DISLIKE.

The shallow North Sea had been fretted by a northerly gale, and the

voyage from Hull even more than usually unpleasant, when the passengers

on board the _Eldorado_ struggled up to see the low-lying land which

forms the entrance to Stavanger. The vessel was crowded, but hardly any

one had appeared at meals, and the groups on deck had been too much

occupied with their own discomforts to do more than take a languid

interest in each other. Now that the worst was over, this interest

quickened.

Two ladies, a mother and daughter, were standing a little apart, when a

gentleman strolled up to them. They greeted him with a smile.

"I have not seen you since the night you came on board; where have you

been all the time?" he began.

"Don't ask," said the elder lady, with a shudder. "For the first time

in my life I have suffered the pangs of actual remorse, because I

persuaded Millie to come. However, we are never going home again, that

is quite decided."

"Unless we walk," said Millie firmly.

"Do you mean to land at Stavanger?"

"How can you ask? I would land anywhere, even on a desert island.

Besides, we have been reading somebody's Best Tour, and according to

that it is the right way of going into Norway. Once adopt a guide-book,

you become its slave."

"Then we shall be likely to jog along together, unless you object?" said

Wareham, with a smile.

Millie looked at him with frank delight, her mother gave a quick glance,

in which more mingled feelings might have been read. She made haste,

however, to express her pleasure.

"I am not likely to object to an unexpected piece of good fortune, but I

give you fair warning that, although I can get on by myself as well as

most women, if there is a man at hand, I am pretty sure to turn over

exacting carriole-drivers, or anybody making himself disagreeable, to

him."

"I am not alarmed. There are no exacting carriole-drivers in Norway,

and you are more likely to over-pay than be over-charged. You will like

the country."

"I am going to enjoy it immensely," said Millie, "when once I am there.

This doesn't count, does it? because, though I believe we are staring at

lovely mountains, and there are rose-red sheds standing up against them,

I feel too much humiliated to be enthusiastic, and my one longing is for

tea. Besides, I am dreadfully cold."

"Come to the other side of the ship," said her mother briskly. "We

shall see the town better, and be nearer our luggage."

Wareham followed, he hardly knew why.

He liked the Ravenhills very well, but he had not intended to attach

himself to any fellow-travellers, and when he spoke of jogging along

together, it was rather an allusion to the inevitable gravitation of

Norwegian travel than to that deliberate companionship which their words

seemed to accept. He told himself, however, that this was a natural

mistake, born of inexperience. It would be easy enough to break away

when he found it desirable; he would not worry his holiday with excess

of caution. Mrs Ravenhill was charming, and Millie might turn out to

possess the same delicate quality. As she stood before him with her

mother, he was struck with the prettiness of her hazel eyes and her

dimples, and with that swift rush of thought into the imaginary future

which we have all experienced, and from which we often return with a

flush of shame, he saw himself falling in love with Millie, and coming

back to England an engaged man. The thought was so vivid, that when at

this moment she turned to speak to him, he had scarcely time to call

himself back to the actual condition of things, and something of his

mental picture was perhaps betrayed in his face, for she glanced quickly

at him a second time, and coloured slightly.

"Norway may be as delightful as you all declare," she said, "but when I

set up a delightful land it shall have no custom-house. Here we shall

have to wait, I suppose, while great big men amuse themselves with

rummaging among all my most nicely packed corners. Oh, it's absurd,

it's barbarous! And mother wouldn't bring a maid."

Mrs Ravenhill had moved a little forward, to speak to one of the

stewards who were carrying up the cabin packages. When next Wareham

looked at her, she had apparently relinquished her intention, and was

talking to a gentleman who up to this moment had stood aloof, and who,

even now, showed no great conversational alacrity, as Wareham remarked

with a little amusement.

"Who is that?" he asked Miss Ravenhill.

"That?" Millie's eyes began to smile. "Oh, poor Colonel Martyn. It is

really wicked of mother, for she knows how frightened he gets when he

hasn't Mrs Martyn to protect him. But here she comes," and Millie

stopped suddenly.

Wareham did not notice the break, for his eyes had passed Mrs Martyn,

and fallen with a start of annoyed surprise upon the face of a girl who

followed her. The girl was young, and unusually tall, though, owing to

an extraordinary grace and ease of movement, this only became evident

when you compared her with the other women who stood round. She looked

neither to the right nor left, and with the sun shining brightly behind

her, it was difficult to see her face distinctly, but Millie, who was

watching Wareham, perceived that he recognised her, and that the

recognition was, for some reason or other, unwelcome.

"You know Miss Dalrymple?" she asked curiously.

Wareham's expression had stiffened.

"No," he said briefly.

"No? But you have seen her? You must have seen her this season?"

"Yes, I have seen her."

Millie's mouth opened as if she were going to put another question, but

if it were so her intention changed. She said with enthusiasm--

"She is very beautiful."

Wareham did not answer. He had turned his back upon the group, and was

looking over the water past some brilliantly red-roofed barns to a

broken line of tender amethyst-coloured hills.

"Are those people going to get out here?"

"What people?"

"Miss Dalrymple and her friends."

"No. They told us at Hull--we all dined together at the Station Hotel,

you know--that they should go on to Bergen."

"Oh, good!" said Wareham, with unmistakable relief.

Millie began to laugh.

"You don't know her, yet you have a dislike to her!"

"Yes. I dislike her."

Something in Wareham's tone checked further questioning. It was grave,

outspoken, and the least little bit in the world haughty. Millie flew

away from the subject, though her thoughts crept back to it again and

again, with, it must be owned, a secret glee.

Slowly the vessel steamed into the harbour. The sun had broken out

brilliantly after the gale; clouds, blown into strange shapes, struck

across the sky, and glittered whitely behind a cleft in the distant

mountains; the indigo blue water was full of dancing movement, and gave

everything an air of gay exhilaration which it was difficult to resist.

Into Millie's pale face colour returned, and her eyes brightened as she

looked about her at the vividly-painted boats, the white houses, and the

cream-coloured ponies standing on the quay. Thanks to Wareham, they

were among the first to leave the vessel, and to make their way through

a gently interested crowd towards the inn. Mrs Ravenhill was more

enthusiastic than her daughter. She sketched, and all she saw resolved

itself into a possible effect on a square of white paper, and breathed

the joy of creation. She was possessed, besides, with the fancy that

her coming to Norway in a spirit of warm good-will should be warmly

reciprocated, so that she looked at the people smiling, ready to shake

hands with them all, since she had heard that was the form of greeting

they liked. Millie, who had not her mothers buoyancy, found it more

difficult to forget the impressions of the voyage. She began to pity

those remaining on board.

"Unfortunate people who go on to Bergen! Weren't the Martyns very sorry

for themselves, mother?"

"Oh, didn't you hear? They have given up the idea, changed their plans,

and are landing here. Mrs Martyn vowed she couldn't stand another

hour."

Millie shot a quick glance at Wareham, and told herself that his face

spoke annoyance, but at this moment Mrs Ravenhill's alert attention to

the unusual was caught by a pony standing in a little cart, hobbled by

reins twisted round its fore-feet, and she broke into exclamation. Then

they left the harbour by a short street, and presently found themselves

at the entrance of the comfortable inn which calls itself the Grand,

where the two ladies vanished up-stairs, while Wareham, who had a

telegram to send, went up the hill to the post-office.

Already he repented of the rashness which had allowed Mrs Ravenhill to

suppose that he was ready to join her. He had known them long, but not

well, and to a mail used to self-disposal, there was horror in the bare

thought that they might make undue claims upon his attentions. That was

bad enough, but the Martyns lay behind--worse, and that they should be

worse was annoying. The best friend in the world cannot adopt the

misfortunes of his friend as though they were his own, least of all, as

Wareham reflected, with a half-laugh, when they are the misfortunes of

love. As Dick Wareham with Hugh Forbes opposite to him--seen through a

cloud of smoke, and the mist of years--sympathy bound him to

denunciation of the woman who had ruined Hugh's happiness; but as

Richard Wareham in a holiday land, old surroundings behind, only folly

would allow disturbance because this same woman was under the same roof!

What was she to him? He reflected impatiently that he had been a fool

to tell Miss Ravenhill that he disliked her. Wareham was hot-headed,

and hot-headed yet fair-minded men must often wade through deep waters

of repentance. He owned that he had behaved ill, and as his opinion of

himself was of more importance to him than that of the world, the

judgment annoyed him, and Miss Dalrymple, the cause of annoyance, became

more obnoxious. He sent his telegram, and it was to Hugh Forbes.

If he had indulged in a hope that the Martyns might have betaken

themselves to another inn, that hope was promptly dispelled, for after

making his way back, followed by children shyly inviting him to buy

paper screws, containing each four or five strawberries, he found their

names largely scrawled across the black board in the entrance-hall,

where the good-humoured burly porter was still arranging rooms for

white-faced arrivals. Then he jumped at another chance of escape. Had

the Sand steamer gone?

It had. The _Eldorado_ was some hours late, and the steamer left at

two. No other was due for twenty-four hours. Wareham went to his room,

ashamed of the impulse of retreat. A bath and increasing hunger braced

him, and he came down to the meal which in Norway does duty for late

dinner, caring nothing as to whom he might encounter. He was not

surprised to hear that Mrs Ravenhill had already made intimate

acquaintance with Stavanger, its streets, harbours, and boats, but he

was appreciatively grateful for the tact which had led her to abstain

from asking him to accompany her; evidently she intended him to

understand that travelling with them was not going to interfere with his

liberty. Millie, like the rest of the world, had been sleeping; now she

was quite herself again, and announced that she meant to go out

immediately after supper.

"Meanwhile I intend to try everything that is on the table. Isn't that

the properly unprejudiced spirit in which to dine in a strange country?"

"Oh, praiseworthy!" said Wareham. "Do you mind how they come, or will

you follow hackneyed routine, and start with salmon?"

"Please. I don't wish to go in too strongly for emancipation. I shall

begin with salmon, and be much disappointed if you don't provide me with

reindeer collops--isn't that the proper word?--and cloudberries and

cream."

"You are born to disappointment," Wareham announced. "Cloudberries are

not ripe much before September, and we are in July." Millie looked at

him, laughing and frowning. He admired her dimple.

"Spare my delusions," she said. "I shall not listen to you. I know

what to expect. Cloudberries and cream I shall feast upon, if not

to-day, another day. Pirates will be in the fjords, at a safe distance.

There will be islands, and if we look long enough, we shall see a man

swimming, and flinging up his hands; while up by the saeters we shall

come upon a little Lapp, carrying away a cheese as big as himself. That

is my Norway," Millie continued triumphantly, "not the miserably

complicated country of Ibsen and Bjornson." She lowered her voice to an

"Ah!" and said no more, as the Martyns and Miss Dalrymple appeared.

Three empty seats opposite the Ravenhills had been reserved for the

new-comers. Colonel Martyn gave a nod to Wareham, expressive of the

sympathy of a fellow-sufferer, and dropped into the chair corresponding

with his. Mrs Martyn came next, a large fair woman, with hardness in

her face and brusqueness in her manner. Wareham passed them and looked

at Miss Dalrymple, hostility in his heart, and admitted; as well as a

curiosity which he would not have so readily acknowledged.

She faced the level light of many windows, a position against which

Millie had rebelled, and she had just gone through a trying sea voyage;

but her beauty defied what would have affected others. Her skin was

warmly tinted, her hair a lovely brown, growing low on the temples, and

lighter than is usual with brown beauties, some shades lighter than the

beautiful eyes. Wareham, looking at her, pelted her with all the

detracting epithets he could light upon; he called the poise of the

small head on the slender throat arrogant, yet to most people it would

have seemed as natural as the growth of a flower, and as perfect. As

for the line of her lips, it was hard, hard, hard. Sitting down, she

swept the table with a swift glance, half closing her eyes as she did

so, to her judge a sign of sinful vanity, though really due to

near-sightedness. This done, she turned and talked almost exclusively

to her neighbour, a small old lady, shy, and a little prim, who had also

crossed in the _Eldorado_. She was often, however, silent: once Wareham

encountered her half-shut glance resting upon him. She showed no

confusion at meeting his gaze, and he had to own, with a little

mortification, that her look was as impersonal as that which she turned

upon others of the unknown company.

Millie had grown silent, perhaps because her neighbour spoke less; and

the link between the two sets was Mrs Ravenhill. She knew many people

and could talk easily; at one moment in her conversation with Mrs

Martyn, who had not yet stepped back into her usual assertive mood, she

leaned across her daughter, and introduced Wareham. It was only an act

of courtesy; after the interchange of a few words, his talk drifted

again to Millie.

The motley meal ended, it broke up abruptly.

"Mother and I are going out," said Millie, with careful avoidance of

pressure.

"I will come, if I may." He added heedfully, "That is, if you are to be

alone?"

"Alone, of course." The girls eyes danced. Triumph had not often come

to her, and to find a man, a man of distinction, who preferred her

society to that of the beautiful Miss Dalrymple, was intoxicating. She

swept her mother to her room, and implored her to make haste.

"Why?"

"Why? Because it is pleasanter to be alone."

"Shall we be alone?"

Pinning on her veil, Millie admitted that she believed Mr Wareham would

come.

"Oh!" Presently Mrs Ravenhill added, with a little intention--"Millie,

don't spoil Mr Wareham."

The girl laughed frankly.

"The bare idea makes you fierce, mother, doesn't it? But I do think it

is nicer to have a man with us than to trail along by ourselves, and if

he comes, he will expect things to--to--well, to go as he likes."

Mrs Ravenhill emitted another "Oh!" She added--"In my day a man would

have thought himself honoured."

"So he would in mine, if I had the arrangement of things," Millie

retorted. "But I haven't, and all that can be done is to make the best

of them. Perhaps you haven't found out that Mr Wareham detests Miss

Dalrymple, and evidently wishes to avoid her. We needn't force them

upon each other."

"I thought he did not know her?"

"Nor does he."

"Well," said her mother, with impatience, "have it as you like, Millie,

only, for pity's sake, don't let us plunge into a cloud of

mystifications and prejudices! We didn't come to Norway for that, and

Mr Wareham isn't worth it."

To this the girl made no answer, and the subject dropped.

So they went out, all three, in the cool clear daylight, which had no

suggestion of evening about it, except that the shop-doors were locked,

and people strolled about with leisure which seemed unnatural. The

streets were not beautiful, but all the boarded houses had clean white

faces, red roofs, and cheerful windows crowded with flowers. Presently

they came upon the old cathedral with its two low spires; on one side an

ancient avenue of storm-stunted sycamores, dignified a grave little

cluster of houses at its end. Millie wanted to go into the church, and

professed herself injured at finding it closed.

"Mayn't they ever shut up?" said Wareham, holding out his watch with a

smile.

"It is a quarter to ten!" she exclaimed, but refused to return. A lake

glimmered through the trees--they went there, and afterwards along stony

ways round the harbour. Something--was it the pure light air, the

kindly sensible-faced people?--set the girls heart, throbbing. She had

suddenly caught her mother's simple power of enjoyment, and Wareham

owned that her quick intuition gave originality to the commonplace.

By the time the harbour was reached, lights were golden, colour ran riot

in the sky. There was too much ripple on the water for reflections, but

the green boats bobbed gaily up and down; while far away the mountains

lay faintly blue against the eastern sky, out of which light paled.

Beyond the streets are public gardens, the houses are left behind, and

the wide water-mouth stretches broadly. Now there was nothing but the

lap of waves, distant islands, more distant mountains, and the sunset

sky above.

They lingered, and silently watched the pomp fade, found a boat, and

rowed across the harbour in the last afterglow.

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