AN IDYLL

Let winds blow. Let storms rage. Let the world turn upside down. The old

oak, which has been standing since the creation of the world, and whose

roots reach to God-knows-where--what does he care for winds? What are

storms to him?

The old tree is not a symbol--it is a living being, a man whose name is

Nachman Veribivker of Veribivka. He is a tall Jew, broad-shouldered, a

giant. The townspeople are envious of his strength, and make fun of him.

"Peace be unto you. How is a Jew in health?" Nachman knows he is being

made fun of. He bends his shoulders so as to look more Jewish. But, it

is useless. He is too big.

Nachman has lived in the village a long time. "Our 'Lachman,'" the

peasants call him. They look upon him as a good man, with brains. They

like to have a chat with him. They follow his advice. "What are we to do

about bread?" "Lachman" has an almanack, and he knows whether bread will

be cheap or dear this year. He goes to the town, and so knows what is

doing in the world.

It would be hard to imagine Veribivka without Nachman. Not only was his

father, Feitel, born in Veribivka, but his grandfather, Arya. He was a

clever Jew, and a wit. He used to say that the village was called

Veribivka because Arya Veribivker lived in it, because, before Veribivka

was Veribivka, he, Arya Veribivker was already Arya Veribivker. That's

what his grandfather used to say. The Jews of those times!

And do you think Arya Veribivker said this for no reason? Arya was not

an ordinary man who made jokes without reason. He meant that the

catastrophes of his day were Jewish tragedies. At that time they already

talked of driving the Jews out of villages. And not only talked but

drove them out. All the Jews were driven out, excepting Arya Veribivker.

It may be that even the governor of the district could do nothing,

because Arya Veribivker proved that according to the law, he could not

be driven out. The Jews of those times!

* * *

Certainly, if one has inherited such a privilege, and is independent,

one can laugh at the whole world. What did our Nachman Veribivker care

about uprisings, the limitations of the Pale, of Circulars? What did

Nachman care about the wicked Gentile Kuratchka and the papers that he

brought from the court? Kuratchka was a short peasant with short

fingers. He wore a smock and high boots, and a silver chain and a watch

like a gentleman. He was a clerk of the court. And he read all the

papers which abused and vilified the Jews.

Personally, Kuratchka was not a bad sort. He was a neighbour of Nachman

and pretended to be a friend. When Kuratchka had the toothache, Nachman

gave him a lotion. When Kuratchka's wife was brought to bed of a child,

Nachman's wife nursed her. But for some time, the devil knows why,

Kuratchka had been reading the anti-Semitic papers, and he was an

altered man. "Esau began to speak in him." He was always bringing home

news of new governors, new circulars from the minister, and new edicts

against Jews. Each time, Nachman's heart was torn. But, he did not let

the Gentile know of it. He listened to him with a smile, and held out

the palm of his hand, as if to say, "When hair grows here."

Let governors change. Let ministers write circulars. What concern is it

of Nachman Veribivker of Veribivka?

Nachman lived comfortably. That is, not as comfortably as his

grandfather Arya had lived. Those were different times. One might almost

say that the whole of Veribivka belonged to Arya. He had the inn, the

store, a mill, a granary. He made money with spoons and plates, as they

say. But, that was long ago. Today, all these things are gone. No more

inn; no more store; no more granary. The question is why, in that case,

does Nachman live in the village? Where then should he live? In the

earth? Just let him sell his house, and he will be Nachman Veribivker no

more. He will be a dependent, a stranger. As it is, he has at least a

corner of his own, a house to live in, and a garden. His wife and

daughters cultivate the garden. And if the Lord helps them, they have

greens for the summer, and potatoes for the whole winter, until long

after the Passover. But, one cannot live on potatoes alone. It is said

that one wants bread with potatoes. And when there's no bread, a Jew

takes his stick, and goes through the village in search of business. He

never comes home empty-handed. What the Lord destines, he buys--some old

iron, a bundle of rags, an old sack, or else a hide. The hide is

stretched and dried, and is taken to the town, to Abraham-Elijah the

tanner. And on all these one either earns or loses money.

Abraham-Elijah the tanner, a man with a bluish nose and fingers as black

as ink, laughs at Nachman, because he is so coarsened through living

with Gentiles that he even speaks like them.

* * *

Yes, coarsened. Nachman feels it himself. He grows coarser each year.

Oh, if his grandfather Reb Arya--peace be unto him!--could see his

grandson. He had been a practical man, but had also been a scholar. He

knew whole passages of the Psalms and the prayers off by heart. The Jews

of those times! And what does he, Nachman, know? He can only just say

his prayers. It's well he knows that much. His children will know even

less. When he looks at his children, how they grow to the ceiling, broad

and tall like himself, and can neither read nor write, his heart grows

heavy. More than all, his heart aches for his youngest child, who is

called Feitel, after his father. He was a clever child, this Feitel. He

was smaller in build, more refined, more Jewish than the others. And he

had brains. He was shown the Hebrew alphabet once, in a prayer-book, and

he never again confused one letter with the other. Such a fine child to

grow up in a village amongst calves and pigs! He plays with Kuratchka's

son, Fedoka. He rides on the one stick with him. They both chase the one

cat. They both dig the same hole. They do together everything children

can do. Nachman is sorry to see his child playing with the Gentile

child. It withers him, as if he were a tree that had been stricken by

lightning.

* * *

Fedoka is a smart little boy. He has a pleasant face and a dimpled chin,

and flaxen hair. He loves Feitel, and Feitel does not dislike him. All

the winter each child slept on his father's stove. They went to the

window and longed for one another. They seldom met. But now the long

angry winter is over. The black earth throws off her cold white mantle.

The sun shines; and the wind blows. A little blade of grass peeps out.

At the foot of the hill the little river murmurs. The calf inhales the

soft air through distended nostrils. The cock closes one eye, and is

lost in meditation. Everything around and about has come to life again.

Everything rejoices. It is the Passover eve. Neither Feitel nor Fedoka

can be kept indoors. They rush out into God's world which has opened up

for them both. They take each other's hands, and fly down the hill that

smiles at them--"Come here, children!" They leap towards the sun that

greets them and calls them: "Come, children!" When they are tired of

running, they sit down on God's earth that knows no Jew and no Gentile,

but whispers invitingly: "Children, come to me, to me."

* * *

They have much to tell each other, not having met throughout the whole

winter. Feitel boasts that he knows the whole Hebrew alphabet. Fedoka

boasts that he has a whip. Feitel boasts that it is the eve of Passover.

They have "_matzos_" for the whole festival and wine. "Do you remember,

Fedoka, I gave you a '_matzo_' last year?" "'_Matzo_,'" repeats Fedoka.

A smile overspreads his pleasant face. It seems he remembers the taste

of the "_matzo_." "Would you like to have some '_matzo_' now, fresh

'_matzo_'?" Is it necessary to ask such a question? "Then come with me,"

says Feitel, pointing up the hill which smiled to them invitingly. They

climbed the hill. They gazed at the warm sun through their fingers. They

threw themselves on the damp earth which smelled so fresh. Feitel drew

out from under his blouse a whole fresh, white "_matzo_," covered with

holes on both sides. Fedoka licked his fingers in advance. Feitel broke

the "_matzo_" in halves, and gave one half to his friend. "What do you

say to the '_matzo_,' Fedoka?" What could Fedoka say when his mouth was

stuffed with "_matzo_" that crackled between his teeth, and melted under

his tongue like snow? One minute, and there was no more "_matzo_." "All

gone?" Fedoka threw his grey eyes at Feitel's blouse as a cat looks at

butter. "Want more?" asked Feitel, looking at Fedoka through his sharp

black eyes. What a question! "Then wait a while," said Feitel. "Next

year you'll get more." They both laughed at the joke. And without a

word, as if they had already arranged it, they threw themselves on the

ground, and rolled down the hill like balls, quickly, quickly downwards.

* * *

At the bottom of the hill they stood up, and looked at the murmuring

river that ran away to the left. They turned to the right, going further

and further over the broad fields that were not yet green in all places,

but showed signs of being green soon--that did not yet smell of grass,

but would smell of grass soon. They walked and walked in silence

bewitched by the loveliness of the earth, under the bright, smiling sun.

They did not walk, but swam. They did not swim, but flew. They flew like

birds that sweep in the soft air of the lovely world which the Lord has

created for all living things. Hush! They are at the windmill which

belongs to the village elder. Once it belonged to Nachman Veribivker.

Now it belongs to the village elder whose name is Opanas--a cunning

Gentile with one ear-ring, who owns a "_samovar_." Opanas is a rich

Epicurean. Along with the mill he has a store--the same store which once

belonged to Nachman Veribivker. He took both the mill and the store from

the Jew by cunning.

The mill went round in its season, but this day it was still. There was

no wind. A curious Passover eve without winds. That the mill was not

working was so much the better for Feitel and Fedoka. They could see the

mill itself. And there was much to see in the mill. But to them the mill

was not so interesting as the sails, and the wheel which turns them

whichever way the wind blows. They sat down near the mill, and talked.

It was one of those conversations which have no beginning and no end.

Feitel told stories of the town to which his father had once taken him.

He was at the fair. He saw shops. Not a single shop as in Veribivka, but

a lot of shops. And in the evening his father took him to the synagogue.

His father had "_Yahrzeit_" after his father. "That means after my

grandfather," explained Feitel. "Do you understand, or do you not?"

Fedoka might have understood, but he was not listening. He interrupted

with a story that had nothing to do with what Feitel was talking about.

He told Feitel that last year he saw a bird's nest in a high tree. He

tried to reach it, but could not. He tried to knock it down with a

stick, but could not. He threw stones at the nest, until he brought down

two tiny, bleeding fledglings.

"You killed them?" asked Feitel, fearfully, and made a wry face.

"Little ones," replied Fedoka.

"But, they were dead?"

"Without feathers, yellow beaks, little fat bellies."

"But killed, but killed!"

* * *

It was rather late when Feitel and Fedoka saw by the sun in the heavens

that it was time to go home. Feitel had forgotten that it was the

Passover eve. He remembered then that his mother had to wash him, and

dress him in his new trousers. He jumped up and flew home, Fedoka after

him. They both flew home, gladly and joyfully. And in order that one

should not be home before the other, they held hands, flying like arrows

from bows. When they got to the village, this was the scene which

confronted them:--

Nachman Veribivker's house was surrounded by peasants, men and women,

boys and girls. The clerk, Kuratchka, and Opanas the village elder and

his wife, and the magistrate and the policeman--all were there, talking

and shouting together. Nachman and his wife were in the middle of the

crowd, arguing and waving their hands. Nachman was bent low and was

wiping the perspiration from his face with both hands. By his side stood

his older children, gloomy and downcast. Suddenly, the whole picture

changed. Some one pointed to the two children. The whole crowd,

including the village elder and the magistrate, the policeman and the

clerk, stood still, like petrified. Only Nachman looked at the people,

straightened out his back, and laughed. His wife threw out her hands and

began to weep.

The village elder and the clerk and the magistrate and their wives

pounced on the children.

"Where were you, you so-and-so?"

"Where were we? We were down by the mill."

* * *

The two friends, Feitel as well as Fedoka, got punished without knowing

why.

Feitel's father flogged him with his cap. "A boy should know." What

should a boy know? Out of pity his mother took him from his father's

hands. She gave him a few smacks on her own account, and at once washed

him and dressed him in his new trousers--the only new garment he had for

the Passover. She sighed. Why? Afterwards, he heard his father saying to

his mother: "May the Lord help us to get over this Festival in peace.

The Passover ought to have gone before it came." Feitel could not

understand why the Passover should have gone before it came. He worried

himself about this. He did not understand why his father had flogged

him, and his mother smacked him. He did not understand what sort of a

Passover eve it was this day in the world.

* * *

If Feitel's Jewish brains could not solve the problems, certainly

Fedoka's peasant brains could not. First of all his mother took hold of

him by the flaxen hair, and pulled it. Then she gave him a few good

smacks in the face. These he accepted like a philosopher. He was used to

them. And he heard his mother talking with the peasants. They told

curious tales of a child that the Jews of the town had enticed on the

Passover eve, hidden in a cellar a day and a night, and were about to

make away with, when his cries were heard by passers-by. They rescued

him. He had marks on his body--four marks, placed like a cross.

A cunning peasant-woman with a red face told this tale. And the other

women shook their shawl-covered heads, and crossed themselves. Fedoka

could not understand why the women looked at him when they were talking.

And what had the tale to do with him and Feitel? Why had his mother

pulled his flaxen hair and boxed his ears? He did not care about these.

He was used to them. He only wanted to know why he had had such a good

share that day.

* * *

"Well?" Feitel heard his father remark to his mother immediately after

the Festival. His face was shining as if the greatest good fortune had

befallen him. "Well? You fretted yourself to death. You were afraid. A

woman remains a woman. Our Passover and their Easter have gone, and

nothing."

"Thank God," replied his mother. And Feitel could not understand what

his mother had feared. And why were they glad that the Passover was

gone? Would it not have been better if the Passover had been longer and

longer?

Feitel met Fedoka outside the door. He could not contain himself, but

told him everything--how they had prayed, and how they had eaten. Oh,

how they had eaten! He told him how nice all the Passover dishes were,

and how sweet the wine. Fedoka listened attentively, and cast his eyes

on Feitel's blouse. He was still thinking of "_matzo_." Suddenly there

was a scream, and a cry in a high-pitched soprano:

"Fedoka, Fedoka!"

It was his mother calling him in for supper. But Fedoka did not hurry.

He thought she would not pull his hair now. First of all, he had not

been at the mill. Secondly, it was after the Passover. After the

Passover there was no need to be afraid of the Jews. He stretched

himself on the grass, on his stomach, propping up his white head with

his hands. Opposite him lay Feitel, his black head propped up by his

hands. The sky is blue. The sun is warm. The little wind fans one and

plays with one's hair. The little calf stands close by. The cock is also

near, with his wives. The two heads, the black and the white, are close

together. The children talk and talk and talk, and cannot finish

talking.

* * *

Nachman Veribivker is not at home. Early in the morning he took his

stick, and let himself go over the village, in search of business. He

stopped at every farm, bade the Gentiles good-morning, calling each one

by name, and talked with them on every subject in the world. But he

avoided all reference to the Passover incident, and never even hinted at

his fears of the Passover. Before going away, he said: "Perhaps, friend,

you have something you would like to sell?" "Nothing, 'Lachman,'

nothing." "Old iron, rags, an old sack, or a hide?" "Do not be offended,

'Lachman,' there is nothing. Bad times!" "Bad times? You drank

everything, maybe. Such a festival!" "Who drank? What drank? Bad

times."

The Gentile sighed. Nachman also sighed. They talked of different

things. Nachman would not have the other know that he came only on

business. He left that Gentile, and went to another, to a third, until

he came upon something. He would not return home empty-handed.

Nachman Veribivker, loaded and perspiring, tramped home, thinking only

of one problem--how much he was going to gain or lose that day. He has

forgotten the Passover eve incident. He has forgotten the fears of the

Passover. The clerk, Kuratchka, and his governors and circulars have

gone clean out of the Jew's head.

Let winds blow. Let storms rage. Let the world turn upside down. The old

oak which has been standing since the creation of the world, and whose

roots reach to God-knows-where--what does he care for winds? What are

storms to him?

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