T. B.

UPTON,

Sept. 20, 1904.

DEAR HERBERT,--I have been reading lately, not for the first time, but

with increased interest, the Memoir of Mark Pattison. It was, you will

remember, dictated by himself towards the end of his life, and

published after his death with a few omissions. It was not favourably

received, and was called cowardly, cynical, bitter, a "cry in the

dark," treacherous, and so forth. It is very difficult not to be

influenced by current opinion in one's view of a book; one comes to it

prepared to find certain characteristics, and it is difficult to detach

one's mind sufficiently to approach a much-reviewed volume with perfect

frankness. But I have read the book several times, and my admiration

for it increases. It does not reveal a generous or particularly

attractive character, and there are certain episodes in it which are

undoubtedly painful. But it is essentially a just, courageous, and

candid book. He is very hard on other people, and deals hard knocks. He

shows very clearly that he was deficient in tolerance and sympathy, but

he is quite as severe on himself. What I value in the book is its

absolute sincerity. He does not attempt to draw an ideal picture of his

own life and character at the expense of other people. One sees him

develop from the shy, gauche, immature boy into the mature, secluded,

crabbed, ungracious student. If he had adopted a pose he might have

sketched his own life in beautiful subdued colours; he might have made

himself out as misrepresented and misunderstood. He does none of these

things. He shows clearly that the disasters of his life were quite as

much due to his own temperamental mistakes as to the machinations of

others. He has no illusions about himself, and he does not desire that

his readers should have any. The sadness of the book comes from his

failure, or rather his constitutional inability, to see other people

whole. After all, our appreciations for other people are of the nature

of a sum. There is a certain amount of addition and subtraction to be

done; the point is whether the sum total is to the credit of the person

concerned. But with Mark Pattison the process of subtraction was more

congenial than the process of addition. He saw and felt the weakness of

those who surrounded him so keenly that he did not do justice to their

good qualities. This comes out very clearly when he deals with Newman

and Pusey. Pattison was a member for a time of the Tractarian set, but

he must have been always at heart a Liberal and a Rationalist, and the

spell which Newman temporarily cast over him appeared to him in after

life to have been a kind of ugly hypnotism, to which he had limply

submitted. Certainly the diary which he quotes concerning his own part

in the Tractarian movement, the conversations to which he listened, the

morbid frame of mind to which he succumbed are deplorable reading.

Indeed the reminiscences of Newman's conversation in particular, the

pedantry, the hankering after miracles, the narrowness of view, are an

extraordinary testimony to the charm with which Newman must have

invested all he did or said. Pattison is even more severe on Pusey, and

charges him with having betrayed a secret which he had confided to him

in confession. It does not seem to occur to Pattison to consider

whether he did not himself mention the fact, whatever it was, to some

other friend.

On the other hand the book reveals an extraordinary intellectual ideal.

It holds up a standard for the student which is profoundly impressive;

and I know no other book which displays in a more single-minded and

sincere way the passionate desire of the savant for wide, deep, and

perfect knowledge, which is to be untainted by any admixture of

personal ambition. Indeed, Pattison speaks of literary ambition as

being for the student not an amiable weakness, but a defiling and

polluting sin.

Of course it is natural to feel that there is a certain selfish aridity

about such a point of view. The results of Mark Pattison's devotion are

hardly commensurate with his earnestness. He worked on a system which

hardly permitted him to put the results at the disposal of others; but

there is at the same time something which is both dignified and stately

in the idea of the lonely, laborious life, without hope and without

reward, sustained only by the pursuit of an impossible perfection.

It is not, however, as if this was all that Mark Pattison did. He was a

great intellectual factor at Oxford, especially in early days; in later

days he was a venerable and splendid monument. But as tutor of his

college, before his great disappointment--his failure to be elected to

the Rectorship--he evidently lived a highly practical and useful life.

There is something disarming about the naive way in which he records

that he became aware that he was the possessor of a certain magnetic

influence to which gradually every one in the place, including the old

Rector himself, submitted.

The story of his failure to be elected Rector is deeply pathetic.

Pattison reveals with terrible realism the dingy and sordid intrigues

which put an unworthy man in the place which he himself had earned. But

it may be doubted whether there was so much malignity about the whole

matter as he thought; and, at all events, it may be said that men do

not commonly make enemies without reason. It does not seem to occur to

him to question whether his own conduct and his own remarks may not

have led to the unhappy situation; and indeed, if he spoke of his

colleagues in his lifetime with the same acrimony with which his

posthumous book speaks of them, the mystery is adequately explained.

His depression and collapse, which he so mercilessly chronicles, after

the disaster, do not appear to me to be cowardly. He was an

over-worked, over-strained man, with a strong vein of morbidity in his

constitution; and to have the great prize of a headship, which was the

goal of his dearest hopes, put suddenly and evidently quite

unexpectedly in his hands, and then in so unforeseen a manner torn

away, must have been a terrible and unmanning catastrophe. What is

ungenerous is that he did not more tenderly realise that eventually it

all turned out for the best. He recognises the fact somewhat

grudgingly. Yet he was disengaged by the shock from professional life.

He gained bodily strength and vigour by the change; he began his work

of research; and then, just at the time when his ideal was

consolidated, the Rectorship came to him--when it might have seemed

that by his conduct he had forfeited all hopes of it.

In another respect the book is admirable. Mark Pattison attained high

and deserved literary distinction; but there is no hint of complacency

on this subject, rather, indeed, the reverse; for he confesses that

success had upon him no effect but to humiliate him by the

consideration that the completed work might have been so much better

both in conception and execution than it actually was.

I feel, on closing the book, a great admiration for the man, mingled

with infinite pity for the miseries which his own temperament inflicted

on him; it gives me, too, a high intellectual stimulus; it makes me

realise the nobility and the beauty of knowledge, the greatness of the

intellectual life. One may regret that in Pattison's case this was not

mingled with more practical power, more sympathy, more desire to help

rather than to pursue. But here, again, one cannot have everything, and

the life presents a fine protest against materialism, against the

desire of recognition, against illiberal and retrograde views of

thought. Here was a great and lonely figure haunted by a dream which

few of those about him could understand, and with which hardly any

could sympathise. He writes pathetically: "I am fairly entitled to say

that, since the year 1851, I have lived wholly for study. There can be

no vanity in making this confession, for, strange to say, in a

university ostensibly endowed for the cultivation of science and

letters, such a life is hardly regarded as a creditable one."

The practical effect of such a book on me is to make me realise the

high virtue of thoroughness. It is not wholly encouraging, because at a

place like this one must do a good deal of one's work sloppily and

sketchily; but it makes me ashamed of my sketchiness; I make good

resolutions to get up my subjects better, and, even if I know that I

shall relapse, something will have been gained. But that is a

side-issue. The true gain is to have been confronted with a real man,

to have looked into the depth of his spirit, to realise differences of

temperament, to be initiated into a high and noble ambition. And at the

same time, alas! to learn by his failures to value tact and sympathy

and generosity still more; and to learn that noble purpose is

ineffective if it is secluded; to try resolutely to see the strong

points of other workers, rather than their feeblenesses; and to end by

feeling that we have all of us abundant need to forgive and to be

forgiven--Ever yours,

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