Mr. Macready's eye was as sensitive and cultivated as his ear was

the reverse. He had a painter's feeling for color and grouping and

scenic effect; was always picturesque in his appearance, dress,

attitudes, and movements; and all the pieces that were put upon the

stage under his supervision were admirable for the appropriate

harmony of the scenery, decorations, dresses, and whole effect; they

were carefully accurate, and extremely beautiful. "Acis and

Galatea," as produced under his direction, was one of the most

exquisite dramatic spectacles I ever saw, in spite of the despair to

which he reduced the chorus and ballet nymphs by rigorously

forbidding all padding, bustle, crinoline, or other artificial

adjunct to their natural graces, in the severely simple classical

costume of the Greek mythological opera.

Mr. Macready's great parts were Virginius, in Knowles's play of

that name; Werner, in Lord Byron's romantic drama; and Rob Roy, in

the melodrama taken from Scott's novel. These were original

performances, in which nobody has surpassed or equalled him; genuine

artistic creations, which, more than his rendering of Shakespeare's

characters, entitled him to his reputation as a great actor.

He was unpopular in the profession, his temper was irritable, and

his want of consideration for the persons working with him strange

in a man of so many fine qualities. His artistic vanity and

selfishness were unworthy of a gentleman, and rendered him an object

of dislike and dread to those who were compelled to encounter them.

He was quite aware of this himself, for once, when he came to see

me, while the negotiation was pending about my engagement to act

with him, he alluded to his own unpopularity, said he was sure I had

heard all sorts of disagreeable stories about him, but assured me,

laughing, that "the devil was not nearly so black as he was

painted."

It was quite impossible for me to tell Mr. Macready that I had heard

he was _pleasant_ to act with, remembering, as I did while he spoke

to me, the various accounts I had received of actors whose eyes had

been all but thrust out by his furious fighting in Macbeth; of

others nearly throttled in his paternal vengeance on Appius

Claudius; of actresses whose arms had been almost wrenched out of

their sockets, and who had been bruised black and blue, buffeted

alike by his rage and his tenderness. One special story I thought

of, and was dying to tell him, of one pretty and spirited young

woman, who had said, "I am told Mr. Macready, in such a part, gets

hold of one's head, and holds it in chancery under his arm, while he

speaks a long speech, at the end of which he releases one, more dead

than alive, from his embrace; but I shall put so many pins in my

hair, and stick them in in such a fashion, that if he takes me by

the head, he will have to let me instantly go again."

My personal experience of Macready's stage temper was not so bad as

this, though he began by an act of unwarrantable selfishness in our

performance of "Macbeth."

From time immemorial, the banquet scene in "Macbeth" has been

arranged after one invariable fashion: the royal dais and throne,

with the steps leading up to it, holds the middle of the stage,

sufficiently far back to allow of two long tables, at which the

guests are seated on each side, in front of it, leaving between them

ample space for Macbeth's scene with Banquo's ghost, and Lady

Macbeth's repeated rapid descents from the dais and return to it, in

her vehement expostulations with him, and her courteous invitations

to the occupants of both the tables to "feed, and regard him not."

Accustomed to this arrangement of the stage, which I never saw

different anywhere in all my life for this scene, I was much

astonished and annoyed to find, at my first rehearsal, a long

banqueting-table set immediately at the foot of the steps in front

of the dais, which rendered all but impossible my rapid rushing down

to the front of the stage, in my terrified and indignant appeals to

Macbeth, and my sweeping back to my place, addressing on my way my

compliments to the tables on either side. It was as much as I could

do to pass between the bottom of the throne steps and the end of the

transverse table in front of them; my train was in danger of

catching its legs and my legs, and throwing it down and me down, and

the whole thing was absolutely ruinous to the proper performance of

my share of the scene. If such a table had been in any such place in

Glamis Castle on that occasion, when Macbeth was seized with his

remorseful frenzies, his wife would have jumped over or overturned

it to get at him.

All my remonstrances, however, were in vain. Mr. Macready persisted

in his determination to have the stage arranged solely with

reference to himself, and I was obliged to satisfy myself with a

woman's vengeance, a snappish speech, by at last saying that, since

it was evident Mr. Macready's Macbeth depended upon where a table

stood, I must contrive that my Lady Macbeth should not do so. But in

that scene it undoubtedly did.

As I had been prepared for this sort of thing in Macready, it didn't

surprise me; but what did was a conversation I had with him about

"Othello," when he expressed his astonishment at my being willing to

play Desdemona; "For," said he, "there is absolutely nothing to be

done with it, nothing: nobody can produce any effect in it; and

really, Emilia's last scene can be made a great deal more of. I

could understand your playing that, but not Desdemona, out of which

nothing really can be made." "But," said I, "Mr. Macready, it is

Shakespeare, and no character of Shakespeare's is beneath my

acceptance. I would play Maria in 'Twelfth Night' to-morrow, if I

were asked to do so." Whereupon he shrugged his shoulders, and

muttered something about "all that being very fine, no doubt," but

evidently didn't believe me; and as I should have given him credit

for my own feeling with regard to any character in Shakespeare's

plays, I was as much surprised at his thinking I should refuse to

act any one of them as I was at his coarse and merely technical

acting estimate of that exquisite Desdemona, of which, according to

him, "nothing could be made;" _i.e._, no violent stage effect could

be produced. Is not Shakespeare's refusing to let Desdemona sully

her lips with the coarse epithet of reproach with which her husband

brands her, and which no lady in England of his day would have

hesitated a moment to use, a wonderful touch of delicacy?

Macready certainly was aware of the feeling of his fellow-actors

about his violence and want of personal self-control on the stage;

for as he stood at the side scene by me, in the last act of "King

Lear," ready to rush on with me, his Cordelia, dead in his arms, he

made various prefatory and preparatory excuses to me, deprecating

beforehand my annoyance at being dragged and pulled about after his

usual fashion, saying that necessarily the scene was a disagreeable

one for the "poor corpse." I had no very agreeable anticipation of

it myself, and therefore could only answer, "Some one must play it

with you, Mr. Macready, and I feel sure that you will make it as

little distressing to me as you can;" which I really believe he

intended to do, and thought he did.]

I have received this morning from Liverpool, in answer to my letter

about my readings, a very earnest request that I would give _lectures_

upon Shakespeare. This I have declined doing, not having either the

requisite knowledge or ability nor the necessary time properly to

prepare a careful analysis of the smallest portion of such over-brimming

subjects as those plays. I should like to study again Hazlitt's and

Coleridge's comments upon Shakespeare; the former I used to think

excellent.

Mrs. Grote herself wrote those stanzas upon Mendelssohn which you saw in

the _Spectator_. She urged me vehemently, while I was with her at the

Beeches, to do something of the kind; but I could not. She then showed

me her verses, which please me better now than they did then; for then

the painful association of his former existence in that place, and the

excitement of his beautiful music, which she plays extremely well, had

affected my imagination and feelings so much that I should have found it

very difficult to be satisfied with any poetical tribute to him that was

not of the very highest order.

She and I walked together to the spot in the beautiful woodland where he

had lain down to rest, and where she wishes to erect a monument; and I

cannot tell you how profoundly I was touched, as we stood silently

there, while the great heavy drops, melting in the winter evening's

sunshine, fell from the boughs of the beech-trees like slow tears upon

the spot where he had lain.

I have read more of Stanley's "Sermons," and quite agree with you in the

difference you draw between them and Mr. Furness's book; the spirit of

both is kindred....

I don't know anything about the income-tax. I am getting frightfully

behind the times, having read no _Times_ for a long time; but as regards

income-tax, or any other tax, there is no telling how long one may be

free from such galls in America. If they indulge in a few more such

national diversions as this war in Mexico, they will have to pay for

their whistle, in some shape or other, and in more shapes than one.

It is deplorable to hear the despondency of all public and political men

that I see, with regard to the condition of the country. With the

Tories, one has long been familiar with their cries that "the sky is

falling:" but now the Liberals, at least those who all their lives have

been professing Liberals, seem to think "the sky is falling" too; and

their lamentable misgivings are really sad to listen to.

I dined on Saturday at Lady Grey's, with the whole Grey family. Lord

Dacre, and all of them, spoke of Cobden and Bright as of another Danton

and Mirabeau, likened their corn-law league, and peace protests, to the

first measures of the first leaders of the French Revolution; and

predicted with woful headshakings a similar end to their proceedings. I

do not know whether this is an injustice to the individuals in question,

but it seems to me an injustice to the whole people of England

collectively, and to their own class, the aristocracy of England, which

has incurred no such retribution, but which has invariably furnished

liberal and devoted leaders to every step of popular progress--their own

father an eminent instance of devotion to it. Such misgivings seem to

me, too, quite unjust to the powerful, enlightened, and wealthy class

which forms the sound body of our sound-hearted nation: and equally

unjust to those below it, in whom, in spite of much vice and more

ignorance, of poverty and degradation, the elements of evil do not exist

in the degree and with the virulence that spawned that hideous mob of

murderers who became at last the only government of revolutionary

France. The antecedent causes have not existed here for such results;

and it is an insult to the whole English people to prophesy thus of it.

[Lord Dacre, because of his devotion to the agricultural interest,

as he conceives it, and being himself a great practical farmer,

seemed to me at once, at the time of the repeal of the corn laws, to

renounce his Liberalism; and though one of the most enlightened,

generous, and broad-minded politicians I have ever known, _till

then_, to become suddenly timid, faithless, and almost selfish, in

his fear of the consequences of Sir Robert Peel's measures.]

What a fine thing faith in God is, even when one's own individual

interests must perish, even though the temporary interests of one's

country may appear threatened with adversity! What an _uncommonly_ fine

thing it is under such circumstances to do right, and to be able to

believe in right doing!... As I listened to the persons by whom I was

surrounded, and considered their position and circumstances--their forks

and spoons, their very good dinner, and all their etceteras of luxury

and enjoyment,--I thought that, having all they have, if they had faith

in God and in their fellow-creatures besides, they would have the

portion of those who have none of the good things of this world--they

would have too much.

Will the days ever come when men will see that _Christ_ believed in

humanity as none of His followers has ever done since; that _He_,

knowing its infirmity better than any other, trusted in its capacity for

good more than any other? We are constantly told that people can't be

taught this, and can't learn that, and can't do t'other; and _He_ taught

them nothing short of absolute perfection: "Be ye perfect as your Father

in heaven is perfect." Are we to suppose He did not mean what he said?

"I must eat my dinner," as Caliban says, and, therefore, farewell.

I am ever yours,

FANNY.

P.S.--I did not impart these sentiments of mine to my fellow-guests at

Lady Grey's, but kept them in my bosom, and went to the opera, and saw

little Marie Taglioni dance, in a way that clearly shows that she is _la

niece de sa tante_, and stands in that wonderful dancer's shoes.

KING STREET, Wednesday, 23d, 1848.

The staircase I have to go up to my dressing-room at the Princess's

Theatre is one with which you are unacquainted, my dearest Hal, for it

is quite in another part of the house, beyond the green-room, and before

you come to the stage.... Not only had I this inconvenient distance and

height to go, but the dressing-room appointed for me had not even a

fireplace in it; at this I remonstrated, and am now accommodated

decently in a room with a fire, though in the same inconvenient position

as regards the stage.... Mr. Maddox assured me that Macready poisoned

every place he went into, to such a degree, with musk and perfumes, that

if he were to give up his room to me I should not be able to breathe in

it. With my passion for perfumes, this, however, did not appear to me so

certain; but the room I now have answers my purpose quite well

enough....

Macready is not pleasant to act with, as he keeps no specific time for

his exits or entrances, comes on while one is in the middle of a

soliloquy, and goes off while one is in the middle of a speech to him.

He growls and prowls, and roams and foams, about the stage, in every

direction, like a tiger in his cage, so that I never know on what side

of me he means to be; and keeps up a perpetual snarling and grumbling

like the aforesaid tiger, so that I never feel quite sure that he _has

done_, and that it is my turn to speak. I do not think fifty pounds a

night would hire me to play another engagement with him; but I only say,

I don't think,--fifty pounds a night is a consideration, four times a

week, and I have not forgotten the French proverb, "Il ne faut pas dire,

fontaine jamais de ton eau je ne boirai."

I do not know how Desdemona might have affected me under other

circumstances, but my only feeling about acting it with Mr. Macready is

dread of his personal violence. I quail at the idea of his laying hold

of me in those terrible passionate scenes; for in "Macbeth" he pinched

me black and blue, and almost tore the point lace from my head. I am

sure my little finger will be rebroken, and as for that smothering in

bed, "Heaven have mercy upon me!" as poor Desdemona says. If that

foolish creature wouldn't persist in _talking_ long after she has been

smothered and stabbed to death, one might escape by the off side of the

bed, and leave the bolster to be questioned by Emilia, and apostrophized

by Othello; but she will uplift her testimony after death to her

husband's amiable treatment of her, and even the bolster wouldn't be

stupid enough for that.

Did it ever occur to you what a witness to Othello's agony in murdering

his wretched wife his inefficient clumsiness in the process was--his

half smothering, his half stabbing her? _That_ man not to be able to

kill _that_ woman outright, with one hand on her throat, or one stroke

of his dagger, how tortured he must have been, to have bungled so at his

work!

I wish I was with you and Dorothy at St. Leonard's, instead of

struggling here for my life--livelihood, at any rate--with Macready; but

that's foolish. He can't _touch_ me to-night, that's one comfort, for I

am Queen Katharine.

Farewell, believe me

Ever yours most respectfully,

FANNY.

[It was lucky for me, under the circumstances, that my notion of

Queen Katharine's relations with Cardinal Wolsey were different from

those of a lady whom I saw in the part, who at the end of the scene

where he finds her working among her women affably gave him her

hand. Katharine of Arragon would have been more likely (though not

likely) to give him her foot.]

KING STREET, Friday, 23d.

DEAR HAL,

... I had heard a very good summary of D'Israeli's speech from Lord

Dacre, the day I dined at Lady Grey's, and know why he said Cobden was

like Robespierre. Here's goodly work in Paris now! What wonderful

difficult people to teach those French are! However, their lesson will,

of course, be set them over and over again, till they've learnt it.

Henry Greville had a letter from Adelaide the day before yesterday, in

which she says that the people had risen _en masse_ at Rome, and, with

the Princes Borghese and Corsini at their head, had gone to the

Quirinal, and demanded of the pope that no ecclesiastic (himself, I

suppose, excepted) should have any office in the government, and the

pope _had consented_.

She gave a most comical account of the King of Naples, who, it seems,

during the late troubles walked up and down his room, wringing his

hands, and apostrophizing a figure of the Virgin with "Madonna mia!

Madonna mia! ma che imbroglio che m'ha fatto quel Vicario del figlio

tuo!" Isn't that funny?

In a letter posted this morning I have told you my general impression of

Macready's Macbeth. It is generally good,--better than good in

parts,--but nowhere very extraordinary. It is a fair, but not a fine,

performance of the part.

I cannot believe that he is purposely unjust to his fellow-actors: but

he is so absorbed in himself and his own effects as to be absolutely

regardless of them; which, of course, is just as bad for them, though

the _guilt_ of his selfishness must be according to its being deliberate

or unconscious.

I played the first scene in Lady Macbeth fairly well; the rest hardly

tolerably, I think. Macready's stage arrangements destroyed any possible

effect of mine in the banquet scene, and his strange demeanor disturbed

and distracted me all through the play. The terrible, great invocation

to the powers of evil, with which Lady Macbeth's part opens, was the

only thing of mine that was good in the whole performance.

Dear Harriet, I have no time to prepare lectures on Shakespeare, and it

makes me smile, a grim, verjuice smile, when you, sitting quietly down

there at St. Leonard's, propose to me such an addition to my present

work. I have been three hours and a half at rehearsal to-day; to-morrow

I act a new part; this evening I try on all my new dresses; Saturday I

shall be three hours at rehearsal again; and, meantime, I must study to

recover Ophelia and her songs, which I have almost forgotten.

A commentary upon Shakespeare deserves rather more leisure and quiet

thought than I can now bestow upon it; even such an inadequate one as I

am capable of would require much preparatory study, had I the ability

which the theme demands, and which no amount of leisure Of study would

give me.... I have been in a state of miserable nervousness for the

last two days--in terror during my whole performance of Queen Katharine,

lest I should forget the words, and yet, while laboring to fix all my

attention upon them, distracted with the constant recurrence of _bits_

of Desdemona to my mind, which I fancied I was not perfect in, and then

_bits_ of Ophelia's songs, which I had forgotten, and have been trying

to recover. The mere apprehension of having to sing that music turns me

dead sick whenever I think of it; in short, a perfect nightmare of

fright present and future, through which I have had to act every night,

_tant bien que mal_, but naturally _bien plus mal que bien_.... I do

really believe, as my dear German master used to insist, that people can

_prevent themselves_ from going mad.

My dearest Harriet, Arnold believed in eternal damnation; and those who

do so must have one very desperate corner in their mind--which, however,

reserved for the wicked in the next world, must, I should think,

sometimes throw lurid reflections over people and things in this.

Whoever can conceive that idea has certainly touched the bottom of

despair. "Lasciate ogni speme voi ch'entrate;" and I do not see why

those who despair of their fellow-creatures in the next world should not

do so in this. I can do neither--believe in hell hereafter, or a

preparation for it here.

I am sorry to say that, yesterday, Mr. Ellis, who sat by me at dinner at

Lady Castlereagh's, said that the poorer class in this country was about

to be worse off, presently, than it had been yet; and hoped the example

of this new uprising in Paris would not be poisonous to them. It is sad

to think how much, how many suffer; but by the mode of talking and going

on of those who are well off and do not suffer, in England, it seems to

me as if the condition of the poor must become such as to threaten them

with imminent peril, before they will alter either their way of talking

or of going on. Poor people all! but the rich are poorest, for they have

something to lose and everything to fear, which is the reverse of the

case of the poor.

My staircase at the theatre troubles me but little, and I do not sit in

the green-room, which would have troubled me much more. My rehearsal of

Desdemona tried me severely, for I was frightened to death of Macready,

and the horror of the play itself took such hold of me that at the end

I could hardly stand for shaking, or speak for crying; and Macready

seemed quite mollified by my condition, and promised not to rebreak my

little finger, _if he could remember it_. He lets down the bed-curtains

before he smothers me, and, as the drapery conceals the murderous

struggle, and therefore he need not cover my head at all, I hope I shall

escape alive.

Please tell dear Dorothy that Miss ---- called here the day before

yesterday, and left Miss B----'s songs for me. They are difficult,

beyond the comprehension and execution of any but a very good musician;

they show real genius, and a taste imbued with the inspiration of the

great masters, Handel and Beethoven. The only one of them that I could

sing is the only one that is in the least commonplace, "The Bonnet

Blue;" the others are beyond my powers, but I shall get my sister to

sing them for me. They are very remarkable as the compositions of so

young a woman. Did she write the words as well as the music of "The

Spirit of Delight"? [The musical compositions here referred to were

those of Miss Laura Barker, afterwards Mrs. Tom Taylor, a member of a

singularly gifted family, whose father and sisters were all born

artists, with various and uncommon natural endowments, cultivated and

developed to the highest degree, in the seclusion of a country

parsonage.] ...

I wish it was "bedtime, Hal," and I was smothered and over!

God bless you, dear.

Ever yours,

FANNY.

KING STREET, Friday, February 28th.

DEAR HAL,

... I got through Desdemona very well, as far as my personal safety was

concerned; for though I fell on the stage in real hysterics at the end

of one of those horrible scenes with Othello, Macready was more

considerate than I had expected, did not rebreak my little finger, and

did not really smother me in bed. I played the part fairly well, and

wish you had seen it. I was tolerably satisfied with it myself, which,

you know, I am not often, with my own theatrical performances....

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