CHAPTER XIII.

Maurice Mapleson declines to submit to a competitive examination.

"I have a letter from Maurice Mapleson," said I to Jennie.

"What does he say? Will he come?" said she eagerly.

"No!" said I. "He won't come."

"I am sorry," said she. "It's too bad of him."

"You won't think so, my dear," said I, "when you hear his letter.

You'll be more sorry; but you'll think better of him than you did

before."

We were at the tea-table. It is the rule of our meal hour to have

the conversation one in which the children can engage-in which at

all events they can take an interest. So the topic was suffered to

drop till they were in bed, and we were alone in the library.

Maurice Mapleson was a young minister that I thought a good deal of.

So when two Sundays before, Mr. Wheaton suggested him to me as a

successor to our retiring pastor, I welcomed the suggestion.

"You know that young Mapleson, don't you Mr. Laicus," said he, "who

preached for us two Sundays last summer. I think he stopped at your

house."

I assented.

"I wish you would write him, quite informally you know, to come down

and preach for us a Sunday or two. The folks at our house were quite

taken with him, and I think the people were generally. I shouldn't

wonder if he were the 'coming man,' Mr. Laicus."

So that evening I stayed at home from church and wrote to him. I

remembered what Mr. Wheaton had said about this being a peculiar

parish, and our people a peculiar people, and I waxed eloquent as I

wrote. I reminded Mr. Mapleson of our glorious scenery. I told him

we were but a suburb of New York and he would have a city

congregation, and I did not tell him that he would have to pay very

nearly city prices for everything, and would not have anything that

would approximate a city salary. I told him of the Mill village and

the opportunities of Christian labor it opened before him. I

assured him that he would find the people remembering him kindly,

and ready to welcome him warmly. In short I considered myself

retained as advocate In re the Calvary Presbyterian Church, and I

rather laid myself out to produce an impression.

And I rather flatter myself that I did produce an impression. But I

did not get a verdict. Here is his answer as I read it to Jennie

that evening. KONIWASSET CORNERS, Tuesday. JOHN LAICUS, ESQ.,

Dear Sir,--I thank you very warmly for your kind letter of the 6th

instant. Kind it certainly is, and though I must decline the

invitation it presents so cordially to me, I am none the less

grateful for it, notwithstanding the fact that it has been a strong

and not easily resisted temptation to violate my settled convictions

of duty.

If I were writing formally to the committee it would be enough to

decline your invitation without entering into any explanation. But

the remembrance of the pleasant week I spent at your house last

summer, and the tone of your letter, makes me feel as though I were

writing to a personal friend. This is my excuse (if one is needed)

for giving you more fully than I otherwise should, my reasons for

declining. Those reasons are not in any way connected with the

parish at Wheathedge. I am not insensible to the attractions which

the place possesses as a residence, nor to that which the parish

possesses as a field of labor. But I resolved when I first entered

the ministry that I would never preach as a candidate. I never have,

and I never will. I began my work in a mission school in New York

City, while I was yet in the Seminary. When I left the Seminary, Mr.

Marcus who is one of the trustees of the mission asked me to come up

to this church. It is a sort of mission among the miners, being half

supported by Mr. Marcus who is one of the directors of the

Koniwasset Coal Co. I came for six months. The congregation asked me

to remain, and I remained. And here I purpose to remain till God

shall call me to another field. Another field I will not seek,

though I should live and die here. I pretend to believe that Christ

is my Bishop; and I shall not move without orders from him.

So long as I am pastor here I cannot preach with honor as a

candidate in other parishes. I know other ministers do it-and I do

not judge them. But I cannot. Suppose my people were to take

advantage of my absence for a week to try a candidate. I wonder what

I should say to that. And I cannot see that settled ministers have

any more right to try other parishes with reference to a change of

place, than parishes with settled ministers have to try other

ministers with reference to a change of pastors. In a word I do not

believe in free-love as applied to churches.

But apart from that I cannot preach as a candidate. The minister is

ordained to preach to convert impenitent sinners and to build up and

strengthen Christians. Do you suppose I should do either if I came

to Wheathedge on your invitation to preach as a candidate? Not at

all. The people would come to criticise, and I should go to be

criticised. They would be judges and would expect to put me through

my ministerial faces to try me. Come, the congregation says in

effect to me in such an invitation, let us see how you can preach,

exhibit your proficiency in the doctrines, try your skill in

arousing sinners, see what you can do in interesting the saints,

read us a hymn or two, as a test of your elocution, and display to

us your "gifts in prayer;" and then when the service is over, spend

a week and take tea with two or three of our principal families and

show us what your social qualifications are, and give our children

an opportunity to quiz you. That it is in effect Mr. Laicus, though

it may seem somewhat presumptuous in me to say it. And to such a

quizzing I am not at all inclined to submit. I never preached but

one trial sermon-that was when I was licensed and I never mean to

preach another.

Imagine Paul preaching as a candidate to the people of Athens or

Corinth, and submitting his claims as an apostle to the popular

verdict!

Or imagine, Mr. Laicus, a client coming to you and saying I have an

important case to be tried sir, and I think of placing it in your

hands. Will you oblige me by making a neat little speech for me. I

want to see what kind of a speech you can make.

Since I wrote that last sentence I have read this letter over, and

have been on the point, two or three times, of tearing it up and

sending in its place a simple declination. But I feel as though I

were writing to a friend, and it shall go. I am sorry it must be so.

I should like to go to Wheathedge. That it is a beautiful place, and

has pleasant people, and is a far more important field of labor than

this I recognize fully; and then, what possibly influences me quite

as much, Helen, whom your wife knows very well, is waiting patiently

for me, and I am waiting impatiently for her, and I never can marry

on the little pittance I receive here. But she is of one mind with

me in this matter, I know, for we have often talked it over

together, and she holds me nobly to my resolution. She, I am sure,

would not have me write other than I do.

My kind regards to Mrs. Laicus and my sincere thanks to yourself. A

kiss to Harry too, if you please, if he is not too old to take one.

The baby I have never seen. Yours sincerely, MAURICE MAPLESON.

"Well," said Jennie after I had finished reading the letter, "I

believe he is right; but I am sorry John; sorrier than I was

before."

"Sorry that he won't come, Jennie?"

"Sorry that he is right," said Jennie. "That is, if he is right."

"Do you doubt it, Jennie?" said I.

"Well I don't know, John. I go with him. I like him better for his

letter. I cannot gainsay it. And yet it seems to me that it puts the

ministers in a rather hard position."

"Yes?" said I interrogatively.

"Yes," said Jennie. "You know perfectly well John that our church

here wouldn't call a man that isn't settled somewhere. The very fact

that he was out of a parish,, would be almost conclusive against

him. And they won't call a man without trying him. Must Maurice

Mapleson live and die in that little out of the way corner? And if

he is ever going to get out of it, how is it to come about? How does

a minister have any chance for a change if he takes such a ground as

that? It's high and noble John, and I honor him for it; but I am

afraid it isn't practicable."

"Little woman," said I, "whatever is truly high and noble is

practicable, and you would be the first to tell me so another time.

Don't let our wanting Maurice Mapleson here blind us to that."

Jennie smiled her assent. "Well John," said she, "what you are going

to do about it?"

"Do?" said I. "Nothing. There is nothing to be done, except to read

Mr. Mapleson's letter to the committee, to-morrow night at our first

meeting. And I am curious to see what they'll say to it."

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