CHAPTER I.

LAICUS;

OR, THE EXPERIENCES OF A LAYMAN IN A COUNTRY PARISH.

BY LYMAN ABBOTT.

NEW YORK:

1872.

CONTENTS.

I. HOW I HAPPENED TO GO TO WHEATHEDGE

II. MORE DIPLOMACY

III. WE JOIN THE CHURCH

IV. THE REAL PRESENCE

V. OUR CHURCH FINANCES

VI. AM I A DRONE

VII. THE FIELD IS THE WORLD

VIII. MR. GEAR

IX. I GET MY FIRST BIBLE SCHOLAR

X. THE DEACON'S SECOND SERVICE

XI. OUR PASTOR RESIGNS

XII. THE COMMITTEE ON SUPPLY HOLD AN INFORMAL MEETING

XIII. MAURICE MAPLESON DECLINES TO SUBMIT TO A COMPETITIVE

EXAMINATION

XIV. THE SUPPLY COMMITTEE HOLD THEIR FIRST FORMAL MEETING

XV. OUR CHRISTMAS AT WHEATHEDGE

XVI. MR. GEAR AGAIN

XVII. WANTED--A PASTOR

XVIII. OUR PRAYER-MEETING

XIX. WE ARE JILTED

XX. WE PROPOSE

XXI. MINISTERIAL SALARIES

XXII. ECCLESIASTICAL FINANCIERING

XXIII. OUR DONATION PARTY--BY JANE LAICUS

XXIV. MAURICE MAPLESON

XXV. OUR CHURCH-GARDEN

XXVI. OUR TEMPERANCE PRAYER-MEETING

XXVII. FATHER HYATT'S STORY

XXVIII. OUR VILLAGE LIBRARY

XXIX. MAURICE MAPLESON TRIES AN EXPERIMENT

XXX. MR. HARDCAP'S FAMILY PRAYERS

XXXI. IN DARKNESS

XXXII. GOD SAID "LET THERE BE LIGHT"

XXXIII. A RETROSPECT

PREFACE.

This book was not made; it has grown.

When three years ago I left the pulpit to engage in literary work

and took my seat among the laity in the pews, I found that many

ecclesiastical and religious subjects presented a different aspect

from that which they had presented when I saw them from the pulpit.

I commenced in the CHRISTIAN UNION, in a series of "Letters from a

Layman," to discuss from my new point of view some questions which

are generally discussed from the clerical point of view alone. The

letters were kindly received by the public. To some of the

characters introduced I became personally attached. And the series

of letters, commenced with the expectation that they might last

through six or eight weeks, extended over a period of more than a

year and a half--might perhaps have extended to the present it other

duties had not usurped my time and thoughts.

This was the beginning.

But after a time thoughts and characters which presented themselves

in isolated forms, and so were photographed for the columns of the

newspaper, began to gather in groups. The single threads that had

been spun for the weekly issue, wove themselves together in my

imagination into the pattern of a simple story, true as to every

substantial fact, yet fictitious in all its dress and form. And so

out of Letters of Layman grew, I myself hardly know how, this simple

story of a layman's life in a country parish.

I cannot dismiss this book from my table without adding that I am

conscious that the deepest problem it discusses is but barely

touched upon. This has obtruded itself upon the pattern in the

weaving. It was intended for a single thread; but it has given color

and character to all the rest. How shall Christian faith meet the

current rationalism of the day? Not by argument; this is the thought

I hope may be taught, or at least suggested, by the story of Mr.

Gear's experience,--and it is a true not a fictitious story, except

as all here is fictitious, i.e. in the external dress in which it is

clothed. The very essence of rationalism is that it assumes that the

reason is the highest faculty in man and the lord of all the rest.

Grant this, as too often our controversial theology does grant it,

and the battle is yielded before it is begun. Whether that

rationalism leads to orthodox or heterodox conclusions, whether it

issues in a Westminster Assembly's Confession of faith or a

Positivist Primer is a matter of secondary importance. Religion is

not a conclusion of the reason. The reason is not the lord of the

spiritual domain. There is a world which it never sees and with

which it is wholly incompetent to deal. And Christian faith wins its

victories only when by its own--heart life it gives some glimpse of

this hidden world and sends the rationalist, Columbus-like, on an

unknown sea to search for this unknown continent.

I am not sure whether this preface had not better have remained

unwritten; whether the parable had not better be left without an

interpretation. But it is written and it shall stand. And so this

simple story goes from my hands, I trust to do some little good, by

hinting to clerical readers how some problems concerning Christian

work appear to a layman's mind, and by quickening lay readers to

share more generously in their pastors' labors and to understand

more sympathetically their pastor's trials.

LYMAN ABBOTT.

The Knoll, Cornwall on the Hudson, N. Y.

LAICUS.

CHAPTER I.

How I happened to go to Wheathedge.

ABOUT sixty miles north of New York city,--not as the crow flies, for

of the course of that bird I have no knowledge or information

sufficient to form a belief, but as the Mary Powell ploughs her way

up the tortuous channel of the Hudson river,--lies the little village

of Wheathedge. A more beautiful site even this most beautiful of

rivers does not possess. As I sit now in my library, I raise my eyes

from my writing and look east to see the morning sun just rising in

the gap and pouring a long golden flood of light upon the awaking

village below and about me, and gilding the spires of the not far

distant city of Newtown, and making even its smoke ethereal, as

though throngs of angels hung over the city unrecognized by its too

busy inhabitants. Before me the majestic river broadens out into a

bay where now the ice-boats play back and forth, and day after day

is repeated the merry dance of many skaters--about the only kind of

dance I thoroughly believe in. If I stand on the porch upon which

one of my library windows opens, and look to the east, I see the

mountain clad with its primeval forest, crowding down to the water's

edge. It looks as though one might naturally expect to come upon a

camp of Indian wigwams there. Two years ago a wild-cat was shot in

those same woods and stuffed by the hunters, and it still stands in

the ante-room of the public school, the first, and last, and only

contribution to an incipient museum of natural history which the

sole scientific enthusiast of Wheathedge has founded--in imagination.

Last year Harry stumbled on a whole nest of rattlesnakes, to his and

their infinite alarm--and to ours too when afterwards he told us the

story of his adventure. If I turn and look to the other side of the

river, I see a broad and laughing valley,--grim in the beautiful

death of winter now however,--through which the Newtown railroad,

like the Star of Empire, westward takes its way. For the village of

Wheathedge, scattered along the mountain side, looks down from its

elevated situation on a wide expanse of country. Like Jerusalem of

old,--only, if I can judge anything from the accounts of Palestinian

travelers, a good deal more so,--it is beautiful for situation, and

deserves to be the joy of the whole earth.

A village I have called it. It certainly is neither town nor city.

There is a little centre where there is a livery stable, and a

country store with the Post Office attached, and a blacksmith shop,

and two churches, a Methodist and a Presbyterian, with the promise

of a Baptist church in a lecture-room as yet unfinished. This is the

old centre; there is another down under the hill where there is a

dock, and a railroad station, and a great hotel with a big bar and

generally a knot of loungers who evidently do not believe in the

water-cure. And between the two there is a constant battle as to

which shall be the town. For the rest, there is a road wandering

in an aimless way along the hill-side, like a child at play who is

going nowhere, and all along this road are scattered every variety

of dwelling, big and little, sombre and gay, humble and pretentious,

which the mind of man ever conceived of,--and some of which I

devoutly trust the mind of man will never again conceive. There are

solid substantial Dutch farm-houses, built of unhewn stone, that

look as though they were outgrowths of the mountain, which nothing

short of an earthquake could disturb; and there are fragile little

boxes that look as though they would be swept away, to be seen no

more forever, by the first winter's blast that comes tearing up the

gap as though the bag of Eolus had just been opened at West Point

and the imprisoned winds were off with a whoop for a lark. There are

houses in sombre grays with trimmings of the same; and there are

houses in every variety of color, including one that is of a light

pea-green, with pink trimmings and blue blinds. There are old and

venerable houses, that look as though they might have come over with

Peter Stuyvesant and been living at Wheathedge ever since; and there

are spruce little sprigs of houses that look as though they had just

come up from New York to spend a holiday, and did not rightly know

what to do with themselves in the country. There are staid and

respectable mansions that never move from the even tenor of their

ways; and there are houses that change their fashions every season,

putting on a new coat of paint every spring; and there is one that

dresses itself out in summer with so many flags and streamers that

one might imagine Fourth of July lived there.

All nations and all eras appear also to be gathered here. There are

Swiss cottages with overhanging chambers, and Italian villas with

flat roofs, and Gothic structures with incipient spires that look as

though they had stopped in their childhood and never got their

growth, and Grecian temples with rows of wooden imitations of marble

pillars of Doric architecture, and one house in which all nations

and eras combine--a Grecian porch, a Gothic roof, an Italian L, and a

half finished tower of the Elizabethan era, capped with a Moorish

dome, the whole approached through the stiffest of all stiff avenues

of evergreens, trimmed in the latest French fashion. That is Mr.

Wheaton's residence, the millionaire of Wheathedge. I wish I could

say he was as Catholic as his dwelling house.

I never fancied the country. Its numerous attractions were no

attractions to me. I cannot harness a horse. I am afraid of a cow. I

have no fondness for chickens--unless they are tender and

well-cooked. Like the man in parable, I cannot dig. I abhor a hoe. I

am fond of flowers but not of dirt, and had rather buy them than

cultivate them. Of all ambition to get the earliest crop of green

peas and half ripe strawberries I am innocent. I like to walk in my

neighbor's garden better than to work in my own. I do not drink

milk, and I do drink coffee; and I had rather run my risk with the

average of city milk than with the average of country coffee. Fresh

air is very desirable; but the air on the bleak hills of the Hudson

in March is at times a trifle too fresh. The pure snow as it lies on

field, and fence, and tree, is beautiful, I confess. But when one

goes out to walk, it is convenient to have the sidewalks shoveled.

At least that is what I used to think five years ago. And if my wife

had endeavored to argue me out of my convictions, she would only

have strengthened them. But my wife:--

Stop a minute. I may as well say here that this book is written in

confidence. It is personal. It deals with the interior history of a

very respectable church and some most respectable families. It

contains a great deal that is not proper to be communicated to the

public. The reader will please bear this in mind. Whatever I say,

particularly what I am going to say now, is confidential. Don't

mention it.

My wife is a diplomate. If ever I am president of the United

States--which may Heaven forbid,--she shall be secretary of State. She

never argues; but she always carries her point.

She always lets me have my own way without hinting an objection. But

it always ends in her having her own. She would have made no

objection to letting Mason and Slidell go--not the least in the

world. But she would have somehow induced England to entreat us to

take them back--I am sure of it. She would not have dismissed

Catacazy--not she. But if she did not like Catacazy, Gortschakoff

should have recalled him, and never known why he did it.

"John," said my wife, "where shall we spend the summer?"

It was six years ago this spring. We were sitting in the library in

our city house, Harry was a baby; and baby was not. I laid down the

Evening Post, and looked up with an incipient groan.

"The usual way I suppose," said I. "You'll go home with the baby,

and I--I shall camp out in New York."

"Home" is Jennie's home in Michigan, where she had spent two of the

three summers of our married life, while I existed in single misery

in my empty house in 38th street. Oh, the desolateness of those

summer experiences. Oh, the unutterable loneliness of a house

without the smile of the dear wife, and the laugh and prattle of the

baby boy. I even missed his cry at night.

"It's a long, long journey," said Jennie, "and a long, long way off;

and I did resolve last summer I never would put a thousand miles

again between me and my true home, John. For that is not my home--you

are my home."

And a soft hand stole gently up and toyed with my hair.

Vanity of vanities, all is vanity, saith the preacher. To which I

add, especially husbands. No man is proof against the flatteries of

love. At least I am not, and I am glad of it.

"You can't stay here, Jennie," said I.

"I am afraid not," said she. "It is Harry's second summer, and I

would not dare."

"The sea shore?" said I, interrogatively.

"Not one of those great fashionable hotels, John. It would be worse

for Harry than the city. And then think of the cost."

"True," said I reflectively. "I wish we could find a quiet place,

not too far from the city so that I could come in and out during

term time, and stay out altogether during the summer vacation."

"There must be some such, many such," said Jennie.

"But to look for them," said I, "would be, to use an entirely new

simile, like looking for a needle in a haystack. There must be some

honest lawyers at the New York bar, and some impartial judges on the

New York bench, but I should not like to be set to find them."

I had been beaten in an important case that afternoon and was out

with my profession.

"Suppose you let me try," said Jennie--"that is to find the quiet

summer retreat, not the honest lawyer."

"By all means, my dear," said I. "And I have great confidence that

if you are patient and assiduous, you will find a place in time for

Harry to settle down in comfortably when he gets ready to be

married."

Jennie laughed a quiet little laugh at my incredulity, and sat

straightway down to write half a dozen letters of inquiry to as many

different friends in the environs of New York. I resumed the Evening

Post. As to anything coming of her plans I no more dreamt of it than

your grandfather, reader, dreamt of the Atlantic cable.

But though I had been married three years I did not know Jennie then

as well as I know her now. I have since learned that she has a habit

of accomplishing what she undertakes. But this again is strictly

confidential.

That June saw us snugly ensconced at Mr. Lines'. Glen-Ridge is the

euphonious title he has given to his pretty but unpretending place.

Jennie had written among others to Sophie Wheaton, n‚e Sophie

Nichols, an old school-fellow, and Sophie had sent down an

invitation to her to come and spend a week and look for herself, and

she had done so; save that two days had sufficed instead of a week.

Glen-Ridge had taken her fancy, Mr. Lines had met her housewifely

idea of a good house-keeper, and she had selected the rooms and

agreed on terms, and left nothing for me to do except to ratify the

bargain by a letter, which I did the day after her return. And so in

the early summer of 1866 the diplomate had carried her first point,

and committed me to two months' probation in the country; and two

very delightful months they were.

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