded than befits such an attachment, but

latterly, as the time drew near when I knew we must part, I was ready to

brave all my family and be disinherited by my uncle if she had only said

one word, given me one look, from which I could have felt certain that

she loved me.”

“I suppose,” said A. Z., rising, and walking towards the house, “I

suppose, from what you have just said, that you have some fortune

independent of your family—enough, at least, to buy bread and butter?”

“I have five thousand pounds. A legacy left me by a distant relation,

but it is not at my disposal for two years. This would not be enough for

England; but I think here, as you say, it would perhaps buy bread and

butter——”

“Oh, yes!” said A. Z., laughing, “and roast veal and pudding into the

bargain, but that is not all that is to be considered. You ought not to

make so great a sacrifice without considering long and carefully both

sides of the question.”

“Oh, I have considered only too long,” answered Hamilton, “but I see you

cannot understand me, or know Hildegarde without reading my journal. I

had some intention of leaving it under your care, at all events, and I

shall only beg of you never to refer to that part of it which relates to

Count Oscar Raimund.”

“I think I already know,” said A. Z., “his father showed me the letter

he had written the day he had shot himself. Does Mademoiselle Rosenberg

know that she was the cause?”

“But too well, as you will perceive from my journal,” answered Hamilton;

“you really seem to know everybody and everything, which, however, no

longer surprises me, as I am myself willing on so short an acquaintance

to confide in you. I suppose other people have done the same.”

“Not exactly,” answered A. Z., “but as I know the Zedwitzes, the

Raimunds, the Bergers, and even Mr. Biedermann, and as you, from the

peculiarity of the commencement of our acquaintance, rather interested

me, I have thought it worth while to listen, and remember all I have

heard about you.”

“How very kind!” said Hamilton.

“You say that thoughtlessly,” observed A. Z., laughing, “but it really

was kind of me, for I greatly prefer talking to listening on most

occasions.”

“Will reading my journal bore you?”

“Not in the least. I shall be curious to know the impression made on you

by all you must have seen of the domestic manners you were so anxious to

become acquainted with last year. Have you given up all idea of writing

a book on the subject?”

“I have been a much too greatly interested actor to have thought of

anything of the kind, as you will see.”

“Before I read your journal,” said A. Z., “that is before I feel any

interest in this Hildegarde, you must allow me to point out to you all

the disadvantages of the step you propose taking, and remind you that

the sacrifice of parents, relations, the friends of your youth, your

country, and your native language, ought not to be lightly made. I speak

from experience.”

“But you told me,” said Hamilton, “that you felt quite naturalised—that

you had become a very Bavarian! I know, too, you are more than

contented; you are happy. The Countess Zedwitz told me so.”

“Very true,” answered A. Z., “but I am a woman, and that alters the case

materially; both our nature and education induce us to conform to the

habits of those about us—we have no profession, no career in life to

give up, we have only to learn to enlarge or contract our sphere of

action, according to the circumstances in which we may be placed. For

instance, Mademoiselle Rosenberg would most probably, without

hesitation, go with you to England were your uncle to consent to your

marriage.”

“I cannot help thinking that—perhaps—she would,” answered Hamilton.

“And if she did, she would never have any cause to regret having done

so, for besides being united to the person she loved, she would only

have to learn to live luxuriously, and habits of that kind are easily

acquired; but after having so lived, frugality is more difficult of

acquirement—and that would be your task.”

“But I have tried it,” cried Hamilton, eagerly; “I have made the trial

this last year. I see that riches are not necessary to my happiness—I am

convinced, that with Hildegarde and a cottage——”

“So you would live in the country?”

“Of course.”

“And in the mountains?”

“Here, in your neighbourhood, if possible.”

“You are bribing me,” cried A. Z., “more than you know. I am in want of

such neighbours, and although it is getting cool,” she added, drawing

her shawl around her, “still, as it is not yet dark, we may as well

return to the chestnut tree, and perhaps walk to the beech-wood, which

you saw from it.”

On ascending a slight acclivity, a more extensive view of the Chiem Lake

became visible, and a peasant’s house, with its over-hanging roof and

long balcony, stood before them—it was built almost in the mountain, at

least it appeared so at a little distance; a noisy stream rushed out of

the rocks beside it, and formed a series of cascades, while endeavouring

to reach the green fields, and dark wood beneath. Under the numerous

fruit trees which surrounded the house, with their overloaded branches

bending to the ground, were several wooden benches; on one of these A.

Z. seated herself, while Hamilton, attracted by the light from some

windows on the ground-floor, seemed disposed to inspect the premises

more closely. A loud chorus of voices made him hesitate.

“They are at their evening prayers,” observed A. Z., “it is better not

to disturb them. Come here, and listen to me. You have not often seen a

house more beautifully situated than this, most probably!”

“Never.”

“The mountain peasants know how to choose a site! You have no idea how

highly they value a view of this kind, or how they feel the beauty of

their scenery; their eyes and minds are from infancy accustomed to grand

and striking forms—the want of them causes the _ennui_ and listlessness

called _Maladie du pays_, _Nostalgie_ or _Heimweh_, from which all

mountaineers suffer, more or less, when in a town or distant from their

mountains. I can understand it, as I have actually felt this _maladie_,

for which, by the by, we have no English name, when I was obliged to

remain in Munich for some time, about two years ago. The peasant to whom

that house and all those fruitful fields below us belong, is about

deliberately to die of this most lingering and melancholy disease; he

intends to emigrate to America!”

“Oh, what a fool!” cried Hamilton.

“I have said as much to him, but in rather more civil terms,” answered

A. Z.; “but all to no purpose; perhaps, when you know his motives, you

may think differently, though I cannot. The extreme cheapness of

education in Bavaria is a great temptation to the peasants, when their

sons distinguish themselves at the German schools, to let them continue

their education, learn Latin, and afterwards study at the University. It

is a common thing for them to rise to eminence in the learned

professions, and the eldest son of my friend Felsenbauer here would most

probably have done so, had it not chanced that when he had nearly

completed his studies, that revolutionary attempt of the students took

place in the year 1830, of which you may, perhaps, have heard. Whether

or not he was implicated, is unknown; but after having concealed himself

for some time, and found that all his most intimate friends had been

imprisoned, he wrote to his father for money, and went off to America.

He has married an American, and is so advantageously placed at

Cincinnati, that he is most desirous to have his family near him, and

his letters are from year to year more pressing. The old man is now only

waiting to find a purchaser for his house and grounds!”

“I understand,” said Hamilton, laughing; “you think that house, with a

few alterations, might be made as comfortable as it is pretty. What

price does he demand?”

“About twelve hundred pounds; but he will not get more than a thousand

for it; and is therefore likely to have to wait for a year or two before

he finds a purchaser; so you have plenty of time either to buy it, or

change your mind, which I suspect you will do after your return home. At

all events I recommend your inspecting it some day with Herrmann, who

understands such things perfectly—it will not be uninteresting to you to

know the financial position of a peasant of this kind, and if he have

the smallest hopes of your ever being a purchaser, he will unreservedly

show you all his accounts.”

While they were speaking, the peasant and his wife, followed by their

second son and daughter, came out of the house, and a long conversation

ensued. It was so dark when A. Z. proposed leaving, that the old man

insisted on accompanying her home with a lantern.

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