JOHN AND JOE
John Bamsey now threatened to run his head into folly. He was an
intelligent man; but out of the ferment that had so long obscured his
vision and upset his judgment, there had been developed a new thing,
and a part of him that chance might have permitted to remain for ever
dormant, inert and harmless, was now thrust uppermost. He developed
a certain ferocity and a sullen and obstinate passion bred from sense
of wrong, not only towards Dinah, but the unknown, who had supplanted
him with her. For that he had been supplanted, despite her assurance
to the contrary, John swore to himself. Thus, indeed, only could
Dinah's defection be explained; and only so could he justify his
purpose and determination to treat this interloper evilly and rob
him, at any cost, of his triumph. He built up justification for
himself, therefore, and assured himself that he was right, as a man
of character, in taking revenge upon his unknown enemy. He convinced
himself easily enough and only hesitated farther because his rival
continued to be a shadow, to whom his sister alone was prepared to
put a name. She resolutely swore that Maynard was the man, and she
declared that her father had mentioned him and Dinah together, more
than once, when rambling in his fever dreams.
This brought John, from a general vague determination to stand
between Dinah and any other man, to the necessity for definite deeds
that should accomplish his purpose; and when he considered how to
turn hate into action, he perceived the difficulty. But the folly
and futility he declined to recognise, though his reason did not omit
to force them upon him and declare that any violence would be vain.
There was still a measure of doubt whether Maynard might be the
culprit, and while now practically convinced, John took occasion,
when next at Falcon Farm, to satisfy himself and learn whether Susan,
or her father, could add certainty to his suspicion. It seemed
impossible that, if such an intrigue were progressing, Joe Stockman
should have failed to observe it.
He inquired, therefore, and learned more than he expected to learn.
John ascended from his work at dusk of a March evening. The sky was
clear and the wind, now sunk, had blown from the north all day. The
weather had turned very cold again after a mild spell, and already,
under the first stars, frost was thrusting its needles out upon the
still woodland pools.
From Hazel Tor arrived young Bamsey, and though tea was done at
Falcon Farm, Susan brewed another pot and Joe listened to Johnny and
spoke very definitely upon the subject of his concern.
"You say there's a murmur come to your ear that Orphan Dinah be
tokened in secret, John; and as for that I know naught. It's a free
country and she's a right to be married if the thought pleasures her;
but when you ax if my cowman be the other party to the contract, then
you ax me what another busy-body here and there have already axed,
and I can say to you what I've said to them. Melindy was also
wondering, and more than her; but I'll tell you most certain sure.
Lawrence Maynard is a very understanding chap and I admire his parts
and consider him, between ourselves, as about the best I've ever had
in my employment. He thinks a lot of me also, as I happen to know,
and he don't keep no secrets from me. 'Tis his fancy, perhaps, that
I've got my share of intellects and know enough to be useful to the
rising generation; but so it is, and he've come to me many a time
with such cares as the young have got to face, being gifted with the
old-fashioned idea that the wisdom of the old may be worth the
trouble of hearing. That's a tip for you, Johnny, I dare say. And I
can tell you that Maynard, though a kindly and reasonable creature,
as would do any man, woman, or child a good turn, have no thought
whatever of marrying. He's not for marriage--that's a cast-iron
certainty; and you might so soon think Thomas Palk would venture--or
even sooner. Tom have a poor pattern of mind that inclines him to
discontent. My reading of him is that he might take the plunge if he
was to find a big enough fool to go in with him."
"I wouldn't say that," argued Susan. "Thomas ain't blind to women,
father. I've heard him say things as showed he marked their ways."
"Mark their ways the male must," replied Joe. "Their ways be
everywhere, and they are half of life, and we admire 'em, according
as they do their appointed duty, or shiver at 'em, when they get off
the rails and make hateful accidents for the men, as often happens.
But that's neither here nor there, and, be it as it will, of one
thing you can clear your mind, Johnny. If there's any man after
Dinah, it ain't my cowman, no more than it's my horseman, or anybody
else I know about."
"He may be throwing dust in your eyes, however," argued John Bamsey.
"My eyes be growing dim, worse luck, along of using 'em to work as I
would year after year--just for love of work; but they ain't so dim
that the rising generation can throw dust in 'em yet. And now, since
you seem so busy about it, let me ax in my turn what it matters to
you anyway? We've all granted you had very hard luck, because Dinah
changed her mind; but she did, as women be built to do, so what's the
matter with you, and why be you making this upstore about her and her
plans?"
"Because no living man shall have her while I'm above ground,"
answered the younger. "She's ruined my life, for nothing but
cold-blooded wickedness and without any decent reason. And there is
a man, and I'll find him. And Jane says it's Maynard."
"Then Jane's a damned little fool," answered Joe; "and you're a
damned big one, if you can talk like that."
"It's wicked, John," declared Soosie-Toosie. "You ought to let the
dead past bury the dead, I'm sure. And Jane is wicked too, and
didn't ought to want for other women to be miserable, now she's going
to be happy herself."
"'Tis a bee in your bonnet, John; and you'd best to get it out afore
it stings you into foolishness," advised Joe. "You're talking evil
nonsense and very well you know it. You mustn't think to spoil a
woman's hopes of a home because she ain't got no use for yours. Be
there only one girl in the world? Don't you properly tumble over the
wenches every time you go into Ashburton? If you want to be married,
set about it, and whatever you do, mind your own business, and don't
talk about marring the business of other people--else you'll end by
getting locked up."
Soosie-Toosie also rated the sufferer.
"And you brought up as you was, John," she said. "And thought to be
the cleverest young man out of Lower Town. There's no rhyme nor
reason in any such bad thoughts; and even if it was Lawrence Maynard,
what quarrel have you got with him? Dinah's free and all the world
to choose from, and if she's found a man she likes better'n she liked
you, 'tis very ill-convenient for you to thrust between 'em. And no
man worth his salt would stand it."
"Don't you talk," he answered roughly. "You don't know nothing about
what it is to love and then be robbed. Love, such as I had for
Dinah, be a thing too big for you neuter women to understand, and
it's no more sense than a bird twittering for you to say anything on
the subject. Dinah was mine, and if she's gone back on that, she's
the wicked one, not me; and I'll do what I will."
"Don't you call Soosie-Toosie names anyhow," warned Joe. "She tells
you the truth, John, and you'm making a very silly show of
yourself--so funny as clown in a circus, my dear. And most men would
laugh at you. But me and Susan are much too kind-hearted to do that.
And as to Soosie being a neuter creature, that's great impertinence
in you and I won't have it. And thank God there are neuter
creatures, to act as a bit of a buffer sometimes between the breeders
and their rash and wilful deeds. A pity there ban't more of 'em, for
they're a darned sight more dignified and self-respecting than most
of the other sort, and they do more good in the world nine times out
of ten. You pull yourself together, John, else no decent girl will
have any use for you. They want balance and common sense in a man,
and something they can look up to and trust. All of which you had;
so you get back to your proper mind and mend your manners and your
way of speech."
"What better than that Dinah should come by a husband and get out of
Green Hayes?" asked Susan. "You know very well it would be a good
thing for all parties, and, I dare say, you'd very soon feel better
yourself if she was out of your sight for good and all. And if
there's a man ready and willing, it would be a most outrageous deed
for you, or anybody, to try and stop it."
"Never heard better sense," declared Joe. "That's turning the other
cheek that is; and if you find a female that's half as fine a
Christian as Soosie--neuter or no neuter--you'll get more luck than
you deserve."
John, however, was not minded to yield. He talked nonsense for half
an hour, explained that he had been wickedly wronged and marvelled
that they were so frosty and narrow as not to see it. He opened a
spectacle of mental weakness, and when he was gone, Joe took somewhat
gloomy views of him.
"Us'll hope the poison will work out," said Susan. "But who could
have thought it was there?"
"I look deeper," answered her father. "Yesternight I met Chaffe, and
he whispered to me, under oaths of secrecy, which you'll do well to
keep, Susan, that Ben Bamsey won't never be the same again. His
body's building up, but Arthur, who's very understanding and quick,
fears that Ben's brain have took a shock from this great illness and
be weakened at the roots. It weren't, even in his palmy days, what
you might call a first class brain. He was a sweet-tempered, gentle
creature with no great strength of mind, but so kindly and generous,
that none troubled whether he had big intellects or no. Sometimes he
did rage up wildly against injustice and wrong; and perhaps, if we
understood such things, we should find he hadn't handed down to John
such good wits and clear sight as we thought he had. Johnny was
always excitable and a terror to a poacher and doubtful blade. And
now it looks as if he was going to be a terror to himself--if nobody
else."
"He'm so unforgiving," said Susan. "If he goes on like this, folk
will very soon think they see why Dinah threw him over. 'Tis so
silly to be obstinate over such a job. Surely, when a female tells a
man she haven't got no use for him, that did ought to be a plain hint
of her feelings."
"There be them whose memories are merciless," said Mr. Stockman.
"God pity that sort, for they need it. If your memory's so built
that it can't pass by a slight, or wrong, or misfortune, you have a
hell of a life and waste a lot of brain stuff and energy. They can't
help it; they stand outside time and it don't act on 'em. There are
such people; but they're as rare as madmen--in fact hate, or love,
that won't die decent is a form of madness; and that's how it is with
Johnny."
"He ought to pray about it, didn't he? A parlous, withering thing
for the chap."
"So it is, and I wish he could get it drawed out, like we draw out a
bad tooth. For such torments foul the mind, and naught does it
quicker than love carried beyond reason. That's one thing you'll
always have to be thankful for, Soosie--one among many, I hope--that
you was never tangled up with a man. 'Neuter' the rude youth called
you; but that ain't the word, and even if it was, there can't be no
sting to it seeing the shining angels of God be all neuters and our
everlasting Creator's a neuter Himself."
"'Tis quite enough to have a soul; and you can't be a neuter ezacally
if you've got that," said Susan.
"More you can then. And every human woman should take her
consolation out of the thought," declared Joe. "Even the
caterpillars turn into winged creatures, and when a left female be
disposed to envy the wives and mothers, let her remember she's as
safe for her wings and crown as the best of 'em and safer than many;
and more likely to be happy up over when her time comes; for the
larger the family, the more chance for black sheep among 'em; and
where's the woman in heaven will have such peace as you, if she's
always fretting her immortal soul out over some lost boy or girl in
t'other place?"
These consolations, however, awoke no answering enthusiasm in
Soosie-Toosie.
"I've heard Melindy say she didn't miss a family; but nature's
nature," she answered, "and 'tis a great event to have bred an
immortal creature, whether or no."
"When you say 'Melindy,' you lead my thoughts into another
direction," declared the farmer. "To be plain, she's in my mind.
She'll be a terrible lonely one for the future--unless---- In fact
I'm turning it over."
This matter interested Soosie-Toosie more than most, for her own
views were clear. She would have welcomed Mrs. Honeysett at Falcon
Farm and believed that, from her personal point of view, such an
advent must be to the good; but she felt by no means so sure whether
it would result in happiness for her father.
"I could, of course, have her for the asking, if that was all that
stood to it," mused Joe. "She'd come, and there's another here and
there who'd come. Then I say to myself, 'What about you?'"
"No, you needn't say that. Your good's mine and I'm very fond of
Melindy. She'd suit me down to the ground, father. You need only
think of yourself; and the question is whether the sudden strain of
another wife would interfere with your liberty."
"I know. You may be sure I shall look all round it. I've been
married; but marriage in youth is far ways different from wedding in
sight of seventy. If I was a selfish sort of man, I might take the
step--for my own convenience--like David, and a good few since him;
but I put you first, Soosie, and I'm none too sure whether a
character like Melinda might not cut the ground from under your feet."
"She wouldn't do that. I know my place. But, of course, it would be
terrible sad to me if she was to cut the ground from under yours,
father."
"She's wonderful," admitted Joe. "But, on the whole, she ain't
wonderful enough to do that. My feet be a lot too sure planted for
any woman to cut the ground from under 'em, Soosie. However, 'tis a
bootless talk--feet or no feet. I'm only mentioning that she'd come
if I whistled--just a pleasant subject to turn over, but no more."
He smiled at his own power and Susan admired him.
"She would come, not being a fool and knowing the man you are; and if
you want her, you can put out your hand and take her; but there's a
lot would go with Melinda besides herself, if you understand me."
"What?" asked Mr. Stockman.
"I don't mean her bit of money; I mean her strong character and far
reaching ideas and steadfast opinions."
"And think you I don't know all that? But such a man as me might
very well rub off the edges of a woman's mind where they was like to
fret."
Thus Joe, albeit he had not the smallest present intention of
offering marriage to Melinda, liked to ponder on the thought that
this fine woman would take him. The idea tickled his fancy, and
Susan knew it; but she had not the discernment to perceive that it
was only an idea--a vision from which her father won greater
entertainment than the reality could promise.