WE START OURSELVES AND CRY OUT THAT FATE PUSHES.

All the skydsguts, and all the owners of vehicles for miles round Sand,

stormed the steamer on its arrival, and out of the struggling crowd

Wareham with difficulty extricated Mrs Ravenhill and Millie, and

started them in a _stolkjaerre_, while he himself followed in a second

with a young Grey, who had, of course, crossed in the _Eldorado_.

[Stolkjaerre pronounced stolkyerrer. Skydsgut pronounced shussgoot.]

In all there was a string of nine or ten little carriages, each drawn by

a cream-coloured or light dun pony, its two occupants in front, and its

skydsgut perched on the luggage behind.

Now that they had left the open fjord, wind-swept by a north-westerly

gale, it had grown calm and warm; and, driving up to the mountains by

the side of a hurrying river, the charm of the country began to reveal

itself. Mrs Ravenhill would have liked to have broken away from the

procession, and enjoyed it alone, but this was impossible. The ponies

trotted in regular file, walked up the slightest incline, and raced

wildly downhill; nothing would have induced ponies or drivers to part

company, and, indeed, after all, something in the small cavalcade was

refreshingly different from ordinary modes of travelling. Colours

glowed and softened in the clear air, crimson sorrel turned the long

grass into ruddy fields, waving and shimmering in the breeze, the river,

narrowing, dashed itself into milky whiteness. In parts, trees growing

singly out of the green, made the country park-like; elsewhere a wilder

character prevailed, with a background of grey hills, on which grey

clouds brooded. It was ten o'clock before they reached Osen, but so

lingering was the day, that even by that time the surrounding outlines

were scarcely touched with uncertainty.

Throughout the drive importunate skydsguts had petitioned on behalf of a

new inn, but Wareham had decided to stop at the Suldal, known to him of

old. Of all the procession only the two stolkjaerres halted there, the

rest whisking by to the other and more pretentiously illuminated

building; it seemed to Millie that the very landlord met them with

surprise. The whole house was at their disposal; no one, he explained,

was there, because the other house was very liberal to the skydsguts,

and they persuaded their employers in its favour. There was something

pathetic in the sad resignation with which he made this statement, and

Mrs Ravenhill, whose face had fallen at realisation of the solitude,

which appeared to point to something obnoxious, became enthusiastic.

The quaint box-like little bedrooms, all pitch-pine, unbroken by paper,

plaster, or carpet, delighted her; and as every sound was audible

throughout the house, she and Millie in their separate rooms could talk

as easily as if they had been together. Presently, however, other

voices mingled themselves, and it became evident that some of their

fellow-travellers had retraced their steps. When they came down to the

meal which had been energetically prepared, they found half-a-dozen

others. If it was not a very elaborate repast, there was plenty and

good-will, and a homely hospitality which was pleasant. Besides, they

were all hungry, and all sleepy, and neither the careful warnings

against fire, with directions how to get out of the little passages, and

where to find the "safety ropes," nor the rather loud confidences of two

travellers on the upper floor, could keep Mrs Ravenhill or Millie long

awake.

Wareham, on the contrary, was not drawn to sleep. A paper in hand,

which he wanted to think out by the help of a cigar, gave an excuse for

strolling along the quiet road, where all was still except the unresting

swirl of the river. His will forced concentration upon the matter which

was in his mind, but it was like driving unruly horses, and the moment

he relaxed his hold, his thoughts bolted to the words Anne Dalrymple and

he had exchanged. It was difficult to explain why, except that her

talk, her manner, and, above all, her face, had interested him. They

possessed a certain quality distinct from the words and faces of others.

That he thought of her with an ever-increasing disapproval did not

interfere with the interest, but served for an excuse for returning to

its contemplation, since nothing is more absorbing than a problem. It

was doubtless this attraction which led him to fill out their

conversation with imaginary words and incidents, such as might have led

to an altogether different result. Jilt or flirt, Anne Dalrymple was no

mere brainless woman, and he found himself on the verge of a wish that

he had not been Hugh's friend, so that he might have talked to her

without prejudice. A man's anger against a woman leaves him

uncomfortable, with a sense of his own unfairness, whether deserved or

not.

He began to resent his position. He had dropped into it unknowingly,

but the bare idea that it might suggest to Hugh a thought of his

friend's disloyalty, cut like a lash. Kicking at pebbles in the road,

or staring up at the dominating height rising blackly on the other side

of the river, would not help him, and for the moment there seemed

nothing else. He must make the best of it. Why on earth trouble

himself with what could not be helped? Was he by ill-luck becoming

morbid? He walked back to the inn, disgusted with himself; pitched away

his cigar before entering the inflammable box, and slept, resolved to

accept ordinary intercourse as if he and Miss Dalrymple were strangers.

It is difficult to adopt any course of action which does not involve

others in unexpected ways. His last intention would have been to make

marked advances to Millie Ravenhill, yet, treating her as a haven of

refuge, meant being much by her side on the following day. The morning

was all summer, full of light and freshness, and as the little carriages

began to arrive from Sand, Wareham was very willing to get out of the

way by joining half-a-dozen of their fellow-travellers in a stroll over

the grassy hill behind the inn. Then Millie and he drifted away

together, and she wanted a flower plucked out of a marshy bit of land,

and when that was gathered a daring stone-chat enticed them, and the

frank innocent beauty around beguiled Wareham, so that when the steamer

sent up a warning shriek they were forced to run, and reached the vessel

breathless. Mrs Ravenhill flung a look of reproach at Wareham, while

she scolded Millie.

"How could you be so imprudent! I have been waiting in terror, not

knowing where to send. Osen is all very well, but to be forced to spend

another twenty-four hours here! I am really very angry."

"Blame me," said Wareham penitentially. "It was all my fault."

He pleased himself by observing that the Martyns and Miss Dalrymple were

in possession of seats, and as there had been a certain intention--on

his part--of delay, it is doubtful if he were really sorry. Millie was

radiant.

"I should not have minded staying," she remarked, when breath had come

back; "it is a dear little place, and it would have been a real crow for

the landlord. He loved us so dearly for driving straight to his inn,

instead of being forced there by want of room in the other! But what an

odd state of society must exist in this place, when out of half-a-dozen

houses two are rival inns! Do they speak? Do they fight? Human nature

could not allow them to be friendly!"

"Oh, I'm not so sure," said Mrs Ravenhill; "you forget the strength of

nature here, and that the human part of them would have to combine

against snow and darkness and solitude. Once we are gone, I dare say

they are good friends together."

As they were carried along over the green waters of the Suldal lake, it

seemed to some of those who were looking, as though they were entering a

solemn and enchanted region.

The sun, which blazed upon the great granite hills, could not rob them

of their supreme gravity. They were mighty Titans resting after labour

and conflict; earth-forces up-heaved and left to lie and bleach, exposed

to the more subtle forces of air and water. For the lake crept in and

out between them, always softly pushing through, although often the

tremendous cliffs closed so menacingly round, that the boat appeared to

be making for a wall of sheer rock against which she must be ground. At

such moments those on board watched almost breathlessly for the passage

to declare itself, sometimes splitting a sharp angle, sometimes stealing

through a sinuous curve, once urged between two colossal barriers, which

bear the name of the Portal. It is the gateway into a shadowy,

mysterious, yet radiant world, which lies as God's Hand has left it,

untouched by man. On either side the mountains rise precipitously, or

melt away into ethereal distances; out of their soft purples and greens

an occasional raw patch marks where the frost-giant has split off a vast

fragment from the rock and tumbled it into the green waters below.

Birch and oak clamber up and down the cliffs; a sharp white line shows a

slender waterfall leaping from the heights, and re-appearing here and

there, but, too far off for movement to be perceptible, it looks a mere

scratch on the shadows. More rarely, where there is the suspicion of a

valley, or, at any rate, a flatness, the steamer screams to some

half-dozen--or fewer--scattered houses, tying in a scarcely-endurable

solitude, a little amphitheatre of silence; each with its tiny patch of

emerald-green rye, its square of half-cut grass, its small

potato-ground, its boat lying on the shore. Some rough track may exist,

but of visible roads there are none, nor any cattle, except, possibly, a

few goats away browsing on the hills. Such forlorn habitations only

deepen the brooding solitude, by forcing on the imagination dreams of

these alone, self-dependent lives, but for the call of the steamer as

alone as though they were a knot of sailors shipwrecked on a desert

shore.

Wareham, for whom they had a strange attraction, watched them from the

forepart of the vessel. While he was there, Colonel Martyn joined him.

He was a tall sad-looking man, with a mountainous nose, devoted to

sport, and hating society. He grumbled a disconsolate question.

"How much longer does this sort of thing go on?"

"The lake? Three hours, from end to end. Doesn't it please you?"

"It would please me well enough if I were pulling up in a boat. Cooped

up with a lot of other fools, it makes me sick. Do you mean to tell me

you find any pleasure in the business?"

Wareham laughed.

"Evidently I haven't your energy." He went on to ask whether with these

sentiments his own free will had brought Colonel Martyn abroad?

The other turned a melancholy eye upon him.

"Good heavens, that you should put such a question! My wife insists

upon going through an annual period of discomfort. I don't much care

where it is. This year she and Anne Dalrymple took a craze for Norway,

and here we are." It was as if his last words meant "Poor devils!"

Wareham had no thought of letting fly his next words. They escaped him.

"Has Miss Dalrymple travelled with you before?"

Colonel Martyn again looked at him.

"Never. She is my wife's last friend. A former acquaintance of yours?"

Wareham hastened to repudiate.

"I have never spoken to her until Mrs Martyn introduced me." Some

unaccountable impulse made him add--"But I have often heard of her."

"No good?"

"I did not say so."

"Never mind me," said his companion, seating himself on the bulwark, and

swinging one long leg. "Women are frauds--most of them."

"Well for you that your wife is not within earshot!"

"She would vow that it showed I was enjoying myself. That's a delusion

she holds on to. Keep your liberty--there you have my advice. As for

Anne Dalrymple, I've an idea there was something on with her this

season, but I don't listen to society crams, and I've heard no

particulars."

The red rag was irritating Wareham.

"This was not a society cram. We'll leave it alone, however. Miss

Dalrymple is your wife's friend."

For the first time a smile flitted across Colonel Martyn's lantern

visage.

"My dear fellow," he said, "say as much or as little as you like. So

long as you don't hold me responsible for the freaks of my wife's

friends, I'm indifferent, profoundly indifferent, as to what is thought

of them. Only wish they'd carry out this sort of amusement without me.

I'm no use. Can't speak a word of the lingo. Miss Dalrymple's

handsome, that I'll own--there she has the pull over most of Blanche's

cronies--but I don't doubt she behaved badly--"

"Mrs Martyn wants the key of her bag," said a voice at his elbow. He

swung round guiltily to face Anne Dalrymple.

"Eh?--what?"

"The key of her bag."

"Oh, of course!--yes. Shall I take it or will you?" His embarrassment

was pitiable, while she stood cool.

"You, I think."

He bolted.

Wareham, annoyed with his position, stood confronting her. Her height

nearly reached his own, her eyes, dark with anger, swept him scornfully,

she drew a deep breath.

"Honourable--to set my friends against me!"

He remained silent. Her tone grew more scathing.

"Do not imagine that I take exception at your opinions--your

attitude,"--a stress on the `your'--"to them I am absolutely

indifferent. Think what you please--judge me as harshly as you like--

influence your own friends if it amuses you to do so. When--not

satisfied with this--you attempt to prejudice the people under whose

care I am travelling, then, Mr Wareham, you are taking advantage of my

being a woman to offer me an unpardonable insult."

Wareham stood like a statue, while she scourged him with her words.

Indignation gave such beauty to her face and gestures, that his own

anger grew soft.

"You are right," he said. "I am not conscious of having said anything

to which you could take exception, but it is true that Colonel Martyn

gathered that my thoughts of you were not friendly, and I acknowledge

that I was to blame in permitting myself to mention your name."

Her look had been full on his, now she dropped it reflectively. Anger

still burned in her eyes, but she was not so composed as she had been.

Her breath came and went quickly, and when she spoke her voice was

slightly shaken, yet abrupt.

"Be more careful in future."

"You may trust me," said Wareham, bowing gravely. He was not surprised

at her turning to leave him, what astonished him was that she came back.

"I don't know whether it is because I am a woman, and have no means of

defending myself except by words," she said coldly, "that I think you

owe it to me to tell me what you said to Colonel Martyn."

"Anything is owing to you that lies in my power. But this is

exceedingly difficult."

"Do you take refuge in an imaginary failure of memory?" she asked,

scornfully again.

"On the contrary, I can trust my memory."

"Then?"

"It is just because the words were so trifling, that I shall find it

difficult to convince you that I am keeping back nothing."

She hesitated, but her eyes met his frankly. "I imagine that you will

endeavour to give me a true impression."

"Thank you. What happened, then, was that on Colonel Martyn's

mentioning your name, I asked whether you had travelled with them

before?"

"And what was that to you?"

"Nothing. I have already expressed my regret at having put the

question."

"Go on."

"Colonel Martyn, on his side, inquired whether I knew you, and from my

answer jumped hastily at a conclusion which I imagine you will not

require me to excuse?" She made an imperious gesture.

"I have told you that your own opinions do not concern me in the least.

Come to something more definite."

"But there was nothing more definite," said Wareham, lifting his

eyebrows. He let memory travel slowly over the conversation, picking up

threads. "Colonel Martyn, in a discursive review of his dislike to

travel, made an allusion to a matter in which you were concerned, and I

replied that, as you were his wife's friend, we had better drop the

subject. Evidently he likes to emphasise the idea that he and his wife

are two, and I imagine this led him to make the unfortunate remark you

caught. Pray assure yourself that you have heard all there was to hear,

and permit me to repeat how deeply I regret it."

She did not at once answer. The vessel was passing through a marvellous

cleft, precipitous rocks arose out of the clear water on either side.

Wareham saw Mrs Martyn approaching, curiosity in her face. He waited

for Anne to speak.

"I suppose I ought to thank you," she said at last, slowly. "I suppose

you tried to be fair. If you did not succeed, perhaps it was beyond

your powers."

Mrs Martyn arrived.

"Anne, did you ever see anything so remarkable? I hope you noticed how

sharply the steamer turned?"

"Did it?"

"Did it! You are as bad as Tom. What have you been doing? Talking?"

"I suppose so."

"Was it interesting?" asked Mrs Martyn, glancing from one to the other.

"Hardly," said Anne, before Wareham could speak. "We only took up a

legacy of conversation left by your husband." She walked away.

"Poor Tom!" Mrs Martyn uttered a laugh. "It must have been a legacy

of grumbles. He is miserable because he has to sit still, and submit to

be carried from point to point, without the possibility of using violent

exercise to accomplish his purpose. If he could only pull up the lake,

and tug the steamer behind, he would be happy again. Can you take life

with less play of muscle, Mr Wareham?"

"As lazily as you like."

"All the better. It is enough to endure growls from one's husband,

without hearing them echoed by others. Please do your best to induce

him to enjoy himself."

"I!" said Wareham, with surprise. He added that it was unlikely that he

would find an opportunity in the short time they would be together.

"I thought you travelled with the Ravenhills?"

"Accidentally."

"Have you fallen out?"

"No, no," he protested, half amused, half provoked. "But chance having

thrown us together, does not bind us."

"It might. Chance might have much to answer for," she went on rapidly.

"While it keeps you near us, do be good to my unlucky Tom! I thought he

and Anne would have amused each other, but they do not. I hope,"--she

reached the point to which he had divined she was tending, and adopted a

careless air--"I hope that Tom did not try to run down Anne? He has a

deceptive way of saying more than he means, and saying it in his

melancholy way produces a stronger effect than if it came from an

ordinary person; as I always tell him, I don't think he is in the least

aware of the impression he makes. Anne is the dearest girl in the

world!"

Wareham felt as if fate were determined to force his opinion about Miss

Dalrymple; he answered cautiously--

"I understood from Colonel Martyn that you were friends."

She looked at him.

"I don't believe that either he or you stopped there!"

He gathered that her husband had confided the unfortunate remark which

had caused his flight, and thought it hard that she should come to him,

instead of applying to her friend, for particulars. He was resolved not

to be drawn a second time, experience having already proved sufficiently

embarrassing.

"I am not aware of having gone beyond it," he said indifferently. "How

should I? Until five minutes ago I had scarcely exchanged twenty words

with Miss Dalrymple."

She persisted.

"But of course you had heard of her? Every one who is anything is heard

about now-a-days."

He agreed to the general remark, and she tapped her foot impatiently.

"How cautious you are! Now, I always speak my mind, even if it offends

people. Life would be unendurable if one had to weigh one's words like

so many groceries."

It is difficult to answer the people who present you with themselves as

an example. Wareham laughed, and assured her that she had only to

choose an impersonal topic.

"A hint for a hit. Well, I don't think you're acting fairly towards

Anne, because you won't say what has prejudiced you against her."

So far Wareham had kept his temper, but at this point annoyance made a

sudden leap to the front, and with the smile still on his lips, he felt

savage. It seemed to him that they wouldn't leave him alone, that they

wanted to force his hand, and oblige him to say something that was

either offensive or false.

"If you mean that I object to discussing Miss Dalrymple with her

friends," he said coldly, "you are right."

"Ah, you would prefer doing it with her enemies," she returned with a

shrewdness perhaps unexpected.

"I should prefer changing the subject altogether," said Wareham. "Do

you know that we are nearly at the end of our voyage? Behind those grey

elephantine rocks lies Naes, and there it is ordained that we dine."

"Dine! At two! Poor Tom! But how good for his health!"

Wareham did not feel himself called upon to express an opinion on this

point. He went back to Mrs Ravenhill and Millie, landed, and walked

with them up to the little inn, from which a red flag was gaily flying.

It is between Naes and Haare that the Bratlandsdal lies, one of the most

beautiful secrets of Norway. Secret, indeed, only by comparison, since

the road has been carved out, but as yet not so freely tourist-ridden as

other parts. A hard-worked clergyman and his wife, flinging the energy

of work into their holiday, at once set off on the long tramp; the other

travellers, more respectful to comfort, waited to engage stolkjaerres

and carrioles, and to go through the routine of salmon and stringiest

mutton; so that it was three o'clock before the Ravenhills, Wareham, and

young Grey--wrenched from remote homage of Miss Dalrymple--set off

leisurely to walk to the head of the gorge, stolkjaerres and luggage at

their heels.

Grey was an enthusiastic fisherman, and his talk of flies, many of which

festooned his hat. His companions were careless as to their merits, but

Millie had a charm of simple sympathy, which all along Wareham had

recognised and liked, and she let him expatiate upon them without giving

a hint that she was bored. Almost at once they were in the shadow of

the great gorge, the road mounted; down, far down, cleaving its way

between thousand-feet rocks, dashed a wild river, beryl-coloured when

not churned into whiteness, leaping, laughing, flying from rock to rock,

curving into green pools, flinging foam at the growing things which bent

to kiss it, an impetuous, untamable, living force. To think of it in

storm with a hundred angry voices crying out, and mountain-echoes

hurling back their rage, was to shudder. But now, under a brilliant

sun, there was a lovely splendour abroad; feathery beds of moss and fern

hid away the menacing crevices of the grey rocks; streams tinkled, drop

by drop, from the overhanging heights; shadows were soft, tender, and

wavering, radiant sunlight changed harshness into beauty.

"And we have it to ourselves!" sighed Mrs Ravenhill thankfully. "The

others are ahead, and are welcome to the better rooms. But what of the

Martyns?"

Young Grey was eager in his knowledge.

"They were tired, and waited another hour. I promised to arrange about

their rooms. It was Miss Dalrymple who said she was tired."

He spoke with an unmistakable touch of reverence.

Mrs Ravenhill thought it a pity they should risk losing the lights.

"The days are long enough," Millie put in. "And how delightful to have

this delicious place to ourselves! Let us enjoy it."

"Let us," said Wareham. "How do you begin?"

"Oh!" cried the girl indignantly, "there is no beginning. You must _do_

it."

"Ah, that is feminine impracticability. You issue a command, and we are

anxious to obey, but every act has a beginning and an end."

She broke into a smile.

"Well, then, put away the wish to be anywhere else."

"Done," said Wareham, after a moments consideration. "But don't you see

Mr Grey eyeing the river?"

The young fellow excused himself. He was only wondering how a

particular fly which the landlord had bestowed upon him would work in

the pools.

"Precisely," said Wareham, smiling at Millie. "In our advanced

civilisation, enjoyment has ceased to be spontaneous, and has become an

art. It can't be treated so unceremoniously as you suggest. Stalk it

as you would a deer, and, even then, ten to one your prey escapes you."

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